I Became the Maid of the Lout Prince

T/N: THIS CHAPTER IS RATED R-19! Read at your own risk.

“Young Master Ethan.”

“…Yes, Lilith.”

“Before we retire for the night, I have something to tell you.”

“…Ah, yes. I was just about to say something, too.”

What’s this, he was going to say something too? Does that mean he also had those lewd thoughts?

Just as I thought about his unexpectedly honest side and decided to help release his sexual desire, Ethan got up from the bed and started to prepare to leave, putting on his coat.

“Young Master Ethan? What are you doing…?”

“I fully understand your feelings of not wanting to share a bed with me after what happened. So, I’ll sleep outside tonight and come back in the morning. I’m sorry for scaring you, Lilith.”

“W-Wait a moment…!!”

Grab!

What’s going on all of a sudden?!

Just a moment ago, he was suddenly pouncing on me on the bed; why is he trying to distance himself with this strange misunderstanding?!

As I grabbed Ethan’s sleeve to stop him from walking to the entrance, this time, he turned to look at me with a confused expression as I held his wrist.

“…Lilith?”

“J-Just a moment! What I was going to say wasn’t that…!”

“Alright, calm down. You might wake Isabel if we’re not careful.”

“…Yes.”

Fortunately, the door to Isabel’s Servant’s Room, which I glimpsed from the corner of my eye, was still closed. I’m not sure if I should be thankful for her being a heavy sleeper.

“So, what did you want to say, Lilith?”

“Well, um, it’s…”

As Ethan turned back, still with his sleeve in my grasp, and quietly looked at me, I suddenly found it difficult to say what I needed to say.

It was good that I had urgently stopped Ethan from going outside, but how could I naturally bring up the topic of ‘releasing his sexual desires’ in this atmosphere? To begin with, what exactly should I do to help Ethan release his sexual desire? My mind became complicated with such worries in an instant.

‘Should I say I’ll allow him to touch my chest like usual? Or should I touch Ethan’s… thing like last time?’

A man’s sexual desire generally meant pleasure enough to ejaculate. At least, that’s how I felt when I was a man, so it probably wouldn’t be different in reality.

However, simply telling Ethan to pull down his pants and take out his penis so I could make him ejaculate might rather cause him to feel self-loathing.

When I did it for him in the bathroom last time, both Ethan and I were naked, so there was less shame in the situation of me touching his penis. But if I suddenly said I’d help him release his sexual desires and told him to just expose his penis, he would inevitably feel shame as a noble young master. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]

There was no need to give such shame to Ethan, who was already regretting that he had done something frightening to me.

On the other hand, the thought crossed my mind that offering my chest to touch as we had done until now might be too weak, as the biggest problem was that he couldn’t ‘ejaculate’ from that act.

Although Lilith’s chest, which competed for 1st or 2nd place in size among the heroines, would surely satisfy his heart just by looking at and touching it, he couldn’t perform the most important act for releasing sexual desire, so his satisfaction might actually decrease.

To compare it to the previous world, it would be like watching plenty of porn but not masturbating and ending that happy time in an erect state, which, in some sense, could possibly make Ethan suffer more.

Doing just one of those two acts wouldn’t be enough to fully release the sexual desire that the current Ethan had, but I couldn’t let Ethan go outside the dormitory room like this, either.

‘…I guess I don’t have a choice.’

In the end, my choice inevitably converged to one option.

There’s one method that could solve Ethan’s sexual desires while preventing him from feeling shame, satisfying his heart, and concluding the act with ejaculation.

“…Young Master Ethan.”

“Yes, Lilith.”

“I’m not particularly upset with you, and I haven’t become afraid of you because of what just happened.”

“……”

“This is the proof.”

I pulled Ethan’s sleeve that I had been holding and brought it to my uniform top, and Ethan’s eyes, which had been looking at me with an apologetic expression, widened and shook left and right.

He looked quite flustered at the sensation he was feeling after a long time as his hand rested on my chest. Although it was a sensation felt through the thick academy uniform, Lilith’s chest wasn’t something small enough for the sensation to disappear through two or three layers of cloth like Agnes’s.

Squish.

“Ugh, hmm…”

“L-Lilith…”

“I-If I had been frightened by what you said, Young Master Ethan, would I be able to bring your hand to my body like this with my own hand?”

“……”

“Rather, I’m grateful that you confessed such honest feelings to me. Also, I think you’re a sufficiently courageous person just for telling me the difficult things you had kept in your heart.”

“Lilith…”

“So, now, it’s your turn to convince me, Young Master Ethan. …You need to clearly understand that I haven’t developed any dislike towards you.”

After stopping Ethan, who was about to go outside, we were back on the bed.

Ethan and I, sitting side by side on the soft mattress, awkwardly glanced at each other.

“…Um, Lilith.”

“…Yes, Young Master Ethan.”

“I understand well that you trust me, so can’t we just sleep together like this? I think just you sleeping beside me feeling at ease would be enough to prove what you said earlier.”

“…No, that won’t do.”

I stopped Ethan’s proposal, which was trying to overturn the situation after I had barely managed to create this atmosphere.

As Ethan said, just sleeping beside him might be enough to prove that I wasn’t frightened, but that alone was far from enough.

After all, it would disrupt my plan to help release Ethan’s sexual desire today and prevent such incidents from happening again in the future.

Also, my chest, which Ethan had momentarily touched just now, had been burning since earlier.

‘No, that’s irrelevant.’

Anyway, it couldn’t be. 

It shouldn’t be.

After I had made up my mind to do this, for Ethan to refuse from his side, such a thing shouldn’t happen in the first place.

“Young Master Ethan.”

“…Yes.”

“Just do as you usually do. Knead my chest as much as you like, and release your ‘sexual desires’ as before.”

“Alright, I understand, Lilith. If you’re saying this much, refusing any further would probably hurt your pride instead.”

Fortunately, Ethan seemed to understand my words to some extent and finally nodded at my proposal. 

He brought his hands to the hem of my uniform and started to remove the clothes I was wearing, one layer at a time.

Rustle, rustle.

“……”

Click.

Click.

Click.

Click.

“…Ugh, hmm.”

Rustle, rustle…

“Uhh, hmm… Haa…”

Removing the uniform jacket, unbuttoning the inner blouse, then removing the blouse…

As Ethan’s hands got closer to my bare skin, I was enveloped by a strange sensation that made it oddly difficult to breathe.

“Ha, haa, haa…”

“Lilith, are you okay? If you’re scared, should we stop now?”

“N-No… I’m not scared or anything…” [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]

“But your breathing is rapid… And irregular…”

“…I said I’m not.”

“…Alright, Lilith.”

Ethan had been annoyingly asking as if he was about to stop midway, but he finally seemed to understand my words and brought his hands to the center of the front-hook bra I was wearing.

Click.

“Uhhh…”

Bounce.

As the last safety device supporting my chest disappeared, my breasts spilled out in front of Ethan.

It might be a bit presumptuous for me to say this myself, but my current breasts were probably the best objects to use the expression “bouncing” for.

“Lilith, have they perhaps gotten bigger than before?”

“My chest area does feel a bit tighter than before. I’ve been altering the blouse and uniform jacket by expanding the inner fabric, but the underwear has a structure that neither I nor Isabel can modify with our skills…”

“…We’ll have to get new underwear first when we return to the Blackwood Estate.”

“Never mind that, hurry and knead my chest as usual. Didn’t you promise to receive proof that I trust you, Young Master Ethan?”

“…Alright, Lilith.”

Only after hearing my words did Ethan once again reach out with both hands towards my fully exposed chest. The moment his hands touched my chest, a sensation like something piercing through my mind overwhelmed me.

Squish!

“Uhh, hyaaah…!!”

It had been almost half a year since Ethan’s hands had last touched me, if I were to count the days.

During that half-year, Ethan had only been sparring with Harold, who used all his strength and magic, and Ethan still hadn’t won a single match against such a Harold.

There were times when I thought he might have lost interest in things like my chest, but judging by these still enthusiastic hand movements, that didn’t seem to be the case.

Squish, squish!

“Uhhhh…! Ha, haaah…!!”

Squish, squish!

“Haa, haa, ha, haaah…! Ughhh…!!”

Every time Ethan’s hands kneaded my chest, a pleasure like electricity repeatedly searing my head overwhelmed me relentlessly.

I thought I had gotten quite used to this chest kneading over the past year and more, but it seems that was just my misconception.

Even though it had only been about half a year since they were last touched, an unfamiliar pleasure similar to when they were first touched enveloped my entire body. No, perhaps even more pleasure than back then.

Amidst the continuous waves of pleasure, I had no room to restrain my moans or hide the expression of feeling pleasure. I couldn’t even think of doing such things, nor did I feel any obligation to do so.

I just wanted to surrender my body to this pleasure, led by Ethan’s hands. For some reason, I felt like it would be okay to do so.

Pinch.

“Haaaa?!”

Pinching my nipple is cheating…

Squeeze.

“Ughhh, hyaaaa…?!”

And after pulling hard, he even pushed it in with his fingers.

Even though it must have been half a year since Ethan touched my chest as well, he seemed to quickly remember the weak points of my body.

With his skilled touch caressing my chest, all the thoughts and plans I originally had kept scattering like mist in front of Ethan’s chest massage.

“Haaa, ha, haa… Haaaaa, haaaaa…”

“Lilith… Are you okay…?”

“I-I’m fine, Young Master Ethan…”

“If it’s too much since it’s been a while, we could stop here…”

“…Young Master Ethan.”

“Y-Yes.” [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]

“If you say one more time that we should stop or that you’ll quit at this point… I might really come to dislike you, Young Master Ethan.”

“…I understand, Lilith.”

“Until I tell you it’s enough, please don’t say you’ll stop.”

Nodding in understanding at my serious request, Ethan once again reached out to my chest and started kneading the huge lumps of fat.

Squish, squish.

“Uhhh, hah… Haaah…”

The intense sensation of pleasure began to surge again right after.

Before my thoughts became blurred again because of this sensation, I had to hurriedly move on to the ‘next step’.

Just having Ethan knead my chest like this the whole time wouldn’t be enough to help release his ‘sexual desires’.

Click.

“…Lilith?”

“Stay still, Young Master Ethan.”

Zip.

“……”

“……”

I undid the buckle of Ethan’s uniform pants and pulled down the zipper, exposing the front of his pants.

Ignoring Ethan’s confused questioning, I pulled down his pants and underwear to the middle of his thighs without hesitation.

Pop.

“Ah.”

Ethan’s thing, his sleeping dragon that had been hidden under the stiff uniform pants, revealed itself.