I Became the Maid of the Lout Prince

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With a short sound of friction, Ethan’s lips collided with mine, and he gave me a strange look as if he didn’t quite understand what had just happened to him for a moment.

It seemed he only barely realized he had been kissed when he saw my face, which was flushed enough to feel hot on my skin. The kiss had been so brief that he still couldn’t hide his confusion.

“I-Is this enough of an answer?”

“……”

“I’m sorry I couldn’t convince you with words. I felt I couldn’t give you certainty with my eloquence, so I had no choice but to show it through this action.”

Surely this much of an action would have been enough for Ethan to understand. After all, what woman in the world could brazenly kiss a man she had no feelings for?

Moreover, in Lilith’s body, I had never experienced kissing anyone other than Ethan, regardless of who the partner was. …Strictly speaking, I hadn’t in my previous life either, but that’s irrelevant.

I thought this might be enough for Ethan to release his grip on my arms and legs, but sadly, instead of loosening, the pressure of Ethan’s grip holding me seemed to tighten a bit more.

“Young Master Ethan? If you could let go now…”

“…It’s not enough yet.”

“…Pardon?”

“You said before, Lilith. That a kiss wasn’t particularly a big deal. You don’t mean to say you don’t remember what you said then, right?”

…Right, come to think of it, I did say something like that.

The image of my past self acting shamelessly, saying that a kiss wasn’t a big deal, naturally came to mind. Why on earth did I have to spout such nonsense out of false bravado?

“O-Of course I remember!”

“Really?”

“D-Did you think I was some crazy woman who goes around kissing just anyone without a care?! What I said then was just bravado… N-No, I mean, it was to not burden you, Young Master Ethan…”

“I don’t particularly care what you were thinking when you said that back then. What I’m saying is, this isn’t enough.”

“…Pardon?”

“Open your mouth, Lilith.”

“Mmph?!”

The moment I reflexively opened my mouth slightly at Ethan’s words, his face tilted at a 45-degree angle and came down to cover my lips from above.

We had a mild French kiss that we had shared once before. No, strictly speaking, it felt a bit more intense than the kiss we had shared then. Back then, it had stopped at Ethan’s tongue entering my mouth as we faced each other, but now, Ethan’s mouth was completely sealing mine as if to envelop it. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]

Ethan’s thick tongue, entering deeper than our previous kiss, stirred the inside of my mouth in the dorm room as if it were his own bedroom.

Lick, lick.

“Mmph?! Mm, mmph…!”

Lick, lick, lick.

“Mmph, mph… Hm, mmph…”

Inside the lips, between teeth and gums, inside the cheeks, behind the teeth, tip of the tongue, under the tongue…

I felt as if the inside of my mouth was being completely violated as Ethan pushed his soft flesh in, twisting our joined mouths at various angles.

In a sense, it was a kiss so intense it was no different from actual sex. The strange imagination that this might actually be real sex even crossed my mind for a moment, as something long was inserted into a hole, exchanging bodily fluids.

Even after spending nearly a minute like this with our lips joined, Ethan still showed no sign of pulling his face away. Finally, I had no choice but to make a decision at this point.

Smooch.

“Hm, hmm…”

Smooch, smack…

“Mmh, hmm… Haa…”

Thinking that perhaps my confusion and attempts to avoid Ethan’s tongue were the cause, I decided to go along with this intense kiss as he wanted.

Although he had suddenly thrust his tongue in, saying a simple lip kiss wasn’t enough, he probably wouldn’t really hold me like this until tomorrow morning as he had threatened.

I thought that if I went along with this, joining lips and tongues as he wanted, he would probably be satisfied and let go on his own.

It wasn’t that I particularly wanted to go along with Ethan’s stubborn behavior. All I wanted was for this uncomfortable time to end as quickly as possible.

The thought briefly crossed my mind that if this ended with just sharing the inside of our mouths, it would be fortunate, considering the situation where I thought I might lose my virginity.

…And so, about three minutes passed from the point we started sharing our lips.

In the midst of sharing sensations using our lips and tongues, I felt a strange, indescribable sensation pulled from slightly below my solar plexus.

Smooch, smoooch.

“Uh, mmph?!”

…W-What? What was that sensation just now?

It was a moment of confusion as I felt a strange sensation rising from the lower part of my body, even though we had only been kissing with our lips pressed together.

I wondered if Ethan had touched my body taking advantage of the confusion, but Ethan’s hands were still firmly gripping my wrists without moving. Because of this, my mind became even more confused, unable to grasp the cause of that stimulating sensation I seemed to have felt in my body.

‘It felt similar to when Ethan touched my chest, but…’

While I was confused, not understanding why I had felt such a sensation, Ethan’s tongue rubbed my momentarily still tongue up and down. Belatedly coming to my senses from the strange sensation, I once again engaged in that intense kiss.

Smooch, smooch.

“Uh, uhh…”

Lick, lick.

“Mmh, mmmph… Haah…”

As I focused my thoughts on the act of sharing saliva using our lips and tongues again, that lewd sensation from earlier began to swirl in my mind once more.

Even though I wasn’t being touched particularly, nor was I showing my body to Ethan, the strange pleasure felt each time our tongue membranes collided made my head grow increasingly hot with burning heat. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]

Drip……

‘Just how long does he intend to keep this up…’

Although I was flustered by the sensation of something other than my mouth becoming wet, Ethan still showed no sign of pulling his face away from mine. With his face pressed so close that he was almost burying my head into the soft bed, I couldn’t escape.

Just when I started to wonder if he really intended to keep our lips pressed together until tomorrow morning, Ethan’s lips slowly began to part from my mouth. As our mouths separated after being joined for so long, a thin strand of lewd fluid symbolizing our intense kiss stretched between us.

“…Ha, haa, haa…”

“……”

“A-Are you… s-satisfied now?”

“……”

His expression was subtle. It seemed his anger had subsided somewhat compared to earlier, but there was still a lingering look of attachment.

I, looking at that expression, was still equally flustered. If this were the Ethan I knew, he would have let me go by now, but today, Ethan felt somewhat more persistent for some reason.

“J-Just in case you might have any strange misunderstandings, let me say this.”

“……”

“As I’ve said before, I have never kissed anyone other than you, Young Master Ethan. Or more precisely, I’ve never kissed anyone else.”

“…Yes, I know.”

“In other words, it means that currently, you are the person closest to my heart, Young Master Ethan. Do you still need proof even after I’ve said this much?”

“……”

Ethan was silently looking at me with a reddened face, and it was inevitable that I felt burdened by his gaze.

That expression seemed to show a conflicted look, as if he wanted to say something. But at least in this situation, he probably… wouldn’t seriously think of raping me, right?

Fortunately, it seemed to match my expectations well. After hearing my sincerity, Ethan began to slowly loosen his grip that had been holding me, and slowly removed his body that had been forcefully pinning me down.

“I’m sorry, Lilith.”

“……”

“It’s because I’m lacking that I kept having strange thoughts. Even though I knew in my head that you wouldn’t leave me for someone else of your own will, I ended up doubting you again because of my own shortcomings.”

“…No, it’s alright.” [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]

“I’m sorry for making you have unsettling thoughts when you must be tired. Even though I knew that doing this would scare you, I couldn’t control myself for a moment.”

“……”

‘Couldn’t control myself for a moment,’ huh…

Well, simply put, it wasn’t a very good apology. Uttering such an excuse seemed to imply that similar incidents could occur in the future.

But Ethan’s attitude today, suddenly pouncing on me like this and potentially crossing the line if things had gone wrong, was quite unusual.

Until now, he had been someone who almost compulsively avoided doing things I disliked, but it was a bit strange that he had suddenly changed so radically.

‘Wait a minute, come to think of it…’

When was the last time I had let Ethan release his sexual desires with me?

The last memory would have been around the end of the previous semester. The memory of Ethan getting angry because I went out secretly without telling him, and me being punished by Ethan for that was the last.

Excluding that, the last time I took the initiative was when I rewarded Ethan in the bathroom after he achieved his first ‘complete victory’ against Harold, which was the last ‘reward’ I had given him.

Thinking about it that way, I couldn’t help but have this thought. Maybe the reason Ethan tried to pounce on me now was because the sexual desire that had built up over time suddenly exploded.

The person he loved most, his lover (albeit a temporary one), had been sleeping in the same bed with him every night.

Moreover, we weren’t just sharing the same bed, but we shared the entire space. Although we were still being as careful as possible to avoid embarrassing each other, we were living in such close proximity that we would inadvertently witness or be witnessed changing clothes once or twice a month. And this was happening every single day, regardless of whether it was a weekday or weekend.

Although there was a winter break in between, Ethan and I had been living like this for nearly half a year. Perhaps Ethan’s behavior was also my fault for not paying attention to him. Although it wasn’t intentional, I had been tormenting Ethan from the closest possible distance for half a year. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]

The fact that he tried to pounce on me so urgently was probably due in part to my inability to help him release his desires during that time. If I had let Ethan touch my chest even once or twice over the past half year, he wouldn’t have suddenly imagined that I might leave him for the Hero.

‘…In the end, I’ll have to take responsibility.’

If I just let this go after inadequately suppressing his desires on a day like today, there was a possibility it would come back with an even bigger backlash next time.

And if that happened, there was a real possibility of an unfortunate incident where he might cross the line, so I had to let him release it at least once at this point to prevent such a thing from happening in advance.

To begin with, the reason I hadn’t given Ethan a reward recently wasn’t because his skills had deteriorated or anything like that. It was simply because my standards for the rewards I wanted to give Ethan had become higher.

So, even if I gave him a reward that had been piling up this once, Ethan probably wouldn’t find it strange. …Probably.

‘It’s not like I’m allowing this because I want Ethan…’

It was just to soothe Ethan, who was suffering from sexual desire, and to prevent any potential disasters that might occur because of that desire.

There was not even a little bit of my personal feelings towards him included in this.