Chapter 226 [What Should Have Been Done (3)] - R-19!
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Droop.
His cock, exposed beneath his pants, dropped between his thighs with a slight dull thud.
It wasn’t fully erect like the last time I touched it in the bathroom, but more like half-erect, if I had to guess.
It was kind of embarrassing to think that he was only half-erect after touching my chest so much.
It means my boobs weren’t even that erotic to touch.
“L-Lilith, it’s embarrassing when you stare at it like that….”
“…I’m sorry.”
I let you touch my breasts at most, but why are you still like this?
I almost said something like that, which would have made the atmosphere more than twice as dangerous as it is now. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
‘…Well, it doesn’t matter, as long as it’s upright.’
I let Ethan touch my breasts, which gives him a sense of psychological security, and I touch his cock, which satisfies his libido. Also, I’m touching his body just as he’s touching mine, so there’s nothing particularly shameful or self-defeating about it.
After all, I’m the one who knows best that a man’s libido dies down once you take one foot out the door, so it’s not like it’s a big deal to handle a sticky cock like this…
‘…Sticky?’
I noticed the familiar, slimy feel of something I hadn’t held in my hand in a long time.
It wasn’t just the tip of the thing that felt wet, but the entire thing, and even Ethan’s underwear, was sticky and wet. Also, its smell is something I’d only just begun to recognize as the scent of chestnut blossoms.
It was at that moment that I realized why Ethan’s erection had stopped halfway.
“Young Master Ethan.”
“…Yes.”
“Did you…ejaculate before I undressed you?”
“Yes. …….”
Ethan’s embarrassed, slightly averted head was his answer, and I realized that this time, I’d made a mistake in speaking to him.
What I had just said was effectively indirectly asking him if he had premature ejaculation, and as a man, having that pointed out to you can be quite humiliating.
Naturally, my head bowed deeply as I realized that I had been disrespectful; it was something I shouldn’t have done as an exclusive maid.
“I apologize, Young Master Ethan. I shouldn’t have dared ask a question that would be rude….”
“…It’s okay, Lilith. I-I just got a little too excited.”
The apology was belated, but there was no telling if Ethan’s wounded pride would be restored.
I had set this up to help him release his lust, but I only humiliated him.
‘…No, since he ejaculated anyway, does that mean I’ve released his libido?’
Although my plan to rub my hand on it had been forcibly ended, I had made him ejaculate anyway, so his libido had been released along with the sticky fluid.
Also, my purpose was to release Ethan’s libido first, so that he wouldn’t be able to jump on me in my sleep. In that sense, he had actually ejaculated without me touching him, so it was a win-win situation.
It also cleared up the misconception that his cock was half-erect even though he was touching my chest.
‘That’s right. He came while touching Lilith’s breasts; not just anyone else’s.’
The fact that he hadn’t been able to release his sexual desires for so long that he could ejaculate on his own meant that Ethan was attracted to my body.
Now that we’ve cleared up the misunderstanding, the strangely uncomfortable feelings have subsided once again, so I’m going to get him dressed and cleaned up, and then we’ll go to bed.
……
‘…No, wait.’
If we go to bed as we are now, it’ll look weird.
I’d rather take off his pants and have him ejaculate as soon as I touched him, so I’d have the proof that I made him ejaculate anyway.
It would be weird to undress him, only to find out that he’d already ejaculated, and then put his clothes back on and move on.
If I did that, it would mean that I wasn’t taking his pants off to satisfy his libido, but just to look at and touch his cock.
That’s when my devotion to being a maid turned into just a perverted maid’s shenanigans.
…Of course, not all maids would double up as libido fixers.
‘Well, since it’s come to this, I guess I’ll just have to make it harder again….’
Since Ethan’s libido hadn’t been satisfied in half a year, there was a good reason for making him ejaculate twice.
The average man in his 20s used to masturbate at least once a week, if not more, and sometimes, even once a day to satisfy his libido.
Two ejaculations to satisfy six months’ worth of libido was already far less than the average masturbation frequency. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
Rub, rub.
“Li, Lilith…? What are you doing?”
“I’m going to make your thing harder again, Young Master Ethan.”
“……What?”
“While I’m making your thing hard again, Young Master Ethan, you can either wait patiently, or pass the time by fondling my breasts.”
“…….”
I roughly wiped the sticky liquid off Ethan’s cock with the white gloves I had on my hands, then removed my gloves and brought my hands to his cleaned cock, running them up and down.
It was still a little flaccid, but I could barely hold it with both hands. It would probably get a little bigger if it was fully erect.
Last time I saw it, I think it was about two and a half fists long, so it was probably about 20 centimeters (T/N: approx. 7.9 inches). I remember touching it and measuring the length of my palm afterward to remember how big it was.
In other words, I had to make it a little bigger to make it ejaculate; I had to make it hard.
“Okay, hold on, Lilith. I’m fine, I’m already satisfied with what I just did.”
“No, it’s not enough, Young Master Ethan. Your desire to pounce on me is based on my failure to satisfy your libido over the past half year, so I need to release you completely this time, to the point where there’s not even a hint of resentment left.”
“Now, wait…. I’ve just ejaculated, so it’s a little sensitive to be touched like that, so take your time….”
…Oh, right. I’ll take it a little slower.
Roughly remembering what it was like to be a man, I rubbed my hand up and down Ethan’s cock, gradually increasing its size…
Shlick, shlick.
“……..”
“…….Ahh…”
Rub, rub.
“…….”
“Ugh, ughhh….”
…What the hell, why isn’t it getting bigger?
Even though my hand is squeezing his cock and moving up and down, for some reason, his cock hasn’t changed in size from its half-erect state.
It’s still thin and flaccid; it’s not the hard, thick thing it used to be. It was as if he’d released all the lust he’d really built up when he’d ejaculated earlier.
‘I shouldn’t be doing this.’
I’d rather he’d put his pants back on when he realized he’d ejaculated, which would have made it less of a mistake, but I’d already spent several minutes squeezing his cock to get it back upright.
It would have been unbecoming of me as a maid to shove it back into his pants as if nothing had happened, and it would have been humiliating as a woman who knows her man’s body better than anyone.
‘I’ve got to get this thing back upright somehow and make it harder again.’
If it didn’t rise up when I touched him, it was most likely a psychological problem, and if I did something psychologically satisfying for him, his cock would get hard again.
First of all, what Ethan wanted most was a physical relationship with me, which, of course, I could never give him. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
I could maybe do that after I’d handed over my powers as a Saint to Serista, or, at least, after Machart had been eliminated, but at this point, my status as a Saint was something I couldn’t afford to lose.
‘I can’t let my virginity be taken now, but I need to do something more stimulating than my hand and make him psychologically more affectionate to me….’
After organizing my thoughts like that, ‘the act’ couldn’t help but come to mind, and finally, having made up my mind, I quietly brought my face to Ethan’s lower half.
“Lilith, what are you doing….”
“…Hmm.”
Suck.
“Ugh…!”
I opened my mouth wide with my teeth hidden inside my lips and immediately took the front of Ethan’s cock into my mouth.
After the handjob, next was a blowjob.
This was the basic order of things when it came to escalating acts in the AVs and pornographic animations I’d seen in my previous life.
After that, of course, there’s sex, but that’s something I should never allow.
However, until the blowjob, it was safe for me to do, so it was okay to do this.
Technically, as long as I didn’t lose my virginity, the rest of my behavior was irrelevant to my Sainthood.
To be honest, the act of taking a man’s cock in my mouth was a turn-off, and I still didn’t like the idea of looking at or even touching another man’s cock, let alone taking it in my mouth.
However, right now, it was important to get Ethan’s cock back upright, and I had an idea in my head that if that was what it took, I might as well do it anyway.
Besides, I’d seen Ethan’s cock before, so I wasn’t particularly offended or repulsed by it.
Suck, suck.
“Gawk, gawk…”
“Li, Lilith….”
Slurp, slurp.
“Mmph, mmph…”
“Wait, Lilith, if you suddenly do that…. Ha, ssss…!” (T/N: sharp inhale through gritted teeth)
Luckily, sucking didn’t seem to work, and as soon as I put the penis in his mouth, he quickly increased its size. I knew Ethan would be weak to this kind of thing since he’s a man.
After I let it grow a little more, I shook it with my hand while it was still hard and ejaculated….
Suck, suck.
“Gawk, gawk, gawk.“
“Haaa, haaaaa…. Li, Lilith…!”
Tap.
“…Uhhhh?”
I was still holding Ethan’s cock in my mouth and was about to pull it out when I felt something like Ethan’s hand on the back of my head, and realizing that something was wrong, I tried to pull my head out, but it was too late.
Smack, smack.
“Mmmmmph?! Mmph, mmph!”
“Haaaa, haaaaaaa, Lilith! Lilith!!”
Smack, smack, smack!
“Mmph, mmph, mmph!”
“Ahhh, Lilith, this feels good, Lilith!”
The sensation of his first blowjob was so stimulating that Ethan put his hand behind my head, pushing it down, and forcibly slammed his cock through my mouth.
Naturally, I had no intention of letting him finish in my mouth, so I hurriedly tried to pull my face away, but there was no way my neck muscles could overcome the strength of Ethan, who dual-wielded heavy swords in battle every day.
My efforts to pull out combined with his efforts to push back in caused my head to rise and fall in a sort of piston motion.
“Lilith, Lilith!!”
“Mmph, mmph, mmph!”
“I love you, Lilith…!!”
“Mmph!”
Any confession of love could be made with the back of someone’s head between their crotches, and any confession could be made with a better atmosphere than this.
I don’t even know why he’d want to force a blowjob to confess his love in the first place. What the hell was he thinking?
‘…Damn it, I can’t help it.’
It’s not like he’s going to get my head out of his cock anyway, so I might as well make him cum once.
I had no intention of taking his cum in my mouth, but I was somewhat responsible for getting him into this situation.
Smack, smack.
“Ughhhh, Li, Lilith!”
Smack, smack.
“Huh, ha, haaauugh…!!”
…It’s okay, I just have to accept it.
If I keep it in my mouth without swallowing it, and then clean it up with Clean right afterward, there won’t be any unpleasantness left.
That thought and my plan to keep it in my mouth and pretend to swallow it were thoroughly shattered by Ethan’s next action.
“Lilith, I’m cumming!”
Spuuuurt!
Just in time for his ejaculation, Ethan thrusted into the back of my head with all his might, making me swallow his cock right down to the base. His cock was in my mouth and down my throat in an instant, and I could feel the gurgling sensation of something filling my mouth.
“Mmph, mmph, mmph, mmph!!!”
Spurt! Spurt! Spurt!
“Ughhhh, Lilith, swallow it all, all of it! Lilith!!”
Panicked by the sensation of something sticky running down the back of my throat, I pounded my fist against Ethan’s thighs, but he was too busy enjoying the pleasure of his ejaculation to care about my resistance, and still kept his weight on the back of my head.
Eventually, I took four or five shots of his cum down my throat, taking the entirety of his cock down my throat over the course of a few tens of seconds, and I had to feel the sensation of the hot liquid coursing through my body.
“Ugh! Ugh! Ugh!”
“Mmph, mmph! Punch! Mmmmmmph!!!”
“Li, Lilith?!”
Ethan’s grip on the back of my head momentarily weakened at the sound of my panicked voice, as if he only realized what he was doing when I slammed my fist into his thigh.
“Cough, cough! Cough, cough…! Uck…!”
Ethan finally released me from between his groin after he’d managed to shove all of it down my throat, and as I coughed and coughed in agony, Ethan turned to me with concern.
“Mmm, I’m sorry, Lilith, are you okay?! Your mouth felt good for a moment, so I couldn’t….”
“Haaa, haaa, haaaa, haaaaaa….”
“I, I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to force it! I lost my cool for a moment too….”
…The noble young master bowed his head to his maid several times.
I couldn’t even think of being angry at him for bowing so low, so I had to accept that it was just a mistake.
‘He’s not going to do it again.’
If he does it again, I know what he’ll do next time.
If I take his cock in my mouth again, I wouldn’t be a man anymore. I’d officially be a woman, a female.
T/N
Hello! Axiomatic here.
Sorry for the delay! There were way too many details that were off in the chapter that I had to resolve and it took me more than an hour to fix them.
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