Chapter 9: Epilogue: Her warm, icy grip Part 1 (Ending 2)
[Now, you're back at the checkpoint where everything began, the very place where Arisu contacted you in the middle of the night. You refused to answer her call without a moment's hesitation as you closed your eyes and hugged your pillow tightly in your bed.]
[This time, you are determined to fix your regret regarding Shiina. You feel a deep sense of guilt for abandoning her in favor of Arisu during the previous route. You have no idea what happened to her afterward, as Arisu basically went crazy and began to self-harm every time you contacted her or inquired about her. The only time she wasn't like this was when you announced your break-up with her.]
[Since your relationship with Arisu isn't that of a couple or lovers, there is no need to worry about her.]
[But is this really the case?]
[Unbeknownst to you, drowsiness takes over, and you fall asleep.]
[Now, you are acutely aware of Arisu's scheming nature and her desire for you, which remains as strong as it was in the beginning. You begin to keenly avoid her and have no intention of pursuing her route in this new world line. Instead, you head straight to the library. When you see Shiina's sweet smile directed at you, a wave of longing washes over you; it has been a long time since you last met her. Unconsciously, you hug her all of a sudden. Although she is taken by surprise, she doesn't say anything. Instead, she offers you comfort by softly patting your back.]
"Spencer-kun... Is there any trouble that is troubling you?" she asked tentatively, her voice laced with concern.
"Maybe this sounds weird, Shiina, but I really missed you," I sighed as I hugged her even tighter, wishing to convey all the emotions I had kept bottled up.
"You can miss me as much as you want, Spencer-kun," she responded with a sweet smile that lit up her face, and I felt my heart swell with affection as I pulled her into a passionate kiss.
I had missed the taste of her lips after being away from her for so long, and she reciprocated my kiss, embracing me in return.
However, I suddenly remembered that we were in the library, a place where teachers might wander by at any moment.
Reluctantly, I pushed her away; I didn't want to create a negative impact on her academic life. After all, if her class points were to be deducted because of this moment, then I wouldn't be qualified to be her boyfriend in the first place. I took a seat in one of the library chairs, trying to gather my thoughts.
"Spencer-kun, let's meet at my dormitory from now on if you'd like. It's far more convenient there than in this library, don't you think?" she said playfully, as if she could see right through my thoughts.
She knew full well that I was a pervert who wanted to do all kinds of ecchi things with her.
And rather than being repulsed by it, she even suggested ways to make it happen without the risk of any unwanted consequences.
I couldn't help but find her irresistibly cute in that moment.
Somehow, my sweet, introverted Shiina had become a little perverted herself, and I loved it.
I loved how she was able to keep up with me, matching my flirtations with her own playful charm.
Her flirtation was subtle, never explicit, and that was part of what made it so cute.
It's exactly this kind of cute girl I like—one who isn't just sweet but also flirtatiously adorable.
Unlike sexy or femme fatale types who rely on seductive tricks, she doesn't need any of that; her cuteness alone is enough to clear my mind and heal my soul.
That's why I'm drawn to girls like her—they're just the right mix of innocence and seduction.
I never understood why so many people prefer mature women or MILFs. Compared to cute girls, I don't need maternal love; I want someone who fills me with sweetness just by smiling, someone who makes me feel warmth inside and out.
That's all I need.
Lost in this feeling, I leaned closer, brushing my lips softly against hers.
Before I knew it, we were pulled into a deep, passionate kiss, and our shared intensity only grew from there.
We stood up from our seats, moving toward a more secluded corner, and things escalated further.
I could feel the softness of her mouth, the warmth of her breath as our kisses deepened, growing in urgency.
My hand found its way up her back, pulling her against me until there wasn't a space between us, and I could feel the rapid beat of her heart echoing against my own.
Slowly, my other hand drifted down, brushing over her side until it rested on her breast, giving a gentle squeeze.
She let out a soft gasp, her fingers curling into the fabric of my shirt as if to hold me even closer.
I could feel her body pressing against me, her curves molding to mine, and the spark between us only ignited further.
She pressed her lips harder against mine, her arms wrapping around my neck to pull me even closer, almost possessively.
My hand continued to roam and gradually, I brought my hands down to her rear, gripping it firmly, pressing into her with just enough intensity to coax a raw, unrestrained moan from her lips.
That sound alone made my pulse race.
Her breath hitched, her cheeks flushed, and the way she looked at me was a mix of shy and daring, like she was enjoying every second of this just as much as I was.
Instinct took over, my body responding on its own, and I felt my erection harden against her as I pulled her closer.
My lips claimed hers in a deep, fervent kiss right there in the school library, pushing away any thoughts of repercussions.
Nothing else mattered but the intoxicating lust between us.
The thrill was just too intense.
Yeah, consequences be damned!
[Since you got that backup key to Shiina's dorm room, it's been a game-changer. Any time you wanted, you could slip right in, and the moment you saw her, you couldn't keep your hands off her. Lust hit hard, and before either of you could think, your lips were on hers, kissing her like your life depend on it.]
[Things escalated fast—she was in your lap, your hands all over her, gripping her curves through that red blazer uniform. You groped her, feeling the soft and firmness of her breast under your fingers as you practically devoured her mouth.]
[You kissed her all over, moving down from her lips to her neck, tasting her skin as you went. You could barely wait as your hands found the buttons of her uniform, slipping it open bit by bit, revealing her in her white bra, her breasts heaving with each breath. You squeezed and kneaded them, your hard erection pressing up against her ass, adding to the intense lust building between you two.]
[This moment felt like heaven.]
[But you wanted more. Your hand drifted down, slipping under her skirt, sliding inside her panties, and you could feel how wet she was, soaking your fingers instantly.]
[You didn't stop; your fingers worked her slowly, sliding back and forth, feeling her slickness coat them as her arousal dripped and her breathing grew heavier.]
[Her soaked panties clung to your fingers as you stroked her, the lewd sound of it only making your cock go harder and longer, savoring the feel of her.]
[Looking up, you saw her face, flushed and needy. She gazed back at you, shy but with no trace of resistance, and you could tell she wanted it just as much as you did. This was your chance—you could take her first time right here, right now, and she wouldn't resist, maybe even follow your lead all the way.]
[But a thought lingered—was this the right move?]
[Was this really what you wanted? Was this the right thing to do? Did you see Shiina as someone you cared for—a real girlfriend—or was she merely an outlet for your lusts?]
[The question lingered, making you pause as conflicting feelings stirred.]
[Should you take this leap or slow down and cherish her more deeply, building something stronger?]
[Choose:]
[1. Take her, breed her right here.]
[2. Hold back, take her on a proper date and make her yours in every way.]
[3. Pause and talk to her about everything—your story, her story, getting to know each other fully before you go all the way.]
My finger hovered over the choices, unsure what to pick.
Did it matter in this moment, or would things play out the same regardless?
After a second of hesitation, I made my choice…
I choose...