NOVEL NEXT Shepherd Tantra
Chapter 130 I'm With You
Chapter 130 I'm With You
Aiwass keenly noticed that Lily fell into a kind of sadness and melancholy.
Her heart was in pain, like being burned by a needle.
But at the same time, Lily didn't cry, nor did she look like she was going to cry.On the contrary, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised... as if he wanted to laugh, but it was just an ugly smile.
"what happened?"
Aiwass asked in a low voice with concern.
Lily shook her head slightly, but didn't speak.
She looked so tired that she didn't even have the energy to speak.The whole person is filled with a sense of decadence and despondency, empty and light, like a little homeless ghost.
"—Who is the antler?"
Aiwass soon realized that it was an antler problem.
Lily was silent for a while, then replied softly: "Minister Droste."
She didn't call him "that man" or "my real father" with mixed emotions like she used to.Instead, he called him by his first name coldly...
"—then tell me."
Aiwass pulled Lily to sit down by the lamp.
The time limit for this ceremony is only one hour.And it's been almost half an hour now,
But he was not in a hurry to find the Holy Lance, or hunt down and kill the remaining two people—it was better to give priority to taking care of his own people than killing them all and hindering others.
"Sadness, pain, hatred... These things are like wine, which will become more mellow with time."
Aiwass said softly: "On the other hand, if you can taste it early and share it with others... it would be a kind of sweetness that is slightly drunk."
"He says……"
Lily was silent for a moment, but couldn't help but speak out.
Because she also wanted to confide in others.
When chatting with Princess Isabel before, when Her Royal Highness heard that Lily's biological father was Minister Drost, she had angrily reprimanded him.At that time, Lily was still comforting Her Royal Highness in a low voice, and excused her father at the same time.
It's fine if you have a lover, at best it can only be regarded as a matter of personal morality.
But giving birth to an illegitimate child, the situation is different.
An illegitimate child is dishonorable to the whole family and very troublesome.
If an illegitimate child is accepted, it means that the head of the family may prefer the child, and the inheritance of the family property by the illegitimate child is also unfair to the children who originally lived in the family.From the perspective of outsiders, the blood of this family will also become impure because of this.
And in fact, illegitimate children do have the right to inherit.Therefore, fierce quarrels will also break out in the family... This often represents the coming of chaos and the end of the family relationship.
But if the illegitimate child is not accepted, it would be embarrassing to leave him undisciplined outside—even if the illegitimate child does not inherit the family name, he will be considered a member of the family by default by other caring people, and will attack the family as a bullet of public opinion.
As long as an illegitimate child is born, no matter where it is... it will only bring chaos and stains to the family.
And as an illegitimate child, he is also very pitiful.First of all, they themselves are not wrong, they are completely innocent...
However, if they join the family, they will be looked down upon and bullied; if they live outside, they will be easily tricked by the political opponents of the family to do some bad things to attack the family that abandoned them; The success achieved by one's own efforts will also be regarded as "favorable treatment due to the other half's blood".
However, Princess Isabella didn't know that it wasn't that other ministers had very few illegitimate children.Instead, they all stripped their illegitimate children of their surnames and sent them to other families as servants.
This situation is not uncommon.Because the illegitimate children are prohibited from publicizing their parentage, it is difficult to find out where the illegitimate children are ultimately sent unless they are questioned face-to-face.
Because of this, Lily wanted to argue a few words for Minister Droste at that time... because she stayed well in the Moriarty family.Old Moriarty was very kind to her, and even allowed her to read books acquiescingly; while Master Aiwass, who she had brought up since she was a child, was also very sensible and gentle, and was even willing to ask Her Royal Highness for an extra reading quota for her wish.
When Princess Isabel reprimanded Minister Droste, Lily still felt that he was not that bad—it was precisely because her father chose a good family for herself that she could live a stable and happy life now.You don't have to fight with other people, you don't have to be looked down upon, and you don't have to be bullied.
... But now, Lily discovered that this was not arranged by the old Droste.
After Lily has become Aiwass's personal maid, she is actually half a "Moriarty"; but Minister Drost still cares about her going to school and showing her face in public, even disregarding the Moriarty family For the sake of face, he also invited an assassin to kill her, just to prevent her identity as an illegitimate child from being exposed and to cause trouble for herself.
This means that the relationship between the Drost family and the Moriarty family is not that good.
In other words, the preferential treatment he received in the Moriarty family was not because of his father's face.It was simply the people she met in the Moriarty family.
This made Lily feel cold.
——The biological father killed his mother, and now he wants to murder himself.And up to now, I still have complicated emotions towards him, mixed with some kind of hatred, some kind of gratitude, some kind of curiosity, some kind of grievance, some kind of longing... But now, these emotions have all turned into killing intent.
She thanked the wrong person.The truly thankful person, the only person worthy of repayment, is always in front of my eyes.
It's ridiculous.She thought her father had feelings for her.
"...That's it."
After listening to Lily's narration, Aiwass nodded slightly.
"Let me help you with this, let me think about it..."
He fell into a long thought, and then replied softly: "I won't let him be promoted...but you don't want to make a move. Now, in his eyes, you have become the subordinate of 'Grey Green', and you have taken over his killing order, then you just keep quiet and don't make him suspicious. That way you will be in a safer situation.
"Within a month, he has to die.
"If you can't do it outside, leave it to me. I will kill him for you. But if you want to do it yourself, then I will also leave you the chance to execute him in the end.
"In any case, it is inhumane to order a child to kill her father with his own hands; but it is justified if the child spontaneously avenges the murdered mother and fights back for himself who is about to be murdered.
"But no matter what, I will protect you. You are more or less raised by the Moriarty family. Since you can't be a 'Droste', you can be a 'Moriarty'. You know, the adoptive father is now suspected of dead... I will give you the name 'Moriarty' whether it is me or the Edwardian heir."
Aiwass did not say something like "Cry if you want to cry", but said seriously: "Also, don't cry...that man is not worth your tears for him.
"If you can't help it, just laugh. Don't cry for the past, but laugh for the future."
Speaking of this, Aiwass suddenly thought of the poem written by Prince Lloyd, so he recited softly:
"One day I will break free from these leaden shackles;
"I will ascend with the smoke, free as the wind;
"I will have a shining day, shining like a star, shining like moonlight..."
He felt that this poem could not be more suitable for Lily at this moment.
The voyeur that bound her destiny will be removed, and she will be free.
One day, she will rise and she will shine.
Not as "Droste's bastard", but as "Lily" herself.
Aiwass looked at Lily and said seriously: "You should be rejoicing and laughing out loud for such a future. If you still worry, it can only be because the revenge has not been completed yet.
"—so don't be afraid. I'm with you."
After he finished speaking, he slowly stood up and moved his body a little.
And Lily stood up simultaneously with him, and fled into the shadows without a sound.
They chatted here for nearly 15 minutes, and the rest of the ceremony was only about a third of the time.
But Aiwass didn't feel nervous at all.
"Let's not look for the Holy Spear yet."
Aiwass made a decision: "Let's collect some interest for you first——
"—Shadow Fiend, lead the way. I'm going to kill someone."
"Ho ho..."
For some reason, the Shadow Demon returned to his hoarse and deep voice in front of Lily: "Such sweet revenge, such fresh flesh and blood... You finally have a chance to show your fangs and show your evil nature.
"I am willing, my lord. I will kill for you . . . and I will kill for you—all of them."
(End of this chapter)
Aiwass keenly noticed that Lily fell into a kind of sadness and melancholy.
Her heart was in pain, like being burned by a needle.
But at the same time, Lily didn't cry, nor did she look like she was going to cry.On the contrary, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised... as if he wanted to laugh, but it was just an ugly smile.
"what happened?"
Aiwass asked in a low voice with concern.
Lily shook her head slightly, but didn't speak.
She looked so tired that she didn't even have the energy to speak.The whole person is filled with a sense of decadence and despondency, empty and light, like a little homeless ghost.
"—Who is the antler?"
Aiwass soon realized that it was an antler problem.
Lily was silent for a while, then replied softly: "Minister Droste."
She didn't call him "that man" or "my real father" with mixed emotions like she used to.Instead, he called him by his first name coldly...
"—then tell me."
Aiwass pulled Lily to sit down by the lamp.
The time limit for this ceremony is only one hour.And it's been almost half an hour now,
But he was not in a hurry to find the Holy Lance, or hunt down and kill the remaining two people—it was better to give priority to taking care of his own people than killing them all and hindering others.
"Sadness, pain, hatred... These things are like wine, which will become more mellow with time."
Aiwass said softly: "On the other hand, if you can taste it early and share it with others... it would be a kind of sweetness that is slightly drunk."
"He says……"
Lily was silent for a moment, but couldn't help but speak out.
Because she also wanted to confide in others.
When chatting with Princess Isabel before, when Her Royal Highness heard that Lily's biological father was Minister Drost, she had angrily reprimanded him.At that time, Lily was still comforting Her Royal Highness in a low voice, and excused her father at the same time.
It's fine if you have a lover, at best it can only be regarded as a matter of personal morality.
But giving birth to an illegitimate child, the situation is different.
An illegitimate child is dishonorable to the whole family and very troublesome.
If an illegitimate child is accepted, it means that the head of the family may prefer the child, and the inheritance of the family property by the illegitimate child is also unfair to the children who originally lived in the family.From the perspective of outsiders, the blood of this family will also become impure because of this.
And in fact, illegitimate children do have the right to inherit.Therefore, fierce quarrels will also break out in the family... This often represents the coming of chaos and the end of the family relationship.
But if the illegitimate child is not accepted, it would be embarrassing to leave him undisciplined outside—even if the illegitimate child does not inherit the family name, he will be considered a member of the family by default by other caring people, and will attack the family as a bullet of public opinion.
As long as an illegitimate child is born, no matter where it is... it will only bring chaos and stains to the family.
And as an illegitimate child, he is also very pitiful.First of all, they themselves are not wrong, they are completely innocent...
However, if they join the family, they will be looked down upon and bullied; if they live outside, they will be easily tricked by the political opponents of the family to do some bad things to attack the family that abandoned them; The success achieved by one's own efforts will also be regarded as "favorable treatment due to the other half's blood".
However, Princess Isabella didn't know that it wasn't that other ministers had very few illegitimate children.Instead, they all stripped their illegitimate children of their surnames and sent them to other families as servants.
This situation is not uncommon.Because the illegitimate children are prohibited from publicizing their parentage, it is difficult to find out where the illegitimate children are ultimately sent unless they are questioned face-to-face.
Because of this, Lily wanted to argue a few words for Minister Droste at that time... because she stayed well in the Moriarty family.Old Moriarty was very kind to her, and even allowed her to read books acquiescingly; while Master Aiwass, who she had brought up since she was a child, was also very sensible and gentle, and was even willing to ask Her Royal Highness for an extra reading quota for her wish.
When Princess Isabel reprimanded Minister Droste, Lily still felt that he was not that bad—it was precisely because her father chose a good family for herself that she could live a stable and happy life now.You don't have to fight with other people, you don't have to be looked down upon, and you don't have to be bullied.
... But now, Lily discovered that this was not arranged by the old Droste.
After Lily has become Aiwass's personal maid, she is actually half a "Moriarty"; but Minister Drost still cares about her going to school and showing her face in public, even disregarding the Moriarty family For the sake of face, he also invited an assassin to kill her, just to prevent her identity as an illegitimate child from being exposed and to cause trouble for herself.
This means that the relationship between the Drost family and the Moriarty family is not that good.
In other words, the preferential treatment he received in the Moriarty family was not because of his father's face.It was simply the people she met in the Moriarty family.
This made Lily feel cold.
——The biological father killed his mother, and now he wants to murder himself.And up to now, I still have complicated emotions towards him, mixed with some kind of hatred, some kind of gratitude, some kind of curiosity, some kind of grievance, some kind of longing... But now, these emotions have all turned into killing intent.
She thanked the wrong person.The truly thankful person, the only person worthy of repayment, is always in front of my eyes.
It's ridiculous.She thought her father had feelings for her.
"...That's it."
After listening to Lily's narration, Aiwass nodded slightly.
"Let me help you with this, let me think about it..."
He fell into a long thought, and then replied softly: "I won't let him be promoted...but you don't want to make a move. Now, in his eyes, you have become the subordinate of 'Grey Green', and you have taken over his killing order, then you just keep quiet and don't make him suspicious. That way you will be in a safer situation.
"Within a month, he has to die.
"If you can't do it outside, leave it to me. I will kill him for you. But if you want to do it yourself, then I will also leave you the chance to execute him in the end.
"In any case, it is inhumane to order a child to kill her father with his own hands; but it is justified if the child spontaneously avenges the murdered mother and fights back for himself who is about to be murdered.
"But no matter what, I will protect you. You are more or less raised by the Moriarty family. Since you can't be a 'Droste', you can be a 'Moriarty'. You know, the adoptive father is now suspected of dead... I will give you the name 'Moriarty' whether it is me or the Edwardian heir."
Aiwass did not say something like "Cry if you want to cry", but said seriously: "Also, don't cry...that man is not worth your tears for him.
"If you can't help it, just laugh. Don't cry for the past, but laugh for the future."
Speaking of this, Aiwass suddenly thought of the poem written by Prince Lloyd, so he recited softly:
"One day I will break free from these leaden shackles;
"I will ascend with the smoke, free as the wind;
"I will have a shining day, shining like a star, shining like moonlight..."
He felt that this poem could not be more suitable for Lily at this moment.
The voyeur that bound her destiny will be removed, and she will be free.
One day, she will rise and she will shine.
Not as "Droste's bastard", but as "Lily" herself.
Aiwass looked at Lily and said seriously: "You should be rejoicing and laughing out loud for such a future. If you still worry, it can only be because the revenge has not been completed yet.
"—so don't be afraid. I'm with you."
After he finished speaking, he slowly stood up and moved his body a little.
And Lily stood up simultaneously with him, and fled into the shadows without a sound.
They chatted here for nearly 15 minutes, and the rest of the ceremony was only about a third of the time.
But Aiwass didn't feel nervous at all.
"Let's not look for the Holy Spear yet."
Aiwass made a decision: "Let's collect some interest for you first——
"—Shadow Fiend, lead the way. I'm going to kill someone."
"Ho ho..."
For some reason, the Shadow Demon returned to his hoarse and deep voice in front of Lily: "Such sweet revenge, such fresh flesh and blood... You finally have a chance to show your fangs and show your evil nature.
"I am willing, my lord. I will kill for you . . . and I will kill for you—all of them."
(End of this chapter)
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