NOVEL NEXT Chapter 5: Day 5
21 Jan, 14:56, I returned home after coaching today. One of my friends was present so I did not die out of boredom (unfortunately).
One of my other friends out of the 3 that I sit with was also present but he didn't sit with us. I wonder if he has decided to study harder and thinks of us as distraction. Then again if he thinks that way, he is mistaken. I will say that he will never find someone better than me.
It sounds rich coming from someone who decided to give up tho.
Another event that occurred yesterday which I somehow did not know about is about a student from my coaching, who had gone missing. Now I've been having thoughts of giving up lately so I jumped to conclusions that he had run away from home (btw this could be this case)
Fortunately he was found already. He was found in a <@$#£¢¥€> <£¢¥€>. How the hell did you manage to <@#$@> <£¥¢€> <@#£¢> dude?
I have many questions but I don't want answers to them. Then again this was the first time someone I know and have talked with before had gone missing. It could've been kidnapping or something else. Who knows, the reason will never be known of untill the boy himself confesses. If I were him I would make a fake, more plausible reason to fit the situation instead of telling the truth.
This however, directly points to my theory of how half the people of this world are not real. NPCs or just placeholders to fill the gaps in the simulation. These are the ones who suffer from various different things that happen in the world. I've never experienced any of those "worst possible scenarios" that the world speaks about.
I came to a conclusion that these people exist to make the world feel complete. This might sound rude but that is how I thought of some people.
But now that I've experienced this event, and the boy that I had talked with previously. I don't think that my theory is correct. The reason why I have yet to experience anything like that is because I am just lucky and I am happy about that.
23:22, I had dinner with my family, at the dinning table. It's pretty rare for all of us to sit down and eat because my father and I don't like to sit at the table.
His reasons are different than my, as for me I don't like having intimidating presence around me while I an having my meal.
Today was something like that but I managed to finish my dinner, did not speak a word, did not have a conversation. I feel pretty good being this way. As long as I can keep the act on I can forge the image that I want of myself.
I've also taken a liking to this puzzle game "Baba is You". It's a really great puzzle game where you need to mess up with the rules to make a winning condition. It's so much fun. The levels are getting progressively harder so I am gonna get my game up. It's rare for me to take a liking towards an offline game.
I should sleep now. Also I haven't <£¢€¥@#$> for 2 days. I don't feel like it today either. This will mark the 3rd day (I don't want this to happen to be honest). The last time I stacked up the streak was when I went through a <@$#&¢¥£¢> which was I believe in early half of class 10th?
Ok a don't actually remember but I think so.
Mors.