Loosing you

At that moment

Ashly- Is everything okay?

Angel- You're not wearing anything....( Her face was still facing the other way)

Ashely- Um, point of correction, I'm wearing my underpants,isn't this how people dress when they go swimming or something,

Angel- I can't look at you if you're dressed like that,

Ashly- But why, I mean I asked you to help me look for clothes, I'll just sit down and you'll pretend I'm not here, that would do

Said I as I went to sit on my bed and she moved past me and went to my closet to look for the clothes. Okay, so, this is what happened when she turned around. My little legs were hanging and swinging around , with my eyes closed and I didn't notice that she was already done and she stumbled on my feet and fell straight on top of me, I rose my head at the exact moment she fell and our lips touched. Um so, there were two things I would do in this situation, let her get off or be a pevert and take advantage of the situation and kiss her. I wasn't like that so I rolled her to the other side of the bed and I apologized, it was my fault after all. I then got up and wore the clothes she had for me and then we both left the room and went straight to my car outside. I went to drive this time so I silently drove us to the mall. I wasn't actually one to be silent in a car but I knew if I opened my lips I would end up saying something stupid. As soon as we arrived at the mall I was the first one to get out, I pulled my hoodie down so that it covered almost my entire face and then I waited for her as she got out of the car and we walked inside the mall. Well, I only went there for food so we went in the first store that sold food, I didn't want to walk for hours just to get something I left at a shop at the entrance. So we went in and I began to pick what I needed. Just a bunch of noodles, spaghetti, vegetables, meat and many more. I hated how things were getting awkward between us, I know what happened before was a mistake and I already apologised for it so I don't know why we were still acting like this. After paying for the food, we both carried them to my car and after loading them in we also got in.

At that moment

Ashly- Are you still mad at me?

Angel- I thought I already forgave you,

Ashly- But you're not looking at me when we talk, I tried to hold your hand when we were both pushing the food cart but you ignored me,

Angel- I'm sorry I didn't notice,

Ashly- But you're still not looking at me, is it because of what happened in my room, it was a mistake, I didn't mean for it to happen,

Angel- I never said it was ,I know it wasn't intentional,I'm just not feeling fine.

Ashly- You're not mad about it then?

Angel- No I'm not,

I just wanted to prove a point this time, she said she wasn't angry that our lips touched so I moved closer to her and she didn't even flinch, she was just looking at me and I asked if I could kiss her and she didn't respond so I took that as a yes, and I did. Well my entire body started burning,this lady was giving me butterflies, before I knew it my hand was already at the back of her head but she ended up pushing me away. Not aggressively pushing, just a gentle push and she told me that we were in a parking lot. Oh, yah I forgot about that. So I drove us back home and on our way we still didn't talk. There's no doubt that I had a bit of a crush on the person I was with in the car, but with how I was towards her I knew she wouldn't even give me a chance. After a very tired silent drive we finally arrived at my apartment, we both carried the groceries inside and then I went to get a glass of water from the freezer and I didn't notice that Angel was now behind me so when I turned the water spilled on the both of us. It's like we were playing a scene out of a movie , starting from the kiss in the morning to the water spill now. I apologized for this too and tried to explain that I didn't see her there, only to be surprised by a kiss which I did like of course. As I was getting in to it she stopped and said she couldn't do it, she said she was sorry and ran off. I didn't know what she was talking about, we were just kissing, there was nothing wrong with that. Before I could catch up with her she went to her room and closed the door alerting me that I wasn't allowed to get in so I respected that and went to my room to change my jersey since it was wet. After that I went to check my phone since I haven't seen it for an entire day. There's one thing I knew, I was already a meme and it was true. Not only was my name dragged, visionary Stars were also dragged for making their artists believe that they could do it all. I didn't even get a single call from my family asking me how I was doing, it's not like they didn't know about the situation,they did. They just didn't care.

I then just took a nap because I had a lot in my head. By the time I woke up, it was around three am and I didn't know what to do, I was hungry though so I went to make noodles and then I took them to the living room, turned on some music and ate. After eating I was just there staring at the screen and I remembered that someone went to bed without letting me know if they were angry or not so I went to Angels room. I knew that I would find her asleep but it didn't matter, as I walked inside her room, there she was silently sleeping. I went to sit on her bed and gave her a gentle tap but she didn't wake up so I kissed her on her cheek and she slowly opened her eyes pulling me to get in bed with her. I highly doubted that she was in her right senses or she was just sleep deprived. She hugged me tight that I couldn't breathe properly and as I tried to get loose she kissed me, again. I just went with the flow, this person was very strong and escaping her grip was something I would never accomplish. We kissed for like five whole minutes and after that she fell asleep again, but I was still in her arms so I figured I had to sleep like that. Well it was comfy after all. So I slept there and as the morning arrived, I was still in her arms. I think I woke her up when I tried to get loose, I didn't want us to both wake up in this situation, judging from how awkward it gets, we were properly never gonna talk for an entire month. But I was busted since she opened her eyes and was very shocked to see me under her grip, how shocking. She then released me from her embrace and asked me why I was there. I told her that I came to check on her but she didn't want me to leave so I had to sleep there. She then asked me if she didn't do anything stupid to me but I don't think she did other than kissing me.

At that moment

Angel- I was very sleepy, I might've thought I was dreaming,I'm sorry

Ashly- I liked it though,

Angel- Huh,

Ashly- I mean, you're not a bad kisser so I don't see a reason to apologize

Angel- I'm your manager, it's inappropriate of me to do that,

Ashly- No it wasn't, so you want me to show you that it isn't

I took this chance to pin her down on the bed and kissed her this time. At first thought she would fight it but she didn't. Well, I didn't know what I was even doing but I ended up stopping, and again, I apologised. I then got up and she told me not to leave.