I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 105 My wife (17)

Even if Xu Jiao has adjusted her state the fastest, she still can’t hide from Zheng Zhiyu’s senses. Now Xu Jiao has been discovered that denying is the most stupid behavior. Her thoughts are turning quickly, but her face is not visible. Just follow the trend and ask:

“How could you have such a dream?”

Zheng Zhiyu shook his head, his eyes still focused on Xu Jiao. I don’t know what she is observing. Anyway, she is the type who can truly achieve no mood swings. Who can make a dead person change his expression?

As long as she wants to, she is the most powerful lying machine.

Now, she just said casually: “I don’t know, but the impression is very deep, so I wrote it down, why, have you had such a dream?”

Xu Jiao didn’t say a word. She raised her head to meet Zheng Zhiyu’s gaze. She also changed her tone into a loose and inadvertent tone, as if she was just talking about an absurd dream story with her friends, as if it could not be true or counted:

“Well, if such a thing is true, have you ever thought about why you met me in so many worlds?”

Her peculiar angle made Zheng Zhiyu be questioned.

Originally, Zheng Zhiyu wanted to try Xu Jiao’s depth, but when this question came out, it seemed that Xu Jiao kicked the ball back to Zheng Zhiyu’s side. Before, Zheng Zhiyu wanted to know why Xu Jiao appeared in In my own world, it is still time and time again… but now Xu Jiao came to ask her, why do you always come to meet me again and again?

Zheng Zhiyu tried to trace the source from the familiar and unfamiliar scene, but the beginning seemed to be erased by something special. No matter how she thought about it, she couldn’t remember the relevant content. In the end, she could only take this lightly. Topic accepted:

“Because we are destined.”

Xu Jiao curled her lips. She didn’t know if she was amused by the answer, or she was simply amused by her overly metaphysical remarks.

The thing about this strange dream was thus revealed.

The two had different ideas.

Zheng Zhiyu’s tone of Xu Jiao’s voice was unusual. It was not about discussing the bizarre dream with her, nor was it mocking her self-sufficient sentimentality. On the contrary, he continued to talk with her on the premise of taking the story seriously.

I always feel that Xu Jiao seems to know something.

Moreover, this person was not surprised at all when he heard the content of such a one, two, three, four, and fifth world.

Zheng Zhiyu wondered one day to find a suitable opportunity to have a good chat with Xu Jiao on this.

As for Xu Jiao who was held by her…

After moving his gaze away, looking away, his eyes also looked thoughtful.

The things Zheng Zhiyu said are too true. They are the same as the content in her impression since she entered the world of the first novel. She originally thought that the protagonists of these novels are independent. After all, there is no series of worldviews, and the stories are not connected. When she was with Feng Qingyu, she had guessed once if Feng Qingyu had anything to do with the previous heroine, but she hadn’t seen Feng Qingyu showing any relevant performance. At that time, Xu Jiao even doubted whether it was a system. Come out to spoof your own conspiracy.

The result is not.

Because it has already been ruled out once, even if you encounter Zheng Zhiyu in this world, who is in the memory of the previous world, Xu Jiao will only regard it as the previous Lilith’s obsession with her.

Chased here, after all…

The protagonist of this world has become Xu Jiao.

But she never expected–

Zheng Zhiyu is not just Lilith, but also Feng Qingyu, Shen Yelan, Xia Jingzhe.

The stories between them and her are not exactly the same. In Xia Jingzhe’s world, Xu Jiao is cold-hearted and affectionate. From the beginning to the end, she looks like a bystander role. She hardly explored Xia Jingzhe’s inner thoughts until In the end, Xia Jingzhe turned black, locked her up, and fought with the Emperor of Heaven, and sent Xu Jiao to the supreme position. From beginning to end, Xu Jiao looked like an audience under the stage of the stage. Suddenly she was stuffed by someone. A costume hurriedly pushed her onto the stage to oppose the show.

She only knows the usual way of the play. Facing the sudden play of another opposing role, her head is filled with nothing but a blank. She has no idea how to pick it up. There is only one way to immediately turn over and step down, throwing a costume aside, who loves whom The impulse to act as someone.

Go to Shen Yelan’s place.

Xu Jiao just wanted the show to go according to her own thoughts, and she took the initiative to throw a few pennies into the hat on the stage, and wanted it to go to the end she wanted. Who knows that the performance of the show should be well. A mouth became an unfamiliar accent again.

It’s not enough to be stunned with a face.

After taking the unusual path twice in a row, Xu Jiao finally developed a little adaptability. When Feng Qingyu was there, she was already mentally prepared, even if the other party pulled her onto the stage and showed her love in full view. It was also calm and gentle. This time, she seemed to be passing by an audience who was being held by a clown actor to make a magic trick. She smiled faintly, refused gently, and continued on her own path.

Don’t let yourself lose your grace or embarrass the other party, keep the relationship at the right distance and stop.

until……

She began to focus on these people, to explore the logic behind their behavior.

As a result, the people around were ordinary people this time. The task asked her to find out who was the special one. Xu Jiao had no clue at all. She didn’t even know what the other party was going to sing, she could only rely on the previous few times. Experience, look for those similarities, half-guessed.

In the process, she met a person who was similar to herself, and also liked a very distant object who could not ask for it. They depended on each other and leaned on each other, until she completed the task dimly, and looked back, she found herself Unknowingly, he became another corner of the stage, singing a scene with the other party.

There is even a sequel to this scene.

That is this world.

She can only think of this story and the last one as a sequel. Who would have thought that this was actually the fifth…

Xu Jiao instinctively picked up the conspiracy theory for a while, feeling that her encounter with the other party was arranged from the beginning. She wanted to ask the system, but the words in her mind turned a few times, and she dismissed it again. .

Take a step back and say.

If these stories are really arranged by the system, even if she asks, will the system tell the story behind it?

Xu Jiao asked herself if she were a layout designer, she would definitely not do this.

So after thinking about it, she didn’t pick up Zheng Zhiyu’s fate, but threw an ambiguous temptation toward the system: “System, what do you think of her dream?”

The system was quiet for a while, and she answered her voice very calmly:

“You are a very assertive person.”

“Now I must have begun to doubt my original intention of letting you participate in the Harmony Mission, and I also suspect that I deliberately combined with these protagonists to tease you, or have other plots, but if I say no, will you believe it?”

Xu Jiao let out a “ha” and said, “You are right.”

She won’t believe it.

She can only believe in herself.

The system seemed to have heard her answer, her voice did not fluctuate, and she answered Xu Jiao calmly: “I say one thousand and ten thousand. It’s not as true as you feel it with your heart. If you think it’s a conspiracy, then Look for the reason behind. If you think her love is an illusion that confuses you, you should look for evidence.”

Xu Jiao smiled pretentiously, and habitually said, “But my power to travel through these stories is in your hands. If you do a little action, wouldn’t I be invincible?”

system:”……”

It replied quite sincerely: “You have to know, if I can do any small actions for you, I will definitely find a way to install the human emotion package on me as soon as possible. Since the first world, your performance has been even I, the artificial intelligence, will be cold-blooded when I see it!

Xu Jiao insincerely dismissed it: “Extraordinary.”

In the bottom of her heart, Xu Jiao made a secret decision, she was going to figure out how the memories of these heroines came down in one continuous line.

It can’t be that these heroines love her too deeply and become obsessive, so I inherit one copy after another, right?

…

The sound of unknown insects sounded, accompanied by Zheng Zhiyu and Xu Jiao on the path that walked into the house, playing various movements from far and near.

The neighbor next door to Xu’s family built a brand-new small western-style building. Now the host’s family gets up late at night and goes to the bathroom. As soon as the light on the second floor is turned on, people look out the window–

At this look, I somehow saw a red figure.

And Xu Jiao floating in the air.

The male host next door shook his hand, and the whole person was shocked. The cold sweat behind his back was like fine hairs, and it suddenly appeared. He took a big breath, lowered his head to comfort himself, and then went outside the house. Look.

Where are there people floating in the air and red clothes?

The road is as dark as ever.

The man swallowed, frightened and curious, his eyes were glued to the window, staring at that place, he was ready to see any horror scenes. .om

Just stared blankly for about half a minute.

Nothing happened.

His trembling hands gradually stopped the rhythm, and then came out comfortingly:

“Dazzled?”

“It must be dazzled, fuck, scared me…”

Compared to his rejoicing for the rest of his life, Old Xu and his wife were not so lucky. After discovering that it was not the previous bald master who had returned, but Xu Jiao who had come back, they immediately sat down. On the ground.

All the poles in Xu Dashu’s hand made a beating movement on the ground.

Especially now that Zheng Zhiyu deliberately showed his figure in front of them, allowing them to see his **** red clothes, long black hair, lifeless eyes, and too pale cheeks.

Anyone who sees her will be

This is extremely unlike the scared face of a living person.

Xu’s mother’s crotch became wet immediately, and she crawled in the direction of Xu Dashu, and said sternly: “Xu Jiao! You unfilial daughter! You dare to do this to us! I’ll be a ghost and I won’t let you go!”

Her voice ripped through her throat, it sounded almost screaming, and the ending sound was going to be out of tune.

Before Xu Jiao spoke, Zheng Zhiyu had drifted forward for a certain distance. She deliberately used this way of leaving the ground with her feet, and came to Xu mother silently, with a weird, yin on her face. With a compassionate smile, slowly said:

“is it?”

“If you really become a ghost, wouldn’t it be what I want? I haven’t eaten soup made from the heart of a little ghost for a long time. I don’t know if you, an old fellow, have become an old ghost, and whether it feels like that.”

Mother Xu’s pupils tightened, her whole body tightened to the extreme, and a more foul smell came from under her body.

Xu Jiao withdrew directly from the door. .om

She felt it necessary to breathe some fresh air.

On the contrary, Xu Dashu, as if already knowing that he has no way to survive, muttered like a devil: “I shouldn’t have kept her… I shouldn’t keep her… I should choke her to death…”

He could no longer hear what his wife said. He didn’t know if he was frightened by the truth that Xu Jiao returned alive with Li Gui, or he was puzzled and had suffered internal injuries.

Zheng Zhiyu left him uncleaned.

She had a lot of horrible scenes, and she was going to let Mother Xu experience it first. Who knew that Mother Xu couldn’t help but fainted softly as soon as she realized that the surrounding area had turned into darkness.

Zheng Zhiyu looked bored, and turned around to frighten Xu Dashu. As a result, Xu Dashu didn’t know what was wrong. He even slaughtered in the illusion with the pole in his hand. His eyes were red, and he came and went around the house. After spinning around for a few times, I actually sang Qinqiang, babbling as a military commander who killed evil spirits, and went around slashing ghosts in that illusion.

This response was not what Zheng Zhiyu wanted.

But she couldn’t really scare the old man to death. After watching for a while, she felt that it was better to frighten the two people than to make Xu Jiao happy. The red figure passed through the wall and turned around outside the courtyard, only to find out. Xu Jiao looked at the stars with her arm resting on the roof.

She went up leisurely, raised her height, swayed to Xu Jiao’s face, and looked down at her.

The movement in the room had not been heard at all for some reason. Xu Jiao couldn’t hear anything outside. Seeing Zheng Zhiyu came out so quickly, she thought about it and said to her:

“Are they not dead?”

Zheng Zhiyu thought of the picture just now, and a boring emotion appeared in her eyes, but this only made her eyes more hollow. She has finished her work, but she is inexplicably uncomfortable Xu Jiao carrying her so leisurely He looked like, so he deliberately didn’t answer, just raised the bar and said:

“You just want to ask them, there is nothing to tell me?”

Xu Jiao thought about her words that threatened Xu mother just now, and then replied:

“Have.”

Zheng Zhiyu: “?”

Xu Jiao said: “Don’t eat game.”

Zheng Zhiyu: “……???”

She was at a loss for two seconds before realizing what Xu Jiao meant by “game”, and she was a little bit dumbfounded, so she replied helplessly: “Scare her, I don’t have such a hobby.

”

Xu Jiao nodded, as if she was relieved.

She was looking at the heavenly scenery, while Zheng Zhiyu was looking at the earthly scenery, staring at Xu Jiao’s face for a long time. She suddenly thought of Xu Jiao in the previous pictures. Although each of her looks different, she has a different personality. Exactly the same.

On the surface, it seems that everything is serious, but in fact, nothing is in her eyes.

If these scenes have all happened in real time, then why does Xu Jiao come to her again and again in these worlds?

This question occupied her mind for a moment.

But the capacity occupied is not much, probably the same position as “beware of the monk coming back to get revenge.”

Now, Zheng Zhiyu dazzlingly grasped the important point from the fleeting content like the water and moon in the mirror——

Xu Jiao has someone she likes.

This person is not her.

At this moment, Zheng Zhiyu felt that the other people’s coffins might be all preservatives. Only when she added it wrong and replaced it with lemon juice, could she soak her soul with a sour taste.

Her mood was like a roller coaster. She went up and down for a while, but she didn’t show anything on her face. At best, Xu Jiao noticed that she was a little cold, so she raised her hand to touch her arm, and then stared at Zheng Zhiyu for a while. Asked without warning:

“Do you… want to do it again?”

Zheng Zhiyu who is still jealous: “!” .om

At this moment, she was a little confused, not knowing what her reaction made Xu Jiao think of, but soon she realized that no matter what, this is always a chance for them to get close, as long as she performs well, Maybe one day that person will be pushed out of Xu Jiao’s heart and replaced by him.

Even if there is still a little bit of sourness in my heart.

But sour and sour, she did not let go of this opportunity to open the meat, when she saw Xu Jiao’s invitation, her eyes were still staring at the stars in the sky, and she suddenly raised her hand:

“Want something special?”

Xu Jiao was just confused. She didn’t know what Zheng Zhiyu meant when she stood and stared at herself. She thought of what happened every time she was stared like this, so she asked.

But because the confusion is too obvious, I don’t know if this ghost is a lust-ghost reincarnation, and I just had a nonsense not long ago, why can I have other thoughts so quickly.

After hearing Zheng Zhiyu’s answer, she appeared as expected and replied calmly:

“Thank you, I don’t want to.”

Zheng Zhiyu heard her halfway turn, and was immediately a little unhappy, thinking that Xu Jiao never seemed to be close to herself proactively. In the next instant, the raised hand was placed on Xu Jiao’s shoulder and moved towards her face. go with–

Xu Jiao met her face at close range. In order to avoid the situation where her eyes could not be in focus, she simply looked away and asked:

“you……”

What are you doing again?

Before she could say the words, she suddenly felt that she had become a little flirtatious. She was about to stand up and curse. The thought came out. The angle of view has increased. But what is even more outrageous is that Yu Guang seems to have noticed her legs, straight. Standing upright, the other pair is still lying flat on the roof.

She looked down at her somewhat translucent state at the moment, only to realize that she had left her soul.

This

There is nothing to do with Zheng Zhiyu.

Although in the astral state, the body’s instinctive reaction when facing this ghost is more sensitive, as if he feels that the other party is strong, and instinctively wants to tremble, but perhaps knowing that he will not be hurt, Xu Jiao actually suppressed this instinct. And Zheng Zhiyu stared blankly at each other.

Zheng Zhiyu came to ask her seriously this time: “When I asked you this question last time, you didn’t answer it. Can I ask it again this time?”

Xu Jiao wonders if you ask, why do you want to photograph herself like this?

Is there any buff for compulsory answer or buff that can’t lie in the spirit state?

The doubts swept through my mind.

Zheng Zhiyu’s words have already been spoken: “Do you like me a little bit now?”

Before Xu Jiao gave a response, she quickly added: “Or in your heart, besides your sweetheart, can you still have a little more room to hold me?”

Xu Jiao: “…”

Her expression went blank.

After knowing who Zheng Zhiyu was talking about, Xu Jiao moved her lips and lowered her eyes and said, “She…has never been in a relationship with me. In my eyes, she has made countless assumptions and is not true. .”

Xu Jiao once thought that she had a deep obsession with that person, as deep as love, like falling in love with someone out of reach, even if she never met again, but the beauty of the other person has always stayed in her heart. What she did has always affected her, so she had a crush on her on her own terms, and regarded her as the only possible object of her heart.

After all, she has a cold feeling.

but……

After meeting Lilith, she realized that her belief that had been rock-solid had been shaken.

She fell unknowingly, just like when she discovered her own mind a long time ago and began to know the world. When she came back to her senses, her eyes were already focused on the other person.

First Lilith, then Zheng Zhiyu.

Now Zheng Zhiyu said again, that’s not right, there are even more previous stories.

they……

It seems to have known each other for a long time without knowing it.

Even if Xu Jiao was unwilling to take the initiative to have any contact with the other party at first, the fact now is that she seems to have accidentally made the heroine in the pen fall in love with herself again and again, and she can’t get rid of herself, as if she was under a spell. same.

Moreover, knowing that these encounters were too coincidental, I still couldn’t quickly extinguish the little thought that had already started.

After hearing Xu Jiao’s answer, Zheng Zhiyu seemed to be tasting something from inside. He narrowed his eyes and approached her. A faint cold breath blew on Xu Jiao’s face. Xu Jiao heard her slowly asking:

“So?”

So think about it this way, I actually really like the heroine in the pen.

Xu Jiao took the time to complain to herself:

It’s incredible.

The more fruitless the love, the more deeply I can sink. First I fell in love with a dead person, but now I fell in love with the characters I created.

She didn’t say a word, but Zheng Zhiyu insisted on coming to listen to her answer. He raised his hand and squeezed her chin. The coldness was immersed in the bones, in a posture similar to forcing him to kiss him. Speak softly:

“if you have

I like me so little, why did I never find out? ”

“Is it because the people who have always been close to me are me, and you haven’t ever had one.”

“Oh, yes, you took the initiative to seduce me-to know if I have a plot to approach you on purpose.”

She was talking about things in Feng Qingyu’s world.

Xu Jiao thought that Feng Qingyu had something to do with Shen Yelan and Xia Jingzhe, so she seldom took the initiative to approach each other and tempted him to tell the truth in a nearly seductive manner.

But doing so is a kind of harm to those who really like yourself.

As if concentrated on the resentment that the fifth life wanted but couldn’t, Zheng Zhiyu also lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes covering the emotions under her eyes, her voice was lightened a lot, as if feathers flicked from the tip of Xu Jiao’s heart:

“Although I know that you have no feelings for me, I am ready to never be liked by you.”

“But Jiaojiao, I’m really a little sad now.”

What a strong heart is necessary to endure such pain again and again?

Hearing Zheng Zhiyu’s words, Xu Jiao’s eyebrows beat her heart, and she raised her hand to hold Zheng Zhiyu’s wrist. For a moment, she felt that these heroines were the projections of the people who used to be. These people were clearly her projections.

Knowing that it is impossible, I still try to get this almost delusional love time and time again with total hard work, even if he is covered in bruises, he will always be tirelessly full of hope.

She responded for the first time–

Raising her chin slightly, Xu Jiao leaned in and kissed Zheng Zhiyu’s lips, as if she wanted to tell her that your **** really saw you this time.

Zheng Zhiyu heard what she asked just now, but changed the content slightly:

“Do you…want to do it?”