I Thought I Was The Main Character

“Na-nanny!”

 

“Yes, shall I send another letter?”

 

After exchanging correspondence all day today, the nanny came out saying that she would send a letter again automatically.

 

But this time, it wasn’t that!

 

“I should drink a celebratory drink!”

 

“Yes?”

 

“Nanny, come on and drink a glass of orange juice!”

 

“What?”

 

My tenacity defeated Prince Luciano’s stubbornness!

 

I beat the male protagonist!

 

I didn’t know why he suddenly changed his mind after thinking about it for half a day, but I decided to enjoy happiness first.

 

Bewildered for a moment by my strange behavior, the nanny hurriedly went out and brought a glass of orange juice.

 

I drank the juice at once and boasted this joy.

 

“Finally, I got permission! I can go tomorrow!”

 

“Oh my, really? Congratulations!”

 

“It’s the victory of my persistence!”

 

“I know. My lady is stubborn.”

 

” … Nanny, that’s a compliment, right?”

 

“Of course. It’s a compliment.”

 

Looking at my nanny smiling benevolently, she seemed to have been praised sincerely.

 

‘But why do I feel like this?’

 

The nanny asked a question before my thoughts deepened.

 

“You were rejected like that and eventually got permission. How did you persuade him?”

 

“I don’t know.”

 

I really didn’t know. Because he was tired of my stubbornness?

 

‘ … Isn’t that a bad thing?’

 

“Lady, why does it matter? It’s more important that you get permission.”

 

“That’s right! It’s important that I got permission!”

 

This time the unpleasant thoughts disappeared again at the words of the nanny.

 

‘Well, I must have received the main character’s buff.’

 

As the nanny said, the fact that I received permission was the most important thing.

 

Finally, I decided to enjoy having contact with the male protagonist.

 

***

 

“Hello, Prince Luciano.”

 

I smiled as broadly as possible this time.

 

Prince Luciano had a cold face that didn’t seem very welcoming.

 

I came with permission this time, so I smiled with confidence that I wouldn’t be kicked out.

 

Prince Luciano, who had been watching today, opened his mouth.

 

“You—”

 

“Please call me Aesvin comfortably, Prince.”

 

I quickly informed him because he seemed awkward with my name.

 

Prince Luciano was looking at me as if seeing something mysterious, then asked.

 

“Do you tend to hear that you’re not good enough?”

 

“….”

 

My ‘senseless operation’ must have made Prince Luciano look like a less distant person.

 

Like the male protagonist, he was cold and unpretentious.

 

I felt emotional.

 

But I put up with it.

 

The female protagonist in the novel was loved when she was indifferent and calm, or only when she was a sunshine heroine.

 

I couldn’t be indifferent and calm, so I had to push ahead with a shameless and bright personality.

 

“No? I’ve heard a lot of people say I’m smart.”

 

Come on, be immersed in my brightness!

 

“Then, why can’t you understand what people say? I told you over and over again, but you just do it.”

 

“….”

 

The male protagonist’s threshold was too high. It wasn’t easily wound up.

 

How much more are you trying to bounce?

 

This time, I suppressed my anger again.

 

Yeah, I need to be more like sunshine to get close to the male protagonist.

 

It was the female protagonist’s warmth that melted the cold male protagonist.

 

Let’s try a little harder.

 

I held myself together and threw a big blow.

 

“I got it. I understood, but I pretended not to know because I wanted to meet the prince.”

 

It was shameful but an ‘I wanted to meet you!’ attack.

 

‘With this straightforward expression, you must be feeling something.’

 

I was thrilled with that in mind.

 

However, Prince Luciano’s condition wasn’t the reaction I expected.

 

Blush, my face flushed.

 

I was expressionless, but my ears turned red and I avoided his gaze.

 

There were no cute gestures like wiggling my fingers.

 

“Why?”

 

He just asked indifferently and stared at me.

 

His eyes, shining like clear glass beads, were full of doubts about the situation.

 

I was shocked.

 

Normally, when a female protagonist says something like this, shouldn’t the male protagonist secretly flutter and react helplessly?

 

What would that make me If you looked at me like a criminal!

 

“We-we’re supposed to be close!”

 

“So why should we be close?”

 

It was an iron wall. Completely an iron wall!

 

Since you might be my man! I thought I would be treated as a crazy person if I said this, so I brought up what I said to Empress Isabelle again.

 

“I told you last time. I’m going to be close to everyone.”

 

When I spoke enthusiastically, Prince Luciano’s expression turned colder in an instant.

 

I didn’t feel welcomed in the first place but now I seemed like someone he wanted to get rid of.

 

“You can’t be friends with everyone. Go to the others who accept you.”

 

After saying that, Prince Luciano stood up and left the drawing room.

 

‘

What? Is this the end?’

 

After sitting idly for a while, I realized that he had no intention of dining with me from the beginning.

 

I thought we would eat together, so I starved, but I was kicked out after saying a few words.

 

The male protagonist’s wall was high, really high.

 

***

 

I wasn’t the main character if I gave up. The virtue of the sunshine female lead was persistence.

 

I didn’t give up the sunshine tactics.

 

I also brazenly sent a letter to Prince Luciano.

 

Again, I threatened to go even if I didn’t have permission, but there was no reply.

 

So I just went to meet him.

 

“Nice to see you again, Prince Luciano.”

 

“What’s going on?”

 

Surprisingly, he wasn’t rude.

 

“Do you always meet someone only when you have something to do?”

 

“That’s something only a leisurely person can say.”

 

Even though I wasn’t welcomed.

 

After spitting it out like that, he left again.

 

Suddenly, I was puzzled about where I was going.

 

I sat still and waited, wondering if he had an urgent matter. 

 

It was only after sitting down for a long time, I realized that what we had just exchanged one sentence each was regarded as our ‘meeting’.

 

I had to come back home again with rage.

 

I wrote down a letter saying that I would visit again the next day.

 

There was no reply again this time, and I visited Prince Luciano’s Palace without hesitation.

 

“Hello, Prince!”

 

“You don’t even get tired of it.”

 

“I can’t get tired of it.”

 

“I’m sick and tired of it.”

 

“….”

 

When I was silent because I had nothing to say, Prince Luciano looked at me for a moment and left.

 

I sat down for a while and waited, but he didn’t come back.

 

I also belatedly noticed that today’s meeting was over and returned home.

 

Frustration came at times because of Prince Luciano’s coldness.

 

However, as a promising sunshine female protagonist, I didn’t lose.

 

As the protagonist of the new story, I firmly established my will.

 

Without weary I brazenly visited Prince Luciano.

 

Was my sunshine tactic slowly working?

 

Prince Luciano sent me back without sharing a few words with me, but he no longer refused my visit.

 

“Now that you are used to my face, can I have a cup of tea?”

 

“Do you think this is a teahouse?”

 

Although this kind of conversation happened.

 

Still, I believed I was one step closer.

 

“Are you here again?”

 

“Don’t we have to meet often to get closer?”

 

“We can meet often and I hate it.”

 

… We were getting closer, right?

 

I wanted to believe that my sunshine tactics were working. Time went by steadily like that.

 

***

 

“Nanny, I don’t think this is going to work.”

 

“Why? I think you stayed a little longer today.”

 

“No. I’ve only exchanged four words.”

 

“Oh, my. That’s a big deal.”

 

I was serious, but the nanny responded as if it were nothing.

 

I thought that Prince Luciano would seep into me if we met often. However, we haven’t even had a proper conversation yet. 

 

We always met each other for a while and said a word or two, but I was worried that it would be okay as it was.

 

“When are we going to be friends?”

 

“You’ll get close someday.”

 

What the nanny said was wrong.

 

Nearly a year has passed since I came in and out of Prince Luciano’s Palace.

 

It has been a one-sided visit to me, and Prince Luciano’s heart has not moved at all.

 

The relationship between us was so light that it would be hard to visit if he told me not to come anymore.

 

I worked so hard to meet him, but I still haven’t gotten a cup of tea!

 

Before we became friends, the original female character would appear!

 

My sunshine tactic doesn’t work at all!

 

I was tired of lying that I was doing well with Prince Luciano in case my parents were worried.

 

“I can’t do it like this. Is there any way to get close with a friend?”

 

“Are you asking me how to get close to your friend? How many years have passed since I became old and made new friends?”

 

Surely, it was rare to make new friends at my nanny’s age.

 

“Then what should I do? I really don’t have any friends.”

 

I had no time to make another friend because I was seducing Prince Luciano.

 

Before I possessed Aesvin, I had a friend with whom Aesvin got along well.

 

However, when rumors circulated that I was going in and out of Prince Luciano’s Palace, I lost contact.

 

I couldn’t think of maintaining friendships with others because I also had to visit Prince Luciano every day, so I happened to be a loner.

 

That’s right.

 

I wasn’t a person who would dwell on the existence of a friend, but I thought it would be very unfair if I didn’t become friends with Prince Luciano.

 

In my cry, the nanny sighed and suggested.

 

“Why don’t you prepare a present?”

 

“Present?”

 

“You’ve been empty-handed every time you visit the prince palace, right?”

 

Come to think of it, I’ve never brought a present.

 

Gifts weren’t essential when visiting someone else’s house, but if I had visited this much, I should have taken something with me at least once.

 

I was willing to accept my nanny’s advice.

 

“What would be a good gift?”

 

“Well, what the prince likes … there’s no way my lady would know, right?”

 

The nanny who knows my condition said something to face the current situation.

 

I should have had a good conversation. I grumbled and then suddenly came to mind.

 

“I know what to prepare, Nanny.”

 

“Really?”

 

The nanny looked worried at my confident tone.

 

But I wasn’t nervous at all.

 

“Yes, I’m sure Prince Luciano will like my present!”

 

This was the privilege of being a possessor!

 

I didn’t know what Prince Luciano liked now, but I knew he would like it in the future.