I Thought I Was The Main Character

“Argh! So mean!”

 

I was angry because I didn’t get a reply again today, so I threw myself on the bed and struggled with my limbs.

 

Then, as if there was Prince Luciano in the air, I beat it with my limbs.

 

‘That despicable male protagonist!’

 

How long would you keep ignoring me If you were a good man?

 

“Sigh, my lady. You are wearing a skirt.”

 

My nanny approached and arranged my skirt, which was overturned in a frenzy.

 

I wasn’t in the mood to listen to the nagging, so I pounded the bed.

 

“Nanny, he didn’t give me a reply today either! It’s already the third time! Isn’t that too much?”

 

After being kicked out of the imperial palace that day, I sent letters three times.

 

I asked if I could visit very politely.

 

So far, I have never received a reply from Prince Luciano.

 

I understood that there was no response to the first letter.

 

I was a little angry when I didn’t get an answer to the second letter, but I endured it.

 

But wasn’t the third one too much?

 

‘How can you keep ignoring people like this?’

 

At this point, I wondered if Prince Luciano wasn’t my male candidate.

 

Usually, when you look at the extra possessed stories, it goes easily.

 

In particular, wasn’t that a cliché story set-up? When the female protagonist gives a helping hand to the male protagonist of his disadvantaged childhood, she opens the door to his heart immediately. 

 

‘Why can’t I even meet you?’

 

I gave a shot to Empress Isabelle, too!

 

Prince Luciano didn’t give me any room, so I was at a loss as to how to get close to him.

 

The story will proceed only when we become childhood friends, so how do we get closer? 

 

“That’s right, the prince is so mean. Why would he reject our lovely lady?”

 

The nanny threw a bomb while she was agonizing over it.

 

I jumped up in surprise. I was shocked by the words that came out of my nanny’s mouth.

 

‘Come to think of it, I’ve been dumped three times!’

 

No, considering that I was kicked out when I first visited, I was dumped four times.

 

I was angry when I thought I was ignored, but thinking that I had been rejected also hurt my pride.

 

There was no choice but to come out of a crooked mist.

 

It couldn’t be like this.

 

I would never see him again if I waited for his permission.

 

Come to think of it, even in the original story, the female protagonist forced a meeting.

 

From the beginning, there was absolutely no soft atmosphere.

 

They clashed into each other and built up emotions to the point that it felt like a fight.

 

I couldn’t make contact with Prince Luciano by just waiting patiently like this.

 

I would show you the true spirit of a shameless female lead.

 

‘I’m going to meet you even by force!’

 

I jumped up and went to my desk. I wrote a letter of anger.

  

[Dear Prince Luciano

 

It’s a pleasant day because of the warm weather.

 

Are you having a happy day?

 

I’m sending you this letter because I wanted to ask if I could visit Prince Luciano seven days from now.

 

Why don’t we have lunch together and have a good time?

 

I think it will be the first step toward strengthening our relationship.

 

I have contacted you several times in the past but I did not receive a reply, so it was a pity that I could not visit you.

 

I know you’re too busy to write back.

 

You will still have your meal, so I will visit you in time for lunch.

 

If you don’t say anything again this time, I’ll believe that you’re positive about my proposal and visit.

 

Wishing Prince Luciano a peaceful future. From Aesvin Samuel]

  

It was verbose, but in a nutshell:

 

I know you’re deliberately ignoring me.

 

Everything is fine.

 

However, if I ignore my letter again this time, I will think of it as permission and just invade.

 

How imposing force this is.

 

If you replied, it was good because I wasn’t ignored, and if you don’t, I would still go.

 

“Nanny! Send this to the Imperial Palace!”

 

I sent a letter like that and waited for the promised day to come.

 

As I spent a long time, tomorrow 

 

I didn’t get a reply from Prince Luciano, but it was okay.

 

‘We can meet in person!’

 

I was very excited. It was because he came to capture him somehow rather than excitement.

 

“Oh my! My lady!”

 

“Why?”

 

“You got a reply!”

 

“What?”

 

As I was making plans for tomorrow, I jumped up at my nanny’s words.

 

The moment I saw my nanny’s bright face and a luxurious envelope in her hand, I could tell where the reply came from.

 

“Give it to me!”

 

I was extremely excited because I didn’t expect any reply from Prince Luciano and I was just going to force myself to visit.

 

“Here you go.”

 

I accepted the letter from my nanny and opened it at once with a paper knife.

 

After reading the letter with excitement, I became stiff.

  

[I refuse.]

  

It was a firm rejection without even a greeting.

 

I couldn’t feel any opportunity to push in more brazenly because he was so resolute..

 

He was an iron wall to the point he didn’t even bother to stamp a signature.

 

“So mean!”

 

“Did you tell me not to come?”

 

“Very firmly!”

 

When I kicked the air, my nanny said “Oh dear.” and made a sad sound.

 

It was not comforting at all because there was no sincerity.

 

“So what are you going to do?”

 

“I have to write another letter!”

 

I couldn’t give up like this. So I went back to my desk and wrote a letter.

  

[Prince Luciano who is very firm.

 

I was waiting for tomorrow’s meeting, and I received a rejection that seemed to break my neck.   

 

But I reject your rejection.

 

I’ll see you tomorrow.

 

From Aesvin Samuel who was hurt by the prince’s firmness.]

  

Prince Luciano ignored the formalities first, so I abandoned the courtesy and only wrote the main point.

 

I folded the letter, put it in an envelope, and handed it to my nanny.

 

“Nanny, send this letter!”

 

“Yes, my lady.”

 

At my call, my nanny hurriedly sent the letter. My nanny’s actions were quick because she knew it was urgent.

 

I was not relieved even after sending the letter.

 

Yeah, we’re both still young, so it’s too early for romance.

 

But still.

 

At this rate, we couldn’t even be friends.

 

It was really a headache. I sighed because it was so horrible.

 

Didn’t you usually get lucky when you were possessed by a romantic novel?

 

Even if you fall, you pick up a gold!

 

Even if you fall from a high place, you fall onto the male lead!

 

Even if you meet a rude person, you’ll be saved by the sub male lead!

 

Just like the whole universe is helping you, you naturally formed a relationship with the male candidates and accumulated money!

 

It must have been quite memorable for Prince Luciano that I had a quarrel with Empress Isabelle, but why was he so unresponsive?

 

Considering Prince Luciano’s character, he wouldn’t fall in love at first sight.

 

But I still gave you some space!

 

‘That’s how the novel will proceed!’

 

“My lady.”

 

While I was deep in thought after sending the letter, I heard my nanny calling.

 

I felt a different kind of fuss than usual.

 

“There is another letter.”

 

I couldn’t believe I got a second letter!

 

As soon as I sent my letter, I was excited because I got a reply.

 

I immediately checked the reply from the nanny.

  

[I don’t have time to deal with you.]

  

‘No! Why are you such an iron wall?’

 

Would you break a finger if you wrote two sentences?

 

I grunted for a moment, and wrote another letter of anger.

  

[Prince Luciano, who is too busy to write a long reply.

 

No matter how busy you are, you have to eat, right?

 

Let’s just have a meal together.

 

From the generous Aesvin Samuel who understands the prince’s busyness.]

  

“Nanny!”

 

Again, my nanny quickly received my letter and sent it to Prince Luciano.

 

As expected of my nanny.

 

Just as I noticed that I would really invade, I immediately replied to Prince Luciano again this time.

 

As if he had realized I was going to break in, I immediately got a reply from Prince Luciano again this time.

  

[Can’t you understand what I’m saying? I told you not to come.]

  

Did he read my mind?

 

Still, I got a reply in two sentences.

 

If I give up here, I’m not the main character.

 

I hurriedly wrote a letter.

  

[Prince Luciano seems to be waiting for my letter.

 

I guess you like to send and receive real-time correspondence with me.

 

I’m happy that the answer came as if you have been waiting.

 

But it’s better to see me in person than to write letters like this, right?

 

I’ll see you tomorrow.

 

From Aesvin Samuel who’s happy to write a reply like the price.]

  

I mean, I was the person who pretended to be ignorant in front of Empress Isabelle and said everything I had to say.

 

I could pretend to be tactless a hundred times through correspondence.

 

Thus, our correspondence went back and forth several more times in real time.

 

Quite a lot of correspondence was exchanged, but the content was repeated.

  

[I’ll go!]

  

[Don’t come!]

  

[I’m going to visit!]

  

[I refuse!]

  

[Hey! I’m going!]

  

[I said I was busy!]

  

In short, it was like this.

 

With my competitive spirit and ‘let’s see who wins’ in mind, I kept writing letters.

  

[Prince Luciano, who has become more friendly by exchanging correspondence all day.

 

It seems that we have been very close to each other by exchanging correspondence in real time.

 

If we meet tomorrow, there will be no awkwardness at all.

 

Let’s meet face-to-face tomorrow and have a pleasant conversation.

 

From the kind Aesvin Samuel, who is looking forward to meeting the prince tomorrow.]

  

As we exchanged letters, the sun was already setting outside.

 

I had a gut feeling that this would be my last letter.

 

“Nanny!”

 

At my call, my nanny automatically took the letter out.

 

The more I wrote letters, the more I received replies, but I kept getting emotional.

 

I even thought about giving up on meeting Prince Luciano.

 

However, I had to be by his side to meet Harrison, the sub-male lead.

 

In the original story, he was Prince Luciano’s escort knight.

 

Although the two have not met yet, he would appear later and stay next to Prince Luciano throughout the novel.

 

If I failed to make contact with Prince Luciano now, meeting with Harrison would also become unclear.

 

Since Harrison was not the main character, he did not come out in detail about what he had done in the past.

 

Of course, since he was the sub-male lead, his story also came out several times after the female protagonist appeared.

 

But wasn’t that a story in the distant future?

 

I couldn’t take advantage of the fact that the original story hasn’t started.

 

And it was the same with Damian, the mastermind.

 

In fact, in the beginning of the original story, Empress Isabelle and her son Prince Steven openly appeared as villains.

 

Damian only appeared halfway through.

 

Due to the mastermind’s sudden appearance, there was a lot of controversy in the comments about whether he was made to increase the amount of novel’s volume.

 

In other words, there was no more initial information about Damian than Harrison.

 

Since I couldn’t rush into Damian’s house or hideout, I had to wait for the story to proceed naturally.

 

That was why I had no choice but to cling to Prince Luciano!

 

But wouldn’t you get tired of hanging like this?

 

I didn’t think I wanted to see the love bloomed ….

 

‘No, let’s think about the original.’

 

Originally, the female protagonist and Prince Luciano fought tremendously.

 

I decided to think positively that I was at the starting point.

 

Did my desperation touch the sky?

  

[Alright. I’ll allow you to visit tomorrow]

  

Finally, I received a reply with Prince Luciano’s permission.