chapter 52
52 – open (2)
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When I opened my eyes very slightly, I could see Silvia-san’s closed eyes.
Looking back, I had never been so close to a face other than my family, or close enough to fully feel their body temperature and muscle movements.
My mother who hugged me and patted me when I fell and cried when I was little.
The older sister who stroked my hair before leaving for the academy,
And Layla, whom she hugged as hard as she could to protect her just before she died, was the only one.
Like most other people, the closest people to me so far have been my family.
Then, what would Sylvia be like now?
She is closer than anyone else in my life at this moment.
There wasn’t even a piece of cloth between us, and we were so close that we were blowing the sweet breath from each other’s lungs into each other’s mouths.
It feels like my brain is burning up and melting.
It felt like melting and becoming one with Sylvia.
I feel a flash of light flicker in front of my eyes.
My eyesight goes blank.
As much as the dulled vision, the tactile sensations of the whole body were keenly exploring Mr. Sylvia’s body.
Her arms and waist, firm yet soft, her chest and back firm yet cozy.
And her cheeks and lips, sweet and soft like fragrant freshly baked bread.
The sensation of her scalding hot tongue mingling with mine pierced not only my mouth, but also my toes.
Every time his lips fall, he hugs her body tighter and tighter.
It was regrettable that he had fallen, and it seemed like he was angling.
she doesn’t flirt
Every time I fall, it just grabs my cheek like lightning and pulls me back.
The sticky bursting sound of the tongue and saliva mixing between the lips covers the sound of the river flowing.
In my blurry vision, she comes in full.
Her skin, wet with moist water, exudes a strangely sweet scent.
The skin all over my body squirms to touch her without a single gap.
My heart beats so fast that I can’t control it.
Sylvia’s lips parted and she took a deep breath.
A sad voice mingled with rough breathing flowed from between her lips as she slowly picked up her breath.
Her voice was as beautiful as her appearance.
“Ha… ha, Ash…”
“Haa…heh…”
Sylvia slowly caressed my ear lobe and whispered in a seductive voice.
“…it keeps reaching me.”
“…yes?”
“Ash… that’s creepy.”
“…Ahh!”
I was startled and struggled to pull my back out.
I don’t know since when, but my legs were so intertwined with hers that I couldn’t get my back out easily.
As a result, I moved between her legs and between mine like a form of rubbing.
At that moment, Mr. Sylvia threw her upper body back and flinched.
“Ha! It’s okay, Ash…”
“aaa, no, that’s not it!”
“…You’re much bolder than I thought.”
“Because it is not! Please let go of my leg.”
Sylvia raised one corner of her mouth.
I already knew what that expression was.
Maybe it would be nice to have that mischievous prank that blooms at the most difficult moment.
“… no.”
“Sylvia… uhhh?”
She grabbed my ass and pressed it against her lower body.
The soft yet elastic space between her thighs wrapped tightly around the volcano in my lower body.
I was so startled that I let go of her hand holding her back.
The wind threw my head straight into the water.
It was so embarrassing that it was a little late to hold my breath, and a lot of water came into my nose.
Pain as sharp as her playfulness rang through her nose.
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“Kehek, kek!”
Crawling out of the water, I lay down on the sand and spit out the water I had swallowed.
Sylvia patted me on the back and giggled.
“Are you that surprised?”
“…”
“Ash… are you mad?”
Without saying a word, I wiped the area around my mouth with my arm and staggered to my feet.
As I looked around to find where I left my clothes, Sylvia’s puzzled expression caught my eye.
Sylvia said while holding my wrist gently.
“Sorry.”
“…Whoa, I was just surprised to drink water.”
Really.
There was no way I could be angry with Sylvia.
However, the dreamy atmosphere has already been blown away.
“Do you want to touch my chest?”
Sylvia-san also said something strange, apparently regretting the disappearance of the heat that had filled her a while ago.
I smiled and shook my head.
Today is over.
I wasn’t even that horny in the first place…
About ten steps away from me, I noticed that the clothes she had taken off were strewn about and moved my steps.
However, the body did not move forward.
It was because Mr. Sylvia was still holding my wrist.
I looked at Mr. Sylvia.
She lowered her head and squeezed my wrist tightly.
“Miss Sylvia?”
“…don’t go.”
“No, I have to go to bed…now.”
“I still hate it. Like this… I hate it.”
“yes?”
Sylvia-san pulled my wrist roughly.
In an instant, without even screaming, I was grabbed and dragged by her strong arms.
She took me into her arms as I fell down.
Sylvia-san hugged my head in her chest and slowly fell backwards.
“Ooh, ooh! Mr. Sylvia?”
Naturally I lay down on top of her.
Silvia-san slowly let go of my head, then grabbed my arm again and rolled it halfway to the side.
In an instant, I was crushed under her.
She looked down at me in silence and gently stroked my cheek.
Because we had come out of the water a moment ago, we were clinging to our bodies with grains of sand.
Grains of sand clung to her hands and to my cheeks.
But Sylvia-san didn’t seem to care.
She kissed me slowly.
I was taken aback for a moment, but I quickly got used to it.
Without the slightest resistance, he accepted her lips and her touch.
No, rather, he hugged her as if demanding more.
“oh…”
Sylvia let out a shallow moan and slowly sucked hard on my neck and chest, creating red spots.
Then kiss me on the lips again
Like a person coming up to the surface to breathe after being submerged in water, she swam over my body with her lips, then came back up and kissed me over and over again.
The sound of the bitten side echoed for a long time.
After a while, Mr. Sylvia slightly lifted her upper body, and with a satisfied face, she ran her finger over the red spots she had created.
I put my hands under both of her arms and hugged her back, sucking her collarbone that had fallen in front of my eyes with my lips.
I didn’t care about grains of sand either.
I need to correct it.
I think it’s right that I’m in heat.
“Ah, ah, yes…”
Her lips, neck, and chest were full of traces of her.
I also leave a lot of my marks on her.
and down,
Her breasts were as white as fluffy marshmallows.
I buried my face in the soft devil’s touch that makes people feel ecstatic.
The soft, warm, and elastically crushed sweet surface, as if lying on a cloud, aroused an irresistible instinctive desire.
And that desire swelled up like an explosion the moment I found a small protrusion standing firmly alone in the middle of everything soft.
I put it in my mouth without hesitation.
An ecstatic scream that could not be transcribed in writing pierced the sound of the flowing river and resonated in the night sky in the forest.
She hugged my head as she tasted her breasts, and let out a sweet sigh over the top of my head.
The hot breath melts and crushes your head.
My teeth seem to be hurting, so I gently bite them with my lips.
Roll it with the tip of your tongue, press it, taste it, and then suck it in with your pursed lips.
Each time, she let out an irregular breath and repeatedly applied strong force to the fingertips holding my hair and loosened it.
At that moment when I didn’t know how much time had passed, Mr. Sylvia let out a long sigh and let go of my head slowly.
Her body droops heavily over mine.
It wasn’t that he let go, it seemed that his whole body had lost its strength.
I slowly let go of her chest and fell.
The dainty bump in the middle of her breasts glistened with luster.
The saliva hanging from my chest to the tip of my lips slowly stretched like a thread and then broke off, and then I slowly raised my head and looked at her.
Sylvia-san looked at me with eyes wide open as if she was bewildered and lightly stroked my cheek.
Every time we moved against each other’s skin, there was a muddy sound.
The rapid breathing of the two people melted between the liquids, whether it was river water, sweat, saliva, or tears that flowed for no reason.
Each other’s saliva, each other’s emotions, and even this crazy pleasure bursting out of each other’s heads like crazy.
Mine and hers were mixed, flipped, and shaken so deeply that they could not be distinguished.
The more the heart was beating, the more the world was quiet.
The only human trace I could feel was Sylvia.
Ahh,
I already knew it, and it was a fact that I realized even more clearly from that experience yesterday.
For the rest of my life, I only had Sylvia as my friend, lover, family, and teacher, let alone love.
I certainly knew it, but now I could feel it vividly in a slightly different direction.
In the world under the moonlight shining softly from high above, the only person I can feel is Sylvia.
I felt like we were the only two people in the world right now.
It seemed that only me and Sylvia were alive and breathing in this wide night sky and space, in that terrifyingly large void.
Only she seemed to shine.
have a baby
I was already attached, but I wanted to stick a little closer.
Even after kissing, I wanted to keep kissing.
Even though I was watching, I wanted to see more.
Have you ever thought that it would happen to me to feel this way for someone?
That’s what I thought as I stared at her face as she lay on top of me and pushed her huge breasts against mine in sync with the sound of her breathing.
Yes, I had a vague idea that someday I would marry someone and have children.
Perhaps if he had lived a normal life without any harm, he would not have had a relationship like this with Alice.
But could I really love Alice noona the way I treat Sylvia now in that peaceful future?
I don’t know.
It’s hard to be sure.
No, it certainly didn’t seem like it.
It was the first time in my life that I felt such an intense urge and such a huge desire.
It’s the first time I’ve experienced my heart beating like this.
Alice, of course, was a kind and cute person, but whether it was because they had been together since they were very young, or because they simply had no s*xual interest in each other, she had never felt this kind of thrill.
After entering this forest, I had a series of heart-thumping experiences, both in a good and bad way.
I felt anxious and afraid that something might happen just by having Sylvia by my side, but at the same time, it was also true that I felt relieved and comforted that anything would be okay with her.
And now I had a strong urge to part with her.
Have I become addicted to excitement and elation?
Or, is this feeling the love that so many people have been talking about?
I do not know.
No one has been able to clearly explain what love is, and even if they know it, they have not taught it.
Unlucky people who act politely, as if it is an adult’s duty not to talk about it.
So I wasn’t sure if my feelings for Sylvia were love.
The recent misfortunes have worn out my mind, so it might have been fine if I had simply had someone by my side.
Maybe it’s the same for Sylvia.
Did she really fall in love with me because I was ‘Ash Staff’?
Or did he have no choice but to fall in love with any unspecified number of unspecified people who accidentally entered this forest and were stranded?
Ha, even arrogance is a disease…
I’m not even sure if she loves me yet.
If you think about it coldly, she can’t love me.
you’re a warrior
Why is such a great person me?
Of course, I know very well that Mr. Sylvia cares for me.
Even though their bodies are touching each other this much, seeing that they don’t mind, they must have a crush on each other, and it was enough to know that they were feeling s*xual desire for me.
But she just needed someone to soothe her loneliness, and it just happened to be me.
I didn’t know if it was love.
But what about me?
Did I just need someone to comfort me, just like her?
Because I, like a bird who fell into a hole with broken wings due to an unavoidable misfortune like a typhoon, in order to live, I have no choice but to love the red-eyed snake that originally lived in this hole.
Maybe it’s just struggling to survive.
I kept hearing that feeling.
Sylvia is a snake,
It’s a great man to me, but it can’t be a metaphor that is a true example.
But now, at this moment, for some reason, I felt that way about Sylvia-san breathing quietly above me.
Somehow. I thought she would open her mouth wide and eat me.
Why?
Are all these desperate emotions and hot pleasures I’m feeling right now just an illusion created to forget the pain?
Was he just physically and mentally dependent on her because he was tired of splashing around in this pain and despair?
Probably not.
I’m probably… it’s right that I like Sylvia.
You can’t help but like it.
You are such a beautiful and wonderful person.
…is not it?
Even though it’s my mind, I keep getting confused.
I do not know.
I’m not sure
“hahahaha… Ash…”
“…yes”
“… i love it.”
“…”
If even this huge feeling I feel right now is not love, I don’t think I’ll ever know what love is.
To be honest, I was still confused.
My head was confused and my thoughts were not organized at all.
But, if I was wrong, it didn’t matter anymore.
If it’s eaten, it’s better to be eaten by Sylvia-san.
I sincerely thought so.
“… Mr. Sylvia…”
“…huh,”
“want to do.”
she didn’t answer
But those red eyes flashed as sharp as snakes.
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