D Minus

He never imagined that his first love would be with a man. Of course, he had no experience with sex with women either, but he never expected to be the one getting penetrated. Still, it was okay. Everything was okay. Hajin pressed his cheek against the cold tiles, panting for breath.“Ugh…!”A hard glans pushed through and entered his hole. The pain was on a different level than when fingers had entered. Hajin clenched his fist against the wall, furrowing his brow deeply. Even though he exerted enough strength to make a cracking sound, the pain from the penetration was more intense.“Don’t stop. Keep going…”Noticing Jonghwa’s movements had stopped, Hajin spoke up before Jonghwa could pull out. Hesitating as if considering his next move, Jonghwa buried his mouth in Hajin’s nape. Slowly, inch by inch, his hole enveloped the shaft.“Haa….”“Ha…”Gritting his teeth, he endured the pain. The shaft, now halfway in, wriggled as if carving a path along the inner walls. The pain was far greater than the pleasure, but he didn’t want to stop. Reaching back, he grabbed Jonghwa’s forearm tightly. Tears welled up in Hajin’s eyes, and Jonghwa licked them away.“Aah…!”The sound of flesh hitting flesh echoed through the bathroom. Jonghwa thrust all the way in with a moan of delight. Hajin groaned from the pain splitting his lower body, momentarily holding his breath.“Damn, this feels good…”Despite the rough sex, Jonghwa moved with surprising caution. He cupped Hajin’s belly, which bulged in the shape of his cock, and moved his hips slowly back and forth. Every time the slippery shaft brushed against the tight inner walls, precum dripped from Hajin’s glans.“Hngh…”The inner walls clamped down on the cock, hot and tight. Jonghwa’s jaw muscles tensed as he gritted his teeth. Spreading Hajin’s plump buttocks with his hands, the sight of the cock moving in and out of the swollen, red folds was intensely erotic. As Jonghwa pulled out until only the glans remained, the hole clung to him like a suction cup. Jonghwa slowly thrust his hips again.“Uhng…”Hajin clung to Jonghwa’s forearm. The tearing pain gradually subsided, giving way to a strange pleasure that tingled his nerves. Each time the smooth, soft cock touched his inner walls, his toes curled involuntarily. When Jonghwa thrust deeply, a tingling electric sensation shot up his nape, almost but not quite bringing him to climax. It was maddening. His neck veins stood out, and his eyes rolled back, the elusive pleasure feeling like torture.“Faster, faster…”Hajin whimpered like a child, clinging to Jonghwa’s forearm. His last thread of sanity snapped.The cock, now fully erect, pounded against his inner walls. Hajin’s moans changed in tone. Jonghwa had finally hit his prostate head-on.Grabbing Hajin’s hips, Jonghwa thrust frantically. The slapping sounds filled the bathroom. Tears welled up and fell from Hajin’s eyes, but he couldn’t pay attention to them. The sound of flesh hitting flesh continued without pause between the two trapped in the cascading water.“Aah, ah…”Hajin’s eyes rolled back. It felt like electricity was flowing through his veins. His legs gave out several times, causing his knees to buckle, but his thighs kept twitching.“Ugh…”Jonghwa, too, seemed to be lost in the moment, rapidly thrusting in and out of the path his cock had carved. He focused on the spots that made Hajin moan louder, sucking on his back passionately.When the rounded glans struck a thick spot inside him, Hajin’s cock released a spurt of milky fluid. As Jonghwa shook Hajin’s ejaculating cock, he made sure Hajin was done before pulling out his own. He then quickly stroked his cock, now smeared with Hajin’s cum. After a long moment of wet squelching sounds, hot cum splattered onto Hajin’s white back.“Is it uncomfortable?”“It feels like I’m lying on a wooden pillow.”Though Jonghwa usually slept on the floor with a blanket, from today they would share a bed. Hajin, resting his head on Jonghwa’s outstretched arm, wriggled uncomfortably from the hard muscles pressing against the back of his head before finally opting to use his own pillow. Jonghwa, pouting as he withdrew his arm, looked quite cute.“Can I kiss you?”“Hey, my lips hurt because you kept biting them.”“Weird… I’m fine, so why are you in pain?”“Why are you asking me? It’s your fault.”“Just once, okay?”“You were really just waiting for me to say yes…”“If you hadn’t stubbornly denied it, we wouldn’t have wasted so much time. I’ve liked you for so long, damn it.”“Good grief…”Hajin let out a chuckle of disbelief. Jonghwa, seemingly unfazed, lightly licked Hajin’s lips. He should have admitted it sooner, as Jonghwa had said. It might have been a bit selfish, but he would have been happier. As Jonghwa, like a puppy, licked his lips, Hajin reached out and gently played with his earlobe, smiling softly. Though he couldn’t see it, Jonghwa’s nape was undoubtedly flushed red.“You’re really something. Out of all the people, you choose someone who’s dying.”“So what?”“You should find someone healthy, someone you can love for a long time.”“You told me to love everything that’s dying.”“…That’s a poem. It’s by Yoon Dong-ju.”“Well, I heard it from you, so it’s your words to me.”He was so stubborn. Hajin shook his head, giving up the argument. Jonghwa seemed to really like that line from “Foreword”. Staring at the ceiling in the darkness, Hajin spoke softly.“Love everything that’s dying.”“…”“And walk the path given to me.”It was the paragraph that followed the passage Jonghwa was interested in. Lying down and looking at Hajin, Jonghwa blinked. Hajin’s lips curved up smoothly.“Remember the last paragraph well. After loving everything that’s dying, you walk the path given to you.”“…”“After I die, you walk the path given to you. Got it?”“Let’s sleep. I’m sleepy.”“Answer me.”“Geez… why do I need to answer that?”“If you don’t answer, I’m not sleeping.”Hajin was being stubborn too. Jonghwa, who had been avoiding answering, sighed conspicuously. He didn’t want to cry anymore. He wanted to love with all his might during the time they had, face death, and let Jonghwa go. That was the extent of Hajin’s selfishness. Lying flat on his back and covering his eyes with his arm, Jonghwa spoke with a heavy heart.“I’ll handle it.”“Are you going to keep saying that?”“I got it.”Only then did Hajin laugh out loud, satisfied. After all the crying and the intense physical connection, sleep came quickly. Just as he was drifting off, he felt Jonghwa hug him. The embrace was so warm that he soon fell into a deep sleep.