Yes, It’s Me. The Obsessive Side Top

#039

Sun Woo pressed his lips against mine again. Unlike earlier, his lips were rough and intense as they ravaged me, not gentle at all. 

He finally pried open my closed mouth and entered, thickly and stickily exploring inside me.

The tingling sensation that had already brushed down my back made my body flinch again. 

Sun Woo’s kiss was incomparably deeper and heavier than ever before. As I surrendered my body to his lips digging into me as if to suck in even the breaths I exhaled, my reason gradually blurred.

“Mmph.”

In the gap he allowed, my moan slipped out once more. Sun Woo found the parted gap and pounced again. His soft, warm tongue explored everywhere and attacked hotly. My excited breaths barely escaped, and perhaps because no amount of inhaling was enough, the corners of my eyes reddened. 

In the end, only after a line of tears flowed did Sun Woo remove his lips from me.

“Haa…”

Moans kept spilling out between my panting breaths. I wanted to cover my mouth, but I couldn’t close it due to my shortness of breath.

“You really are pretty when you cry. But it’s still too early to cry.”

Sun Woo untangled his clasped right hand and fiddled with the corners of my eyes. I could feel the wetness on my face transferring and sticking to his hand.

“Call my name.”

At Sun Woo’s words, I shook my head while gasping for breath. 

As if I’d be in my right mind to lie under you and call your name.

“It’ll be more comfortable for you if you listen well.”

He lightly flicked the tip of my nose with his finger. When I glared at him with defiant eyes, Sun Woo smiled and roughly draped himself over me. The faint string of reason snapped off due to Sun Woo deeply kissing me again.

My body, which had vowed to never submit to Sun Woo, at some point indulged in pleasure and thrust my left hand into his hair, pulling hard. Our lips pressed together without any gaps, busy exploring each other. 

It was as if the desire inside me had exploded, impossible to control. I couldn’t restrain myself.

I liked Sun Woo’s boiling body temperature and the faint scent of soap wafting from him. Most of all, I liked his face visible through my slightly opened eyes.  His closed eyes occasionally twitched, and each time, my lower abdomen tingled. I only realized after seeing Sun Woo how weak I was to faces.

Sun Woo made a pained expression as if holding something back, but when our eyes met, he smiled prettily with curved eyes. 

If the word “enchantment” were to be expressed as a human, it would undoubtedly be Sun Woo.

Tears welled up again at his mouth suffocating me and making me unable to breathe.  I was so out of breath and in pain that I tried to turn my head to avoid him, but he followed so quickly that I was captured and devoured by his lips again.

Overwhelmed, I put strength into the hand among his hair. When I roughly pulled, Sun Woo immediately bit my lip in retaliation. As if surrendering, I loosened the grip on his hair, and Sun Woo, seeming satisfied, slowly lifted his head.

“Be good now.”

He coaxed me gently as if training a dog.

‘Damn it, Sun Woo. My lips hurt so much.’

I struggled to hold on to the string of reason I had barely grasped. But as if mocking me, Sun Woo blew away my reason again. His face approached closely, smiling as if to seduce me. His tongue licked my lips. As if apologizing for biting me.

‘This is really driving me crazy.’

Then he kissed me again from various angles. Still not allowing any gaps. Pleasure and pain were all mixed together, leaving only animalistic gestures rather than human ones to explore him. 

When I was so out of it that I couldn’t tell if this was a kiss or us devouring each other, Sun Woo’s hand crept under my t-shirt.  His hot hand, as if flames were rising from it, rubbed my abdomen heavily. After groping my well-defined abs, his hand was gradually moving towards my side and back.

I cursed through clenched teeth at his burning touch.

“Crazy…”

Along with intense arousal, my strayed reason returned slightly. I was startled by my own extremely strange gestures. I could feel Sun Woo’s touch gradually climbing up my back. In an instant, embarrassment rushed to me like a wave, coming with reason.

‘What are we doing?!’

I screamed inwardly.

Why were we doing here what Ha Jin and Sun Woo did in the webtoon? Moreover, why was Sun Woo on top doing this? In my memory, the one going crazy on top was clearly Ha Jin.

“Aaah!”

With a startled cry, I kicked Sun Woo, who was straddling me, with all my might.

With a thudding noise, Sun Woo flew to the door. My body, still not over its excitement, released loud heartbeats and rough breaths.  I quickly sat up and pulled down my t-shirt.

‘This is crazy. Really crazy!’

Even if I lost my reason from arousal, I really blasted it off to space.

“Ha Jin.”

Sun Woo sat up with intensely sunken eyes. We remained at a standstill for a while. The room was filled with hot air as if a fierce battle had taken place.

Then there was a knock, and soon the door opened, and Grandmother came in with drowsy eyes.

“Oh my, you two aren’t fighting, are you? Huh? Grandma was startled awake.”

My heart pounded as if it would burst at Grandmother’s appearance.

Since Sun Woo and I were far apart, it seemed plausible that we had fought.  Yes, it’s better to be misunderstood as fighting. No, then would it hurt Ok-bun’s heart?

I quickly opened my mouth.

“No, it’s not that. A mosquito! Sun Woo fell while catching a mosquito.”

“There are mosquitoes? We should light a mosquito coil.”

“It’s okay. We just caught it.”

Pointing to Sun Woo’s hand, pretending there was a mosquito where there wasn’t, I acted as if the mosquito had comfortably gone to the afterlife in his palm.

“Don’t make a ruckus in the middle of the night. There are only sensitive elderly people here. They all have sharp hearing, so they’ll be startled awake. The whole village must be up now.”

“Yes, yes. We’ll be quiet.”

Grandmother smiled at us with drowsy eyes, telling us to sleep well, and left the room. As soon as the sound of the door closing was heard, I let out a deep sigh. And I called out to Sun Woo, who still hadn’t budged from the spot he had flown to.

“Sun Woo, are you okay?”

“…”

Sun Woo’s eyes were still intensely sunken. I was dumbfounded by his gaze that seemed to show a hint of bloodthirst. The one who dealt it is the one who gets angry. He was the one who climbed on top of me and caused a ruckus. I don’t know why he’s looking at me like that as if blaming me.

“Come here.”

When I gently coaxed him, he came to my side with a displeased face.

How could I be doing this with Sun Woo? As if Ha Jin’s evil spirit had possessed me.

I struggled to spit out the words that wouldn’t come out.

“Sun Woo. Let’s not do this here.”

Even the words “not here” were absurd. Then what, it’s okay to do it somewhere else?

Anyway, doing this kind of thing in this space was a bit much.

No, if you had normal thinking, would you do this when Grandmother was clearly in the next room?! This is insane, completely insane. I’m sure he wasn’t a strange guy from the beginning. Strangely, ever since coming here, he’s been saying weird things like cry in front of him, show him crying, really.

At my words, Sun Woo narrowed his eyes and looked at me. It was clearly a displeased gaze. I didn’t even want to know what he was displeased about. Not wanting to argue with him further, I calmly persuaded him.

“Grandmother. She said she has sharp hearing…”

“Those words about it not being okay here.”

“Oh, don’t think too deeply about it. It just came out. Anyway, let’s just sleep quietly here.”

‘As if it would be okay elsewhere?’ I swallowed the words I couldn’t say in the end. I don’t know how he understood my words, but Sun Woo relaxed his expression.

I let out an empty laugh at his appearance, as if the beast that had gone wild had turned docile.

“I got it for now.”

Sun Woo lay down and spread his arms. Arms that only close when I enter them. As Sun Woo, who had been murderous, was obediently spreading his arms, I felt strange but thought it was better than earlier when he looked like he would kill me, and with that bizarre logic, I meekly lay in his arms.

“You look really scary when you’re angry.”

“Really? Then I hope Ha Jin will behave well so I don’t get angry.”

“Okay… Huh?”

Are you saying something strange?

Still, I couldn’t push away Sun Woo, who held me in his arms and kept touching me. In the end, in a half-surrendered state, I had to feel Sun Woo’s breath stuck to me without any gaps while being held in his arms.

Come to think of it, something heavy and firm keeps touching my butt.

You’re still hard?

My mind goes blank because of the male lead, who has clearly gone completely crazy.

“Why are your lips so swollen?”

“Mosquitoes! I got bitten by mosquitoes.”

Grandmother looked at my lips with concern and said she would light a mosquito coil tonight. I wish she could just get rid of Sun Woo instead of the mosquitoes.

Since there are only two rooms, at this rate, I might have to sleep with Sun Woo the whole summer break.

With a slight hope, I fiddled with my swollen lips and asked Sun Woo how about me sleeping with Grandmother, but he flatly rejected my suggestion, saying Grandmother can’t sleep well if she sleeps with someone.