Xiu Erdai's daily essays

0001_diary

Today, my master and father asked me to have a conversation, which probably means that I am too cold, do not communicate with others, and easily suffer from mental illness, so there must be a channel to vent, even if I don’t want to talk to others , don’t be bored in your heart, you can talk to yourself, such as writing a diary or something.

I think what he said makes sense. Although I don't feel like I'm holding back, what if I just get used to holding back?To prevent the passing of time, start from writing a diary.

But I remember the formatting requirements for the diary include dates, weather...what else?Sigh, forget it, it’s too troublesome. When there is nothing special to remember, I must not have the patience to write every day. When something special happens, I may have to write many times a day.So just write essays.

When it comes to essays, I remember that in my previous life, when I was in high school, my Chinese teacher emphasized hoarsely on the composition of the college entrance examination: "Don't write essays! Your essays are too loose, and you won't get high marks. Write argumentative essays!"

Well, I wrote the argumentative essay when I was in the college entrance examination. Even though I don't even remember the topic of the essay, I am still very sure.Although I loved anti-bone in my previous life, I was really good during the college entrance examination.I still believed that the results of the college entrance examination determined my future.Only later did I realize that it was my character that determined my future.With a bad personality like mine, in a society where interpersonal relationships determine many things, it is impossible to climb to the top no matter what, and being able to live a mediocre life is already considered lucky.

0002_There is a powerful father

I have been a second-generation cultivator all my life, and I am a second-generation cultivator with a very strong background. My father Pei Ji is a great power at the transformation stage, and my mother... I will talk about this later.

Let me first talk about the concept of the stage of transforming gods.The realm of self-cultivation I have traveled to is divided into levels like this, from low to high: Qi training, foundation building, Jindan, Yuanying, Huashen, and Mahayana.

Except for the Mahayana period, each stage is divided into the early stage (also called the early stage), the middle stage, the late stage and the peak stage (also called the consummation stage, the Dzogchen stage).Strictly speaking, the Qi training period is not considered to be on the path of cultivation, while the Mahayana period is already transcended, so generally speaking of cultivation only refers to the middle four realms.

In other words, my father in the transformation stage was in the realm of comprehension, and if he didn’t consider those Mahayana monsters whose whereabouts were erratic, illusory, and who didn’t care about other than pursuing the legend of ascension that didn’t know if they existed, he was the one at the top of the pyramid. A handful of living gods that people worship.

Moreover, my father is not only powerful personally, but also has a powerful sect behind him, he is one of the elders of the Yunxia Sect, messing with him is equivalent to messing with the entire Yunxia Sect.

There are three top sects and seven first-rate sects in the realm of comprehension, and Yunxia Sect is one of the seven first-rate sects.It's hard to say which one is the exact number, because there is no obvious difference in strength between the seven majors, and they are considered equal.But no matter how they rank, Yunxiazong's position in the top ten in the cultivation world is unshakable.

So basically, before my father dies, as long as I don't kill myself, no one else dares to kill me.As for my father's death... I don't think I can outlive him because of his old man's mental state of being focused on the Dao. You must know that cultivation base is directly related to life span. As long as my cultivation base cannot catch up with him, I will die later than him It's a bit difficult, although my father was hundreds of years old when I was born-I don't know how old he is, but when I asked him, he said he couldn't remember.

0003_My mother who killed me

The theory of evolution says that the fittest survive, so the number of carnivores must be less than the number of herbivores on their diet, otherwise they will eat up the herbivores and starve themselves to death.In the same way, the stronger the person, the harder it is to have offspring, otherwise there will be too many liars and not enough fools... Seems like something is wrong?Forget it, just understand what you write for yourself.

As a great power in the transformation stage, theoretically speaking, it should be difficult for my godlike father to have offspring, unless the offspring were born before he practiced, or at least before he succeeded in cultivation.But in fact, I have just turned 15 years old in this life, and I was properly born many years after my father entered the late stage of transformation. Miracle.

Oh, just to clarify, I am really my father's biological son.This was tested before I was born, and it was tested again after I was born.Please believe that the accuracy of the blood test in the world of cultivators has a much longer development history than the genetic test in the previous life, and the development maturity is also much higher.

There is no way to be so cautious. It is rare for a person to become pregnant with the power of Huashen, and my mother is from the Hehuan Sect. She and my father were not so... decent, so we must be careful.

Yes, Hehuanzong, see also Hehuanzong.Just as there must be Yuelai when it comes to inns, how can there be no Acacia sect when it comes to sects?

When my mother Jiang Lin met my father officially, she was a Nascent Soul cultivator, and it is said that she has admired my father for a long time.This is not surprising, there are many people who admire the Great God, but the sisters of the Hehuan Sect are always unrestrained, and they have to speak out when they love each other, and they have to prove it with actions if they don't count.

"Senior Pei, let's double cultivate."

This is what my mother said.

As a powerful man with style, my father naturally ignored her.However, it must be admitted that the Acacia Sect, as a second-rate sect, is at the forefront of the entire comprehension world. My mother thought that my cultivation at the Nascent Soul stage was a trick for my father, who had reached the Transformation Stage, and spent a wonderful night , with me.

Yes, there was me overnight.I agree with the general public, and I think it's not because my father is very capable, but because my mother is well prepared.Although I don't know exactly what the preparation method is, but I will ask the Hehuan Sect for advice when I have the opportunity.

Well, just asking out of curiosity, honestly.

As an excellent female cultivator of the Acacia Sect, my mother is already very satisfied to have a good night with the person she admires, and she is even more happy to get such a gift from me. After the joy is over, she plans to return to the bridge with my father.

Ah, don't you marry me?Are you kidding me? That's the Hehuan sect. If you talk about double cultivation, it's really just double cultivation. You don't want to become a couple.You must know that although my father is very powerful, his personality is actually very boring.What's even more sad is that you can't resist his boringness because he is too strong.To become a Taoist partner with him, for the monks of the Hehuan Sect, the whole life will be gloomy.This is a great god who can only watch from afar and play with occasionally, but can never get along with him for a long time.

Originally, I was tricked by my mother. Although my father was angry, but at his level, being tricked once in a while is actually quite new, and the Hehuan Sect is a famous and decent family after all. Although there are a lot of pornographic news, their double cultivation is still serious. Not tonic.

Dual cultivation is beneficial to both parties. Even if the two cultivation bases are one level behind, my father's profit that night is definitely not less than my mother's, but compared to his cultivation base, the profit is not small. Enough to see.This is a question of absolute value and relative value.But no matter what, my father has to accept the income, and then he won't be too concerned about my mother's plotting him.

In the final analysis, for the matter of double cultivation, you love me, if my father refuses to obey, in fact, my mother will not succeed in her calculations.That night, my father was half-pushing and half-satisfied in order to achieve good things.

In fact, there is nothing to resist, my mother is a great beauty-there is basically no beauty in the Hehuan sect, it is just the difference between beautiful, very beautiful, and extremely beautiful, my mother belongs to the category of extremely beautiful-my father has passed away Empty for many years, mutual needs, only mutual needs.

After the needs are over, my father originally planned to go back to his own house without disturbing each other, but he has me.So my father sneaked my mother back to the sect and became a Taoist couple.

It is said that there was such a conversation back then:

My mother Jiang Lin: "I can also raise a child, even if it's a boy, it's not that the Hehuan Sect doesn't have male cultivators, of course it would be even better if it was a girl."

My father Pei Ji: "Have you ever raised a child?"

Jiang Lin: "I... can learn."

Pei Ji: "I have raised my sons and daughters before. If I have experience, I will raise them."

Jiang Lin: "...I'll give it to you when I'm born, as long as I can see him or her often."

Pei Ji didn't answer, but pressed Jiang Lin to complete the ceremony and became a Taoist couple.

What am I talking about, my dad is boring and too strong, with him for a long time, I feel that my whole life will be gloomy.

In fact, things have been considered a comedy so far, but as I got closer and closer to my birth, my mother's body became more and more obviously deteriorating.This decline is like an accelerated version of natural aging, which cannot be treated or stopped.

Even with my father's ability, I can't do anything.

In the end, the Hehuan Sect found the root cause, and the problem came from the night when my mother plotted against my father and got pregnant with me.There is a price to be paid for everything, the leapfrog calculation succeeds and creates a fetus that is extremely difficult to appear, the price my mother pays is rapid aging.

"If things go on like this, when the child is born, Jiang Lin will die. The only way to prolong life is to have an abortion." The Hehuan Sect came to this conclusion after searching through the classics of the sect.

Obviously, since I am alive 15 years later, I must not have been fallen 15 years ago.

The reason for my mother's refusal is: "Even if I have an abortion now, the lost vitality will not come back. I have already relied on a bit of luck to reach the Nascent Soul Stage, and it is impossible to go further, and it is impossible to gain more Longer lifespan. So even if I survive by killing this child, I can only live on for a few more years. Why bother? This child is more likely to be born. I am not good at learning, and I use secret methods indiscriminately. Of course, I should pay the price Pay yourself. It's just...to trouble you, Senior Pei."

My father had no choice but to let out a long sigh.

Life is fragile after all, even if it is the life of a monk, even if it is powerful, there is often nothing to do.