When You’re Gone

Chapter 84 untitled

Gu Hansheng’s anger this time was both anxious and fierce.

In my impression, Jing Xing had hardly seen him be so harsh.

Even if he was caught in the police station before in trouble, Gu Hansheng had never treated him like that.

At this moment, Gu Hansheng is not like a stern brother, he is more like an executioner, every word is in Ling Chi Jingxing, as if in Gu Hansheng’s eyes, the disaster has not yet occurred, and Jing Xing has become a murderer.

The bend in the leg he kicked was so painful that Jing Xing gritted his teeth to endure, enduring the pain and Gu Hansheng’s anger.

Apart from Gu Hansheng and Jing Xing in the living room of the old house, there are also Wen Mingting and the housekeeper Liang Qing, as well as other servants standing far away in twos and threes.

Jing Xing raised his head and looked at Gu Hansheng stubbornly, knowing that he had done something wrong, but his eyes were still stiff. He said, “I never thought about harming her, how could I harm her…”

“I allowed you to speak?!” The man’s indifferent voice interrupted Jing Xing’s words.

He stood in front of Jingxing with his hands held down, bowed his head condescendingly and stared at him coldly, “I said more than once, you are twenty years old this year, not two or twelve. When will you mature? ”

“I think you can avoid my eyes and find the place where Ayun stays. Are you proud? I open one eye and close the other. Do you still think you can turn to the sky?!”

Gu Hansheng spoke, and Wen Mingting watched his fingers slowly tightening behind her back. She was a little frightened, and came forward, “Hansheng, calm down, Ah Xing definitely didn’t mean it!”

If it was in the past, when the old lady came forward, Jing Xing would have to say a few words of coquettishness, but today, he knelt straight, and only pressed his lips tightly.

And Gu Hansheng was different from the past, he didn’t give face to the old lady.

He sneered again, staring at Jing Xing, before opening his lips for a long time, “Gu Zhai can’t tolerate you tonight, I will send you away or you go by yourself.”

Liang Qing looked solemn and glanced at Wen Mingting.

At this time, it’s useless for them to step forward.

Jing Xing glanced upstairs, suddenly stood up, led Ayun and walked outside.

Ayun is Gu Hansheng’s dog, even if he is punished, he still faces Gu Hansheng.

Jing Xing led him to the door, and the dog was reluctant to leave. He sat proudly at the door and did not watch Gu Hansheng, but he just didn’t want to take a half step out of the door.

Jing Xing pulled twice without pulling, threw the dog leash, pressed the hat on his clothes against his head, and rushed into the wind and snow with his head buried in the snow.

“Axing…” Wen Mingting shouted behind him.

“Let him go.” Behind him, Gu Hansheng said lightly.

Liang Shu was resting upstairs. Naturally, he didn’t know that a gunpowder had just happened downstairs.

When Gu Hansheng went upstairs, the man who had just become angry had already changed his emotions.

He knew that Liang Shu was not asleep.

Gu Hansheng sat on the side of the bed and looked at her quietly, before speaking for a while, “I blame me for this. I will not let Ayun appear in front of you in the future, eh?”

The woman huddled in the bed, facing the French window, without any response.

Gu Hansheng was not annoyed when such a situation occurred. He stretched his hand under the quilt and easily took her hand.

Liang Shu wanted to withdraw her finger as frightened, but the strength of a woman and a man couldn’t be compared, and she couldn’t do it.

“If you had known that this night would happen, I wouldn’t bring you to Gu’s house, don’t be angry with me, huh?”

There was another silence.

The gentle-browsed man had a smile on his lips, which well concealed the careful calculations in those black eyes, he squeezed her soft fingers before he said, “Old lady now. I’m still blaming myself downstairs, for fear that the relationship between us will be stiff.”

Yes, I started to move out the old lady to suppress her.

Liang Shu turned over at this time, she raised her eyes to look at Gu Hansheng coldly, her lips were pale, “How is the relationship between us?”

Hearing this, the man’s dark eyebrows slowly frowned calmly.

“The old lady doesn’t know what’s going on in our marriage, don’t you know? It’s my Liang Shu who didn’t know how to force you. This is the current relationship between us.”

I don’t know if it was because he deliberately lost his strength or something, and because of a pain in his hand, Liang Shu frowned silently.

After a long time, Gu Hansheng said, “Do you think anyone else in the world can force me?”

Liang Shu didn’t think deeply about this question, let alone understand the deeper meaning hidden in this sentence.

She took advantage of this while directly withdrawing her finger, and then raised the quilt to cover her entire head, “Who dares to force you.”

The man laughed suddenly, who would dare to force him?

Who else but her?

Gu Hansheng stretched out his hand to lift her quilt. He was strong and naturally relaxed.

He didn’t give Liang Shu a chance to react. Instead, he leaned forward, pressed his right palm on her shoulder, and looked down at the scar on her neck quietly.

I’ve been bandaged by the doctor now, and I can’t see anything.

He leaned closer, and the tip of his nose was almost touching her cheeks. The good-smelling woody fragrance belonging to a man slowly entered his nose. He said, “Does it hurt?”

A simple sentence is not painful, but I never wanted to directly force Liang Shu’s tears.

A transparent tear fell into her dark hair, Liang Shu closed his eyes and said nothing.

His lips felt hot, and he was kissing her.

It’s just a tasteless kiss, and it doesn’t mean lust.

He said, “A Yun will not appear in front of you in the future, I promise you?”

Liang Shu suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him, “The old lady probably mentioned to me what A Yun means to you, because I just let it never see you again. Is it worth it? Are you willing? ”

He was funny, “One you?”

His big palm gently followed Liang Shu’s long hair, bowed his head and kissed her between her eyebrows, “Mrs. Gu, you are too despised of your own position in my heart.”

Liang Shu clenched her fingers quietly, and slowly closed her eyes.

The healing effect of these words was so strong that Liang Shu’s heart began to spread sore and soft pain at this moment.

She pinched her fingers tightly and warned herself in her heart that some things were poison and she couldn’t touch them.

In this short period of more than 20 years, she has walked all the way through thorny thorns. There have been no flowers blooming along the way, and some are just devastated.

It is not only the road she has traveled for more than two decades, but also her heart that is devastated.

For those who have experienced her along the way, is she not the poison of these people?

She once swore that Jiang Ping’s life is the end.

She will not harm anyone else again.

But she will not let go of those who have left scars on her body and heart.

This night, Gu Hansheng was afraid that Liang Shu would leave a shadow on him. He said to her, “You go to Hanshan Temple to ask the old lady for a peaceful talisman. As her daughter-in-law, I am very grateful to you for thinking about this level. .”

“Gu Zhai, you have come only a few times. We have obtained the certificate until now. Even the old lady has not been in contact with you. But in this short period of time, you can notice what she likes. It is really rare.”

“The old lady believes in Buddhism, I don’t believe in Buddhism, but I often hear her say, she said, when a person goes into the world, in addition to seeing beautiful scenery, he has to experience his own calamity, so no matter how big or small, it is considered a robbery , A Shu thinks this way, can you let it go?”

Can you let it go?

Liang Shu didn’t think it could.

But in his tone, it was obvious that she was coaxing her as a child.

“Then why don’t others have this robbery?”

The man embraced her in his arms, and a deep voice came from the top of his head, “Others haven’t had that chance yet.”

Liang Shu was silent.

If someone asked her at this time: You have been married to Gu Hansheng for more than a month, how is he treating you?

She will definitely answer: good.

As a husband, he is impeccable.

Even everything is done in no small detail.

There was no connection between them. She relied on disgraceful means to become his wife Gu, and took away the position that should have belonged to him, so why was he not annoyed?

Liang Shu is doomed to figure out this question.

She is grateful to Gu Hansheng. In Dayu City, there was almost no place for her in the past, and probably not in the future.

The only thing she can do is to cling to Gu Hansheng tightly.

…

This night, Liang Shuwo thought of the word “hell” in Gu Hansheng’s arms.

Hell in the traditional sense refers to the place where people who are heinous in the world will go after death.

Sorrows are everywhere in hell, and torture grinds people.

Although the essence of the current **** has changed, the essence has not changed.

The same torture people.

Liang Shu was thinking, what **** would belong to her?

The same night.

It was past 11 o’clock in the evening, and Lu Jinsheng had just finished a meal.

Chen Xian pinched the time to call him, “Mr. Lu, you may need to come to the hospital once.”

At half past eleven, the snow is getting tighter.

Lu Jinsheng drove to the hospital. It was cold and the road was slippery. He was driving at a slow speed, but he opened the window.

The cold wind came in from the wide open window, but Lu Jinsheng seemed not afraid of the cold at all.

And what is Cheng Geling doing at this time?

She sat cross-legged on the bed, holding a small needle in her hand, which was aimed at her throat.

Standing at the door, Chen Xian awakened the screen of the phone and looked at the time, “Mr. Lu is already on the road.”

Cheng Geling slowly turned her head, she heard Chen Xian’s words, but now all she had in her mind was the face that suddenly appeared in the ward this morning.

When Lu Jinsheng came, he brought the wind and snow in Yucheng with him in the middle of the night.

Cheng Geling’s eyes flashed when she heard the sound of the door opening, she even got out of bed barefoot, rushing into Lu Jinsheng’s arms regardless of her weak body.

She threw the needle pinched by her fingertips, put her hands around him tightly, and pressed her pale cheeks to Lu Jinsheng’s cold coat jacket.

“Jin Sheng, you finally came to see me.”

The man was cold, he just stood there, looking down at his head buried in his arms.

After a while, he smiled faintly, “It’s not hurt, where is it hurt, let me see?”

He walked towards the sofa and Cheng Geling followed him.

He then took off his coat and threw it aside, he sat down, and Cheng Geling sat down beside him.

She showed her bandaged wrist, “Here, it hurts.”

The wound was wrapped tightly by the white bandage. Lu Jinsheng’s lips were stained with a smile, but there was no eye. He took Cheng Geling’s hand and pressed his thumb just right on the spot of her wound.

In the next second, he slowly applied force in Cheng Geling’s innocent and pitiful eyes.

Cheng Geling’s pale face was now paler because of the pain. She gripped Lu Jinsheng’s clothes tightly with her right hand and couldn’t help calling his name, “Jinsheng, it hurts…”

Slowly, red marks spread across the white bandage.

Lu Jinsheng let go of her hand, he was smiling, with a soft smile, “Lingling, since I know it hurts now, why didn’t I know it hurts when I cut my wrist?”

She gritted her teeth, a drop of tears slipped from her eye sockets unexpectedly, and then suddenly threw herself into his arms, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I know I didn’t do it right, I shouldn’t cut my wrists, I know I look down on you so much, but I just Love you, I just love you, is this also wrong?”

Tears rubbed against Lu Jinsheng’s clothes. He stretched out a piece of paper and lifted her face up, gently wiping her tears.

He said, “How much do you love me?”

Cheng Geling sobbed and said, “I’m not a star anymore, I just need to be by your side, OK?”

“Aren’t you always by my side, eh?”

Tears fell on Lu Jinsheng’s fingers again. He lowered his head and glanced, half-closed his eyes, loosening the force that clamped her face.

Cheng Geling suddenly held his hand, “I…”

The sentence I want to be your wife almost blurted out, but Cheng Geling is now a good student, she doesn’t dare to bet.

She said, “I won’t say anything. I won’t say anything you don’t like. As long as there are no other people around you, it’s good, good.”

Lu Jinsheng stopped talking.

He just stared at her face like this many times before.

But Cheng Geling was not as usual this time, she couldn’t hold back her tears.

Lu Jinsheng’s expression turned from gentle and feminine to impatient, he squeezed her face again, and said coldly, “Don’t cry!”

But Cheng Geling couldn’t help it.

She tried to hold back her tears, and she almost bit her lower lip.

Finally, she said, “Jinsheng, please, don’t do this to me.”

Although she was thinking, Cheng Geling would never dare to mention the word marriage again.

Lu Jinsheng went out to answer a call halfway through, and his coat was laid aside openly. Cheng Geling sat aside and stared at his coat, just like Mozun.

She gritted her teeth, told herself, just take a look.

After speaking, she reached out and touched it and took out Lu Jinsheng’s wallet.

It’s just that it’s too unfortunate.

Lu Jinsheng came in suddenly.

He stood at the door, still holding the phone in his hand, his face remained unchanged, but the corners of his mouth became wider and wider.

The wallet in Cheng Geling’s hand fell to the ground, her pupils were extremely tightened and her mouth opened.

The man walked over, picked up the wallet on the ground, and put it back into Cheng Geling’s hand again, with a gentle voice, “What are you looking for?”

She shook her head and tucked the wallet back into his coat pocket.

The ward fell into silence for a while.

Cheng Geling sat on the sofa and looked at the man standing in front of the window smoking a cigarette. The half-high window in front of him was opened wide, and the wind and snow were heavy outside, and all the cold wind poured into it.

In a daze, Cheng Geling even felt that snowflakes floated on her face, cold.

She shivered and walked to him, “Jinsheng, I’m too cold, please close the window.”

Because of this open window, all the heat in the room seemed to be sucked away.

Lu Jinsheng took a sigh of smoke. When he turned around, he vomited all the smoke onto Cheng Geling’s face. Cheng Geling was choked out of breath, and she couldn’t help coughing.

When the man saw it, he put the cigarette between his lips and bit, then leaned over and hugged her to the bed. Behind him, his broad body seemed to block all the wind and snow.

Cheng Geling’s heart gradually warmed up. She sat on the bed and looked up at the man above her face that was difficult to distinguish.

The next moment, I just heard him say, “Lingling, is it cold?”

Before Cheng Geling could speak, the voice above his head continued, “Remember the first day you met me? At that time, did you ever shout a cold word.”

That night three years ago, Cheng Geling squatted under the bushes near the parking lot. It was the same weather.

Lu Jinsheng stood in front of her condescendingly. He squatted down and looked at her levelly. He asked her, “Is it cold?”

At that time, Cheng Geling couldn’t actually feel cold anymore. She felt that it was a reflection of a living person. She couldn’t feel hungry or cold, but she was shaking all over, but she still shook her head and said, “No cold.”

Then Lu Jinsheng took her to the car.

However, Cheng Geling didn’t know that many years ago there was a little girl squatting under a bush covered with snow. Her clothes were simple and old, and she couldn’t keep out the cold at all, but in such a cold day, she didn’t even tremble.

Cheng Geling didn’t know where she had done wrong again. She looked at him, “I also want to ask where I was before. It’s all because of you that are so good, and almost made me lose myself.”

This made Lu Jinsheng dazed, so someone said he was good?

He threw the cigarette **** in his hand into her drinking cup on the bedside table, “Really want to marry me?”

Upon hearing this, Cheng Geling’s eyes widened, and then nodded.

She thought, why she didn’t want to.

She loves him very much, and her parents also like Lu Jinsheng very much.

Cheng Geling said that Lu Jinsheng is good, so how good is Lu Jinsheng?

The first time the two old people came to see her from the border town by train, Lu Jinsheng arranged for a driver to go to the train station to pick her up.

Cheng Geling had lunch with his parents. He had to rush over when he was so busy at work. Although he didn’t eat together, he hurriedly said a few words with the two elderly people, and then said that he would charge the money to his account.

He even bought another large apartment for her.

Her parents said: Good boy, you have to take good care of finding a good man.

The night she proposed to marry him, she was almost choked to death by him.

Later, he squatted by the bed and looked at her tenderly. Cheng Geling was caught in that look, as if suddenly resurrected full of blood, she took off her clothes in front of him.

He let her die and let her live.

He never touched her, even if she exposed herself to him in shame.

This is the real reason why Cheng Geling cut his wrist.

At this moment, he asked her if she really wanted to marry him.

Cheng Geling’s answer is: she thinks.

She saw Lu Jinsheng smile, and a little bit of ruthlessness flashed across the end of her eyes. This time Cheng Geling could understand clearly what he said.

He said, “Good girl, I should reward you, the **** she didn’t dare to go to, dare you.”

He/she didn’t dare to go to the hell, dare you.

Cheng Geling didn’t understand the meaning of this sentence, she just stared at Lu Jinsheng blankly.

Lu Jinsheng and Fu Hansheng patted her cheek, “The next time, if the blood on your body is dry, I won’t come to see you again, remember what I said.”

…

That night, Liang Shu stayed with Gu Hansheng in Gu Hansheng’s bedroom in the old house of the Gu family, and now it is even the wedding room of the two.

That night, Lu Jinsheng came out from the hospital gate with a cigarette between his lips. The wind blew a corner of his coat. He raised his head and glanced at the flying snow in the sky, and narrowed his eyes.

This night, Eucalyptus walked up and down the corridor holding the contraceptive pill found in the bedside table on the side of Liang Shu, feeling very entangled in her heart. She was hesitant to tell Gu Hansheng about it.

For children, Qu Yu thinks Gu Hansheng is looking forward to it.

Liang Shu is not in good health. He has told himself more than once to ensure that his wife’s food is nutritionally balanced, so a cup of hot milk before going to bed has almost become a habit.

Of course, it’s much more than that.

Two days ago, Liang Shu had a cold. The old lady rushed over to take care of her. She also brought medicine for Liang Shu to recuperate her body.

At that time, Qu Yu picked up Wen Mingting from the door, just as Gu Hansheng came downstairs.

Wen Mingting said to Gu Hansheng, “A Shu is not in good health, so I took this medicine for her to make up for it.”

Hearing this, the male owner of Mansion Zero walked forward and took the package of medicine from Wen Mingting. He looked down and looked at it seriously. Wen Mingting asked, “What are you looking at?”

Eucalyptus only remembered that the man’s eyes were rarely gentle under the bright light. A smile burst out on his lips and said, “A Shu doesn’t like bitter things. I’ll look for them. I will pick out all the bitter medicinal materials, and only sweeten them. Stay.”

Wen Mingting glared at him, “I’m such a big man, I’m still talking nonsense.”

Gu Hansheng smiled, and then he took Wen Mingting’s shoulders, “Take care of A Shu’s body slowly, even if it is a medicine tonic, it must be scored.”

But Wen Mingting was unhappy, “Then when can I hold my grandson?”

A mellow smile spread from the corner of the man’s mouth, “I’m working hard.”

After speaking, Gu Hansheng still passed the medicine in his hand to Eucalyptus, and said, “Take Eucalyptus and put it in a safe place. It is best to decoct this medicine under the supervision of the old lady.”

This joking remark caused Wen Mingting’s dissatisfaction.

When Qu Eucalyptus left, the voices of Wen Mingting and Gu Hansheng were faintly heard.

Wen Mingting asked: “Honestly, don’t you still want children?”

Gu Hansheng replied: “How can I not think about it, wait, wait until A Shu’s health gets better…”

But now, Eucalyptus has found contraceptives in the cabinet on that side. Should this be told to Gu Hansheng, and Eucalyptus has been in trouble.

…

The next morning.

Gu Hansheng woke up earlier than Liang Shu. When he went downstairs, he just saw Wen Mingting holding the scarf that Liang Shu gave her last time and gesturing around his neck. Seeing that Gu Han was born, Wen Mingting hurriedly said, “I played Axing last night. He didn’t answer the phone, so you hurriedly look for it to see where he lived last night?”

“It’s okay, don’t worry.”

“How can you not worry, I said you too, Ah Xing didn’t mean it, you said too much last night.”

Gu Hansheng looked at the scarf on Wen Mingting’s neck, the stitches made his brows slightly twisted, and he smiled, “Only the key point can be a lesson.”

“Where is A Shu?”

“It’s still early, let her sleep a little longer.”

Wen Mingting sat down on the sofa, “You haven’t done this wedding, you still have to take the wedding photos first.”

Gu Hansheng rubbed the mobile phone in his hand and smiled and said, “It’s in the plan. It took some time to make the wedding dress.”

There is no wedding, but wedding dresses are indispensable. This is not only the meaning of Wen Mingting, but also the meaning of Gu Hansheng.

Last night because Liang Shu was bitten by Ayun, the call failed.

This morning, Gu Hansheng dialed the string of numbers that he had embedded in his mind after only reading it once.

from now on.

Start with this phone number.

His Mrs. Gu will be peeled back layer by layer to see what is hidden in her body.