NOVEL NEXT Chapter 47 1 Years Period
For a moment, my blood froze and my brain buzzed.
Wu Xinlin's body is like a piece of flawless mutton-fat white jade. Her body is beautifully concave and convex, exuding fatal temptation. Her tall and graceful figure is more perfect than a supermodel's. Coupled with her stunning face, everything in front of her is simply stunning. Breathtakingly beautiful!
I can't imagine that there can be such beautiful things in the world. She is a masterpiece of the Creator and a goddess who should only live in heaven.
When their eyes met, Wu Xinlin's eyes showed both shy expectation and touching courage.
See, I was completely stunned! Wu Xinlin closed her eyes...
If it were me before, I would 100% pounce on her, hug her, kiss her from forehead to toes, take her as my own, and then leave the shadow of our passion in every corner of this villa.
But now, I'm in control of my primal instincts.
I squatted down, picked up the bath towel, and wrapped her again...
Wu Xinlin looked at me in surprise, with disbelief on her face: "You...?"
"Xin Lin," I stroked her face and sighed: "To be honest, the scene just now made me feel like I was worth being shot, but we are not suitable and we can't do this."
"Why?" Wu Xinlin asked me in surprise and aggrieved, "Am I not beautiful enough?"
"No!" I let out a long breath: "You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life."
"You still doubt that I...have been someone else's lover? I am innocent!" Wu Xinlin's tears of grievance instantly flowed down.
"No, no, no," I hugged her into my arms and said seriously, "I don't think so. I like you very much, but... liking doesn't mean you are qualified to love."
I took a deep breath and continued: "Xin Lin, you are emotionally overwhelmed now and are not completely rational yet. Perhaps, when you calm down, you will understand that we are not from the same world, and class is a thing... .....It is really difficult to cross. There are more than just the two of us in this world."
"What class!?" Wu Xinlin cried sadly: "If there is a class, then I am not as good as you. You have a normal family with legitimate parents, but I am just a bastard! A parasite who depends on others. .”
"Don't talk about yourself like that!" I hugged her tightly and said in a more serious tone: "No matter what, we live in this world, everyone plays a different role, we must learn to go with the flow, and don't belong to us. Forced bonding will only hurt each other. After all, I am just a wage earner from a poor family and cannot bear such a high-end relationship..."
"Hmph! A high-end relationship?" Wu Xinlin snorted disdainfully while sobbing, and shook her head helplessly: "What you call high-end, is it the kind of rich people looking for rich people? And then the private life is chaotic, and the relationship between men and women is messy. This Is this what you call high-end?”
She choked up and continued: "I understand now...why my mother asked me to find you. She has understood it all her life. She hopes that I can marry a good and responsible man who can be down-to-earth." I want to live my whole life without having to worry about her, and don’t follow her old path of becoming a man’s plaything and accessory.”
"A-Cheng, let's get married. The money I make is enough for us to spend a lifetime. Let's go to another city and stay away from these bad people, okay? After my mother passes away, I will cut off ties with both of my fathers. Let’s start a new family, live a down-to-earth life, and have a few more babies, okay?” Wu Xinlin looked at me with tears in her eyes and begged.
My eyes ached at what she said, and tears couldn't help but well up in my eyes.
Wu Xinlin touched my heart.
Once upon a time, how much I longed for this kind of love, where we would be loyal to each other until death.
Throughout the four years of college, Lin Pingping and I never crossed the line. That's because I believe that true love exists and that relationships can withstand the test of time.
But after experiencing a series of betrayals, tricks, exploitation, poverty and hardship, I am no longer the same person I used to be.
The cruel reality and adversity of society have polished me into a monster.
Maybe I was worthy of Wu Xinlin's love before, but now I don't deserve such a beautiful woman.
"I'm sorry," I choked up sadly, "I'm not as good as you think."
"No!" Wu Xinlin hugged me tightly: "You are a passionate man and a responsible man, I can see that."
"Xin Lin," I sighed deeply: "The me you see is not the real me, but the me you imagined. My virtue is not worthy, and I am not worthy of such a beautiful love."
"Are you so unwilling to marry me?" Wu Xinlin raised her head, her eyes red from crying, and looked at me with a sad face.
"Ha," I adjusted my mood and forced a smile: "That's what I said, I think you are not calm enough now. Maybe, when you calm down, you won't be like this now. So, Let’s set a cooling-off period, limited to one year. If you still want to marry me after one year, then I will marry you even if I go to the mountains of knives or the sea of fire. Do you think this is okay?”
Wu Xinlin frowned and looked at me in confusion, not knowing whether I really thought so or just a disguised rejection.
"One year is not a long time, right? It is reasonable to give each other more time to understand each other," I smiled and pinched her cheek.
Wu Xinlin frowned and fell into deep thought. She pondered for a while before nodding slightly.
"Okay," I said with a smile, "I should go back, I have to go to work tomorrow."
Wu Xinlin lowered her head sadly, kneaded my sleeves with her slender fingers, and whispered, "Can you not leave tonight? I want you to stay with me and give me a hug."
"This... is not very convenient," I politely declined her: "It's better to let me go back. After all, we are not married. It would not be good for you if I stayed overnight."
Seeing her crying again, I hugged her again and comforted her: "We'll talk about it in a year, okay?"
Seeing that she really couldn't keep me, Wu Xinlin had no choice but to leave the villa with me and arranged for a male employee from their company to drive my car and take me home.
When we were saying goodbye, I saw Wu Xinlin standing alone in front of the company building, looking in the direction where the car was leaving, and I felt a twinge of sadness in my heart.
This is how people are, you can't meet the right person at the right time, and when you meet the right person, you are no longer suitable for them.
Maybe a year later, many people and things will have changed.
The car was driven into the garage of the community. After the young man who saw me off left, I smoked several cigarettes in one breath before I adjusted my mood.
I feel that what I did is right. It is not just a question of suitability with Wu Xinlin. The people and things involved here are too complicated and full of contradictions. With my current strength, I simply cannot control this situation.
Today is Sunday, and Tingting has to go to class on Monday, so in the evening, Sister Sun sent her back to school.
Sister Sun naturally moved over to sleep with me at night.
Although I tried very hard to conceal my mood swings, Sister Sun still noticed the clues.
After the passion, she covered her belly in pain and snuggled into my arms.
"Are you crazy today? Are you going to hit me to death?" Sister Sun asked in a low voice.
"I'm sorry," I took out a cigarette, lit it, and took a long drag.
"It feels like you are venting," Sister Sun looked up at me slyly: "Is it because of Wu Xinlin? Did you capture her?"
"No," I blew out a smoke ring and said, "There is no possibility between me and her, and I don't want to rely on her to climb up."
"Is it because of me?" Sister Sun asked.
"No, it has nothing to do with you," I coughed lightly and said, "I think I can rise through my own efforts and don't have to rely on women for everything."
"By the way, there's good news," I pinched her cheek and said with a smile: "Wu Yinfei's back nerve seems to have been damaged. He can no longer harm others. This guy made trouble in the hospital today. We beat all the doctors and nurses, and the police and reporters went there, so this incident will probably be on TV soon.”
"Really!" After hearing the news, Sister Sun sat up excitedly: "Great! Great! God has eyes!"
Just when Sister Sun didn't know how to express her joy, my cell phone rang. I picked it up and saw that it was Wu Yinfei calling.