[TS] Starting the Broadcast

I want to talk about the most difficult part of preparing for the cam broadcast… to be precise, the half-cam broadcast.
The planning that could explode viewers’ expectations?
Contemplation on abilities that could draw the best efficiency from half-cam?
It’s none of those.
The most difficult things were ‘makeup’ and ‘clothing’.
First, makeup goes without saying.
Throughout my life, all I’ve used on my face was applying skin toner and lotion.
The phrase “completely ignorant” fits perfectly when it comes to makeup.
The next in line, clothing, wasn’t much different.
To begin with, even after a month of becoming a woman, I still haven’t worn a bra, so how could I properly wear things like skirts or dresses?
Thinking about it now, it was truly a time of endurance.
It’s been over ten days since I cut off all the YouTube videos I used to enjoy watching and only watched videos about basic makeup methods or trending fashion.
It was still not enough.
So I took extraordinary measures.
These days, you can do anything if you have money.
There were quite a few shops that do everything from hair to makeup.
If I end up doing a full cam broadcast revealing my entire face, not just half-cam, I’ll probably use one of those places.
‘Makeup is too difficult.’

Although the biggest concern was resolved that way, the hurdle of women’s clothing still remained.
But in the face of the great cause of broadcasting, I finally made a big decision.
I carefully put on a bra on my body shape corrected by abilities.
I kept repeating in my mind.
That I’m definitely not some kind of pervert.
After going through such a profound mind control process, I try matching a white blouse with a black skirt.
Skirt, skirt, skirt… I never thought there would come a moment in my life when I’d wear this.
Novels often express it as feeling empty below, but there was no such feeling.
Ah, is it because it’s indoors without wind?
But whether the novel’s content is correct, I don’t have the courage to experiment directly.
If I went outside like this and caught people’s attention, a kind of shame that can’t be clearly defined would strongly choke my neck.
‘I might become beyond recovery due to self-loathing…’
It’s proof that while the body has become female, the mind still retains strong masculinity.
This is why people who don’t know might think I’m being overly dramatic, but I couldn’t help feeling resistance to wearing a bra or skirt.
‘Let’s endure. For the success of the broadcast.’

When you become an adult, you learn that there are times when you have to do things you don’t want to do.
That learning is neither gentle nor does it wait quietly until you overcome it.
The spirit that’s painfully ingrained with strong reproach and urging scrapes away the resistance.
A small deep breath.
I quietly raised my head and looked at the mirror hanging on the wall.
Starting from the front, I slightly turned my body to check the side view as well.
It’s okay. No, it’s even better than I thought.
Once I shook off the resistance to wearing feminine clothing, choosing clothes wasn’t a problem unexpectedly.
I’m originally a man.
And over 90% of the viewers watching my broadcast are men.
In that sense, I just need to choose clothing that looks pretty to my eyes.
Women choose clothes complicatedly, calculating various things and being conscious of others’ gazes, but I knew too well.
Men are simple animals.
Among the clothes I have, I could confidently choose which style they would like best.
And now I will prove it.
5 PM.
It’s time for the broadcast to start.

-Room owner, open the door quickly!
-Do you want to see me go crazy? Open the door now!
-Room owner noona, it’s too dark here. It’s pitch black, I’m scared. Turn on the lights quickly.
-I’ll hold my breath until the broadcast starts. Inhale!
-I love you noona. I love you noona. I love you noona.

Because I announced in advance that it would be a cam broadcast, “noona” sounds that are usually hard to see pop up here and there.
Men’s instincts are… really pitiful animals.
Fearing what might happen if I left them any longer, I hurriedly changed the setting from broadcast standby to start.

-It’s open!
-Let’s go! Let’s go! Let’s go!
-Take off your clothes and scream in your underwear!
-Huh? What is this?
-Are you kidding? Are you kidding? Are you kidding?

The viewers who were advancing noisily soon face the reality of just one chair placed there.
In an instant, the chat window is filled with “downfall” and the screen is covered with 1-water balloon terrorism.

“Hey, everyone calm down.”

-Is there a BJ who shows just a chair after announcing a cam broadcast?
-Throw it all away! Throw it all away! Throw it all away!
-Again, I was the only one being sincere. I was the only one who charged lots of water balloons. I was the only one who bathed and prepared from this morning.
-Ugh! The person above is a bit disgusting.
-I don’t care. Come into the cam quickly!

The firepower is more powerful than usual.
Seeing that they’re not easily calming down, I put on airs with a well-prepared voice, ready for mental derangement.

“I-I’m embarrassed. Please wait a little.”

-ㅗㅜㅑ. Hani-nim’s embarrassed voice is precious.
-Is this really Hani who always used such a hard tone that we mistook her for a man? Look at how exciting it is from the start of the first cam broadcast ㅋㅋ
-Room owner, don’t try to avoid it and appear quickly. Stones might fly instead of water balloons.
-Where did the 4th year reserve forces spirit go? Room owner, this isn’t your original character!

“What do you mean? Actually, I’ve been pretending to be rough all this time, but it’s not easy.”

I don’t feel like it, but this is all strategy.
What if a BJ who always used rough reactions and masculine speech suddenly shows a very feminine appearance in her first cam broadcast?
That alone is enough to be a topic of conversation, and it can stimulate viewers’ sadistic(?) tendencies.
How much they search for the BJ’s weaknesses with their eyes wide open.
I’ve thrown such a great opportunity, so they’ll probably bite, tear, and taste me to their heart’s content for about a week even after this cam broadcast ends.
‘Well, they’ll probably tease me as a BJ pretending to be feminine(?). Not bad.’

It was intentional.
The personal charm of a BJ is an important factor in growing the broadcast, but approaching viewers in a friendly manner is also key for growth.
Viewers need to feel comfortable with the BJ to watch the broadcast for a long time without burden.

“Phew, ha! Then I’m going.”

-ㅋㅋㅋ Are you participating in the Olympics? Why are you so nervous.
-Always appearing shamelessly, but now acting like this, it’s a bit cute.
-As soon as she says she’s turning on the cam, prepared potential black cows are already gathering. ㅋㅋ
-Is something big coming?

When the pre-set time comes, gentle BGM starts playing.
At the same time, the chat window starts going wild.
Water balloons also followed one after another.
I need to satisfy the viewers’ expectations that seem about to explode at any moment.
I carefully take steps to slightly reveal myself into the screen.
Then I wave my right hand slightly to greet the viewers and plop down on the chair right away.

-What is this?
-Isn’t this a cam broadcast? Isn’t this a cam broadcast? Isn’t this a cam broadcast?
-It’s a cam broadcast, but why can’t we see the face? And what’s with the blanket? Remove the blanket!
-Room owner, are you declaring war on the viewers now? If you’re going to do this, I recommend converting to Islam and wearing a hijab.

The screen was showing exactly from below my neck to my waist.
The first reason viewers are clamoring is that my face doesn’t appear.
And the second is…

“It’s a bit chilly, so I’ll be covered with a blanket for a moment.”

It’s a cute yellow blanket.
A blanket with lots of adorable little chicks drawn on it.
I wrapped my upper body tightly with a blanket I personally chose to test the viewers’ aggression.
To summarize in one sentence, all that’s appearing on the screen now is a cute yellow chick blanket and my hands holding it.

-Is there a BJ who’s wrapped in a blanket indoors saying it’s chilly in midsummer?
– I can only laugh.
-Actually, the BJ wasn’t human but a chick!
-I think I’ll go out for lunch. I think I’ll go out for lunch. I think I’ll go out for lunch.
-Downfall, downfall, downfall, downfall, downfall, downfall, downfall, downfall!

Before the downfall spam starts again, I slightly removed the blanket around my neck and said,
“If I show everything from the start, it’s not charming. Let’s get to know each other slo.w.ly!”-Hani-nim, I love you. Today’s our first day together, right?
-The voice is awesome, awesome!

I imitated Ahri’s voice for the first part and Miss Fortune’s voice for the latter part.
Then all the viewers react as if they’re collapsing.
Is this the taste of training?
I slightly lowered the blanket more to reveal my shoulders.
It would be really disappointing for viewers with their eyes wide open, but there was no skin exposure.
Because today’s outfit concept is ‘focused’ on one thing.

-I’m disappointed. I thought military-experienced BJ Hani was a true manly woman who wouldn’t care about taking off her top and running with biceps, but to be all wrapped up like this.
-Agree with the above, upvote!
-Oh my! The devils are rampant. How dare you talk about exposure in front of strange men in a Confucian country!
-No Confucian Taliban, please.

Viewers quarrel and take sides among themselves.
In fact, people’s tastes vary, so there’s clearly a love-hate divide for exposure.
In that sense, my outfit revealed so far might have been unsatisfactory for the exposure faction.
They would have wanted clothing that coolly revealed the nape or even had bare shoulders.
How can a sparrow know the great will of a phoenix?
I stopped the quarrel with a few short fake coughs.
Then the gazes beyond the screen focus at once.
I carefully lowered the blanket to my knees.
The secret weapon prepared for today!
“Hello, I’m Hani!”
I lean forward slightly and wave both hands cheerfully.
At that moment, I couldn’t hear it, but I definitely heard it.
The viewers’ crazy cheers.