Touch of Death

Chapter 6: The Weight of Eternity



The world had grown quieter, the chaos of collapsing civilizations dimming into the eerie stillness of the aftermath. The scent of burning embers lingered in the air, and the sky, once bright and defiant, had taken on an endless shade of twilight. Alfred Lost stood atop the ruins of what was once a great temple, his golden hair matted with dust and blood, his blue eyes reflecting the weight of what had been lost.

Across from him, Death watched in silence. The contrast between them had never been clearer—Alfred, with his warm, sunlit presence despite the destruction around him, and Death, an ethereal shadow, her obsidian hair cascading over skin as pale as the moon's cold glow. Her expression was unreadable, yet something in her dark eyes betrayed an emotion deeper than sorrow.

Alfred had long stopped fearing her. He had cursed her, raged against her, begged her, but now he simply met her gaze with an understanding that had taken lifetimes to form. He had once loved her with the fervor of desire, then hated her with the passion of grief, and now… now he did not know what he felt.

"Are you satisfied?" he asked, his voice hoarse from exhaustion. "You've taken them all. Every last one."

Death did not answer immediately. She moved closer, her steps light, as if the world itself bent to her presence. "It was never my choice, Alfred."

He laughed bitterly. "No? Then whose was it? The gods you claim to despise? The fate you say you don't control?"

Her lips parted slightly, but no words came. Because they both knew the truth—Death had never had control, not truly. She was bound to her purpose just as much as Alfred had been bound to his suffering.

A cold wind swept through the ruins, carrying with it the whispers of the dead. Alfred closed his eyes for a moment, allowing himself to feel their absence. He had spent so long fighting, trying to hold onto something, anything, and yet here he stood, with nothing left but the presence of the one being he could never truly reach.

"Then take me," he said at last, his voice quieter now, almost a whisper. "If there's nothing left… then take me."

A flicker of something passed through Death's expression—pain? Regret? It was gone before he could be sure.

"You know I can't," she murmured.

Alfred's fists clenched. "Why not?"

She hesitated. "Because you still have a role to play."

Something inside him snapped. He had thought he had reached the depths of despair before, but now, faced with the realization that his suffering was still not over, that he was still nothing more than a piece in this endless game, he felt something worse than anger—he felt hopelessness.

But Death stepped closer, so close he could feel the unnatural chill radiating from her. "Not forever," she whispered. "Not if you don't want it to be."

He looked at her then, truly looked at her, and saw what he had refused to see before. She was just as trapped as he was, bound by rules neither of them had made. And yet, in that moment, she was offering him something—maybe not freedom, not yet, but something close to it. A choice.

He exhaled slowly, the weight on his chest just a little lighter than before. "Then tell me what I need to do."

And for the first time, Death reached out—not to take, but to guide.

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The days blurred together in an endless cycle of loss and rebirth. Alfred Lost had grown accustomed to the weight of grief pressing against his chest like an iron vice. Every sunset marked another farewell, another loved one slipping through his fingers like sand. Every midnight resurrected him anew, stitching together his broken body but leaving his heart in irreparable shreds.

The world around him had become a battlefield, not just of gods and mortals, but of his own wavering emotions. His hatred for Death had simmered into something more complex, a paradoxical blend of longing and resentment. Every encounter with her sent shivers down his spine—not from fear, but from the unspoken emotions that lingered between them. He saw the way she watched him, her onyx eyes clouded with something that looked almost like regret.

Tonight was no different. As Alfred stood amidst the ruins of a once-prosperous city, the remnants of divine war still burning in the distance, she appeared once more. The air grew still, the very fabric of existence trembling at her arrival.

"You persist," she murmured, her voice like the whisper of falling leaves.

Alfred turned to face her, his golden hair matted with dirt and dried blood. "And you endure."

A flicker of something crossed her pale face. Was it sorrow? Pity? Or was it something deeper, something she herself could not comprehend? He wanted to hate her still, but he couldn't. Not anymore.

"They fear you now, the gods," she said. "You have become more than they ever intended."

Alfred let out a hollow laugh. "And yet, I am still just a man. A man who cannot die, but loses everything."

Death stepped closer, her movements as silent as the grave. "I have watched you suffer, Alfred. I have watched you rise, and I have watched you break. But I cannot change what is written."

He clenched his fists. "Then why do you stay? Why do you come back every night if my suffering is inevitable?"

For the first time, Death hesitated. Her lips parted, but no words came. Instead, she raised a hand, stopping just short of touching his cheek. It was a cruel irony—he had once craved her touch, longed for it in ways he never admitted. And now, when he finally understood what she meant to him, the barrier between them was insurmountable.

"Because," she finally whispered, "I do not wish to take you. But one day, I must."

The wind howled through the ruins, carrying the echoes of their silence. The unspoken words between them loomed larger than the battlefield itself.

"Then let that day come swiftly," Alfred said, his voice hoarse. "Because I do not know how much more of this I can bear."

Death did not respond. She simply faded into the night, leaving him once more to his endless cycle of sorrow.

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