To Me, Who Doesn’t Love You

He wanted to part this man’s legs, bury himself deep inside, thrust his hips relentlessly, and finally release everything he had within that warmth. He wanted the man to carry his seed, to nurture it in that secret organ nestled low in his abdomen. Suhan tried to resist that primal urge, but the moment Suhan approached him, all self-control crumbled.He didn’t know who this man was or why he had come here. For that matter, he himself had been abducted by strangers a few days ago and confined in an unfamiliar place. But none of that mattered.The only thought dominating his mind was to make the man in front of him bear his child and mark him as his own. Even for someone prone to ruts, such thoughts were beyond animalistic. Yet, despite the raw, obscene nature of his impulses, Suhan didn’t reject him. On the contrary, Suhan seemed to invite him, parting his legs as if to make room and climbing on top. The sight of him straddling and positioning himself sent heat surging through his body, so intense it felt like the back of his neck was aflame.“Phew…”Suhan, now seated in an optimal position, let out a breath and began slowly removing his pants. His pale skin, revealed inch by inch, was blindingly bright. This wasn’t the privacy of a bedroom or even a private space; exposing himself like this wasn’t exactly dignified. But there was no time to dwell on that now.Between the younger man’s legs, his swollen length stood rigid, dripping precum from its tip like a leaking faucet. The sheer size of it was absurd, thick as a child’s forearm. Suhan couldn’t stop the growing heat in his body. All he wanted was to shove that massive thing inside and feel it stretch him to his limits.“…I’m going to put it in.”His words, while spoken softly, seemed more like an effort to assure himself he wasn’t forcing anything. At Suhan’s hesitant murmur, the young man nodded with difficulty.He was already so wet—surely it would go in. Overcome with urgency, Suhan positioned the broad head of the younger man’s length at his tight, untouched entrance and pressed down with his hips.Pain struck him like a bolt of lightning.“…!!?”It wasn’t just painful—it was excruciating. The shock of the pain almost jolted his lost rationality back into place. His wide eyes locked onto the younger man’s, who looked equally alarmed.“Does it hurt?”Suhan, gripping the man’s arms, managed a flustered response.“No, it’s just… not that it hurts—it’s… physically too big, I think.”In that moment, Suhan’s arousal, which had been on the verge of spiraling out of control, suddenly waned. What was I even trying to do? The absurdity of the situation hit him like a brick. Maybe it was best to call the whole thing off before it went any further.But before he could retreat, the younger man wrapped his arms around Suhan’s waist and murmured softly, “Wait… I think if you relax, it’ll work…”If I relax, it’ll work? Suhan’s eyes widened in disbelief. “Hold on, is this your first time?”Taking someone’s first time was a different matter entirely. It wasn’t like casually hooking up with someone experienced. The former might lead to complications, even emotional attachments Suhan wasn’t prepared to deal with. While unlikely in modern times for someone to demand, “You took my virginity, so take responsibility,” Suhan had no desire to risk being clung to because of this.When he asked the question nervously, the younger man’s eyes glistened with unshed tears.“Would it be a problem… if it is?”His damp eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings as he looked up at Suhan. In that moment, Suhan felt his tenuous grip on reason slip once more.“No, it’s not that it’s a problem…”The words had barely left his mouth when the younger man’s fingers pressed against his tight entrance, probing gently.“Ah—”The sudden intrusion made Suhan tense, but the younger man leaned in and pressed his lips against Suhan’s, softly licking at his lips as though coaxing him to relax. The movement was awkward, more endearing than erotic, but that didn’t matter.As Suhan exhaled a slow, deep breath, his body began to ease, allowing the man’s long fingers to explore further, brushing against the ridged walls of his uncharted depths.“Hah…”The sensation was alien, strange. Although Suhan was an omega, he had always maintained strict control over his instincts since his manifestation. Even during past sexual encounters, he had always been the one penetrating, much like a beta male. He had never entertained thoughts of marriage, children, or starting a family—sex was purely about satisfying a need.Thus, he had never considered engaging in intercourse as an omega, let alone prepared for it. That unfamiliarity left him vulnerable, his body responding sensitively to the foreign touch, trembling in ways that surprised even himself.“Wait, this feels…”Before Suhan could even voice the strange sensation, the young man carefully probed deeper inside him, his fingers brushing against a slightly firm, protruding spot. When he pressed down on it, Suhan gasped sharply.“Ah…!”The unexpected jolt of pleasure sent shivers down Suhan’s spine, and before he realized it, his arms were wrapped around the young man’s neck. Emboldened by Suhan’s reaction, the man added another finger and pressed the same spot again, more deliberately this time.“Does it feel good? Are you okay?”Is this supposed to feel good? Suhan’s head spun as his vision blurred slightly. The faint pleasure rising from deep within him intensified every time the young man moved his fingers, withdrawing them only to push back in with a slick squelch. It was a strange sensation—completely unlike the feeling of gripping his own shaft with his hand.“Ah… mm…”Unable to speak further, Suhan leaned his weight against the man, who let out a long sigh and pulled Suhan into a tight embrace. Their shared body heat was searing, almost burning. The younger man’s restrained urgency was palpable—he clearly wanted to push inside—but he held back, not wanting to hurt Suhan. Gritting his teeth, he continued to carefully stretch Suhan, scissoring his fingers to widen the passage.“Ungh…”Suhan squirmed, caught between the almost unbearable tension and the tantalizing pleasure. The opening was still impossibly tight, struggling to accommodate even three fingers. There was no way something as thick as the young man’s length would fit easily. Frustration built up in Suhan’s body, and he instinctively rocked his hips. Despite not having been penetrated yet, his arousal brushed against the man’s firm abdomen, sending a shudder through both of them.“Mm…”The contact against Suhan’s length made the younger man’s resolve falter. His fingers, which had been moving with care, grew rougher in their attempts to prepare Suhan. Surprisingly, Suhan welcomed the change. His body felt ready to receive anything the young man offered, every touch sparking pleasure that made him crave more.“Harder… it’s okay, you can go harder…”Suhan’s voice broke as he urged the man on, his words tumbling out in a moment of unfiltered desperation. As soon as the plea escaped his lips, the young man’s face flushed a deep crimson. You’re seriously blushing now? After everything you’ve been doing to me? Suhan bit down on his lower lip to suppress a smirk, momentarily amused by the contrast.The younger man, seemingly flustered, slid his fingers into Suhan’s mouth, as if telling him to stop biting his lip. Suhan chuckled inwardly, letting his tongue flick against the fingers before sucking them in, teasingly.At that moment, a slick gush of clear fluid overflowed from within, dripping down the man’s hand.“Please… just put it in already…”Suhan could no longer hold back and begged, his voice edged with impatience. Surely, by now, he was stretched enough to take it. The inner walls of his body pulsed, eager for something more substantial to fill them. Unable to suppress the mounting urge, Suhan whispered his request, causing the younger man to nod hesitantly, his face flushing again. His damp, light-brown hair was tousled and messy, prompting Suhan to reach up and sweep his bangs aside without thinking.“…”As their eyes finally met without obstruction, Suhan found himself taking a proper look at the man’s face for the first time. It felt absurd to notice now, in this moment, but the young man’s features stood out clearly in his vision. His delicate nose and doe-like eyes, filled with unrestrained desire, gazed back at Suhan.He really is annoyingly beautiful…He exuded an air of refinement that made Suhan wonder if he was some rich family’s sheltered child. Suhan, in contrast, had never been one for polished charm. His sharp personality always showed through his expressions, often giving off an intimidating or mischievous vibe no matter how much he smiled. But now, staring at someone who seemed so different from himself, Suhan couldn’t help but feel a strange sense of fascination.“…?”The young man blinked, tilting his head slightly as if sensing Suhan’s intent gaze. Then, as if to break the silence, he adjusted himself, brushing his tip against Suhan’s entrance again before speaking softly.“My name is Jo Yeonseo.”“…?”A name? Now? Suhan blinked, startled by the sudden introduction, and stared at Yeonseo in confusion. Yeonseo’s cheeks flushed again as he stammered, “If… if it hurts, call my name, Yeonseo. Stop me, okay?”What kind of preference is that? Suhan nearly laughed but managed to hold it back. Calling a name wasn’t exactly a difficult request. “Got it,” he replied with a nod, letting the name settle on his tongue. Jo Yeonseo. For some reason, it felt oddly familiar, like the sound of gentle waves lapping against the shore.Before he could dwell on the thought, the pressure at his entrance returned, snapping him back to the present. Yeonseo pushed forward again, the overwhelming girth stretching Suhan’s entrance painstakingly slowly.The preparation had helped, but the sensation was still intense, the tightness nearly unbearable. Even as Yeonseo managed to push the head inside, the fit was impossibly snug. Despite the slick wetness coating both of them, the sheer thickness of Yeonseo’s length made every inch a challenge.“Ah…!”When Suhan couldn’t help but moan, Yeonseo flinched in surprise. Fearing that he might stop if he thought Suhan was in pain, Suhan quickly reassured him.“It’s okay, keep going. If it’s really unbearable, I’ll kick you out.”Reassured, Yeonseo slowly nodded. Suhan found it a bit amusing that Yeonseo felt relieved by the idea of kicking him out, but he didn’t dwell on it. Yeonseo embraced Suhan’s body again, feeling his warmth, and slowly pushed himself back inside.The hole was so tight that the wrinkled walls felt like they were trying to bite off his cock. He wanted to thrust himself fully inside, but he knew he shouldn’t. He had to wait until Suhan’s body fully accepted him and his seed flowed out. Suhan let out a short breath, and a quick kiss landed on his forehead as if to say he was doing well. The spot where he received the child-like kiss felt hot, as if it had been burned.“Ugh….”Gaining a bit of courage, Yeonseo gently pressed Suhan down. Suhan’s handsome forehead wrinkled slightly. It was still a bit overwhelming, but not unbearably painful. Just a little more. Finally, Yeonseo pulled Suhan tightly and pressed him down onto his thighs.“Ugh, ha… ah….”Suhan’s head fell back, and his eyebrows furrowed. Finally, as Suhan tightly embraced his member, Yeonseo felt like he was about to come but managed to hold back. He noticed Suhan’s forehead, tense with concentration.“Does it hurt a lot?”Worried, Yeonseo checked Suhan’s expression, but Suhan shook his head weakly and grabbed Yeonseo’s wrist.“Not th-that much. It’s a bit better now, so move.”At Suhan’s request, Yeonseo nodded vigorously and carefully pulled his hips back. The hole, tightly gripping Yeonseo’s shaft, was tense and hard. Yeonseo pulled out about half an inch and then carefully pushed back in, eliciting a faint moan from Suhan.“Ha… ha, ugh….”Suhan’s breath grew ragged again. Yeonseo, gaining a bit more confidence, pulled out a little longer and then slowly thrust forward. The wet flesh made lewd sounds as it moved. Suhan, feeling the unfamiliar pleasure rising from within, quickly stroked his own erection.“Ah… ugh….”Yeonseo’s gaze fixed on Suhan’s busy hand. Suhan, trying to get used to Yeonseo’s size, relaxed his hole and met Yeonseo’s eyes, smiling bitterly.“Can you touch my cock too? I want to feel it in your hand.”The vulgar words coming from that handsome and intelligent face shocked Yeonseo, but he didn’t dislike it. He didn’t particularly like being called “Yeonseo-ssi,” but he enjoyed Suhan making any request of him.Yeonseo quickly nodded and wrapped his hand around Suhan’s shaft. The innocent-looking hand holding the obscene member gave Suhan a sense of doing something naughty, which he quite liked. He felt a superiority, as if he were corrupting a sheltered rich kid who had never experienced anything rough.“Ha… that feels good. Grab it a little harder, like when you do it alone.”At Suhan’s request, Yeonseo’s movements became more urgent. Worried that he might be the only one feeling good, Yeonseo stopped his hip movements and focused on stroking Suhan quickly. Suhan, feeling the intense pressure from both ends, let out a short breath and kissed Yeonseo’s tear-stained eyes as a reward. The salty taste lingered.“Ugh… ha… ugh… that feels good….”Now, Suhan was unconsciously moving his hips, slowly pulling out and pushing back in the shaft that filled him. The initial overwhelming pressure was now familiar, and the sensation of being filled made his toes curl. Adding to that, the sight of this innocent-looking young man, who couldn’t even say the word “masturbation,” stroking him urgently was incredibly arousing.“Ugh, wait a moment. Please relax a little….”Was it too stimulating? Yeonseo, his face contorted with anxiety, pleaded with Suhan. Suhan, who usually did the opposite of what he was told, wanted to do the opposite of Yeonseo’s desperate expression.“I’m trying….”That was actually a lie. Suhan deliberately tightened his inner walls and let out a rough breath, making Yeonseo blush deeply and bury his face in Suhan’s shoulder. Then, with the arm not holding Suhan’s shaft, he tightly embraced Suhan’s body.“Ah….”The heat where their bodies met was overwhelming. Suhan felt like he was going to pass out from the intensity. As he tried to lift his hips to pull away from Yeonseo, the cock that had been filling him halfway slid out almost completely. The corrugated inner walls were scraped by the ridge under the glans, providing a different kind of stimulation, but only for a moment. Suhan thought Yeonseo might be trying to escape, so Yeonseo pushed him back down, and the cock that had just slipped out thrust back in with a lewd sound.“Ah…!”Suhan’s body trembled from the pressure of being filled so deeply. Just having it inside him was exciting enough to make him come, but this sudden penetration brought a pleasure he had never imagined. He couldn’t do anything but accept this sensation. The intense gaze from Yeonseo made his cock twitch.“Did that feel good?” Yeonseo asked, his breath ragged, but Suhan couldn’t respond. Taking Suhan’s shocked reaction as a yes, Yeonseo pulled his hips back and thrust in again. The soft flesh inside wrapped around the shaft, quivering in excitement.“……!”Suhan curled his toes again, unable to handle the sensation. Yeonseo, now confident, smiled faintly and murmured, “I’ll do more for you…!”But this position was too much for Suhan. As he regained his senses, he spotted a sofa meant for entertaining guests.Suhan lay face down on the sofa, which sank under his weight, and accepted Yeonseo again. The cock thrusting deeply from behind moved roughly inside him. Immediately, a clear fluid spurted from the tip of Suhan’s cock. Yeonseo didn’t stop his thrusts, even as Suhan’s hands got messy. The fierce thrusts made Suhan moan loudly, sounds he couldn’t believe were coming from his own mouth.“Ah, huh… ugh, feels good, feels so good… ah…!”He didn’t care if the sounds were loud enough to be heard outside the office. In fact, the thought of someone listening made him tighten even more. Feeling this change, Yeonseo gripped Suhan’s hips tightly, overcome with the urge to come.“Yeonseo’s cock… ugh… feels so good inside me.”Suhan guided Yeonseo’s hand to feel his swollen belly. Yeonseo blushed deeply, feeling the obvious bulge. Despite his embarrassment, Yeonseo didn’t slow down his thrusts, trying to hold back his own orgasm.Finally, the swollen entrance squeezed Yeonseo’s glans tightly, and a hot sensation spread from within. Suhan felt the glans swelling, making it impossible to pull out.“Ah, ugh…!”He had never experienced this before, but he knew what it was. The clear purpose of impregnating an omega made Suhan feel an increasing pressure inside, his thighs trembling.“Ah, I’m sorry…! I can’t pull out now….”Yeonseo apologized, flustered and panicked. Why was he apologizing? Suhan found it amusing and gently stroked Yeonseo’s face, which looked like it was about to cry.“If it won’t come out, we have to keep going until it does. Maybe if you come a few more times, it will?”Suhan’s shameless words made Yeonseo’s cheeks flush even redder. How could someone be so embarrassed when they were doing such things? Suhan found it both ridiculous and adorable. He kissed Yeonseo’s lips softly and moved his hips gently.“Ah… huh….”Finally, as another moan escaped Yeonseo’s lips, Suhan came for the second time in Yeonseo’s hand. It was crazy, but he had no intention of stopping. Suhan had never felt anything so good in his life.About three weeks later, Suhan was kept awake at night by vivid memories of that embarrassing yet erotic moment. After barely escaping the abandoned factory, Suhan, of course, had no chance to meet or even contact the young man who had introduced himself as Jo Yeonseo.‘That guy was really hot, though.’But what could he do? Even the shameless Suhan knew that the young man lived in a different world, separated by an insurmountable wall. If he ever met the son of such a good family, his parents would probably offer him money to stay away from their son. Suhan laughed, imagining a scene from a morning drama.No matter how good the sexual chemistry was, the difference in their worlds was insurmountable. Suhan thought that maybe next time, he would try sleeping with another alpha, as he sat at his desk, shuffling through papers. The weather was not hot, but he felt strangely warm, and sweat beaded on his forehead.‘Is the ventilation bad these days? Why is it so hot?’Suhan fanned himself nonchalantly but soon recalled something he had learned in school health education: a rise in basal body temperature could be an early sign of pregnancy. He had certainly done things to warrant suspicion—many times, in fact. Even afterward, the inside had been so filled with semen that every thrust had caused it to spill out like a leaking faucet. The possibility was there, even if he hadn’t been in heat.Feeling like he’d been struck by lightning, Suhan quickly headed out to buy a test kit. On his way, he instinctively reached for a cigarette to ease his nerves but stopped himself, placing the pack back down before rushing out the door. A short while later, staring at the results in hand…‘…You’ve got to be kidding me.’The test showed two very clear lines, despite it being so early. As Suhan ran a hand through his hair in despair over this unexpected reality, his phone buzzed with a call from an unfamiliar number. Crap. It could be work-related, so he had no choice but to answer, even though he felt like the ground was falling out from under him. Putting aside his troubled thoughts, Suhan picked up the call, and a familiar voice greeted him.— Hello, is this Lee Suhan?What kind of timing is this? Suhan let out a short sigh and replied.“Yes, speaking.”At his curt response, the young man on the other end sounded noticeably relieved and said brightly:— I… I just wanted to thank you for saving me before…Saving him? That’s a very charitable way of putting it. What happened was far closer to him losing his mind and devouring the guy. Suppressing another sigh, Suhan responded.“Would you like to meet and talk in person? I can adjust to a time and place that works for you.”Barely had Suhan finished speaking before Yeonseo’s voice brightened even further. After agreeing on the address of a hotel lounge, they ended the call.Not long after, Suhan arrived at the meeting spot, intending to drop the bombshell news. However, the moment he did, Yeonseo broke into tears and started begging to take responsibility, leaving Suhan utterly bewildered. Wasn’t it him who had given the green light? Yet here Yeonseo was, apologizing profusely as if it were entirely his fault. While Suhan sat there dumbfounded, Yeonseo, now brimming with determination, began talking about baby names, preparations based on gender, the hospital for delivery, daycare options, and even elementary schools.“There’s no need to think that far ahead right now!”Suhan, alarmed, tried to calm him down. Yeonseo, with tear-streaked cheeks and fluttering, pretty eyes, looked at him and said:“Oh, you’re right. Filing the marriage registration should come first…! I’m so sorry for getting ahead of myself…”Wait, what? Suhan hadn’t even made up his mind to keep the baby, let alone settle on having it. But then Yeonseo went on, saying he hoped the child would be a daughter who resembled Suhan. All of Suhan’s resistance crumbled like foam on the shore.Well, should he just let himself get swept along? What Yeonseo did for a living, his background, or how Suhan would explain his less-than-ideal past—it all vanished from his thoughts the moment Yeonseo smiled at him with that beautiful face.