To Me, Who Doesn’t Love You

After that day, when Suhan had shouted his thoughts out loud on the beach, he started dragging Yeonseo down to the shore whenever he was bored. Though he wasn’t often bored, between school and studying, this wasn’t the bustling city but a pure, natural environment. In a town where the bus only came three times a day, finding entertainment was impossible, and since Suhan wasn’t particularly interested in video games, all he could do was help the stuttering kid with his homework or take walks around the house.A typical boy his age would probably be glued to the computer all day, but Suhan’s temper was too foul to deal with team play in games.‘Those idiots. Why do they act so cocky when they can’t do shit?’Even Suhan found it challenging to win when he had to carry four deadweights. Suhan’s talents lay more in his sharp tongue or his fists, not in gaming.‘What do you plan to become when you grow up?’Whenever teachers or other adults looked down at him with disdain and asked that, Suhan would think, “I’ll live better than your kid, even if I have to fight for it, so worry about your own problems.” But no matter what he thought, Suhan knew he never wanted to live like his father. That’s why, despite his cynical outlook on the future, he focused on studying. He knew all too well that studying was the only way to escape this crappy life.His father’s friends, who he had seen too many times growing up, used to laugh and say that Suhan had a decent enough face to make a living as a gigolo. But Suhan hated the idea of being dependent on someone else. He’d rather die than live a life where he had to cater to others’ feelings and beg for money. However, thinking about it didn’t change the fact that survival required skills, not unnecessary pride. It pissed him off that he had to smile despite his shabby secondhand laptop.While Suhan muttered curses at the sea, things he couldn’t say to himself, Yeonseo sat beside him, playing with the wet sand. He didn’t care that his cute little sandals were filling with sand.“Hey, you’re ruining your shoes.”At Suhan’s scolding, Yeonseo unbuckled his sandals, planning to wash them, and took a few steps toward the water. By now, more than a month had passed since Suhan came to stay, and it was fully spring. The sea was still too cold for a full dip, but the water wasn’t unbearable for his feet. Yeonseo splashed about, feeling the cold water rise from his soles to his ankles as he rinsed his sandals in the clear seawater.“Hey!”At the moment Suhan called out in an angry voice, a high wave crashed from behind, knocking Yeonseo off balance.“Oh…!”As Yeonseo struggled to speak, Suhan rushed over from a distance and grabbed him, practically tossing him onto the sand before diving to retrieve the sandals now floating farther out. Though it wasn’t too deep for Suhan, the wave had soaked him up to his waist.“Damn it…”Soaked in seawater but successful in retrieving the sandals, Suhan muttered curses under his breath as he walked back to shore.“Hah…”Despite his growing frustration, Suhan considered himself a living saint for not laying a hand on Yeonseo. If he had acted like that at Yeonseo’s age, he would have been beaten to a pulp. Not that it would have mattered, as getting beaten was part of his daily routine anyway.Thinking it would be less troublesome to clean Yeonseo up rather than explain to his parents why they were both soaking wet, Suhan knelt in front of Yeonseo without hesitation. He lifted Yeonseo’s small, soft foot onto his knee and carefully put the sandal back on. Then, to avoid letting Yeonseo’s feet touch the ground, he picked him up. Surprised, Yeonseo squirmed, trying to get free, but Suhan held him firmly, not letting go.“P-Please, p-put me d-down…!”Yeonseo desperately stammered, trying to resist, but Suhan’s grip was too strong. Ignoring whatever Yeonseo said, Suhan carried him with a blank expression. As Yeonseo felt the wet spots on his clothes grow cold, he also noticed the warmth of Suhan’s body, so hot it felt like it might burn him.“Shut up. Every time you talk, it gives me a headache.”At Suhan’s annoyed comment, Yeonseo obediently closed his mouth again. Suhan only set Yeonseo down when they reached the well-maintained stairs past the sand. A short while later, they arrived at the house, both dripping wet, and their parents were startled.“Oh my, did you both go into the sea?”Suhan now responded with considerable skill.“Yeonseo went into the water and fell, so I caught him. While catching him, his sandal came off, so I got a bit wet too,” Suhan explained.At that, the caretaker, watching from a distance, narrowed her eyes suspiciously. She seemed to suspect that Suhan might have harmed Yeonseo. Suhan smirked inwardly. Yeonseo, as if to confirm Suhan’s words, clung tightly to Suhan’s leg and nodded vigorously.“Oh dear, I’m sorry. It seems like you’re always having a hard time taking care of the little one…” Yeonseo’s mother said in a worried tone.Suhan responded with a friendly smile, “It’s fine. I had fun too.”He deliberately stroked Yeonseo’s soft cheek with his fingers, as if teasing, which only deepened the caretaker’s suspicious gaze. Suhan didn’t care what Yeonseo thought, but if he could annoy that bothersome woman, he was willing to play along.Of all the things he inherited from his father, Suhan thought his temperament wasn’t the worst. If someone hit him, he’d return it a hundred or thousand times in the way that would irritate them the most. Eventually, they’d either give up or beg him to stop. Suhan had survived so far by retaliating in this manner, so he thought it was a pretty effective method.“Yeonseo, don’t bother your Hyung too much.”The one thing that had changed in the couple’s attitude toward Suhan since the laptop incident was this. Before, their apologies felt more obligatory than sincere, as if they were pushing a button to make the words come out. But after the incident, Suhan could sense they were noticeably more cautious.Meanwhile, Yeonseo was gradually improving. He was no longer shut inside the house all the time, and he was catching up on his studies. He also enjoyed going out with Suhan. And the human heart is a strange thing—Suhan received another token of recognition for his diligence.“Wow, Suhan did great.”Even though it was a small school compared to those in Seoul or Gyeonggi Province, where kids were everywhere, being ranked first in the entire school wasn’t easy. Suhan found it amusing that his credibility was proven by a single number on the report card in the mailbox. If his grades had been bad, he would have been seen as a potential thief, or perhaps it would have just been seen as another misunderstanding.“Mr. Lee must be so proud. I can’t believe he’s doing so well without even attending an academy,” someone remarked.Suhan internally retorted, “It’s because I don’t have the luxury to play around like your son,” but he kept a bright smile on his face. Yeonseo was proud of Suhan. Although not as cool as his own brother, Yeonseo wanted more people to know how great Suhan was. He wondered if other adults would like Suhan if he could speak more clearly. In secret, before going to sleep, Yeonseo began practicing his pronunciation. As a result, within a week, he was finally able to call Suhan’s name clearly.“Su, Suhan hyung. Suhan hyung, hyung…”What’s going on now? Suhan frowned in confusion.“Suhan hyung…!”Yeonseo, successfully calling Suhan’s name without stuttering, smiled brightly and hugged Suhan’s waist.“What do you want now?”Suhan asked with a hint of irritation in his voice, but he didn’t push Yeonseo away. To Yeonseo, this was proof of Suhan’s kindness. He hugged Suhan tighter, wishing this happiness would last forever. He couldn’t afford to lose ‘hyung’ or ‘Suhan hyung.’After Suhan’s external activities became known, Yeonseo received another call from his parents. Although they spoke indirectly, the message was clear: they wanted to know if Suhan could return sooner. They had managed to hold off for nearly half a year, but they were reaching their limit. The Seosang Group needed Suhan. If he didn’t return, they would have to hire a new executive to fill his role. They couldn’t leave his position vacant or continue without a replacement.Yeonseo’s original plan was to completely sever ties with him. He wanted to use this opportunity to finally put an end to his entanglement with the Seosang Group. It was only for a brief time, about a year, that they had been tied together as a couple, and he intended to let go of it as if it had been just a fleeting dream. He deliberately kept his distance, trying not to get too attached, but he had never imagined that Suhan would show interest in him first.The idea of deceiving someone who had lost their memory by pretending to be their lover, as seen in movies and dramas, had crossed his mind. But the thought of mocking Suhan in such a way was something he couldn’t bring himself to do. He had watched Lee Suhan for far too long, and during all that time, he had secretly loved him. If he wanted to win Suhan’s heart through deception, he would have used other methods long ago. Yeonseo had now resolved to let him go completely. Letting go was always harder than holding on, and he needed a catalyst. The accident that had affected Suhan was enough to provide that catalyst.Fortunately, the memory-loss-stricken Suhan no longer showed much interest in cooking. It seemed like he was forcing himself to regain his interest in it, but it didn’t seem to be working. This was a relief. Since he was a capable person, he would do well in other fields. If he could live happily somewhere, as if the memory never returned, Yeonseo wouldn’t ask for anything more.But life often takes unexpected turns, and Yeonseo found himself repeatedly crushed by the unintentional blade Suhan had thrust into him.‘I like you, Jo Yeonseo.’But that “I like you” would eventually disappear, like foam breaking on the surface of the water, only to vanish without a trace once the waves calmed down. When Suhan’s memory returned, he would hate Yeonseo even more for daring to deceive him. Every time Suhan took a step closer, Yeonseo wanted to flee to the other side of the world. Please.‘Just come out and say it. That bastard should have died back then. How could he be so tenacious to survive? I thought he would leave on his own, but why is he still hanging around this house? Just say it.’At that moment, Yeonseo wanted to confess everything. No, the tenacious one who didn’t leave was me. I was the one who couldn’t let go of you. He wanted to scream these words, but as always, the sentences he formed in his mind never made it past his lips.‘But Jo Yeonseo, I think you’re seriously mistaken. I have no intention of divorcing, and I’m not leaving this house.’When Suhan first lost his memory, Yeonseo was bewildered by how different Suhan’s demeanor and personality were from what he remembered. The Suhan Yeonseo remembered had never been so relaxed, laid-back, or friendly. Suhan was used to pretending to be a good person for his own safety, but by the time they met again as adults, he didn’t even bother to fake it anymore. When he was younger, he wore the mask of a good kid because he had to in order to survive. Once survival was no longer an issue, he revealed his true self, which he found cumbersome to hide.No matter how much Yeonseo liked Suhan, it was impossible to sugarcoat the truth. Suhan was a master at hurting others, and even when he was looking after Yeonseo, no one could say he had a good temper. Yeonseo had heard the word “damn” countless times while living with Suhan, even in secret from his parents. Suhan was never kind by nature, nor was he patient or sociable.However, after losing his memory, Suhan seemed like a completely different person. It was unbelievable that he had even made friends at the hospital without being forced to. When Yeonseo heard from hospital staff that Suhan was frequently meeting someone in the outdoor garden, he secretly sought out Taeoh to see if Suhan had gotten into any arguments. But what he heard from Taeoh was shocking.‘He’s a nice person. Very sociable.’Was Suhan ever someone who could be described as “nice” by others? The usual comments about Suhan were more like:‘Not a bad person… Or maybe he is. But he’s good at his job.’ ‘He’s good at his job, but I wouldn’t want to be friends with him.’ ‘He’s reliable as an ally but someone you’d never want to face as an enemy.’ ‘How could you live with him? With that temper?’Most people either pitied or were astonished that Yeonseo was married to him. It was hard to believe that just by losing a single memory, Suhan seemed much more relaxed. He wasn’t swinging a sword as if he were about to fall off a cliff but instead was slowly, gradually trying to figure out who he was. It was hard to believe that he was the same person.‘Can I call you Yeonseo?’When he finally spoke Yeonseo’s name, Yeonseo felt his heart tighten, recalling the moment when Suhan had called him by name in front of their parents as children. And at that moment, he knew it was indeed the same person. Suhan instinctively knew better than anyone else how to crush someone’s heart.On the day Yeonseo ultimately couldn’t push Suhan away, he clung to him as if it were his last night. If they had a child, as Suhan provocatively suggested, maybe their relationship wouldn’t break even if his memory returned. Maybe he would continue to love him. But such a miracle was too much to hope for. Yet, if having a child with him could create a permanent bond that would never disappear, perhaps he could hold on to him that way. When Yeonseo entertained these impure thoughts, Suhan laughed.‘So, are you ready to be a dad?’Suhan provoked him, and Yeonseo could no longer resist. He left countless marks on Suhan’s body, biting and sucking as if he would never touch him again. In the end, he climaxed so much inside him that every time he moved his hips to thrust again, a thick, white fluid oozed out from within. Yeonseo rubbed Suhan’s stomach, pressing deeper inside, as if telling him to hold it in well. Suhan wrapped his legs around Yeonseo’s waist, pulling him closer with his entire body.Even after spending almost a whole day falling asleep from exhaustion only to ignite their passion again, it still wasn’t enough. The desires he had barely suppressed until now began to overflow uncontrollably once they were unleashed.Every time Yeonseo clung to him, pleading and begging, Suhan would move his hips as if he had no choice, teasing him. Yeonseo wanted to devour him whole—or be completely consumed by him. After all, he had long since surrendered his entire remaining life to Suhan.After a long and winding journey, Yeonseo found himself in a situation where he had to muster even more strength. He needed to hold Suhan’s place until his memory returned, ensuring that Suhan wouldn’t feel abandoned or discarded by Seosang when he eventually regained all his memories. Now, Yeonseo couldn’t let Suhan go either. He wanted to say that he had tried desperately to let go, but it was Suhan who had held on to him. It was Yeonseo who had wanted to beg Suhan to let him go. But when Suhan laughed and said that he had missed the chance to leave, Suhan simply smiled.‘Well, that’s good. I was so anxious that I couldn’t even sleep, afraid you might run away.’There was no way Yeonseo could endure without loving him.“…So, the gap in the second-half project is currently the biggest issue. We need a project leader to lead the collaborative item planning for this winter season. Is there any team willing to volunteer?”It was a task that Suhan had personally overseen until recently. The chances of volunteers stepping forward were slim. The meeting was winding down, and it seemed like they would just have to set another date for a follow-up meeting without any progress. Everyone sighed, relieved that it wouldn’t be them, when suddenly a hand was raised.“I’ll take it on.”Everyone in the conference room was wide-eyed with surprise.It was understandable. The previous holder of the position had been none other than Director Lee, so everyone avoided the role, fearing the repercussions later on. And considering Jo Yeonseo’s previous position within the company, it was even more surprising.It was an open secret that the chairman and his wife trusted Director Lee more than their own son. While Lee Suhan was incredibly competent, it was also true that they had raised their son in a rather sheltered manner. It seemed they never intended to groom him as a proper business leader from the start, and everyone knew why. After all, some things in life can’t be fixed with money.About 20 years ago, when a fire consumed an entire house in a wealthy residential village where prominent business figures in Seoul lived, rumors spread like wildfire. The eldest son, who had been pressured to take over the group, was said to be the one who started the fire. While the first media reports labeled it an accident, repeated investigations concluded it was arson. The fact that the child who had been hailed as the most upstanding of all the second-generation heirs had committed such an act made it even more sensational.After losing their eldest son to academic stress, the couple moved to the countryside to protect their younger son. People loved this story of a chaebol family that went to such lengths to protect their remaining child. Even today, it’s a popular topic on various talk shows, often cited as the tragic story of a corporate heir.Everyone within Seosang Group knew that this protected younger son was Assistant Manager Jo Yeonseo. He had been fortunate enough to be smart and attend a prestigious school, but having been raised like a delicate flower in a greenhouse, his character was fundamentally not very strong. He lacked the aggressive drive that others had. His spouse compensated for this lack.For instance, if the team project required laying off unnecessary staff, Jo Yeonseo would try to accommodate as many people as possible by cutting his salary. Meanwhile, Director Lee Suhan would follow the proper procedures and dismiss the unnecessary personnel without any hesitation. In culinary terms, their roles were clear: Lee Suhan was the one who directed, wielded the knife, and stood before the heat, while Jo Yeonseo backed him up and prepared the ingredients. Since joining the company, Jo Yeonseo had never once taken the lead.“Uh… Assistant Manager Jo, are you sure you’re okay with this?”Of course, there wasn’t a more suitable person for this role. No matter how strict Director Lee Suhan was, would he really fire his own husband and the potential future owner if he didn’t like the work? Although, knowing Suhan, it didn’t seem entirely impossible, Jo Yeonseo was in a much safer position than the other employees. At the very least, getting fired wouldn’t threaten his livelihood.“Yes, I’ll take it on.”Jo Yeonseo wasn’t an incompetent or lacking individual; he simply happened to be overshadowed by someone extraordinarily talented. Compared to others of his age or experience level, he was actually quite capable. In a way, this could even be an opportunity for him, though there were still some doubts.‘Aren’t they living in the same house? Couldn’t he just work from home?’Was he deliberately trying to reduce Director Lee ’s role within the company? Curiosity among the staff only grew. No one could have guessed that the reason the person in question couldn’t work was something completely unexpected.* * *“Welcome home.”As soon as Yeonseo opened the door, a familiar voice greeted him, and he instinctively looked toward the dining table. Suhan was there, smiling up at Yeonseo, having prepared the ingredients for dinner as discussed earlier.“Have you thought about the homework I gave you?”As soon as Yeonseo stepped inside, Suhan pressed him for an answer, prompting Yeonseo to quickly retreat to the bedroom to change clothes before emerging again, stammering.“I’ve thought of a few things…”“And?”“I’m not sure if you’ll like them.”Suhan found Yeonseo’s shy demeanor both amusing and endearing. How could someone so bashful be such a beast in bed? Even though days had passed since that night, the sensation of being so tightly filled that it felt like he might tear was still vivid. That pretty face, and yet he had such a… well, it felt almost like a cheat. Of course, if asked whether he liked it or not, he’d definitely say he liked it.Usually, Yeonseo was so obedient, as if he would do anything he was told, but at the last moment, he surprised Suhan by taking control and begging to do it one more time.“What did you come up with?”Suhan handed Yeonseo an apron as he asked. Yeonseo hesitated and didn’t answer right away.“Um…”“As long as it’s not something like ‘Chukbok, ‘Saengmyung,’ ‘Tuntun-ie,’ or ‘Bokmyung,’ it’s fine.”Yeonseo was startled by how quickly nearly half of the names he had considered were dismissed, and he muttered to himself.“Byul… gang…”“And next, what? Hae, Dal, San, and Pan?”To his surprise, two of those names were actually ones Yeonseo had seriously considered. His eyes widened in shock, and Suhan, seeing this, burst into laughter.“Really? You’re not joking?”“…I’ll think about it again.”As Yeonseo’s face turned pale in real-time, Suhan laughed so hard that his shoulders shook.“Well, it’s just a nickname for now, not the real name…”Still, since they were going to choose one, wouldn’t it be nice to pick something pretty? Instead of names like “Tosil” or “Podong” that would only be used during pregnancy, he wanted a name that could later be used as a nickname even after the child was born. While Suhan was lost in thought, Yeonseo cautiously brought up another name he hadn’t mentioned yet.“Then… how about ‘Bada’?”“Bada?”Nicknames usually had double consonants or strong sounds so that babies could easily recognize them. But maybe that wasn’t necessary. Among the names Yeonseo had suggested, this one seemed to be Suhan’s favorite.“Yes. If you don’t like it, I can think of some more.”As Yeonseo hesitated, trying to retract the suggestion, Suhan smiled and hugged him tightly from behind.“No, Bada is good. It’s cute.”Yeonseo felt a sense of relief. He had saved this name for last, fearing rejection, so he was glad Suhan liked it. Feeling suddenly shy, Yeonseo gently pushed Suhan’s hands off his shoulders and muttered.“It’s not certain yet…”Suhan raised an eyebrow and grinned at that.“Oh, so we should keep trying until it’s certain?”When Suhan suddenly slipped his hand inside the front of Yeonseo’s apron, Yeonseo jumped, startled, and tried to pull away, but Suhan was quicker, preventing him from moving. Suhan’s hand slowly traced down from Yeonseo’s lower belly, slipping beneath the waistband of his underwear, and Yeonseo could feel his body tensing up. The warmth pressing against his back was suddenly overwhelming, making resistance futile. Suhan whispered playfully in his ear.“Yeonseo, I know saying this makes me sound like a real pervert…”As Suhan’s deep voice brushed against the nape of his neck, Yeonseo couldn’t deny the arousal that had taken hold of him.“But how about you just say, ‘I can’t do this because I have a husband,’ just once, hmm?”“Ugh, Suhan…!”Suhan’s hand moved in a blatantly suggestive manner, stroking Yeonseo’s now fully erect member. Startled, Yeonseo tried to break free from Suhan’s embrace and turn around, but Suhan tightened his grip on Yeonseo’s shoulders, holding him in place. It was almost frightening how strong he was, considering he had once been so fragile.“Just say the word, and I’ll go down on you.”Yeonseo had no idea where this particular kink had come from. He could understand Suhan’s occasional displays of affection, as Suhan had always been a somewhat tender-hearted person, but this playful and provocative side was something Yeonseo had never imagined.If Suhan were aware of it himself, he might be horrified, but Yeonseo’s fantasies about sex with Suhan had always been much more passive and reserved. Not that he minded, of course. The idea of Suhan taking him in his mouth, of saying such a thing, was something even Suhan himself would have never imagined before losing his memory.“It’s fine, really…”Yeonseo twisted his body, at least trying to suggest they move to the bedroom, but it was no use. Suhan seemed to be enjoying himself.“Do you really live alone in this big house? It seems a bit too big for just one person…”With Suhan’s whispered words in his ear, Yeonseo finally lost his self-control.The confident smirk on his face, as if telling him to speak quickly, was overly provocative. How could a person be so seductive? Yeonseo wanted to wipe his face dry several times, but both his arms were trapped in Suhan’s embrace, leaving him helpless. At the very least, he could have been allowed to cover his face. Yeonseo turned his head to the side and muttered softly.“My… my husband will be… coming home soon…”Suhan had to swallow his curses inwardly. Damn it. He’s going further with it, applying something he didn’t even ask for. He was so cute that Suhan wanted to kiss him right away, but he had to keep the promise he made.“Ha. You really…”Though it seemed like he was reprimanding him, Suhan’s smirk grew wider, and Yeonseo averted his gaze, pretending not to notice.“You told me to do it, Suhan.”Suhan wanted to correct him to say “Suhan-hyung” instead of “Suhan,” but he didn’t have the luxury to argue about that right now. Instead, he untied the knot at Yeonseo’s waist, letting the apron fall to the floor, revealing the front filled with hands and his erection. Suhan quickly undid Yeonseo’s pants buckle and pulled down his trousers. The exposed erection stood tall without any shame. Suhan turned Yeonseo around, making him stand with his back to the sink, and knelt down in front of him.“Ha…”As Suhan’s scarred hands, from using knives, ran along the length of his erection, clear fluid began to seep from the tip. What had he done to be leaking like this already? Suhan suppressed the urge to tease him and kissed the tip of the head. As his lips gently enveloped the tip, drawing it in, Yeonseo’s abs and thighs tensed up. Suhan lingered for a moment, swirling his tongue around the head before using his teeth to pull down the underwear that was half-hanging on Yeonseo’s hips.“Wait, it’s in the way…”Then, he took the entire erection into his mouth again. Unlike before, he could clearly see how much was left, which made him tense up even more. I think I can go deeper. As Suhan slowly wrapped his tongue around the shaft and moved closer, Yeonseo’s hot breath hit the top of his head. Without looking up, Suhan guided Yeonseo’s hand to rest on his shoulder. The deeper Suhan went, the more Yeonseo’s fingers on his shoulder trembled.“Mmm… slurp…”Suhan pushed in just to the point where he was about to gag, then slowly stimulated the entrance as if sucking on candy. To go further, he would have to open his throat or something, but he wasn’t sure about that. Even though he hadn’t taken in even half of it, the thick, bulging veins along the angry erection scratched his inner walls, making him recall that sensation.‘His face is so pretty, but how is his dick…’While it might be functionally impressive, it was an intimidating-looking erection. It wasn’t just that it made you wonder if it could really fit. In the end, Suhan was thankful that he liked the way those prominent ridges stimulated his insides and the entrance, but it didn’t match with his pretty face at all.‘Well, having a boner doesn’t match his face either.’He looked like some pure, innocent fawn, but ever since he lost his virginity, he would fuck until his lower half was sore and even knot him twice, so the mismatch was the same.“Ah, ugh…”As Suhan watched Yeonseo’s erection intently with his half-lidded eyes, Yeonseo felt the urge to hide away somewhere. But more than the embarrassment, the fact that Suhan was sucking and savoring his length made him want to release right then and there.Suhan was the pickiest person he knew when it came to taste. Someone who had met him for work once said that being with Suhan felt like being evaluated no matter where they went, making him the number one person they didn’t want to have a meal with. When Suhan was younger, he used to eat anything that wouldn’t kill him, but once his situation improved, he wouldn’t even touch anything that didn’t meet his standards, sending it straight to the trash instead. It honestly didn’t feel real that someone like Suhan, who was so picky, was now taking in his length, licking and sucking each vein.“Mmm… slurp…”Even the sound of Suhan wiping away or swallowing the saliva that sometimes dripped down his chin was so sensual that it made Yeonseo’s toes curl. Finally, as Yeonseo unintentionally grabbed Suhan’s neck, Suhan felt a shiver run through his entire body. Then, with a smile, Suhan sucked hard, licking up all the precum collected inside the tip, before pulling away with a grin.“What were you trying to do just now?”Yeonseo couldn’t answer. He couldn’t admit that he wanted to thrust deeper into Suhan’s mouth.“Hmm? Jo Yeonseo, you little brat…”Though Suhan had been berating him since earlier, he looked absolutely delighted. As Suhan stood up and kissed him, Yeonseo quickly wrapped his arms around Suhan’s waist. Without any prompting, they began to undress each other. Before long, Suhan, who had taken off his pants, grabbed the table, turned around, and spread his legs, showing the wet hole between them.“Your husband will be back soon. Hurry.”“Ha.”You’re still playing that game? Yeonseo bit his lip and pulled Suhan’s inner thigh to expose it fully, then rubbed the tip of his erection against the slick entrance. The opening, which should have been tightly closed, softly wrapped around the tip. As Yeonseo, surprised, tried to pull back, Suhan grabbed his wrist and wouldn’t let go.“I wanted to do it quickly, so I loosened it up in advance…”Yeonseo almost screamed in reflex. How can someone be so, so seductive? Suhan had always been someone who could make him hard just by looking at him, but that was largely because of the lewd fantasies running through Yeonseo’s mind. To others, Lee Suhan might appear sensual in appearance, but the intense things he did with that sharp tongue made it impossible for anyone to think of him that way. Even those who had a masochistic streak would want to run away, thinking this was too much.Even though Suhan had lost his memory, Yeonseo never expected him to be this proactive and to have such a kinky side. Overwhelmed with excitement, Yeonseo felt blood rushing to his head as he thrust himself into Suhan’s soft flesh. The overwhelming sensation, different from when Suhan’s lips tightened around him, made his lower abdomen twitch uncontrollably.“Ugh, haah…”As Yeonseo’s thick shaft pushed forward inside him, Suhan began to breathe heavily. Yeonseo wrapped his arms around Suhan’s back, one hand gripping his erection, while the other teased his left nipple. The soft nub hardened after a few gentle strokes, spinning under Yeonseo’s fingers.“Ah…!”Suhan’s inner walls tightened around the shaft in response, seemingly pleased with the stimulation.“Ha, ugh…”As Yeonseo began to move his hips, slowly stroking Suhan’s erection, Suhan’s back arched stiffly. It was quite pathetic how they were clinging to each other in the kitchen, only having hastily removed their lower clothes. But it didn’t matter. As the wet, animalistic sounds grew louder, the pace quickened, and Suhan, now somewhat accustomed to the tight penetration, smiled and muttered.“It seems your husband… ugh, doesn’t… do this kind of thing for you.”As if referring to some imaginary husband, Suhan’s pointed words prompted Yeonseo to respond by kissing the back of his neck instead. The sensation of a light bite, almost as if in warning, sent chills down Suhan’s spine. Suhan then moved his hips, thrusting out of sync with Yeonseo, and mocked him again.“Leaving such a pretty husband all alone, huh? What a bad person. Ah…!”At that moment, Yeonseo’s glans thrust deeply into the swollen inner entrance, causing Suhan to tremble and hold his breath as his inner thighs quivered.“Ugh, ah, ugh…!”What, are you telling me not to badmouth your husband right now? Suhan was about to scoff when Yeonseo suddenly tightened his strong arms around him, lifting him off the ground while still inside him.“…!?”Suhan was briefly startled as his feet suddenly left the floor. Yeonseo leaned in close to his ear and whispered.“Let’s go to the bed. To the bed.”There was an unspoken sentence that followed.‘Because we might get hurt here.’