Tired Of Living As An Omega

 

‘You…… You son of a bitch who repays kindness like an enemy.’

 

I guess I’ll never comfort you again. I was about to say something, but my arms were caught. It was thanks to Chae Yoon-chan, who has quick reflexes.

 

“That, that I didn’t mean for you to fall. What beta is wanting to be picked like omega. Are you a paper man?”

 

‘Is this an apology or a curse…….’

 

I want you to do one or the other. Why did you cry while showing your weak side?

 

“I’m not weak, but you’re too strong. If you’ve got your act together, get to work. Because you raked the least.”

 

“Do you mean I’m last?!”

 

“Yoo Yi-seo and Baek Do-jun are already done. So is Joo Tae-kang.”

 

“Ugh….”

 

Pointing toward the three alphas, there was a neatly arranged field. Since I was farming alone, I gave them all the land I was farming at the same rate of 1/n, but these humans did it right away after learning the trick.

 

‘They’re scary people.’

 

I removed the fertilizer and gave manure to the ground, but Chae Yoon-chan didn’t say things like it smelled. Equipment to avoid sunlight was also accepted with a frown.

 

“I, I can do it!”

 

“Yes. That’s the new oar of a steady new sl…… No, like a worker. It’s great.”

 

“You were going to say slave, right?”

 

“No. How can I say such nonsense to you who give me sacred labor in return?”

 

I mechanically clapped at Yoo Yi-seo’s sharp question and gave a compliment that was not like a compliment. Chae Yoon-chan glared at me as he plowed the field with a pitchfork again. If I say no, that’s enough.

It was better to be cheeky now than to be discouraged like before. It was nice to see you again.

 

“You’ll see. I’ll make sure to stick here for a long time and make you go home eventually.”

 

“Sure. Try your best.”

 

I thought of something else as I answered in a sour way.

 

‘It feels like my house is beyond the dimension…….’

 

If I listen to it, I will have to bow to Chae Yoon-chan, calling him an old man for life. I don’t think I can go back forever, so I’m just living here and farming.

 

“I know you’re laughing! I know it all!”

 

“I’m telling you I’m not.”

 

……It gave me goosebumps to hear that they would let me go back to ‘home’ over here. How long until I stick like a tick?

 

“But more than that, didn’t you just speak formally to me?”

 

“No, I don’t think so.”

 

What? Was it auditory hallucination?

 

Chae Yoon-chan also became a steady worker after the incident. He was still clumsy because he was still grumpy and tactless, but the change in attitude was a big change.

 

“Can’t they just quit and run away at night?”

 

It was a very undesirable growth for me. If I knew this would happen, I would have gone out in Spartan fashion without patting myself on the back.

 

‘Roll it until they go out on their own.’

 

At the pinnacle of this vicious farmer’s strategy, I decided to use the gongs to fulfill my ambitious plan to build an orchard.

 

The fruit trees purchased in advance were apples, peaches, and grapes. I wanted to eat it when it was the season to harvest, so I airlifted a grown tree and procured it by truck.

 

The truck driver, Mr. Kim, worked hard. Secretary Choi found the employee again this time and sent them after finding good fruit trees here and there.

 

“Young master! I brought the fruit tree you ordered. I only brought it in a strong and good variety!”

 

“Thank you, Mr. Kim. I can eat delicious fruits in summer and autumn.”

 

The thought of making greens and jam made me thrilled. If the strawberries were also harvested, I could buy wine and make a warm bangsho, so my heart was pounding.

 

I was excited in a different way.

 

‘This time, it will be a labor that will make the gongs run away.’

 

Of course, it wasn’t just an optimistic imagination.

 

‘You can’t mess around with making orchards.’

 

Fruit trees had to be protected from pests and various natural disasters. Money can cover up pests. However, it was difficult to guarantee a typhoon or heavy rain.

 

Mr. Kim also said this to me with kind eyes as if he knew what I was thinking.

 

“Don’t overdo it, young master. I’ve seen a lot of friends who thought it would be easy to farm orchards and lost their money.”

 

“I know, mister. But since it was my dream, I’m going to try it.”

 

The orchard that was originally used at home was a psychological fence for me, and it was also a means of tying me to the house where I live now in a more familiar sense of belonging.

 

I was going to have the gongs plant the trees, build a fence, spray pesticides, and everything else. If it’s a real battle to grow fruit trees in hell, then those muscular and tireless gongs are going to regret it soon.

 

‘I’ll make you beg me to go home.’

 

In that way, when all the gongs ran away, I was going to call a person to plant fruit trees, and use drones to spray the pesticides.

 

I didn’t feel good slaving over the gongs like this either. It was very uncomfortable to have them farm, even though they could use the latest farming tools.

 

‘If we keep going like this, I’ll be exhausted first.’

 

I didn’t think about how to deal with that. Because this situation itself was like a set of variables.

 

While caressing the apple tree in confusion, Mr. Kim asked me a question.

 

“Sometimes I don’t know why you come all the way to the countryside and claim to be a hard worker when you can live comfortably.”

 

Mr. Kim’s question was reasonable. Chairman Seong was curious about the cause of my behavior, and the hard-working gongs followed.

 

“It’s just because I like it. I know that I can play and eat for the rest of my life with the money I have, or I can spend the rest of my life in luxury while traveling around the world as if I were eating.”

 

Above Seong Chan Young, there were three alphas older sisters. It is the same as implicitly declaring that I will give up being a successor, so I have only one life left.

 

“It may seem strange, but I like living in this way. I’ve been wanting to do it for a long time. A life where I can pick fresh fruits, cook rice with the rice I harvested, and proudly send crops to my acquaintances.”

 

Other people’s eyes were not important to a healthy life that they hoped for. They could call me a freak if they want. It was a cheap price to pay if I could do what I wanted.

 

“You seem to be the most unusual but happy man I have ever seen.”

 

“Thank you, haha.”

 

“You also talk like an old man in the world sometimes.”

 

“I talk like an old man, don’t I?”

 

It was something I often heard in my original world. Being sick and confined to the hospital room or my bedroom for a long time, I was prone to narrow thinking and a small world.

 

But I didn’t want to be that way, so I desperately absorbed my knowledge to consider and learn other people’s positions. That’s why watching my parents and siblings farming from afar, it was beneficial for me to create a feeling of being together, even if I couldn’t join them.

 

‘And a love of farming came into being.’

 

My affection or motivation for farming was close to the result of a desire to be with my family in the past.

 

“That’s why I don’t like them helping me with my work.”

 

They don’t have a healthy body and affection for farming from the beginning, but when I see them doing well only because they are curious about the changed me, my intestines seem to get twisted.

 

Mr. Kim said to me.

 

“But I’m glad that you seem to be as active as your peers after they came.”

 

“What?”

 

For the first time, Mr. Kim was disappointed. How can you say that when I hate them and want to avoid them?

 

Even after seeing my cold eyes, Mr. Kim added like a loyal subject.

 

“I thought it was not good for you to be here alone.”

 

“There are employees. I call Secretary Choi when I need to, and I know the villagers.”

 

“I know that, but they are not your friends. As young as you are, you have to experience a lot with your peers, but I don’t think you want to go out of here. It’s my opinion.”

 

“…….”

 

I felt speechless.

 

I was trying to isolate myself now. It was enough to just avoid gongs or Seo Eun-soo, but he was avoiding others more than that.

 

‘When I first came here, I didn’t even think about bringing in an employee.’

 

I didn’t even consider it at all. I took this for granted, and I forced myself to do everything alone.

 

I didn’t think there was a problem at the time, but it was strange. Why would I be alone?

 

Farming was fine if I built as much as I could. I had to pay Secretary Choi to get supplies.

 

‘But being all alone—what’s the difference between this and being trapped on a deserted island?’

 

I vividly remember looking at the leaves on the branches at the end of autumn, while reading the novel “The Last Leaf” in the hospital room alone. How old was I then? There were only lonely and painful feelings in those days.

 

Bloody hell, I was foreshadowing death then. I was safely discharged from the hospital and returned home, but I didn’t know at the time. I really believed I was going to die, and I was sad to think how much the rest of us would suffer if I died.

 

Thinking this far, I could realize where my tendency to be alone came from.

 

“Thank you, Mr. Kim. I’ll refer to it.”

 

“I’m sorry if I intrude too presumptuously. I brought it up because I wanted you to be happy, but your expression became too serious.”

 

“It’s alright. It’s because it reminded me of the past.”

 

I know what Uncle Kim’s worries are. At this point, wouldn’t it be better to go up to those gongs and say,

 

‘Leave it as a hobby.’

 

But it was difficult. I’m a stranger, and I wanted to stay on the sidelines. As long as I knew the content of the original, I could never keep up with them in changing the flow.

 

“I have a situation. If I follow them, I’ll be in trouble.”

 

“……did those alpha men persecute you?”

 

Well, it was exactly the opposite. It’s more correct to say that I stress them out, making them want to run away.

 

Unable to speak, I only smiled vaguely and Uncle Kim began to have some strange misunderstandings.

 This chapter is really a surprise.

Having Chan-young's issue addressed outwardly for the very first time, it just feels so odd? bizarre? unexpected? to witness it.

I'm just so glad he's realized he has issues now. I hope we can see him get better and be happy.

I'm rooting for you, Chan-young!❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------P.S Check out "I Became A Kindergarten Friend Of The Main Shou."

Chapter 1 is already uploaded so you can see if it's to your taste or not. Thank you. <3