The Vicious Female Support Wants to Quit

15. Doubts

In the morning, the birds were resting on the branches, chattering in a language that only they could understand. At this time, the curtains of the small apartment were suddenly pulled open. Perhaps venting his inner emotions, the man pulled the curtains with great force and made a “clatter” sound. The birds outside the window were startled by the sound, flapping their wings and leaving in twos and threes.

   The girl’s voice revealed an indisputable impatience: “It’s annoying.”

 After confirming that the annoying voice outside the window had completely vanished, she casually grabbed a handful of hair, then turned back to the bed. When she saw the white medicine bottle on the bedside table, her face just softened a little, but it still didn’t look good.

 The first time could be said to be an accident, but several times, she did not believe that he did not do it on purpose. Last night, she told him thousands of times and reminded him at the last minute, but he still shot inside her like last time.

 What was the matter with him? He knew that he could get her to take the pill, so he didn’t care?

 It was so confusing, forget it she won’t do it next time if he doesn’t wear a condom.

 Last night, he tirelessly demanded from her again and again, from the underground garage, to the living room, to the bed… She was knocked out by him again.

Gu Ningyou felt that her evaluation of his “crazy” could be added with another point. She only discovered during these two sexual affairs that Pei Siyuan was also quite crazy in bed. Once he started, it would be endless. It was useless for her to beg him.   

Yesterday’s Pei Siyuan once gave her a feeling that he was really crazy. Several times, when he pulled her legs open and pressed her under him again, she felt that Pei Siyuan really wanted to let her die under him.   

He really went too far yesterday. When she went to draw the curtains just now, she felt that her legs were trembling, and her private part also hurt a little. She suspected that he had injured it there.

 She was thinking about whether to take off her panties or not, when a shadow fell in front of her eyes. Looking at the man’s trouser in front of her, she didn’t react for a moment.

 Pei Siyuan’s voice sounded above her head: “Awake?”

 “Yuan?” Gu Ningyou raised her head as if she had just woken up from a dream, and only when she saw Pei Siyuan’s face, she was convinced that she was not dreaming, “Didn’t you leave? How…”

 “I didn’t leave, I just went to buy something.”

 Pei Siyuan handed her the bag in his hand, and Gu Ningyou took it smoothly – inside were steaming fried buns, tea eggs, and soy milk.

 She looked at the bag in her hand, and was a little confused, not because he bought her breakfast, but because…

  The packaging bag in her hand was the exclusive bag of her favorite store.  

And the breakfast he bought for her was also the one she usually eats the most.  

Was it a coincidence? But that breakfast shop was far from her home, and there were many people every morning, so it always takes a long queue to buy it… Was Pei Siyuan the kind of person who has the patience to line up? Just to buy her breakfast?

   And how would he know he likes to eat these ……

 Maybe she was still dreaming.  

“Yuan, you…” Gu Ningyou hesitated for a while, thinking about what to say to make it appear that she wasn’t being self -indulgent, but in the end she just asked, “Have you eaten?”

 “Hmm.” Gu Ningyou didn’t ask but Pei Siyuan seemed to have guessed the doubts in her heart, and rarely said a few more words, “It was too early, only this store was open, so I just bought some casually.”

 “…Oh.” Sure enough, it was her own thoughts, also, how could Pei Siyuan know what she likes?   

After the loss, there was some uncontrollable joy in her heart. Although he didn’t buy her favorites on purpose, it was a fact that he bought her breakfast. In the past, he rarely took the initiative to buy anything for her.  

Once again, she felt that Pei Siyuan was very good to her.  

Trying to ignore the throbbing in her heart due to his rare tenderness, Gu Ningyou lowered her head and didn’t look at him, lest she sees his face and get even more excited, “Yuan, thank you.”  

“Okay, after eating I will apply medicine to you.”  

“What medicine?”

Gu Ningyou looked up suspiciously, only to see that he was still holding a bag in his hand, which contained a long box. It looked like the kind of ointment sold in a drugstore.

 Gu Ningyou immediately responded, “This… I… don’t need it, Yuan, or I’ll do it myself, you… It’s getting late now, you’ll be late for work… …that, in fact, I don’t feel uncomfortable at all…”

 The more Gu Ningyou spoke, the more anxious she became, and she began to speak incoherently.

 “It doesn’t matter.” Pei Siyuan said, “Let’s eat first.”

But he made her not in the mood for breakfast… 

As soon as she thought of what was going to happen next, Gu Ningyou felt very flustered. Even if she had done more intimate things with him, she also felt that it was a bit shameful to show her private part so carelessly in front of a man…

Until she finished breakfast and was pushed down on the bed by him, her panties removed by him, and the fingers smeared with cold ointment touched her body, her heart remained chaotic.

 “Yuan…is this okay?” Gu Ningyou restrained her urge to moan, the coldness of the ointment and the fiery heat of her body formed a stark contrast, but he applied it slowly and abrasively. She suspected that he was deliberately torturing her again.

 “Relax.” Pei Siyuan’s voice was very low, “My fingers are all sucked by you and can’t move.”

 Pei Siyuan’s words were explicit and erotic, making Gu Ningyou blushed, and she nervously grabbed the bed sheet underneath her, gritted her teeth and separated her legs a little further, trying to convince herself that this was not something ambiguous, it had nothing to do with love, it was just a simple medication.

 No, I’m still so ashamed…

 Gu Ningyou closed her eyes, she didn’t know what was wrong with her, under Pei Siyuan’s actions, she actually gave birth to such a secret pleasure…

 Don’t touch it, don’t touch it ……

 She was too embarrassed to speak out, only praying silently in her heart, praying that this long torture that seemed to have no end would end as soon as possible. When Pei Siyuan withdrew his fingers, she breathed a sigh of relief. 

Fortunately, she didn’t make a fool of herself in front of him.  

Don’t know if he found out…   

Gu Ningyou raised her head slightly to look at Pei Siyuan’s face. Due to the distance, she couldn’t see the expression on his face very clearly, only to see him getting up as if her naked body was nothing.  

“I’m going to the bathroom.” 

Guess he didn’t find out…   

After applying the ointment, the discomfort in the body also dissipated a lot. Gu Ningyou tidied up her clothes, and took a few tissues to wipe the water stains on the bed. Only then did she feel that a lot of shame had disappeared from her heart. However, when she finished all this, the sound of water in the bathroom had not stopped.  

Why does it take so long for him to wash his hands?

 Between doubts, she seemed to hear Pei Siyuan’s faint breathing mixed with the sound of water, and realizing the reason behind it, Gu Ningyou’s face turned red again.

 No, is that what she thought?

 She really couldn’t imagine that kind of scene…

When Pei Siyuan came out, he was neatly dressed as always, with a light expression on his face. Seeing him like this, Gu Ningyou wanted to be tough for a moment and wanted to press him like he did to her yesterday, but in the end, she gave up that thought.

 She dare not.

 Still afraid of him.

 Still so timid ah…

After being sent to the university gate by him, Gu Ningyou waved him goodbye, Pei Siyuan hummed and said, “I’m going on a business trip in the next few days, I will pick you up on Friday afternoon.”

 …Has he been annoyed by her to such an extent that he has to inform her specially when he go on a business trip…?

 She said that she would not bother him on purpose.

 “Oh.” After fretting, she noticed something was wrong again, “Is there something wrong on Friday afternoon?”

 Pei Siyuan was silent, and said, “That day is your birthday.”

 …What? Did she hear it right?  

Counting the time, it seems to be so, but how did Pei Siyuan know her birthday? If he didn’t mention it, she wouldn’t even remember it.   

Gu Ningyou couldn’t hold back her doubts, “You… you want to accompany me?”  

Pei Siyuan still looked as usual: “Didn’t you say so yourself?”  

Is that so?   

After all, this was seven years ago, Gu Ningyou couldn’t remember every detail clearly, and for a while she wasn’t sure if she had mentioned her birthday to Pei Siyuan.   

But even if she did, Pei Siyuan would really accompany her on her birthday?  

There was no such thing in the previous life, right? Not to mention celebrating her birthday, he didn’t even say a happy birthday to her ……   

Pei Siyuan certainly would not know her birthday, then it could only be her saying it on her initiative …… then why did he not accompany her in the previous life?  

Could it be that the plot has been changed by her?   

Gu Ningyou only felt that she had a lot of doubts in her heart, but she couldn’t think of what went wrong. In the classroom, she got frequently distracted.

After Fu Yifei came, she sat down beside her, “Youyou, why are you so early today?”

“Well… I didn’t sleep well last night, so I woke up a little early.”   

This was the truth, her body was so uncomfortable that she woke up early today.   

“Speaking of which, where did you sleep yesterday? Hotel?” Fu Yifei was looking for something in her schoolbag, but she suddenly smiled ambiguously, and her voice softened a lot. “Or at Pei Siyuan’s house? No wonder you said you didn’t sleep well last night.”

“Don’t talk nonsense…” Gu Ningyou’s face flushed and she glared at Fu Yifei. However, she was stunned when she saw what Fu Yifei handed over, because it was clearly the key to her house, “Feifei…how come my key is with you?”

 “If it’s not because you were too careless, otherwise how would the key fall out when you were packing. What were you even thinking at that time? You left without saying a word and when I saw your keys on the floor, you were already gone.” Fu Yifei patted her on the shoulder, “You have to thank for having such an attentive friend as me, or you would have to wait until the locks of your house are changed. Hey, don’t change the subject. Were you with Pei Siyuan yesterday? Youyou, why aren’t you talking?”

 Gu Ningyou was not in the mood to answer Fu Yifei’s question again, she felt that her head was buzzing –

 She dropped her keys yesterday.

 Then how did she and Pei Siyuan enter her house yesterday?

She had to think about it…  

At that time, she and Pei Siyuan had just ended their sex in the underground garage, and she was in a daze the whole time. It seemed that she was carried up by him, and then… she couldn’t remember clearly. There were a lot of ambiguous fragments in her mind.  

In short, she definitely didn’t open the door… The door was opened by Pei Siyuan…  

He seemed to have taken out a key from somewhere…

Is that supposed to be the case?

But how could he have the key to her house? 

Yes, she gave him the key, but wasn’t that key thrown away by him? He said it himself, he said he threw it away the day she gave it to him…   

Everything else may be wrong, but it was absolutely impossible for her to remember it wrong. 

She remembered the expression on Pei Siyuan’s face very clearly at that time, the pleasure of revenge, the naked ridicule…

Could it be that he was lying to her?

But…why did he lie to her?

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