Chapter 32 Don’t regret my life
"I'm going to call you T again"
In the daze, Jonathan vaguely heard a vulgar male voice. Yesterday, Jonathan did a day of farm work. In the evening, Jane, who had not seen his brother for a long time, was messing with Jonathan's bed for a long time. But in the end, Jonathan pushed Jane half-forced. go out.
Jane grew up watching her. He taught her how to speak English and how to walk. He became the first teacher in her life, which is equivalent to her brother and father. This girl is already so old. Although she still looks like a girl, she is naturally not suitable for being as "intimate" as she was when she was little.
Due to tiredness and sleeping late, Jonathan slept very soundly and did not wake up immediately with alertness at the slightest sound like before.
"What happened?" Jonathan, who was hiding under the covers and hunched over, suddenly woke up. Although the man's voice was not too loud, it was obvious that something was wrong at home. Jonathan, who had no time to put on his shoes, stepped on the large wooden floor on the second floor with his bare feet. The gaps in the wooden boards were splashed with dust because of their old age.
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As soon as Jonathan ran to the top of the stairs, he heard a loud noise. It was not that Jonathan had never seen a gun before. He knew that this was the sound of a gun. His initial concern became even more anxious.
There are only three people in this main building: himself, his mother, and his sister. There are only two most important women in his life, that is his mother and sister, especially his mother, Ms. Emma. He can be indifferent to people all over the world, but only I must keep my heart in the heart of this woman who supports this family with her shoulders that are not broad.
If something happens to my mother and sister, even if the other party dies a thousand times or ten thousand times, it will not help.
"Ms. Emma"
In the hall downstairs, Ms. Emma covered the right side of her abdomen with one hand, with blood still remaining on the gaps between her fingers. She leaned on the handrail of the stairs, her face, which had not aged with the passage of time, turned pale. Even breathing became messy, with obviously less air coming in and more air coming out.
Three masked men holding a plastic bag hurriedly got into the black Cadillac 75 series outside the farm. One of the men looked very similar to the workers who helped harvest on the farm a few days ago. It was obvious that this was a premeditated theft. The man pretended to be a worker and surveyed the terrain while observing where the money was hidden.
"You didn't eat yesterday morning, so I was always worried that you would have a stomachache if you didn't eat breakfast. I made bread for you and don't forget to bring it with you when you start working." Ms. Emma became more tired every time she said a word. Not only is it filled with the smell of blood, but it is also mixed with the aroma of bread.
"Why don't you call the doctor?" Ms. Emma was seriously injured. Now she was lying tiredly on Jonathan's lap. Jonathan covered her bleeding wound with his hand. Jonathan yelled angrily at the few female workers who heard the sound and were pointing at them.
It's understandable that they didn't have the courage to stop three armed gangsters for their own lives. Jonathan wouldn't blame them, but the black dial phone was right next to them, but they were just chatting there. , this makes Jonathan angry
"Mr. Green, the farm is neither far from the town nor close to the town. It is very likely that your mother will not be able to survive the hospital when the doctor comes. You must be mentally prepared."
"Yeah, don't be too sad. The family is still asking you to take care of it."
"Things have happened, there is no way to change it, we can only accept the reality."
Jonathan had a straight face and red eyes. Jane on the side held Ms. Emma's cold hand and shed tears. She was less than twenty years old and had always been protected by her family. She had never seen the cruelty in this world. , she couldn't bear the sudden incident, she could only tremble her shoulders and cry helplessly.
I was born into this world decades ago with memories. I persisted in not shedding a tear when I was born into this world. When I was three years old and still learning to speak, I stood on the stone steps of the farm and recited silently. I wrote an English prose and gave a shining slap to all the workers who said they were mentally retarded. When I was eight years old, a wooden plank fell from the sky and tried to take away my life. I was resurrected in adversity and I controlled the time of this world.
Now, you want me to pick up reality, right? You want me to be mentally prepared, right?
I will never leave any regrets in my life
Although these female workers have good intentions, Jonathan does not want such good intentions.
Jonathan, with red eyes, looked at the female workers who couldn't bear it, were excited, and were gloating in front of him: "I don't care what you think, Ms. Emma will stand in front of you intact before the sun comes up tomorrow. The bandits without a trace, I will let them disappear from this world one by one forever."
Looking at Jonathan's appearance, the female workers thought that Jonathan was too sad and frustrated.
Jonathan has no pretense, because at this moment in his heart, he wants to erase it from the world, and he wants to change the world in his own hands.
As a time controller, if you can't save your own relatives, then what's the point of living? What's the point of having this ability?
Although the idea is a bit extreme, it has to be said that at this moment, Jonathan has absolute determination. He wants to break through himself. He must break through himself. At this moment, he does not allow himself to have any accidents. He will not let Ms. Emma suffer anything. The injury was doomed twenty years ago when Ms. Emma hugged her in a quilt to protect her from the wind and rain. After all, after a person's death, his life would not be considered in vain if someone can shed tears for him.
"what"
Jonathan threw his head back and shouted at the top of his lungs, and the shout was so deafening that it seemed to scare away all the crows squatting on the oak trees with yellow leaves outside the window.
Jonathan once again entered the time world in his body. In this world, Jonathan no longer used the familiar stopped time that could no longer be familiar. He wanted to turn back the time in this world.
He doesn't care whether he is selfish or not, and he doesn't care whether he has erased the beautiful memories of countless people. He can't care so much because he is not that great.
In the world of time, he forced his subconscious to make a U-turn again and again, and against the torrent of time, he returned to a time when he had no regrets. He changed all the unpleasant things that happened in his life. No matter whether Ms. Emma could survive or not, he would not He was willing to wait any longer, he just wanted to see a peaceful and happy family.
As for everything that's happening now
Not a do-over