The Purgation of Emotions in Tenses

Not that we can't be together 

But I don't trust this love yet.

Not that I don't feel a thing

But I don't trust this feelings yet.

Not that I don't want thrusting too

But that's not what real men do

Thus,

I don't want this thrusting yet;

Just like real men do. 

My banana canana,

I'm hiding behind lines

To express this.

I will keep writing 'these'

If you don't get it yet.