Chapter 115 - Don\\\'t hide
Yang Na: “After you were born, my wife gave me a sum of money and asked me to hold you to find Master Shen. Master Shen was frightened when he saw you. Mr. Yin was also shocked. He didn’t know Shen Yang was carrying him My wife and I have children. They quarreled in front of me, Mr. Yin was angry, and Master Shen was very painful to let me go. I do n’t know what to do, I ’ll hold you to other places first. After a while, they probably reconciled again, came to me together, and said that since He Yufu didn’t want this child, then they came to raise them. So, I took you to live with them. Actually, I didn’t start with Understand them, and still feel wronged for my wife. My wages have been paid by my wife for a long time. You asked about the villa on Tranquil Road, Gangcheng, and the wife bought it for you and Master Shen. I do n’t understand how. Master Shen will still be with the man … Later, as I get along with them, I know that the two of them truly love each other … “
Yin Chang couldn’t figure out how Shen Yang could truly love each other in the process of interacting with his father. If this is true love, then love is too cheap.
He only saw Yin Dong’s affection for his lover, but he did not see Shen Yang’s sincerity towards Yin Dong.
If he is Yin Dong and his lover is so watery, he will not be with each other when he dies.
Yang Na said: “Master Shen has never liked his wife. He and his wife were probably just for money. He used to live a good life as a child and could not bear it. In his conception, the body is also part of his own capital. The money can make him and Mr. Yin live a better life, and he is willing to change it. Before you were born, Mr. Yin had quarreled with him many times because of this, but it was not until he had you that he completely changed the past. Defective. “
Yin Chang closed her eyes and tried to calm down, “But my birth was not welcomed by them.”
“Xiao Chang, don’t think so,” Yang Na held firmly with Yin Chang’s hand and offered comfort. “Apart from having difficulty accepting your existence at the beginning, your two fathers love you, especially Mr. Yin.”
“… Dad?” Yin Chang thought that Yin Dong would avoid himself.
Yang Na: “Although you were not born by him, Mr. Yin prefers children more than Master Shen. Besides, you were so cute when you were a kid, who did not like it? In my opinion, your biological father is a little afraid of you.”
Yin Chang: “Afraid of me?”
Yang Na: “I guess I may be afraid that acting too much like you will upset your dad. After all, it is his and others’ children, so he is always tied, only dare to take a quiet look when your dad is away You, touch you. “
Yin Chang coldly said: “That’s because he was guilty …”
Yang Na sighed sadly: “Forgive him, he has taken his life to make atonement.”
Yin Changyi: “What do you mean?”
Yang Na: “I took you with them for the first year of life. Mr. Yin was very strict with Master Shen. They often had cold wars. Moreover, Master Shen always felt sorry for your father and felt that your appearance was a mistake …”
Yin Chang remembered the small medicine bottle he found in that villa and opened his mouth: “Did he get depression?”
Yang Na: “How do you know? Yes, he has depression. We started to lack knowledge of the disease. It wasn’t until he had suicidal tendency that he was already severely depressed. In fact, Mr. Yin had forgiven him at that time, but He never let himself go … Once Yin Dong went out for shopping, I took you to the hospital to get a vaccine, he locked the door, and a person swallowed a bottle of sleeping pills at home, and just left. Mr. Yin regretted him all his life. At that time, Master Shen was too harsh. Master Shen’s biological mother was a Portuguese dancer and he was an illegitimate child. Such a growth environment was destined to be different from Mr. Yin. He worked hard to change for his lover, but in the end the idea turned around, but could n’t Forgive yourself for what you have done before you will embark on the path of suicide … “
Yin Chang was pale, and people were sitting there, but they were teetering.
Yang Na: “After the death of Master Shen, your father kept himself at home for a whole month. Later, because you had a high fever, I couldn’t do it all by myself. We will rush you to the hospital when you burn out the next day. When the doctor arrived at the hospital, the doctor scolded your dad and said that if you go later, the child may die. He cried a lot while holding you and asked me if he could leave you to he.”
Yin Chang: “Dad asked?”
Yang Na nodded: “He originally thought that when Shen Yang died, I would take the child away. I asked him why you want to stay with you, and you are not his child. He said, but you are the child of his lover, it is equivalent His son. I asked him again, what are you going to do if you are still so young, fall in love with another woman, or have a new family. He said that he will never love other people in this life, nor will he Will marry anyone. “
Hearing here, Yin Chang was already in tears.
Never married, never love other people … Yin Dong really did.
Yang Na continued: “I was moved by Mr. Yin before I decided to stay. My wife can’t recognize you. If Mr. Yin doesn’t want you, you will have no mother and no father. Before I followed Mr. Yin, I was with my wife. I took care of her for six years and knew her temperament. It wasn’t that I told her bad things. She was far from your father to treat you. Although I was entrusted to take care of you, I was hired by Mr. Yin for nearly twenty years and took care of you. For twenty-six years, I have long regarded you as my loved ones. To you and me now, He Yufu is just a stranger. After Mr. Shen died, I went to find my wife, and my wife already had Xin Huan is not cold to me. To be honest, her money is also provided by the man, not a long-term solution, so I prefer to let you follow Mr. Yin. Mr. Yin later only asked his wife to do one The thing is to find a relationship to adopt you as his son. The name he gave you is to take both sides of Shen Yang ’s name and follow his last name. Later, he became a star and made money. Let me give it to my previous wife. I paid all the money back and bought it Static set of villas road, it’s only completely cut off contact with his wife. “
Yin Changyu said, “But he adopted me, but he didn’t stay with me. Does he mind if I was born by Shen Yang and He Yufu?”
Yang Na trembled and touched Yin Chang’s cheek, and wiped his tears while stroking his face: “Xiao Chang, you really don’t know how you look like your biological father, Shen Yang’s dead Your dad is a heart attack. When he sees you, he will think of his lover … Do you remember that when you were fourteen years old, he came back from filming for half a year, and was dumbfounded when he saw you. That night He smoked outside all night and his eyes were red when he entered the door. He kept telling me, ‘Too much like it’ … Sometimes when you do things, he has to watch you quietly and obsessively, he sees You feel sad because he misses your dead biological father. “
Yin Chang is speechless. No wonder Yin Dong doesn’t let him learn the piano. No wonder sometimes he feels Yin Dong resists close contact with him …
He always suspected that Yin Dong didn’t love himself that way, but he never thought of it. Touching the scene and touching the scene, it turned out that he was the one that most touched Yin Dong’s being.
Yang Na: “Xiao Chang, don’t blame me for hiding these secrets. I originally wanted to take them to the grave, because I promised Mr. Yin that he would never tell you. He said that you are sensitive and knowing these things is useless. I will only feel sad. But I broke my word, because Yang Na is old and sick, and I may not be able to take care of you in the future. I ’m afraid I wo n’t say any more, I will forget these things someday and never have the opportunity to say Now. “
Yin Chang was wet with tears, and whispered, “Don’t blame you, thank you for telling me.”
Yang Na: “Xiao Chang, Yang Na has never been in love or married. I do n’t know much about love. But Yang Na has been watching, watching Mr. Yin and Master Shen, and watching you. And Junling … “
Yin Chang froze and looked at Yang Na silly.
Yang Na didn’t pick out anything, but stared at Yin Chang with those eyes that seemed to see through everything, and said with compassion and kindness: “If you want him, don’t hide or hide, let alone wrong yourself … you have to believe The person who can get your feelings will definitely be the happiest person in the world. “