The Perfect Relationship

Seeing Shao Junling’s disappointed appearance, Yin Chang sat down again, slowing his tone: “Today is your birthday, we shouldn’t say this … If you are really so resistant to accepting your father’s property, I will save it for you first. When? You want it, tell me again, okay? “

As for Shao Junling’s impulsive saying “I want to be your boyfriend”, Yin Chang only said that he was rebellious for a while. He can say that kind of thing, just because in the past eight years, the child has put all his attention on himself, so he is not used to being separated …

Yin Chang: “You are now grown up and you are in college. You can participate in more social parties after school. Do n’t run away with me all the time … Try to reach a few different people. Maybe you ’ll meet some day of.”

Shao Junling slowly raised his head and looked at him with red eyes.

Yin Chang said awkwardly: “At that time you will know that with them and with me, you may feel completely different …”

When speaking these words, Yin Chang felt as if he had taken a blunt knife to cut the souls they had been entangled with. Each time he said a word, he cut it, and both of them felt heartbroken.

But he acted so decisively, as if he was trying to force himself to separate Shao Junling from himself.

Shao Junling opened his mouth and finally spoke again: “Then after that, will you not care about me again?”

“How can …” Yin Changqiang resisted the idea of ​​pulling Shao Junling into his arms and hugged tightly, “Fool, you will always be the closest person in my life.”

Shao Junling’s cold heart seemed to ignite a flame of hope, but thinking of their relationship could never go further, that flame of flame seemed to be a matchstick burning in the vast snowy field, making people desperate.

Always the closest person, it also means that he will not be his favorite person.

Yin Chang’s words didn’t relax the atmosphere, but made them both more deeply embarrassed.

They sat facing each other, but didn’t know what else to say or do. They were close at hand, but they seemed to be far away.

The entire birthday cake was left there without any appetite, and no one had the appetite to try it again, Yin Chang sighed: “Sleep early.” He will still start filming tomorrow, and it is impossible for him to continue to go down.

Shao Junling nodded obediently, but did not know if it was just the excitement of those words. He was a bit slow, and sat for a while before numbly starting to clean up the table.

Yin Chang lay down first after washing, and after a while, Shao Junling also went to bed, but lay down with his back to him.

Yin Chang knew that Shao Junling couldn’t sleep, and couldn’t help whispering: “Sorry, I should make you happy today …”

There was no response for a long time, Yin Changzheng was stunned, but listening to Shao Junling’s voice never sounded quietly: “Brother, can you kiss me?”

The calm tone sounded like a sorrowful anger, with a hint of unrecognizable prayer.

Yin Chang shuddered. Reason and emotion were fighting in his mind. Eventually, he slightly stood up and wanted to go and kiss Shao Junling’s forehead.

However, when Yin Chang’s hand touched Shao Junling’s cheek, he touched a trace of dampness. His chest was instantly sour and overflowing, and Yin Chang was uncomfortable with stomach cramps.

He slowly covered it, and kissed Shao Junling’s tears a little, from the corners of his eyes to his cheeks, and finally his lips … in the end, he was soft-hearted. When kissing him, Yin Chang was almost sighing.

Shao Junling didn’t taste the good drink from his brother’s carefully prepared birthday wine, but at this moment, he tasted in the other’s mouth.

This is the first time Yin Chang kissed him in a sober state. It was completely different from the prank teasing when he was drunk. The elder brother’s kiss was so tender and nostalgic, like the most gentle lover in the world.

Shao Junling seemed to be tasting Yiquan Ganzi, sweet but bitter, knowing that he would be drunk and did n’t want to stop, and just let himself fall into the abyss, and then the wine that he drank would turn into other liquids, flow out of the eyes, and metabolize Lose your inner distress …

As if feeling the sadness of Shao Junling, Yin Chang was also uneasy and confused at the moment. He made this decision in the hope that his younger brother would live more freely and happily, but why does he now feel like hurting each other?

Yin Chang couldn’t figure out what he did wrong, so he could unconsciously hold him in his arms and say in his heart over and over again: Sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry …

I don’t know when I fell asleep. When waking up in the morning, Yin Chang felt a bit deserted in the room.

Touching his side, empty, Yin Chang suddenly opened his eyes, only to find that all things belonging to Shao Junling were gone in the room.

Yin Chang got up in a panic and looked for a circle, and then on the nightstand, saw a note suppressed by AI–

“Brother, I’m back to school.

I have upgraded Xiao Ling’s voice pack.

When I’m away, remember to eat yourself.

Drinking less alcohol will make you weird when you get drunk, and you will forget when you get up. This is not good for others.

I ca n’t sleep at night, I can chat with Xiao Ling, or let it read poetry to you. I have recorded more than a hundred poems in it, hoping to help you fall asleep.

Also, don’t be too entertaining, this is just a time-consuming job for you, there is no need to save your life.

I will not be back for classes during the Spring Festival.

Brother Shao Junling “

Yin Chang slumped on the bed clutching the note, and the tears that did not fall last night just now bleed out of his eyes.

***

Shao Junling didn’t adjust the jet lag originally, and last night was sleepless.

After Yin Chang fell asleep, he opened his eyes and looked at his brother’s immaculate face. His mind was filled with the phrase “I don’t need your gratitude” that Yin Chang impulse said to him. This sentence was not an expulsion to him. It was my brother who made it clear that he no longer needed himself.

Shao Junling was painful and resentful. He was afraid he would do irreparable things to Yin Chang when he stayed, so he left a note and left hurriedly.

The domestic taxi service is very convenient. As long as the bid is high, there will be a driver to pick it up at two in the morning. Shao Junling did not return to the Huaihe Apartment, but went directly to Haicheng International Airport.

All the way down, it feels like losing three souls and six souls.

Arrived at the airport and bought the most recent flight back to Los Angeles. Shao Junling took a cup of hot coffee and sat in the terminal for a full four hours.

During this period, he had been paralyzed by remembering Yin Chang’s kiss, so he didn’t fall into despair.

I do n’t know if I overthrew myself, the more he remembered, the more he felt that Yin Chang was reluctant to him …

It wasn’t until the plane rushed into the sky that his brain started to spin again, thanks to his strong memory. As long as he thought, what happened last night was clearly presented in his mind like a video and played again and again.

It turned out that his brother knew his true life seven years ago and knew that he was the murderer’s son. But my brother still treats him like this, he has never seen him with a strange look … So, even though Yin Chang hurt his heart, he will still put his brother in the most important position and never go for it Hate him.

The elder brother was right. He wanted too much, and could not be really painful, but no one stipulated that the elder brother must respond to his feelings.

But last night till now, Shao Junling always felt that his brother refused himself because he could not pass the blood relationship. Now when I think about it, I feel a little bit wrong. My brother said that he was Yin Dong’s “only blood relative”. What is this? meaning? Isn’t your brother Uncle Yin’s biological son?

Moreover, Luo Chuan revealed that Uncle Yin is likely to be gay. If Uncle Yin had never been with a woman then, where did he come from?

If elder brother and Yin Dong have no blood relationship, then he and his brother have no blood relationship?

Shao Junling thought that when Luo Chuan talked about Uncle Yin’s past half a month ago, his brother was particularly nervous … Is the reason why his brother rejected him has to do with Uncle Yin?

Could it be … Uncle Yin loves my brother? Just a substitute?

…

Shao Junling’s face was almost like a knocked-out palette, blue and red and white.

But no matter what the truth is, Shao Junling can only confirm his own heart, which is clear from the age of fifteen, different from affectionate love.

Looking at the height of nine kilometers outside the window, Shao Junling said to his heart: Even if you drive me to the ends of the earth, I can’t obliterate my feelings for you. If you do n’t believe it, let time prove it.

At that time, Yin Chang was eating ng repeatedly on the set.

“Yin Chang, what’s going on with you today?” After Yin Chang was stopped for forgetting his words for the fourth time, the director said helplessly, “Would you like to take a break for half an hour?”

Yin Chang walked down wearing the costume, with an apologetic expression, “I’m sorry, I’ve delayed everyone.”

The director joked: “Maybe the emotions burst a little while ago, are you exhausted now?”

Yin Chang walked to the rest place and sat down. Lu Lingjuan anxiously handed in the thermos cup: “What’s wrong with you?”

Yin Chang shook her head. She didn’t want to say a word or drink water. Instead, she wiped her cheek and forced herself to cheer up.

After finally filming a day of filming, Yin Chang knew that his performance was unsatisfactory, but the director didn’t say about him and asked him to go back and relax.

Mi Xiu had only a few scenes after the seven-step poem scene. Today, he went out alone to make up an outside scene, came back to meet with Yin Chang, and remembered eating with Shao Junling: “Where’s your brother? Call out together eat.”

Yin Chang: “He’s gone.”

Mi Xiu said, “What? Yesterday I pushed today, and today I said go. If you don’t want a meal, don’t play with me like this!”

“I’m leaving,” Yin Chang smiled, and took the initiative to grab his shoulder. “I’ll invite you to eat … hey yes, call someone more. I haven’t gotten together with you for a long time, and people are very lively.”

Mi Xiu looked at him strangely, but did not see any clue.

After a few months, Yin Chang rarely invited everyone to dinner. A group of young actors were very popular, but at the dinner table, Yin Chang ordered wine for everyone, but he did not drink.

Mi Xiu held the bottle and wondered, “Don’t drink? Are you turning?”

Yin Chang blocked his mouth with the palm of his hand and said, “I haven’t had a good stomach recently. I’ve replaced the bar with tea.”

Everyone also knew that he had been in the drama a while ago, and his mental state was not good. They could understand: “It’s all right, everything is so familiar, just feel free.”

This meal was quite enjoyable. Everyone was talking about the funny things that happened in the studio, talking about the gossip in the circle, pushing the cup for a change, and smiling. When he returned home at more than ten o’clock, Mi Xiu followed Yin Chang to the twelfth floor, and then stopped him and said, “What happened to you today?”

Yin Chang: “What’s wrong?”

Mi Xiu’s face was serious: “I admit that you are good at acting now, but don’t pretend in front of me? … are you arguing with your brother?”

Yin Chang froze, and Mi Xi rolled his eyes: “I knew it.”