Chapter 29 - 29.
After going shopping, the two went back.
One of the street lights in the community was broken, and it was on and off. At first glance, it looked a bit like a scene from a horror movie.
Qin Yipun carried two bags of barbecue and walked quickly to the gate, and inserted/inserted the key into the keyhole. It was only a short while after getting out of the car, and the skin and coat seemed to be covered with a thin layer of frost, and it was cold to the bone.
Yan Beiqi stood beside her carrying the bag of beer and asked, “You won’t get drunk, will you?”
“This is something I often drink, and it’s fine. I’ve also been drunk twice because I underestimated the alcohol content.” Qin Yichuan opened the door and waved his hand.
A few minutes later, the two entered the house.
After Qin Yipun turned on the light and changed his shoes, he carried the barbecue to the living room, put things on the coffee table, then turned on the radiator, and took the beer from Yan Beiqi.
After Yan Beiqi changed his shoes, he looked at the shoe cabinet. When Qin Yipun left just now, the shoes were not properly placed. After Yan Beiqi saw it, he stretched out his hand and pushed it down, straightened his shoes, and then closed the cabinet door.
As soon as she walked into the living room, Yan Beiqi saw a painting on the wall that she hadn’t noticed before.
The main tone of the painting is sea blue, and there is a girl in a white dress with bright and innocent eyes.
The girl walks in a world full of ice, and there is an ugly monster behind her.
The girl held a lamp in her left hand, and the lamp exuded a warm yellow halo, which was printed on the girl’s ignorant face. She looked lonely and scared, but there seemed to be a kind of tenacity in her eyes.
In the lower right corner of the painting, there is a sentence written, and Yan Beiqi read it out softly: “You always understand how bad this world is. However, since you can continue to walk firmly, then you will definitely become your own. Myth – 2012.10.07, By a chipmunk.”
After Qin Yiquan heard this, he stopped arranging the coffee table, stood up straight, walked to Yan Beiqi’s side, and followed her eyes.
“This was sent to me by a reader from the editorial department.” Qin Yi rubbed his chin and looked at the painting.
“Very good.” Yan Beiqi nodded.
“The girl in the painting is the me she imagined. How about it, isn’t it interesting?” Qin Yipou put down his hands and turned to look at Yan Beiqi.
Yan Beiqi nodded, lowered his eyes and pondered for a moment: “Sure enough, everyone imagines you to be different.”
“Yes.” Qin Yichuan put his hands behind his back and stared at her profile, “So, what about you, what do you look like?”
Yan Beiqi heard the words, retracted his gaze from the painting, tilted his head and smiled, turned and walked slowly to the coffee table.
“Good guy. But, maybe it’s not very interesting.” Yan Beiqi said, and sat down on the sofa.
“What’s interesting or not.” Qin Yichuan shook his head, “I believe you are a good person.”
“Is it so easy to believe?” Yan Beiqi put the phone on the table.
“Isn’t it?” Qin Yipian looked at her.
“Maybe I’m just good at pretending. Didn’t you think I was fake before?” Yan Beiqi spread his hands.
“The previous one was a misunderstanding, so don’t take what I said to heart.” After that, Qin Yichuan pulled the tab on the beer, held his fingers loosely, and said with a smile, “Seriously, I I didn’t expect you to promise to stay here tonight.”
Yan Beiqi also went to get a can of beer, snapped off the tab, raised his head and took a sip: “I didn’t expect it either.”
“Why?” Qin Yi asked.
“Yeah, why?” Yan Beiqi shook the beer and looked sideways at Qin Yi to pour it.
What seemed to be water in her hand was actually in those narrow and deep eyes, like a pot of fine wine. Mellow and warm, but easy to indulge.
Qin Yipuan only looked at her for two seconds, then turned around and took a bunch of potatoes and bit them.
“Are you used to the barbecue without chili noodles?” Yan Beiqi put down the beer and asked her with a bunch of shiitake mushrooms.
“I can do it. My biggest advantage is that I don’t pick anything. I can try everything.” Qin Yichuan threw the bamboo sticks into the trash can.
After that, Qin Yipun suddenly remembered that the phone was not charged, so he pulled the bag to his lap and rummaged through the phone.
“Seven Stars?” Yan Beiqi asked casually after seeing the cigarettes in her bag.
“Yes.” Qin Yipun was stunned for a moment, nodded, and then hurriedly said, “I don’t know why I bought it.”
Qin Yipun took out a cigarette and a lighter and looked around.
“Does Teacher Qin smoke?” Yan Beiqi asked again.
“No, I just saw it suddenly, and then suddenly thought that some people said that smoking might inspire inspiration, so I bought it.” Qin Yipun held the cigarette and instantly felt a little hot, after all, he subconsciously understood that it was not what a good thing.
“I don’t like this cigarette very much, and I don’t like the ones with explosive beads.” After Yan Beiqi took it from her hand, he skillfully removed the wrapping paper, took one out of it, and pinched it with his fingers at the filter.
“Do you smoke?” Qin Yi asked.
“Once.” Yan Beiqi shook his head, “After being found out by the family, he was beaten.”
“Then this should really be beaten.” But when he said this, he felt like he was slapped in the face. After all, Yan Beiqi bought this thing himself.
“Whether it should be beaten or not, they are beaten. At that time, smoking was also because of self-abandonment.” Yan Beiqi put down the cigarette.
“My lord…sometimes when they get angry, it’s like that. There should be very few people in this world who have never been beaten. My parents beat me too.”
“It should be a little different.” Yan Beiqi picked up the lighter, lit and extinguished.
“Huh?” Qin Yichuan stared at the seedling, puzzled.
“There’s a difference between being taught a lesson occasionally and being abused frequently,” Yan Beiqi added.
Qin Yi couldn’t calm down after listening.
“So, I want to treat the people around me who deserve to be treated well.” Yan Beiqi said lightly.
The long, supple hair flowed quietly on the thin back, and she was like a docile and non-aggressive little animal. But for some reason, she seemed to have a strange sense of loneliness when she said such warm words.
Inexplicably, Qin Yichuan wanted to hug her, but he felt that doing so would be abrupt.
Qin Yichuan suddenly found that when he faced Yan Beiqi recently, he had a feeling of overflowing maternal love. Good nerve.
“Okay, let’s not talk about this, it’s all in the past.” Yan Beiqi picked up another string of barbecue and ate it slowly, “When did Mr. Qin know that he likes women?”
When asked this question unexpectedly, Qin Yipun organized his thinking for a while, and replied, “It should have been awakened by the same table when he was studying.”
“What kind of girl is she?” Yan Beiqi asked.
“Short ears, bangs, and big eyes. She likes to wear ginger-yellow short sleeves and a light-colored denim suspender skirt. She’s a little shorter than me, maybe 160, with thin arms and thin legs. , she likes to run and jump when she walks, like a little white rabbit. Then she is very thin-skinned, and if you tease her a little, she will blush. So at that time, I especially liked teasing her. I am very handsome, let me tell you, at that time some people thought If you bully her, I’ll take someone to block her.” Qin Yichuan smiled happily when he talked about this.
“Does it really arouse your desire for protection?” Yan Beiqi asked.
“It’s mainly because of cuteness. Every time she takes my arm and goes shopping, I feel that the sky is bluer and the air is fresher.” Qin Yi turned the beer in his hand with a smile.
“So, are you attacking?” Yan Beiqi asked out of nowhere.
However, a few seconds later, Yan Beiqi said again: “But, looking at the appearance, it seems that I haven’t attacked yet.”
Yan Beiqi can really say these words without changing his face, and it makes people laugh and cry. I don’t know how long her brain circuit is.
Qin Yichuan was stunned for a moment, then he almost choked up with laughter, and coughed: “Yes, yes, no attack without you, do you know the meaning of attack?”
“I’m more calm, I know how to live, I want to protect the person on the other side.” Yan Beiqi replied.
“Are you saying that I’m not calm enough and don’t understand life well enough?” Qin Yichen asked.
Yan Beiqi nodded: “No, it’s just…”
Yan Beiqi was talking and talking, he wrapped himself in and couldn’t get out.
Qin Yichuan couldn’t help but chuckle: “I didn’t say it, you straight girls, basically, as soon as you know my sexual orientation, you will start to struggle with this issue. Not everyone is divided. I don’t care. Yes, there’s no point.”
“Sorry, because I don’t know much about it.” Yan Beiqi put down the beer, “However, the straight daughter’s words…”
“What?” Qin Yipian looked at her.
“Straight daughters should be referring to the kind of women who have been determined to like men under any circumstances, right?” Yan Beiqi asked.
Qin Yipun nodded.
“So there must be a conflict.” Yan Beiqi stroked his chin with his hand, frowning slightly, “I don’t have a man I like, nor a woman I like. So, how should I be classified? Or, not straight or curved?”
Qin Yipun was stunned.
“In this way, it seems that people like me are an isolated group of people who don’t even have a professional term.” Yan Beiqi frowned and continued to think.
Today’s Yan Beiqi looks like a curious baby. Moreover, she really looks like an inexplicable cuteness when she thinks about this kind of problem seriously.
However, even though he has a certain degree of curiosity about this kind of thing, he still suppresses it, denying it, rejecting it, and insisting on singleism. Why?
“You’re so funny… Hahaha…” For a moment, Qin Yipuan burst into laughter. If it wasn’t for her image, she would have rolled to the ground with laughter.
After that, Qin Yichuan sorted out his thoughts and said, “Don’t think about it so much. In the final analysis, it’s not just because you haven’t met someone you like.”
“Then how do you tell whether your feelings for that girl are love or friendship?” Yan Beiqi continued to ask.
“For me personally, I think it’s easy to distinguish that one. If it’s love, I want to get close to her, and when I get close, I want to bully her. But if it’s just friendship, no matter how close I get, I won’t call. But at that time, I didn’t realize that I liked her. It was only in the past two years that I realized that I liked her. How should I describe it, so that you can feel it?” Qin Yichuan stood up and walked away. In front of Yan Beiqi, he stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder, leaned over to look at her face closely, and pinched her chin.
What a beautiful face, what a unique eyebrow, what a beautiful lip shape, what a pleasing sight.
Qin Yichuan stared at her, his eyes passed between her eyes, nose and lips, only to feel that the palm of her hand holding her shoulder was also faintly warm.
And Yan Beiqi was pushed against the sofa by Qin Yipuan’s actions.
She raised her face and looked at the woman who was suddenly bullying in front of her, her body froze involuntarily.
Then, Yan Beiqi turned his head away, avoided Qin Yipian’s gaze, and looked at the ground beside him without saying a word.
In Qin Yipian’s eyes, this move was like a small animal suddenly frightened by a thunderbolt.
After Qin Yipian reacted, he was also shocked by his own behavior.
The ears are too hot to extricate themselves. After that, she let go of her hand immediately, brushed her hair, and stood further away.
After Qin Yipun left, Yan Beiqi sat up straight again, lowered his head, put his index finger on the corner of his lips, and did not reply.
Ruined. Sure enough, he just played a little too far?
Is Yan Beiqi angry?
She didn’t know why she… just did that.
Would Yan Beiqi hate her being so close? Also, did she think she wanted to soak her, so… she was silent…
Qin Yipun bit his lower lip lightly, twisted his fingers, thinking about how to resolve this embarrassment.
“Look, ordinary friends don’t feel anything no matter how close they are, right?” Qin Yichuan tried his best to make his tone sound natural enough.
Yan Beiqi still didn’t answer.
“Ah, I said I forgot what I was doing. I forgot to charge my phone. Really… I’ll go and recharge it first. Eat whatever you like.” After that, Qin Yipuan grabbed the dead phone Cell phone, and then quickly walked to the bedroom.
Turn on the bedroom lights. After closing the door, Qin Yi poured his back against the door, closed his eyes, and took a deep breath.
In her mind, it was as if the earthquake and the tsunami had passed successively.
After plugging in the phone, Qin Yichuan sat beside the bed and looked at his hand.
First call people over again, and then…
And just now…she wanted to kiss Yan Beiqi. Qin Yichuan couldn’t help pinching his ears, closed his eyes, and shook his head.
The author has something to say: pay attention to your body in cold weather