The Cannon Fodder Strikes Back

Chapter 74

Yun Jinshu goes to the hospital every day, even though Han Jiang doesn’t seem to wake up, he doesn’t care much.

Carrying a stainless steel lunch box every day, I went to the hospital at around nine o’clock in the morning, had dinner at five o’clock in the evening, and then went home with an empty lunch box alone, as if such a nine-to-five life had become his second job.

The bodyguard at the door would go to ask Han Zhongtian when he saw him at first, but then he didn’t say anything at all. When he saw Yun Jinshu, he smiled and said hello and turned and left, leaving the two people alone time.

That day Zhang’s mother asked for leave and returned to her hometown, and Yun Jinshu planned to take kidney beans to the hospital with her. The little guy is now more than two years old. He has grown very fast and he has a lot of height. Now he can say some simple sentences. Since he has learned to walk, he will never let his father hold him anymore. Every day he seems to be tireless. Running wildly back and forth in the house.

In the early winter, the weather got colder and colder. Yunjinshu wrapped him in a small goose-yellow scarf and buckled a small tiger hat with fluffy edges. He took his little hand and got into the taxi.

Along the way, the little guy was very curious, jumping and jumping, the milk in his mouth asked and asked, “Baba, where are we going?”

“Go see a friend of Dad’s.” Yun Jinshu raised his hand and rubbed his soft and sparse hair, and said with a smile.

“What kind of friends? Rarity and beans?”

Kidney Bean had a small round face and smiled stupidly. The dimples on his face were so special that he wanted to poke him up.

Rarity is a new boy from the house next door. He is now more than three years old. He has a personality like a little adult, but Kidney Bean seems to play well with him. He always talks about Rarity when he talks about other people’s clothes. It’s his wife.

Yun Jinshu laughed out loud, squeezing his face and said, “Next time you see Rarity, don’t say’he is my wife’ again, don’t you know, the kid understands a lot.”

“No! Grandma Zhang said that you can be a wife if you like someone. Douzi likes Rarity, so he is a wife. Dad, is the person you want to meet also your wife?”

Yunjinshu was a bit speechless, raised his hand and stroked his forehead, deeply feeling the failure of his education, where did the messy things in the kidney bean’s mouth come from?

I couldn’t help but raise my hand to pat his little ass, and said with a smile, “Hurry up and sit down, let’s talk about the wife and not the wife, and see if I will not beat you to your little ass.”

Kidney Bean was lying on the back seat of the car, grinning and giggling. Anyway, he knew that Baba was scaring people, so he was reluctant to hit people.

“Baba, the wife you are going to see, am I going to be called Ma Ma?”

“Sit down for me, don’t ask questions. When you arrive at the hospital, will you dare to be so happy.” Yun Jinshu felt deeply frustrated. There was nothing to do with this eccentric son. He could only take the “hospital”. “Two words scared him.

Sure enough, the kidney bean collapsed as soon as he heard that he was going to the hospital, and a layer of moisture surged in his big eyes. He clutched the foot of the Yunjinshu and said pitifully, “Baba, the beans will be good, so take me to get an injection. .”

The little guy didn’t learn anything else, and his tears came like a faucet. Obviously, Yun Jinshu knew his son’s tricks and was completely unmoved. “We are going to the hospital to see patients, not giving you injections, but if you do Not obedient, sister nurse will teach you a lesson.”

Since the fire, Kidney Dou has been full of deep fear for the hospital, and even regarded the nurses as a monster. When he heard his father say this, he immediately climbed onto Yunjinshu’s lap and held his father’s clothes tightly. The corner was posted, “Don’t be called Mama, Dad, don’t let the nurse sister take me away.”

Seeing the interaction between the father and son, the driver’s master was amused and leaned forward and back together, Yun Jinshu also laughed, and stretched out his hand to pinch the tip of his son’s nose.

——

On the way to the intensive care unit with the little hand of the kidney bean, the little guy attracted a 100% return rate. The female nurses and doctors were so cute that they took out a bunch of candies and snacks and stuffed his little yellow duck backpack. , I can’t wait to hold the child into his arms and rub it hard.

When he arrived in the ward, Kidney Bean wrinkled her nose with a pitiful face, “Baba, the hospital is really scary, and the nurse sister is even more scary. If it’s not for the numbness, the beans will not come.”

Yun Jinshu stroked his forehead, and didn’t understand why his son recognized the word “Ma Ma”. He reluctantly pushed open the door of the ward, and Kid Bean ran in with his short legs.

As usual, Han Jiang was still lying on the bed with no sign of waking up. There was dead silence in the ward, and only the beating of the heart recorder could be heard.

Kidney Bean is not tall enough to see Han Jiang’s face, so he knelt on a chair and climbed onto the hospital bed with his **** pouted, and stared at Han Jiang’s face with his chin, with a look of curiosity, “Baba, this man is so familiar. ”

Yun Jinshu let out an “um”, took off his wool coat and put it aside, “It’s rare that you remember him.”

Kidney Dou leaned forward, his chubby face almost touching Han Jiang’s face, “Did he help Douzi drive away the big fire-breathing dragon monster, and the uncle who flew up all at once?”

“what?”

Yunjinshu didn’t understand his son’s meaning at once. Kidney Bean was a little anxious, waving his chubby hand and saying, “It’s just such a big and big fire-breathing dragon, the one who burned the house out!”

Raising his eyebrows, Yun Jinshu showed a bitter smile. At this moment, he finally understood that Kidney Dou was talking about the fire that almost killed him. He didn’t expect that he was so young that he would remember that Han Jiang had rescued him.

With a casual “Um”, Yun Jinshu picked up the comb and helped Han Jiang straighten his hair. He felt a little astringent in his heart. Han Jiang not only saved him, but also saved kidney beans, but now he can’t move anymore. Can wait for death day after day.

Kidney Bean crawled to Han Jiang’s shoulder, touched the slightly protruding stubble on his chin with a small hand, lowered his head and kissed Han Jiang, “Uncle, it turns out that you are Ma Ma. Bean loves you so much. From now on, the fire-breathing dragon No matter how rough it is, the beans will come to you, okay?”

Yun Jinshu’s eyelashes trembled, and she picked up the kidney bean and put it on the small chair and said, “Hey, don’t press on his chest, the oxygen mask will not work for a while.”

“Uncle is swollen? Why does he open his eyes to say hello to Bean?”

“He is asleep and can’t hear.”

“Oh -” Kidney Bean nodded thoughtfully, looking like a small adult, and then clung to grab Han Jiang’s ear, “Uncle, big slacker, get up quickly, don’t sleep anymore.”

Han Jiang didn’t react even as he grabbed kidney beans. Kidney beans didn’t give up and continued to rub his face in his neck, “Uncle, you wake up. Dad and I are still waiting for you to play together, wake up. Well.”

The little guy’s milky voice echoed in the ward. He was too young to understand that once a person fell asleep in this world, he might never wake up again.

Yun Jinshu looked uncomfortable and hugged his son on his knees and said, “Stop screaming. If he wants to see you, he will wake up naturally. Don’t bother to speak.”

After hearing this, Kidney Dou’s eyes turned red again, and in a blink of an eye she started crying, “Uncle obviously liked Kidney Dou before, why don’t you want me now, oooooo…”

The little guy cried sadly, his watery black eyeballs shed tears, the tiger-skin hat on his head was also crooked, and hung it pitifully on his head. The little fat man squeezed Han Jiang’s cuff tightly, crying. Heartbreaking.

Yun Jinshu couldn’t see it anymore, and he kept coaxing him in his arms, turning around to watch Han Jiang suddenly feel some desolate resentment in his heart.

Look, you exhausted everyone, holding your life with you every day, is it particularly happy in your heart now?

After coaxing for a long time, the little guy finally stopped crying. He fell asleep on the shoulder of Yun Jinshu. At this time, the door of the ward opened unexpectedly. Yun Jinshu raised his head in surprise, but saw Gu Yan who hadn’t seen him for a long time.

“Brother Gu? Why are you here?”

Gu Yan wore a thin iron-gray coat today, and his nose was a little red. He walked in and put aside the flower basket in his hand, smiling at Yunjinshu.

“It’s nothing, just come to visit Han Jiang and look at you by the way.”

Yun Jinshu put his son on another empty bed next to him and twitched the corners of his mouth, “Last time you saved me, I didn’t even have time to come to thank you, but I was ashamed of asking you to come to me again.”

“Hey, do we both need to talk about this?” Gu Yan waved his hand, pulled a chair and sat down, and after asking about the recent situation of kidney bean, he was silent for a while and said, “How is your body?”

Yun Jinshu was stunned for a moment and then understood what he meant. He smiled and said, “It was not a big problem at first. I just got a little injury on my arm, but I am now healed. To tell the truth, I can still live if I fall into the sea. I’m really dead. Big.”

Gu Yan didn’t laugh after hearing this. The expression on his face was very complicated, and his face was pale and ugly. He took a deep breath, closed his eyes and said, “I…I’m sorry, Jin Shu, really Yes, I am sorry for you. If I could catch you, maybe…”

“Stop making trouble, Brother Gu, you have helped me too much, and I already feel that I won’t be able to pay off in my life. If you didn’t bring the police to find me this time, maybe I would have been killed by Dong Xu a long time ago. .”

“But I… If you accompany you to jump down…” Gu Yan didn’t say anything in the middle.

Yun Jinshu twitched the corners of her mouth, “What do you want to do when you accompany me to jump down? Do you want me to owe you forever? Brother Gu, I have never been so thankful that you have not been stupid for me anymore. Make me feel guilty forever?”

Gu Yan raised his head with difficulty, his deep eyes showing pain.

Obviously so close, Yunjinshu’s will has been shaken by himself, as long as he stretched out his hand, he could hold him, but because of this difference…he and Yunjinshu were no longer possible.

After a long time, he suddenly pulled out a smile, looked at him and said, “If it is me who jumped with you, not Han Jiang, is it possible for us?”

Yun Jinshu shook his head, “I will always remember that I owe you my life, and maybe I will go with you, but that can only be guilt and nothing else.”

“…You are so cruel.” Gu Yan twitched the corner of his mouth hard.

Yun Jinshu curled up the corners of his mouth and smiled and did not speak again.

The feelings of charity in this world are never love. If you keep dragging your feet and don’t give the other party a break, it will be truly cruel.

The two were silent to each other. Only the sound of Didi’s machine could be heard in the ward. Gu Yan knew that he had really lost, and he had been out before joining. In the entanglement between Yun Jinshu and Han Jiang, all he could do was become one. Friends, there is no second choice.

After a long time, Gu Yan twitched the corners of his mouth and changed the subject, “Han Jiang…how is he doing now?”

“What else, wait for death, anyway, it won’t be worse than it is now.”

Gu Yan suffocated and patted him on the shoulder, “Don’t do this, now that the medical skills are so advanced, maybe he will wake up soon.”

“Oh, it’s useless, even the doctor said that the possibility of him waking up is very small. Han Zhongtian only covers the sky in S City. Who dares to lie to him.”

“Then what are you going to do, do you keep waiting like this?”

Yun Jinshu paused, then shook his head, pulled out a very shallow smile, and put his fingers on Han Jiang’s arm unconsciously and said, “I won’t be frustrated with a living dead, life has to go on. It’s a patience now. When my patience is exhausted, I will leave immediately and never come back.”

“Then where are you going?”

“I don’t know where to go. Maybe it’s Vancouver or some other place. In short, I don’t want to stay in S City anymore in my life.”

After Yun Jinshu said this, he suddenly felt a slight tremor in his knuckles. He seemed to be hit hard by a hammer, his eyes widened suddenly, and he stood up suddenly.

“He… did he move?”

Yun Jinshu was afraid that it was just a dream, so he stared at Han Jiang’s arm and didn’t dare to blink. This time he really didn’t make a mistake. Han Jiang’s fingers moved slightly, and even his eyelashes trembled.

“Han Jiang!”

He screamed out, went up and grabbed Han Jiang by the collar, trying to make him open his eyes, but he was caught tightly behind him.

“Jinshu! Read it clearly, he didn’t wake up!”

Gu Yan’s voice was like a basin of cold water splashing on his head. Yun Jinshu paused subconsciously, then fell back on the chair in a daze, and carefully looked at Han Jiang on the bed, motionless, still like dead, where is it? Any sign of awakening.

Gu Yan looked at him worriedly, seeming to be frightened by his reaction, and pressed his hands tightly on his shoulders and said, “Did you have hallucinations? Han Jiang didn’t wake up at all, and he didn’t even move! You! How long has it been like this?”

Yun Jinshu came back to his senses completely at this moment. He did have such hallucinations more than once. Perhaps he had been in front of the hospital bed for too long. He always felt that Han Jiang moved, but every time he was a huge surprise. After that, there was a heavier loss.

The bodyguards and nurses have long been accustomed to his reactions. After all, many family members of vegetative people always have these strange reactions, and even in the end they don’t care about anything the family members say.

But obviously, it was the first time that Gu Yan saw Yun Jinshu lose his attitude, and a very bad premonition was in his heart. He was afraid that Yun Jinshu would really go wrong if it continued like this, so he had to keep patting his shoulder to make him feel nervous. So nervous.

Yun Jinshu sighed and rubbed his painful forehead without answering Gu Yan’s question. Instead, he raised his head and asked him, “Do you have any cigarettes? Give me one.”

Gu Yan took out a cigarette and handed it to him. Yun Jinshu was very upset. He took the cigarette and walked out of the ward, leaning on the handrail in the garden, looking at the artificial lake in the distance and inhaling deeply. The effect of nicotine made him It has relieved a lot, but the heavier tiredness still lingers.

Such a mixture of joys and sorrows made his patience continue to flow away. He didn’t know how long he could continue to wait. The long, invisible waiting made him really unable to support it.

Gu Yan followed from behind and patted him on the shoulder. Suddenly he felt that even without love, he couldn’t watch his friends torment themselves like this. After thinking for a long time, he said tentatively, “Jin Shu, be more patient and say Maybe it will be true next time.”

Yun Jinshu took a mouthful of cigarettes, spit out white smoke rings, and twitched the corners of his mouth, “Don’t tell me, in fact, my patience is almost exhausted.”

Gu Yan suffocated, and then wanted to tell his true feelings, “Let’s go, living here is so tired, why don’t you leave with kidney beans, as you said just now, whether you go to Vancouver or go to other places, Anyway, live happier than now, right?”

“…” Yun Jinshu was silent, it was really difficult for him to choose whether to leave or stay.

“Jin Shu, I know a place is very suitable for vacation, and it is also far away. As long as you nod your head, you can leave immediately, I promise.”

Gu Yan is serious. He doesn’t want love at this moment. He just wants Yun Jinshu to have a good life. Even if the friend standing in front of him at this time is a friend, he will support him without hesitation.

Yunjinshu pinched out the cigarette butt, and nodded softly after a long time, “Yes, you are right, I really should go.”

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Han Jiang felt like he was awake, but no one discovered the secret.

When Yun Jinshu came to the ward to see him on the first day, he was already conscious, but at that time he was suddenly stuffed with a lot of memories in his head, which made him unable to adapt, so he always couldn’t sit up.

He could hear everything Yun Jinshu said in front of the hospital bed. Those chaotic and entangled memories of past lives were finally sorted out in the words of Yun Jinshu.

It turned out that he was not as good as a beast from beginning to end. He played with Yunjinshu as a shield for five years. He even obeyed Han Zhongtian’s words because of his stupidity, and personally sent his lover to a dead end.

Once thinking of these mixed and painful memories, Han Jiang no longer has the courage to face Yun Jinshu. He is afraid of seeing his face that hates himself, and he is even more afraid of going around for two lifetimes. The two can only miss out like this abruptly. .

He tried to open his eyes several times, but his body was as heavy as lead. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t make himself respond to Yunjinshu at all.

Watching him appear in his hospital bed every day, occasionally speaking, and most often silent all day long, but the atmosphere of getting along with him is so wonderful that he is afraid that once he wakes up, his dreams will be shattered. .

He wanted to reach out and hold Yunjinshu’s face, give him a belated kiss, and say sorry.

But the body is already at the limit. Apart from his brain being able to think, he doesn’t have the strength to move. So getting along with each other quietly has become the most extravagant thing. He wants to wake up quickly, but is afraid that he will face loss when he wakes up. The fear of the other party.

So he could only drag it slowly, and endure the slow recovery of his body day after day.

When he is strong enough, his body is strong enough to support two lifetime memories, maybe it is also the time when he can really open his eyes and give Yun Jinshu a stable and powerful embrace.

On this day, the days were as calm as usual. Before Yun Jinshu came to the hospital, Han Jiang suddenly felt that he could no longer be restrained by his body, and was able to sit up and even move around freely.

He was very happy, and with vague memories, he went to the burial mound where the Yunjinshu was buried in his previous life. The weather was cold and there was no pouring rain like that day.

He walked up the hillside all the way along the memory, stepped on the yellow lawn to the place where the tombstone should stand, and slowly squatted down. He stroked the barren ground with his fingers, feeling terribly uncomfortable in his heart.

The person he loved was buried here in the previous life. This person used all his strength to love, and he didn’t even have any cowardice to death, but he failed this person for two lifetimes and didn’t know when he would be able to repay it.

Fortunately, Yun Jinshu has returned to him. This time he can finally love him completely with an empty heart, not greedy for any impurities, and wholeheartedly use the rest of his life to return.

After sitting on the grass for a long time, Han Jiang wandered to the hospital when he couldn’t stand the cold, thinking about the time in his mind, guessing that the Yunjinshu might have arrived.

Thinking of the scent of the millet porridge he had cooked by himself, Han Jiang couldn’t help but lowered his head and smiled. He even wanted to raise his hand to cover his eyes. He didn’t want to share the expression at the moment with anyone.

Yun Jinshu put the last piece of luggage on the taxi, turned around and pulled out a smile at Gu Yan, “Brother Gu, go back, it’s so cold, I will contact you again when I get there.”

Gu Yan’s heart was very empty. He didn’t expect that Yun Jinshu would act so fast when he said that he was leaving, and he didn’t even give him a little time to reflect.

I couldn’t help but step forward to help him tie his scarf, and wanted to give him a hug, but finally raised his arm and just patted his shoulder for fear, “Since you have decided to go, you can live your life well. Remember to raise the kidney beans to get fatter. Otherwise, my godfather will never forgive you.”

His tone was very relaxed, Yun Jinshu followed with a smile and nodded, “Definitely.”

“Brother Gu, thank you for taking care of you for so many years. I don’t know when we will meet again in the future, so… take care of yourself.” He rashly raised the corners of his mouth and opened his arms to give Gu Yan a hug.

Gu Yan was sore in his heart, but he had to admit that this kind of Yunjinshu was what he wanted to see, “Bless you, Jinshu, you must live happily.”

Yun Jinshu laughed haha, got into the taxi and waved to Gu Yan. Kidney Dou also waved stupidly with her bun-faced face, “Daddy, Douzi will miss you.”

The car gradually started to move, and as Gu Yan went farther and farther in his sight, he couldn’t help but ran a few steps, shaking his hands vigorously, his eyes were a little sore.

Goodbye, my brocade book.

Sitting in the car, Yun Jinshu looked at Yunxia in the sky and let out a gentle breath, pulled out his SIM card, and threw it out along the car window.

This city is suffocating. Although it carries too much love and hate, it is finally time to say goodbye.

Han Jiang, from today I will never wait for you again.

The taxi drove onto the highway, leaving behind a cloud of dust and smoke. In the hospital on the other side of the city, the nurse changing dressing ran out of the ward with a scream, “Doctor! Doctor! Mr. Han is awake!”

【Volume Three·Hug】