The Cannon Fodder Strikes Back

Chapter 19 Daigo initiation

For Yunjinshu, laughter is much easier than crying. He can be a smiling tiger for a lifetime, but he can’t be a poor worm that makes people look down on him, so when he really started to shoot posters, he did it hard.

The poster asked for two groups. One group was the elder brother Ruan Kun carrying his younger brother, and the two of them were walking and talking and laughing. This was very easy for Yun Jinshu and Gu Yan, and it was just a pass.

But when it came to the second group, things got a little troublesome, because Wen Zeyun wanted to take a picture of Ruan Ning crying in his brother’s arms, but no matter what Yun Jinshu did, he said that it felt wrong, and for a while, he felt that he was not beautiful enough to cry. For a while, it was too contrived to be picky and crying. In short, it was unqualified. The photo was deleted, and then taken again. After tossing for a whole morning, the draft was not finalized.

He took the photo all morning, and Yun Jinshu had to cry dedicatedly all morning. In the end, everyone was exhausted. Gu Yan’s chest was soaked with Yun Jinshu’s tears, and a large area of ​​his white shirt was wet. The position of the **** made King Gu dumbfounded. He rubbed the Yunjinshu for a while, and the atmosphere of “cultivated” tears disappeared on the scene.

Wen Zeyun’s expression became more and more ugly, and he walked to Yun Jinshu and said: “Jinshu, I don’t want to say more about a friend, but it’s really difficult for me to delay everyone’s time like this one after another.”

Yun Jinshu knows that he is deliberately looking for faults, but he does not want to say anything, because Wen Zeyun is very smart at this point. He does not shoot easily, but he is sure and ruthless when he shoots. Take these selected invalid photos as an example, they do exist. What’s wrong, even if someone talks about it, they won’t think that there is a grudge between the two, at most, the director is too striving for perfection.

What’s more, he is just a rookie now. If he fell out with the director in the first movie he made, he would definitely not be able to take off his big-name hat in the future.

So Yun Jinshu smiled easily, shrugged and said, “Sorry, give me some time, I want to take a break to find feelings.”

Wen Zeyun sighed and gave him a cup of hot jujube tea and said, “Actually, I am not trying to force you. I’m just afraid of wasting Brother Gu’s time and making him prejudice against you. Don’t think too much.”

Yun Jinshu burst into laughter, and took a pun from the teacup and said: “Zeyun, you robbed my lines, shouldn’t you think too much?”

Speaking, he took a sip of jujube tea and walked out of the studio. As soon as he stepped out of his front foot, his face wrinkled together.

I rub it, this tea is not sour!

He found an empty space and used his mobile phone as a mirror to look at his current virtues. The boss had swollen eyes with red blood streaks in the corners of his eyes, and his face was messy with tears. In short, he was embarrassed and couldn’t see people.

A big man who was forced to cry by his rival in love all morning, this kind of disgusting joke could happen to him.

How bad is Wen Zeyun? He likes to watch others cry in front of him over and over again? Is this really a sense of accomplishment? If he finds a chance, he must try it on Han Jiang.

Self-conceited brain filled with Han Jiang kneeling in front of him, crying with his nose and tears, really…well…it’s cool.

When Gu Yan walked over, he happened to see the “dirty” smile on his face. He immediately couldn’t cry or laugh. Is there anyone brewing tears to make him laugh?

“Hey, hey, what’s the point of being silly?”

“Huh?” Yunjinshu came back to his senses only after Gu Yan was photographed like this. Thinking of the things he had made up in his brain, he immediately felt like being looked at by others. He scratched his hair awkwardly and said, “No…No. How did you come?”

Gu Yan sat next to him and handed him an iced Coke and said, “I just saw a fool who looked wrong, so I came out to have a look. It turned out that I knew that, yes, he is really a fool.”

Yunjinshu was happy, and took a few sips of Coke to wash away the taste of jujube tea in his mouth.

“Cut, Actor Gu, are you overwhelmed with love, did you act like this before? Seeing that your partner is not in the right state, you have to come out and show off the true qualities of the Virgin?”

Gu Yan smiled, shook his head and said, “Of course not. I’m just curious. According to your performance in the morning audition, you should be a good actor. Why did you cry so hard today?”

Yun Jinshu looked at him exaggeratedly and said: “I cried someone’s clothes wet, and it’s not smooth? It’s obviously better than eye drops Torino.”

“But you cry without emotion.” Gu Yan poked to the point and looked at him seriously and said: “Although crying and laughing are the basics of actors, but because they want to cry, they force themselves to cry, like Doesn’t it feel painful to complete the task?”

Yun Jinshu put away his joking thoughts, and understood that Gu Yan was telling the truth. He really did not cry with a trace of emotion, and he never even integrated himself into the role of Ruan Ning.

Wen Zeyun’s previous words were like a curse, reminding him all the time.

He said, “Whether you admit it or not, you are somewhat similar to me.” He also said that “This character is brought into me to a large extent.” So Yun Jinshu tried to separate himself from Ruan Ning. He was stubborn. He insisted that he was not a stand-in for anyone, so he resisted it subconsciously. Even if he could persuade himself to play this movie, and even fooled Zhao Hanchuan and everyone, he could not deceive himself.

He hated Ruan Ning from the bottom of his heart, and Wen Zeyun saw through his heart, so he kept holding on, and forced him to cry over and over again, as if to show off his victory.

It turned out that all the disguise was in vain, and even Gu Yan, who had met him for the first time, could see his weakness at once. No wonder he was at a disadvantage from beginning to end.

Seeing that he was not talking, Gu Yan raised his hand and rubbed his hair, and said to him like a gracious big brother next door: “No matter what difficulties you have in your heart, you must remember that you are an actor, although we are in front of the camera. You are performing the joys and sorrows of others, but if you can’t turn yourself into’him’, you won’t be able to impress the audience for the rest of your life.”

Yun Jinshu scratched his hair, and said with a bit of stubbornness, “Big Brother Gu…er…If you want me to call you that way, I know everything you say, but I can never do it for Ruan Ning’s role.”

Gu Yan sneered and poured a few cola into his mouth and said, “Actually, I just said that those are all fooling you. It was taught to me by my teacher. I don’t have permission to reprint it, and ordinary newcomers listen to it. I’m moved to cry every time I talk nonsense, so you don’t want to do it, you have to force me to do tricks!”

Yun Jinshu was taken aback for a moment, and was dumbfounded by Gu Yan’s nonsensicalness. Please, are you the actor? Don’t be cute!

“I decided to take back the big brother just now. There is such a big brother that is too low in price, but the trick can be barely heard.”

Gu Yan was anxious, and went up to rubbing Yunjinshu’s hair again, and then hooked his mouth and said, “I remember when I was your age, I always regarded myself as someone else as the teacher said, and the result was self-contained. Even if the acting is lively, people say that I have no style. In the end, I became anxious. I simply regarded all the roles as myself, but in the end I became popular.”

“You mean… let me be myself?”

“Yes, no matter what he is good or bad, you can do it according to your own thoughts and treat’he’ as you. It is you who are experiencing everything. All the joys and sorrows belong to you and have nothing to do with anyone.”

Yun Jinshu was stunned, and he was indifferent. He finally realized where the crux of the matter was.

He has subconsciously regarded himself as a substitute for Wen Zeyun, holding on to Han Jiang hard, thinking that he must be rewarded if he loves, but where there is any return in love, success is achieved, and loss does not mean failure. Maybe It’s a new beginning.

The hardest and easiest thing in the world is just the word “let down”.

But, can you really let go if you say let it go? he does not know.