NOVEL NEXT Chapter 4: Experiencing sadness for the first time.
I don't know what to do! How can I leave this place!? I am so embarrassed,my father got arrested and my groom told me that he won't marry me. And the worst part is that,Kaito had also arrived by that time and he saw me crying. He came running towards me,he also had 5 people with him. He told me to stop crying since, crying won't help. I got up,pushed Kaito,and ran away. I didn't want to talk to anyone right now,so I ran away. I kept running,until I reached my home. I have a pet horse coco,I know that it's weird to have a pet horse, but I love horse riding and can't live without it. At a time like this,my horse was the only one who could make me feel better. I sat on the ground and cried a lot,since sometimes it's ok to cry. You don't need bottle up your emotions every time. I cried for an hour and then started talking to my horse. I told him what happened with me. I know that animals can't speak but he understands me the best and whenever I was asking him something,he was neighing. As if he was replying to me, I talked to him for 30 minutes and then decided to go outside for some time. I took my horse,wore my helmet,since I didn't want anyone to see my face,put the saddle on my horse and went outside. I was riding a horse where everyone was in a car,people were staring at me like they have never ever seen a horse. I was hungry,so I went to a restaurant and told the chef to make something for me. He was making ramen for me,after cooking the ramen,he gave it to me. And I asked him to give me some extra salad,since I had to feed coco too. After 5 minutes, Kaito also appeared from nowhere. He told me that,he came in the restaurant to eat something. I didn't care much about him,and left the store after paying. I am actually glad that he didn't recognise me and didn't ask me any questions,I think it was a good decision to wear a helmet,since Kaito couldn't recognise me because of the helmet.Honestly,I was feeling very bad since I was short on money and I was short on love too. I decided to go to a bridge,and jump from the bridge. That was the only option for me,but after 5 minutes,I saw the man in the black suit, coming near me. I told him to stay away from me,I thought that he knew who I was but I guess,I forgot that I was wearing a helmet,he was the person whom I saw at the jewellry store the other day. He stood near me and started shouting. Even I was scared by his sudden shout,he said sorry to me and told me that he was also really sad. I asked him that,what had happened with him. He told me that,he was sad because he lost his favorite job. He told me that he will jump off the bridge soon. I told him that,I will do the same,he suddenly took out some fortune cookies from his pocket ,and told me ,that let's die after eating the cookies and he gave me some. I ate mine and he ate his. I told him to show me his fortune,but he said that it's better to keep it a secret. So I did the same and didn't show him my fortune. We decided to keep it in our pockets and take it home. He told me that we should jump off the bridge now,but the moment we were going to jump,coco started neighing. Coco's thoughts: don't jump! She's the only one who loves me. If she will die then I will probably get kicked out and will have nowhere to go. Please,protect her,and don't let her jump! I beg you please! I don't know why coco was neighing so much all of a sudden. I asked him to calm down,and decided to jump off the bridge some other day. I told the man in the black suit, that I will jump off the bridge some other day,and left. I saw him leaving too,after I left him alone. I thought that he would jump off the bridge,as soon as I left him alone but he didn't. I left for my home,after reaching home,I did my skincare and slept. Even though,my groom rejected me and my life is depressing,taking care of my skin is more important than anything else. I went to sleep and woke up early the next morning. I had breakfast and left to look for a job. I didn't have enough money,so I had to look for a job. After walking for 10 minutes,I saw an office and went inside to ask them if they wanted to hire someone. After going inside,I saw the arroagnt ass,I met at the jewellry store. I asked him,if he was the owner of the office,he told me that he was. I asked him if he was the owner of the building,he said that he was not the owner of the building and had rented the office for some time. He looked like an arrogant ceo when I saw him the other day,but now I came to know that he worked at a small rented office. I asked him if he needed any employee,he told me that he had a degree in making animated movies. I was always interested in drawing and animation,so I asked him if I could get the job. He rejected me,and said that I didn't deserve the job,since I didn't know how to behave. I went outside without arguing with him,since I didn't have the energy to fight with him. When I went outside,I saw Kaito standing infront of the office. He saw me,and asked me what I was doing here.