Chapter 30
Chapter 29
After thinking about it for a while, Qian Lingling asked: “So Mr. Xia, you said that you don’t know how to face her, which means that you will still meet at work, and you are afraid that she will find out about your amnesia?”
“No, it’s not…” Xia Shutong lowered her head and said weakly, “She seems to… already know that I have amnesia.”
No, it doesn’t seem to be.
“Then do you still remember how you got along with her before?” Qian Lingling asked again.
Xia Shutong: “No, I don’t remember.”
No, actually I still remember a little bit, but it was too exciting to say.
“Then…” Qian Lingling thought for a long time.
She talked about being in love, but she had never experienced such a thing as amnesia. Even if she tried her best to put herself in Mr. Xia’s shoes, it would be difficult to guess Mr. Xia’s specific thoughts.
So Qian Lingling used her poor little brain to speculate for a long time, and finally came to a conclusion:
What Xiao Xia always meant was that she doesn’t like that little sister now, and she wants to divorce her! Just don’t know what to do.
After all, the amnesiac Xiao Xia always looks fierce, but in fact she is very soft and cute.
Qian Lingling thought about it: “President Xia, what do you mean, you don’t like her now? So you don’t want to delay her and want to divorce her, but you are afraid of hurting her heart, so you don’t know how to tell her this thing?”
With a bitter face, Xia Shutong nodded first, then shook her head.
Does she like Yun Feiwu?
do not know.
But she knew that she didn’t hate Yun Feiwu at all. Because of Yun Feiwu’s approach, his heart will be weak, and he even instinctively wants to get close to Yun Feiwu, wanting to protect Yun Feiwu in his palm, and no one can touch it except her.
But Xia Shutong couldn’t help but suspect that this was purely her body’s instinct.
“I seemed to have feelings for her before…” Xia Shutong hesitated, “But now, I’m not sure. But I definitely don’t hate her.”
Divorce seems to be a bit over, but it is indeed like what Qian Lingling said, if Xia Shutong is not sure about her feelings for Yun Feiwu, then if she keeps the current state, won’t she be a scumbag who delays others?
Xia Shutong continued: “And now she…she has a very important job in hand, I can’t affect her mood and distract her.”
Qian Lingling’s eyes moved slightly, as if the little manager Chen from the Propaganda Department just happened to be talking about the next big project and was following up.
Qian Lingling automatically substituted into Manager Xiao Chen: “Mr. Xia, you can have a good chat with her after the project in hand is over. Whether it’s a divorce or you want to tell her the truth about your current state , you can wait until then to talk about it. Well…you can also give her a period of leave, and arrange a business trip for her when she comes back, so that it will not affect the work, and you will not feel too embarrassed in the future. “
Xia Shutong: “…”
Have a good chat with Yun Feiwu?
Isn’t this what she thought of before she found the marriage certificate? It’s just that there is an extra marriage certificate now.
But there seems to be no other way.
Before Xia Shutong wanted to quickly resolve the matter between her and Yun Feiwu, because she didn’t know that they were married. She thought that Yun Feiwu was simply deceived by herself and liked her. As long as he made it clear, he would be able to persuade Yun Feiwu to let go.
But now, it’s going to be a lot of trouble.
The relationship between her and Yun Feiwu is likely to be much more complicated than she imagined, even like a dog blood series.
If Xia Shutong told Yun Feiwu the truth about her situation now, maybe not only would she not be able to persuade her, but it would also affect her filming, and the loss would not be worth the gain.
Moreover, not only Yun Feiwu, but now Xia Shutong also needs a buffer period to digest this series of things.
So now I can only drag it until the shooting is over.
But it can’t just delay time. Xia Shutong thought about it from Yun Feiwu’s perspective. If her beloved lover loses his memory and can see her every day, but she always hides from him, how uncomfortable it is.
Sooner or later it will crash.
So before that, you have to stabilize the mood of Yun Feiwu.
Xia Shutong rubbed her chin with her fingers, and her thoughts gradually became clear. She got up and said, “Xiaoqian, I know what to do. Thank you tonight. Go back to your room and have a good rest.”
After going upstairs and back to the room, Xia Shutong still couldn’t sleep.
I went to the balcony to blow the wind for a while, and when I came back, I took a look at the marriage certificate for a while. When the sky was about to light up, Xia Shutong fell asleep in a daze.
I had a headache in my sleep, as if I had a lot of dreams, but I couldn’t remember them clearly.
The scene in the dream is constantly changing from black to white, false and real, dazzling to the eyes, yet depressing, more like a nightmare than a dream.
Xia Shutong slept like this for several hours, until the alarm clock rang, and then opened her eyes in a daze.
His head was dizzy, as if he had a weight on it.
The eyes… also hurt a little.
Throat also seems a little dry.
Xia Shutong supported the bed to get up, but when her feet hit the ground, she had no strength at all, and almost fell down.
Only then did Xia Shutong realize that his whole body seemed to be in severe pain.
“Ahem…”
As soon as she sat back on the bed, she couldn’t help a dry cough from her throat.
Xia Shutong blinked in confusion, then touched her forehead with the back of her hand, and then she was sure—probably because she was blown outside the window for too long last night, she seemed to have a cold and a fever.
Xia Shutong lay back on the bed and sent Qian Lingling a message.
[Xiaoqian, I have a cold, so I won’t go to the set today. Please keep an eye on that. 】
In her current state, she would definitely not be able to join the crew.
After lying on the bed in a daze for a while, Xia Shutong heard a knock on the door in a daze.
Headache.
She covered her eyes with her hands with difficulty and ignored it.
Qian Lingling waited anxiously at the door for a while, but seeing that Mr. Xia didn’t respond, she finally dialed the doctor’s number anxiously while looking for a spare key.
After she opened the door and entered, Xia Shutong had already fallen asleep again.
It’s just that in his sleep, his brows were still tightly furrowed, as if he was suffering.
Qian Lingling sighed, it wasn’t the first time she saw Xiao Xia was sick. Rather, because Mr. Xia is too worried about work, he will have some physical problems from time to time, and the cold and fever are already considered mild.
Qian Lingling skillfully found out the temperature measuring gun, took Xia Shutong’s temperature, and put the fever-reducing patch on her forehead.
After completing this series of actions, Qian Lingling sat by the bed and quietly handled official duties beside her.
Ten minutes later, the doctor arrived.
Xia Shutong’s fever wasn’t serious, and she was almost receding, so the doctor just prescribed some medicine for the cold, and after a few words of advice, she left.
Qian Lingling waited until the auntie nanny arrived at the villa before leaving to rush to the set.
Before leaving, Qian Lingling suddenly heard Xiao Xia muttering in a low voice: “Maomao…”
Cat… what hair?
Xia Shutong’s voice was very soft, and she turned coquettishly, Qian Lingling almost thought she had heard it wrong.
Qian Lingling bent down: “President Xia, what did you say?”
Xia Shutong turned over and fell asleep again.
Qian Lingling didn’t continue to ask, she just thought that Xiao Xia had a fever and was talking nonsense, and after carefully instructing the nanny a few words, she turned and left.
…
crew.
Because of the new members joining, Dai Su spent a whole morning holding a script seminar, trying to get the new actors into the group quickly.
Coincidentally, the new actor Jiang Feng happened to be a student who had interviewed the heroine before, and he was still a junior at the Beijing Film Academy.
Jiang Feng’s appearance is not the cute type, but his eyes are very smart, which is very similar to the second female lead Zhou Lingxue. In addition, her acting skills are not bad, she has no dark history, and her personality is good. The new female number two was decided on her.
When Qian Lingling arrived, the seminar had come to an end.
In the end, Qian Lingling summed up a few words casually, especially for Dai Su, telling him to hold back his temper and stop getting angry with the actors on the set. The meeting should almost be over.
At this time, Yun Feiwu looked away from the script, glanced at Qian Lingling lightly, and asked seemingly casually: “Mr. Xiao Xia isn’t coming to the set today?”
Qian Lingling: “Mr. Xia is not feeling well, please rest for two days and come back.”
In fact, the doctor said that Xiao Xia’s illness is not serious, and she can recover after a good night’s sleep, but Qian Lingling thinks of Xiao Xia’s high-intensity work these days, and still hopes that she will take another day off.
“Uncomfortable? Are you sick? Is it serious?” Dai Su asked a bunch of perfunctory questions without raising his head.
Qian Lingling: “…”
Although she knew that Director Dai was immersed in art and had no worries about Xia Shutong’s illness at all, Qian Lingling resisted the urge to hit someone and said with a smile, “Don’t worry, Director Dai, it’s just a cold.”
“Oh.” Dai Su paused for a few seconds, but suddenly raised his head, and said seriously, “It happens that tomorrow’s shooting content is not much, let’s squeeze time, let’s visit Mr. Xia after the shooting. There seems to be a fruit basket outside the film and television city , Xiaoyun, Xiaojiang, let’s buy one from Sany, how about it?”
How could Dai Su say such humane words? Qian Lingling was really taken aback.
Before Qian Lingling had time to reply, Jiang Feng over there had already made up his mind: “The fruit basket is not fresh, let’s buy fruit from the farmers on the side of the road. I saw several stalls with all kinds of fruits today…”
Even Yun Feiwu, who always had a cold face, smiled and nodded.
Just as Qian Lingling was about to speak, Jiang Feng leaned in front of her again: “Sister Qian, what kind of fruit does Mr. Xia like best?”
Qian Lingling: “…”
Qian Lingling: “It’s all fine.”
So the visit was settled.
…
Xia Shutong slept almost all day.
After waking up, my head didn’t hurt as much as it did in the morning, but my body was still a little weak, dizzy, and I couldn’t move much.
After sitting on the bed and finishing a bowl of porridge, Xia Shutong’s mind cleared up a lot.
At the same time, she vaguely remembered something.
It seems that Qian Lingling took care of her in the same way when she was sick before.
Xia Shutong recalled many small details of getting along with Qian Lingling, and even vaguely remembered how she met Qian Lingling.
It seems that many years ago, Qian Lingling, who had just entered university, practiced in Wutong during the day, and because of lack of money to treat her mother, she had to go to ktv to sell alcohol at night. But in a place like ktv, fish and dragons are mixed together, Qian Lingling really went with the idea of selling wine purely, the boss saw that she was small and cute, but wanted to push her into the fire pit.
At that time, Xia Shutong happened to go to that shop for a social gathering, and happened to see that little intern with a round face. Poor, he was obviously a college student, but he was bullied like a child who had no ability to resist. Tears glistened in his eyes, and there was a layer of unyielding light hidden in his eyes.
…kind of like my past self.
So Xia Shutong rescued her easily.
Xia Shutong even clearly remembered how she felt at that time – it was just a matter of going with it, without any extra thoughts, no pity, no liking, and no feelings.
Even later, as the time spent together gradually increased, she began to feel close to Qian Lingling, but it was only close, far from trust.
Xia Shutong scratched his head in confusion.
She realized that this fever seemed to trigger something, and her memory seemed to be slowly recovering.
But in memory, she seemed to be a ruthless and cold-blooded lunatic before she lost her memory.
Qian Lingling said many times before: “Mr. Xia, you just look fierce, but in fact you are very kind and gentle to us.”
Over time, Xia Shutong also believed her statement.
Maybe the bad side of myself is aimed at outsiders. To her own people, she is still very gentle and kind.
But now Xia Shutong recalled that she was not the good person that Qian Lingling said, she didn’t even have much affection for Qian Lingling, she was just taking advantage of him all the time.
She’s a real cold-blooded lunatic.
She really didn’t know why she became such a person.
She can only comfort herself that the past cannot be changed, but she can change the future, and she can work hard to make up for the mistakes she made.
Xia Shutong suddenly thought that even Qian Lingling, who was always by her side, was just a **** she could throw away, so what kind of existence did Yun Feiwu, who married her, exist in her heart? ?
Can’t recall.
But this time, Xia Shutong didn’t want to remember her past so much. She was afraid that after thinking about it, she would uncontrollably become as cold-blooded, selfish, and crazy as before.
…
The next day, when the group arrived at Xia Shutong’s house, it was already four o’clock in the afternoon.
Although Xia Shutong’s fever was gone, she still had a cold, and today she fell into a drowsy sleep for most of the day, got up after two o’clock, had lunch, and then went back to bed.
I have to say that lying in bed with salty fish and not working is really too comfortable.
Even after hearing the news that the film crew came to visit, Xia Shutong was a little reluctant to change clothes and get up.
Anyway, the cold is still not healed, so it’s okay to lie down for a while, right? It’s not too late to go downstairs when it’s time to eat.
So Xia Shutong asked Qian Lingling to entertain the guests with peace of mind, while she continued to lie on the bed and play with her mobile phone.
downstairs.
Of course it was impossible for Qian Lingling to tell other people that Xiao Xia was always too lazy to change clothes or get out of bed, so she didn’t come out to see them. She can only say that Xiao Xia is always sick and needs to rest for a while.
After hearing this, Dai Su frowned with concern, picked out several fresh fruits and handed them to the nanny, insisting that the nanny cut them up and served them to Xia Shutong.
The next few people sat on the sofa and chatted one after another. Dai Su’s EQ was appallingly low, and Yun Feiwu didn’t talk much. Fortunately, Jiang Feng was an acquaintance, and the atmosphere in the room was not good. As for being too embarrassing.
After a while, after the nanny came out of the kitchen with the medicine and fruit plate, Yun Feiwu suddenly stood up and walked over: “Auntie, let me come.”
Then she turned her head to look at the people on the sofa: “You guys talk, I’ll go say hello to Mr. Xia.”
The light in Yun Feiwu’s eyes was soft, and the arc of the corners of his lips was full of warmth, making it impossible to say no.
It wasn’t until Yun Feiwu walked up the stairs with the plate that Qian Lingling realized—Miss Yun laughed again just now?
She stared suspiciously at Yun Feiwu’s back, always feeling that she had grasped something fleeting, but she was not sure.
“Sister Xiaoqian? What are you looking at?”
Hearing Jiang Feng’s voice, Qian Lingling turned her head and said in a daze, “…it’s nothing.”
…
Perhaps for the convenience of the nanny, the door of Xia Shutong’s room was ajar.
Yun Feiwu was holding things in both hands and couldn’t knock on the door, but when she reached the door, she still hesitated, whether she should tell Xia Shutong aloud.
But if Xia Shutong is really sleeping…
Yun Feiwu tilted her head, immediately decided not to disturb her, and walked in quietly.
Soon after turning the corner, Yun Feiwu saw Xia Shutong half lying on the bed, watching videos with his mobile phone. Although his eyes were clear and energetic, his face was sickly.
Yun Feiwu felt a pain in his heart.
Ruan Ruan was not in good health when she was a child, but when they grew up and they separated, and Xia Shutong didn’t take the initiative to mention it, Yun Feiwu didn’t know what her physical condition was at all.
Seeing the sick Xia Shutong again after many years, Yun Feiwu really felt pain in his heart and felt extremely uncomfortable.
“Auntie, put the medicine on the bedside. I’ll drink it later, thank you.” Xia Shutong heard the footsteps and subconsciously thought it was the auntie nanny. It wasn’t until she looked up that something was wrong.
“Auntie?” Yun Feiwu put the medicine and fruit plate on the cabinet, sat down beside the bed, tilted his head and smiled.
Xia Shutong was so frightened that she threw the phone aside and almost jumped off the bed.
“Empress Yun Yunyun, I, I, I am not… I thought it was the nanny, don’t get me wrong…”
Although Xia Shutong decided to appease Yun Feiwu’s emotions first, and then have a proper chat with Yun Feiwu after the filming was over, but…she was not ready to comfort Yun Feiwu at all!
And almost the moment he saw Yun Feiwu, Xia Shutong recalled all the yellow waste they had experienced in this house.
In the bedroom, on the bed, two people, how do you appease them?
Xia Shutong shrank into the bed pitifully, almost shaking like a sieve.
Before he could get his head in, he was pulled out by Yun Feiwu.
Yun Feiwu held her hand and leaned down a little bit.
“Woo…”
Looking at Yun Feiwu’s delicate cheeks that were getting closer and closer, Xia Shutong couldn’t hide and couldn’t hide, pushed and couldn’t push, her eyes were reddened, and a pitiful sob came out of her throat unconsciously.
In the end, he still closed his eyes resignedly.
In the darkness, the touch on the cheek was extremely clear.
Xia Shutong felt Yun Feiwu’s warm breath on her skin, getting closer.
Then, gently tap the tip of her nose on hers.
Foreheads touch.
A few seconds later, Yun Feiwu slowly retreated.
After a long time, seeing that Yun Feiwu hadn’t moved, Xia Shutong tentatively opened his eyes.
Yun Feiwu was still sitting where he was just now, staring at her with his head slightly lowered, with indescribable tenderness in his eyes.
The affection in Yun Feiwu’s eyes was so deep that Xia Shutong didn’t dare to look at her inexplicably, and looked away a little guilty.
So… Only then did Xia Shutong realize that Yun Feiwu just wanted to see if she had a fever, and didn’t mean anything else?
Xia Shutong bit her lip, and sat up on the bed in fear. Before she had time to say anything, Yun Feiwu smiled softly: “Why is Mr. Xia’s face so red?”
“I…!” Ask knowingly!
Xia Shutong coughed twice, cleared her throat, and then said: “The room is not ventilated, it’s too hot. Cloud Shadow Queen, how did you… come to my room?”
Yun Feiwu said seriously: “Xiao Xia is always sick, of course I came to visit you.”
Xia Shutong could feel that Yun Feiwu’s concern was not feigned.
Just like the affectionate section just now.
Xia Shutong said weakly: “Actually…the illness is not very serious. After drinking the medicine, I will be almost fine tomorrow.”
Then she looked at the medicines on the bedside table.
The subtext is obvious: After I finish drinking the medicine, you have also visited me, can I go downstairs first?
Yun Feiwu didn’t seem to understand, took the bowl containing the medicine, and naturally brought it to his mouth to taste.
“The temperature is just right.” Yun Feiwu focused his eyebrows, licked off the medicine stains on his lips, and then shook the bowl with a spoon, “Mr. Xia, shall I feed you?”
“…No need!” Xia Shutong trembled, “I’ll do it myself.”
It’s too embarrassing to feed medicine or something.
But Yun Feiwu was not forgiving, and took a spoonful to Xia Shutong’s mouth: “Last time when I was sick, it was Xiao Xia who fed me. This time Xiao Xia is sick, of course I want to take care of you. This is probably…reciprocity, Mr. Xia, don’t you think so?”
Xia Shutong blinked weakly, but said nothing.
Why did this scene look so familiar… By the way, she remembered that when Yun Feiwu tricked her into putting on her pajamas the night before yesterday, she said almost the same thing.
Reciprocity is a wool! It is clear that she wants to satisfy her own selfish desires!
This time Xia Shutong tilted his head with great backbone, not being fooled by Yun Feiwu.
Seeing that Xia Shutong didn’t drink, Yun Feiwu frowned: “Doesn’t Xiaoxia always want to drink medicine? Then…”
Her voice became lower and lower, and the ambiguity in her hoarseness almost overflowed.
“…Then, do you want to try the flower kiss therapy?”
Xia Shutong was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, “What is Huawen Therapy?”
It sounds like a cure, but when it comes from Yun Feiwu, why doesn’t it feel very serious?
“That’s right…” Yun Feiwu handed the spoonful of medicine to his lips, with a smile in his gray eyes.
Xia Shutong instantly had a bad premonition.
Then, she saw Yun Feiwu take the medicine into his mouth, and leaned closer again.
Xia Shutong:! !
Under Yun Feiwu’s smiling gaze, she instantly understood the true meaning of “flower kiss”.
“No, no, no!” Xia Shutong tremblingly stretched out her hand to cover her mouth, her eyes wandering, “…I have a cold, and it will infect you.”
Yun Feiwu paused, then sat back down, swallowed the liquid medicine in his mouth, and said with a smile, “Since Xiao Xia is always unwilling, let me feed you the medicine?”
“Mmm…mm.” Xia Shutong nodded aggrievedly.
Compared with the flower-kissing therapy, the normal feeding of medicine is easier to accept.
At this time, Jiang Feng stood outside the door, covering his lips tightly, his eyes full of disbelief.
…what did she just hear? ? !