Chapter 298:
Chapter 298
Chen Sulan is really going to die. She is completely different from the bossy person she was when she met him in the mall a few months ago. Chen Sulan, lying on the hospital bed, is old and weak, with the blankness of a dying person in her eyes.
Jian You was standing not far from her hospital bed. She stood upright, looked down at her and said, "Although he doesn't want to come in to see you, she is at the door. You should be able to predict this outcome. As early as the second day, That night fifteen years ago.”
Chen Sulan, who had a nasal tube inserted, choked up when she heard these words, and tears came from the corners of her dry eyes, while Zhao Zijun remained calm beside her.
"I...I'm sorry for you...you and Zijun...you actually...actually can..."
Jian You didn't wait for her to finish her words and said, "Don't say sorry, everything is destined. No matter what, I am still your daughter-in-law. If you don't like me, you can only accept this fact and stand outside." That one is also your son."
Between years of abandonment and the child he raised with his own hands, Chen Sulan still felt more sorry for Zhao Zijun, but Jian You felt a little unworthy of Shen Xiao. Fortunately, he did not come in.
"I'm going to die..." Chen Sulan sighed and continued: "Doesn't he even want to look at me?"
Jian You bit her lip, but still spoke word by word: "Before you say this, have you asked yourself... are you worthy?"
After Jian You finished speaking, he slowly took two steps back, then turned and left the ward.
The villa was almost fully decorated, and Jian You's belly was slightly curved. A few days before it was about to be completed, Jian You received a call from Sister-in-law Zhou, saying that there was a safe in the study room of the villa, which was locked by a fingerprint. Sister-in-law Zhou I saw her use it once.
However, Jian You quickly came over after receiving the call. The fingerprint lock was matched successfully, and she opened the safe. Inside was a diary and a stack of yellowed manuscripts.
Jian You has basically never been to the study room of the villa since she traveled through time. Her impression is that there are several bookshelves with books there, and miscellaneous letters and manuscripts scattered on the table. But as a modern person who has traveled through time, I really have no interest in those things.
Shen Xiao was standing outside the door. When he saw her coming out, he stepped forward and took her hand. The two of them walked out of the hospital slowly without any regrets.
Two days later, Chen Sulan died. Jian You and Shen Xiao did not receive a call from Zhao Zijun, but on the day of Chen Sulan's burial, Shen Xiao came back very late. Jian You saw that his leather shoes were stained with the muddy soil from the cemetery. Jian You just pretended not to know that this stubborn man Man, after all, he is not as cruel as his mother.
Jian You opened the diary and saw on the first page of the diary: Written to another self.
There has always been another me living in my body. She is laughing and positive in other worlds, but as soon as I wake up, she disappears. I really want to live like her, but I can't. I take medicine on time and go to bed on time, but those bad things will always bother me again and again. As soon as I wake up, my world becomes gray. I don't want to go on like this forever, so... I want to find her in my own way.
In the dream, I could communicate with her, so I thought of a way. I wanted to write a novel to let her know my miserable situation. Without her help, I would live in darkness. She is a compassionate and sunny person. If she knew all this, she would definitely help me. Jian You put down the diary and reached for the manuscript underneath. When she turned the first page, she was shocked by the title of the novel... This was the novel she had read in the world she lived in before...
Jian You flipped through page after page. The familiar plot, the pitiful experience of the female supporting character, and the misfortunes of the Shen family were exactly the same as the novels she had read before.
She refused to give up and opened the diary, and finally saw this paragraph in the last line:
I have written myself to death, but she has not appeared yet. How can I get her to save me? I'm really... really desperate.
The signature in the diary was the night before Jian You traveled through time...
Another self in the body…
Jian You frowned and stroked her forehead. There were some things she couldn't figure out now. Did her so-called past life really exist?
Obviously she has experienced it personally, but when she thinks about it now, it seems very far away... And some of her habits in her previous life are inexplicably the same as now.
For example, she also had RH-negative blood in her previous life, she loved to eat fish backs, and for example... after she traveled through time, all the plots of the story were completely different from the original book, and some people whom Jian You didn't know were never in the original book. appeared.
Because...the original Jian You wrote was always just the world she knew.
Jian You had to admit that her "other self" was an extremely smart self, but maybe she would never come back.
Shen Xiao passed by the door and saw Jian You dazed in the study. He stopped and asked her, "How is it? Have you taken out the things? If they are important things, put them away."
Jian You watched the smile on Shen Xiao's face gradually brighten. She held the diary and manuscript in her hands, nodded and said, "Of course it's important. I want to lock them up so no one can read them."
Shen Xiao looked at the little girl Jian You's expression as if she had found a treasure, and said with doting, "Okay, I'll leave it to my children in the future!"
Looking at Shen Xiao's back walking away, Jian You felt sad in her heart: Brother, it's lucky that you have never been a scumbag; it's also lucky that we have met since then.
(End of this chapter)