The Absolute Beings Obsessed with My Defeat Addiction

“…….”

When Reyna woke up again, she stared blankly at the ceiling.

Slowly blinking her eyes, she savored each sensation one by one.

Had she not yet escaped the illusion?

Her mind felt hazy.

It was as if all her senses were shrouded in fog.

The sensations in her hands and toes, which had felt distant, slowly returned, and after blinking a few more times, the ceiling came into focus.

‘This is reality again.’

It was not the antique building she had seen at first, but an ordinary human structure that could be found anywhere.

However, there was one difference: a magic circle filled with unfamiliar runes was inscribed there.

She had lost consciousness after experiencing the extreme climax of the illusion once again.

‘Yuris was also gone…’

At first, it was clear that Yuris had whispered in her ear.

But while receiving a massage from Max and being touched here and there, following Yuris’s words and pleasuring herself, she had somehow vanished.

As if it had been her own voice all along, not Yuris’s.

The words Yuris had whispered swam in Reyna’s mind, and they spilled out of her mouth.

When she shouted that she was losing herself.

“I want to do it while looking in the mirror.”

When she shook her hips to bury herself in pleasure.

She acted like a bitch in front of her own sex.

Letting out cute sounds, she looked at herself in the mirror.

Seeing herself shatter before a male.

‘It was beautiful.’

The reflection in the mirror was so beautiful it could steal one’s breath away.

More beautiful than when she wore a lovely dress and was worshipped by elves, or when she was blessed by the sacred World Tree.

The sight of her, glistening with sweat and buried in pleasure without a single piece of clothing, looked several times more beautiful.

As she gazed at her own ruined form, she felt a light-headedness wash over her.

‘Did I have such a taste?’

It was a preference she hadn’t even known she had.

Max had awakened that taste in her.

Since she was an elf who had no need to indulge in lust.

Raising her body, Reyna looked at the mirror standing next to the bed she had been lying on.

Her reflection showed her wearing the white underwear she had on before entering the illusion.

If someone saw her, they would be captivated by her beauty.

The most beautiful among elves, the high elf.

That high elf was sitting seductively in nothing but her underwear.

Her slightly damp hair looked particularly sexy.

Any man on the continent, or even any woman, would have been unable to resist and would have rushed in.

However, something seemed lacking to Reyna.

Normally, she would have praised and admired her own beauty, but today was different.

She felt none of the excitement she had felt when she saw her messy self in the illusion.

‘Ah…’

Only then could she feel it.

What she had truly wished for while looking in the mirror.

“So this is really my taste…”

As she pondered a preference she had never felt in her life.

“Are you awake?”

Max entered, pulling back the curtain.

“Ah…”

Reyna belatedly lifted the blanket that had been on the bed to cover her body.

It was a response time too slow for an elf.

It was proof that the sensations still immersed in pleasure had not fully returned.

“Were you satisfied?”

“…….”

She answered by nodding instead of speaking.

“That’s a relief. I was worried you might have enjoyed it ambiguously.”

“Do other women experience such illusions?”

“……It varies from person to person. Preferences are quite diverse.”

“I see.”

Reyna felt a sense of dissonance with Max’s changed attitude.

“Why are you being so kind?”

“After all, you are a guest.”

“…….”

“When you came before, it was because I was trying to prevent a disturbance from someone trying to take my guest, Yuris. Now, you are a guest who has enjoyed the service for a fair price, so I should be kind.”

“That’s not it…”

She didn’t want to talk about that time.

“You were very forceful in the illusion. You called me Master…”

“Oh, that?”

Max poured boiling water from the kettle into a teacup as he spoke.

“That was because you wanted that.”

“…….”

“The illusion moves as you wish. I just act accordingly.”

Max smiled as he handed her the teacup filled with hot tea.

“Providing the best service is our shop’s motto.”

“…….”

Reyna took the teacup and sipped the jasmine tea.

It was warm and comforting.

Just like when she had Max’s dick in her mouth.

It was hot and passionate.

‘Why am I like this?’

As she drank tea while looking at Max, the scenes from the illusion suddenly came to mind.

Her heart raced, and her face flushed.

The moment she made eye contact with him, she couldn’t hold on for even a moment, and her eyes rolled back.

She couldn’t properly see Max’s face.

Just looking at him made her feel flushed.

There had been a time when she felt this way.

That was when Yuris had saved the elf forest.

The feeling of meeting her hero, an overwhelming hero who seemed like they would never break.

Did she feel the same way when facing Max?

‘No way…’

Just then, she was startled.

“By the way, you don’t have to worry about that.”

“What, what do you mean?”

“About your purity. It wasn’t real as you checked, so your purity is still intact.”

“……Ah.”

She didn’t realize it.

She felt so good that she didn’t even think about having lost her virginity.

The only thing floating in her mind was that she felt good, and she couldn’t even ask whether she had truly experienced it or not.

“So it wasn’t real?”

“Right.”

“…….”

Hearing that, the corners of Reyna’s mouth twitched upwards.

‘Then I don’t have to feel guilty about losing my virginity…?’

It meant that she was still pure, so she could still go to Yuris.

Moreover.

‘I can come back without worrying about losing my purity.’

When you think about it, this wasn’t lust.

It wasn’t that her body had been directly violated; it was merely the elven way of exploring each other’s minds while exchanging thoughts.

‘So it means I’m not crumbling under human lust…’

This was something she could do without worry.

“Th-That’s a relief.”

As her thoughts reached that point, a smile appeared on her face.

Perhaps the illusionary magic circle Max created was the ultimate pleasure that elves could feel?

If Max had known her thoughts, he would have shouted that it was absurd self-justification.

But Max couldn’t read the hearts of high elves, and Reyna didn’t tell him.

Perhaps it was a good thing.

Reyna found another reason to immerse herself in the illusionary magic circle.

“Since you worked hard today, just settle the payment and go back.”

“……Alright.”

Reyna stood up hesitantly.

“Um, can I ask something?”

Dressed, Reyna spoke.

“Can I come back again?”

“You want to come again?”

“…Yes. It will take a few more months to return to the elf forest, so I wanted to ask if I could come back.”

“It’s possible. But can a high elf come to a place like this?”

“It’s fine. After all, it wasn’t real.”

Her voice was light.

“It doesn’t matter. After all, I’m the owner who provides services at a suitable price.”

At those words, a warm feeling surged in her chest.

“Okay. I’ll come back later, so I’ll ask for your help then too.”

Rejuvenated, she returned to her noble posture and tone, just like an elf.

“I-I’ll come alone next time.”

After settling the payment, Reyna hurriedly dashed out of the shop as if escaping.

***

I watched Reyna’s retreating figure.

“It seems she was satisfied, so I don’t mind.”

It was an unexpected taste.

To feel pleasure by watching herself being violated.

While acting in accordance with her in the illusion, I felt it.

Every time Reyna saw her vulgar self gasping in the mirror, she reacted sensitively.

‘I had heard she had such a taste.’

Narcissism with a self-destructive tendency.

It was a troublesome sexual desire, but once understood, it was an easy preference to satisfy.

‘I thought she was obsessed with Yuris, so I assumed her taste would simply be for noble and beautiful women.’

It turned out that narcissism was the main focus, not lesbianism.

The reason she showed her obsession with Yuris was probably because she thought that no being could be as great as Yuris.

As a high elf, she was always respected among elves.

‘Since it’s natural to be revered, she must have had no choice but to evaluate herself higher.’

After finishing my thoughts, I looked at the magic circle.

[Reyna’s Preference: Narcissism, Self-Destructive Tendency.]

[Pleasure in breaking the perfect self]

[Resolution Method: Simply being violated by inferior beings like humans should be enough]

Not long after the video started, it accurately targeted Reyna’s preferences.

As this message appeared, Yuris’s figure naturally disappeared.

I had somewhat inferred Reyna’s self-destructive tendencies.

I had already felt it in the first illusion.

That she found pleasure in breaking herself.

But I had never considered that it was narcissism, not lesbianism.

If it had been the previous magic circle, it would have been a result I would never have thought of.

‘It has definitely improved.’

Just as I became more skilled at serving customers, the magic circle also progressed in performance step by step.

I liked that it found things I hadn’t caught.

However.

“If you become too capable, it could be troublesome.”

Somehow, I felt that I too couldn’t remain stagnant like this.

I couldn’t fall behind the magic circle I created.

“Let’s study and investigate hard.”

***

Helen stared blankly at the blackboard again today.

She couldn’t concentrate on the class properly.

The final exam, which was the most important for her grades this year, was just around the corner.

Among the various tests conducted at the academy, the final exam was the most crucial.

That’s why she reduced her leisure time and increased her class hours several times more than usual.

No matter how much Helen had the highest grades in her year, she couldn’t afford to neglect the final exam.

Because in this exam, even the slightest mistake would not be tolerated.

Unlike others, Helen’s goal was to skip a grade.

To grow faster than others and learn more, skipping a grade was essential.

And only then could she uphold Silvesta’s prestige of always being the best.

‘Sigh, how many days has it been already…’

Because of that exam, she hadn’t been able to visit Max’s shop for over two weeks.

‘I want to go.’

She slightly spread her legs and rubbed the handle of her fountain pen against her panties.

‘I want to go quickly.’

It had been too long since she had last done it.

Max kept popping into her head.

Even though she didn’t want to think about him during the exam period, he kept coming to mind.

In her fluffy imagination, she was happily receiving Max’s education.

Begging him to teach her more, asking for homework.

The speed of her rubbing against her panties gradually increased.

It was just when her face began to flush.

“Lady Silvesta.”

“Yes?”

“Could you please repeat what I just said?”

“Ah, um, that is…”

She had no idea.

She hadn’t heard at all how far the professor had progressed in the lesson or which part had been read.

Her mind was filled with thoughts of another professor’s class.

So, Helen couldn’t answer the professor’s question.

“That’s not like you, Lady Silvesta. It seems you can’t concentrate on the class. You need to get a perfect score to skip a grade. If you can’t focus on the class like this, it will be problematic.”

“I’m sorry.”

Even at this moment, all that filled Helen’s mind was Max’s face.

She was going crazy.

What should she do?