Speak of The Devil

Jung Yiyeon’s movements seemed like they might end soon, quick and deep, but they continued for a long time. With the organ pressing against my inner walls, I couldn’t gather my senses. I had no choice but to endure while my trembling body moaned.My heart was pounding as if it would burst. The heat rose too much, making my face flush. My waist felt like it would melt and collapse. Amidst this, Jung Yiyeon thrust her organ into me again, relentlessly probing the spot I felt, and sparks flickered in my mind. It felt like I was going to die. Just a few passes of Jung Yiyeon through my organ brought me to the brink.“Uh…! Uh, hoo…!!”My lips, which were breathing rough gasps, were captured by Jung Yiyeon. Our tongues tangled messily, electrifying not only fingertips and toes but also the tip of the tongue. I sucked on Jung Yiyeon’s tongue, and she relentlessly delved deep inside me, stirring me entirely.“…! …!”Eventually, even my moans were devoured by Jung Yiyeon.At the climax, all sensations exploded like fireworks. A flood of pleasure overwhelmed me, more buoyant than ever before. Even my mind felt numb. For a moment, vision turned pitch black, then light burst forth again.“Uh…!!”Along with a liberating sensation as if reason flew away, semen spurted from the tip of the organ. Dirty, sticky liquid splattered, staining the abdomen.At the moment of climax, my body trembled uncontrollably. It involuntarily arched backward.A soft moan escaped from Jung Yiyeon, who was kissing my neck.“Kkuh…!”Jung Yiyeon embraced my body tightly. The organ plunged deeply, as if it would pierce through me. The climax continued without ceasing due to the fullness that filled me during climax. Along with the sensation of my insides squeezing, more semen shot from the tip of the organ.Simultaneously, Jung Yiyeon thrust her organ deeply into my innermost part.“Ah… Ugh, uh….”Trapped in the embrace that felt like it would collapse me, I moaned with the dizzying pleasure of the climax. Since Jung Yiyeon continued to tease me with her organ inside me after climax, it felt like the peak wouldn’t end. Jung Yiyeon didn’t release me from her embrace. Even after climax, as if she wanted to stay connected with me.“Haah….”Finally, like a sigh or a gasp, Jung Yiyeon let out a long breath. Clearly, it contained a sense of satisfaction. It was definitely not my imagination. Otherwise, he wouldn’t still be holding me in his arms.Maybe once again, I was creating fantasies on my own. Even though Jung Yiyeon’s heart hadn’t changed significantly from before, he seemed a bit gentler and more affectionate. It might be because I wanted a relationship with less fatigue.However, someone might call me foolish, but I wanted to believe once again that he had affection for me. I didn’t want to entertain the assumption that it wasn’t true. No, that would be absurd.As always, what was needed was a conversation. After having tender and intense sex, I understood it even more. I wanted assurance from Jung Yiyeon. I was afraid that, like before, I might be indulging in meaningless sex with him thinking I was sharing love. I wanted a clear confirmation from Jung Yiyeon.“…Let’s talk after we shower….”Still buried inside me, Jung Yiyeon whispered into my ear.“Let’s have a conversation.”Perhaps Jung Yiyeon also thought that it was time for a conversation. It was finally time to move on to a new phase. If emotions truly didn’t develop, it might be better to put an end to this relationship.My heart, which had been cooling down, began to beat vigorously once again.“Ah….”However, it wasn’t due to anxiety.“Boss….”His hand brushing away the strands of hair scattered over my face, his fingers scratching my forehead. His lips touching my cheeks, nose, and mouth. Above all, the warm brown eyes that looked at me affectionately, as if reassuring me not to be anxious.Still holding me, Jung Yiyeon continued to kiss me, and my heart was pounding with excitement.So, when asked if I had a conversation with Jung Yiyeon, I couldn’t. The urgency of the aftermath due to someone who was reluctant to use a condom and messily finished inside made the cleanup urgent.Entering the bathroom, I turned on the hot water and had to clean myself inside out. Since someone climaxed inside me after a long time, the aftermath took quite a while. Just that made me feel weak, and I couldn’t leave the bathroom easily, standing there getting wet.I absentmindedly recalled the sex from earlier. It seemed like Jung Yiyeon wanted to try something different under the influence of alcohol, and she had tried to work at the window.When I stood in front of the large window in the bedroom, I thought it was embarrassing, but looking back, it seemed quite thrilling. So now, I regretted it for no reason. It wasn’t even a visible location outside, and it would have been fine to do it with Seoul’s night view below. Perhaps regret stemmed from the fact that even though our relationship might improve with Jung Yiyeon, it could be disappointing if we continued to meet at this residence. Nevertheless, I wanted to lean against the window at least once in this residence… If the relationship with Jung Yiyeon improved, would we eventually meet at his place if we entered into a relationship? If we continued to meet at this residence, I might feel somewhat disappointed. Still, at least once, I wanted to lean against the window and…Already convinced that Jung Yiyeon liked me, and imagining an optimistic future, my mind was drawing a rosy picture.While nothing had become certain, when self-deprecating thoughts arose, I felt too tired, so I just closed my eyes. When anxiety sets in, it tends to raise its head alone at once.‘This secretary… you really has a talent for charming people.’I recalled what Jung Yiyeon had said. This meant she had captivated me. This was 100% certain. All I needed was confirmation from her mouth. So, it was different from when I was alone, liking her and misunderstanding her feelings. There had been a lot of pain so far. However, now that if Jung Yiyeon confessed her affection to me. If we wanted to become special to each other and continue the relationship, it seemed like I could forget the pains of the past.Only then did I realize that I took too long to wash. I locked the shower, quickly wiped the moisture from my body with a towel, put on a gown, and came out of the bathroom.However, when I came out after showering, Jung Yiyeon was not in bed. It’s possible she went to the bathroom outside to take a shower as well. It’s unclear whether she was in the living room or if her shower took longer than mine.So, when I tried to go to the living room and grabbed the bedroom door handle, I heard a third person’s voice. It wasn’t clear because it came from outside the door, but it was definitely not Jung Yiyeon’s voice.Not wanting to go out in a gown, I picked up my clothes from the floor, put them on, and left the room. Wearing clothes turned out to be an excellent choice. The living room was not occupied only by Jung Yiyeon.“What did the executive say?”“Hey, hyung, aren’t you too cold to me? Can’t I come see you if I don’t have business?”“Don’t joke around.”“Hyung, you looked really tired today. Sometimes your mood drops a lot when it rains, so I thought it might be because of that.”Jung Yiyeon was facing away from me. Facing him was Min Seo-won, a Korean man who typically wore short shorts, a linen shirt, and a light pink fedora—a style that Korean men generally did not wear.“I thought you went home, but didn’t the lady tell you to come to the residence? So, I came to comfort you.”Jung Yiyeon, who was leaning against the wall, turned his head away when he noticed me. Then, our eyes met.Min Seo-won, who noticed my presence, stiffened. At that moment, Jung Yiyeon, who saw Min Seo-won’s rigid face, turned to look back.“… If you have something to say to the executive, say it and leave.”There was irritation in his tone. With that one sentence, I roughly understood the situation. Jung Yiyeon did not meet him, so Min Seo-won pushed in without reason, claiming that he had a message from someone called the executive.Jung Yiyeon gave the order to leave, but Min Seo-won’s gaze was not directed at him. Min Seo-won was staring at me.Min Seo-won was staring at me, frozen. Seeing Min Seo-won’s face stiffening instantly, Jung Yiyeon turned back to look at him.“… You’re the secretary. The secretary who quit before.” Min Seo-won’s voice was trembling.“What? Did you two sleep together?”“…”“Were you in that kind of relationship? Oh, did you quit the company and just start dating? You said you were getting along well with the new secretary, but was it in this sense that you were getting along?”“Min Seo-won.”“You’ve been frequently visiting the residence lately; was it for this reason?”“Min Seo-won. It’s none of your business.”“What do you mean it’s not? In front of the chairman, in front of the executive—”“Stop it.”Facing Min Seo-won, who continued to press and question, Jung Yiyeon raised his voice with irritation. It was the first time I had seen him express anger in this way. Angry Jung Yiyeon was somewhat domineering. The chill in his voice made Min Seo-won flinch for a moment.However, Min Seo-won did not stop.“He says he’s not dating.”“…”“I worried about you for nothing, thinking you were often at the residence these days. If you have a lover, you should have just said so.”He didn’t hide the sarcasm. Jung Yiyeon roughly ran his hand through his hair. After letting out a long sigh, he spoke.“No, it’s not like that.”His voice was firm.“What do you mean it’s not?”Min Seo-won continued to mock. Since Jung Yiyeon had his back to me, I couldn’t see his expression. I could only infer his irritation from his gestures and voice.And in a clearer voice than ever before, Jung Yiyeon spoke.“Don’t involve me and this secretary in that way. We have nothing going on.”…We have nothing going on.Jung Yiyeon firmly nailed it down. There is nothing going on between Jung Yiyeon and Lee Nan, so don’t get involved.Jung Yiyeon was well aware that it wasn’t just Min Seo-won and himself in this place. Even though he had his back to me, he knew I was behind him. We didn’t make eye contact earlier.But in front of Min Seo-won, in front of the third party questioning the relationship between Jung Yiyeon and me… we say we have nothing going on.In an instant, I heard the sound of something falling in my mind.Just like when I was rejected by Jung Yiyeon, I fell into a deep and dark place. And I hit the ground.I used to think that when hitting the ground in such deep and distant despair, I would turn into a well-tenderized piece of meat. But when my heart hit the deepest part, it didn’t hurt at all.In the vastness before my eyes, I felt like I was floating alone in this space. I realized it only in that feeling.Jung Yiyeon and Lee Nan have nothing going on.From the beginning, until now. There has never been anything between them.…And also, in the future.“I came here just to say a few words.”At that moment, something inside me changed rapidly and decisively.Suddenly, because I opened my mouth, the gaze of the two men turned to me.“I was supposed to go to the company, but the CEO was so busy that he said it wasn’t a good time. I came here despite the inconvenience.”Jung Yiyeon was also looking at me. Looking beyond Jung Yiyeon, at Min Seo-won, I continued to speak.“I knew the CEO’s preferences, but it’s a bit rude to assume he’s gay.”And then I grinned. A nonchalant expression formed effortlessly on my face.“Well then, I’ll be going.”Since I had only brought my phone, and it happened to be in the back pocket of my pants, I walked past the two frozen men towards the entrance after my abrupt statement.In reality, my legs were shaky, and my waist was tense. The lingering aftermath of the affair with Jung Yiyeon left my body both lethargic and tingling inside. It felt like Jung Yiyeon’s traces still lingered throughout my body.However, as I put on my shoes, I acted as if I could easily win an Oscar for my nonchalant performance. It was a peculiar thing. Acting was not as difficult as one might think. There was no pain involved. Perhaps it wasn’t acting at all.“I’ll go ahead, sir.”“……Uh, yes, uh, this secretary……”…If Jung Yiyeon had grabbed me even then, would something have changed?No, I am already… My heart is…“Goodbye.”Until the last moment of leaving, I didn’t lose my smile.Fortunately, the elevator was still there, so I didn’t have to wait. The elevator quickly took me down to the first floor. Outside the elevator, and then outside the residence, I walked out neither fast nor slow. Perhaps it was in the typhoon’s influence; there was heavy rain pouring from the sky.Without an umbrella. But then again, I couldn’t stay here forever.I walked into the rain without much thought. I realized I should have called a taxi, but it was too late. Even after walking a few steps, my head and shoulders were already soaked. It seemed better to walk to the street and catch a taxi.After walking in the rain for some time, not too long, I walked neither quickly nor slowly. Was it in the typhoon’s influence? The sky was still pouring down heavy rain and my body was quickly getting wet. Even so, I couldn’t help but stop.“… You crazy bastard.”Seo Jaeoh was standing in front of me. I hadn’t even left the vicinity of Jung Yiyeon’s residence yet, but for some reason, Jaeoh was right in front of me.“Why did you come in the rain….”He approached me and put an umbrella over my head. But I was already soaked. I was as wet as when I took a shower earlier. I wondered why I bothered to shower if I was going to end up like this.I shrugged my shoulders, the rainwater dripping from my lively face, and ran my hand through my wet hair.“…Crazy… This crazy guy… Seriously crazy….”Why was Seo Jaeoh pouring rain on himself as if he had also been caught in the rain? Why was he standing near Jung Yiyeon’s residence with an umbrella, as if waiting for me? Was it because I got caught in the rain? It made no sense.“…How did you end up here?”“…I followed you because I thought you were going somewhere.”No… I had sent him home, but instead of going home, he was standing in front of my house as if waiting for me. Then, when he received Jung Yiyeon’s call, he followed me to the residence. And he stood there waiting for me, not knowing when I would come out. It was unbelievable.“Isn’t stalking a crime?”“….”“…Did you know? Where I was going.”“I wanted to apologize to you… so I left the office during lunch break and came to your place.”“Uh…”“…But then Jung Yiyeon came out of your apartment.”…It had to be that day. When Jung Yiyeon suddenly barged into my house before lunchtime. Then, after receiving Jung Yiyeon’s call, I came out, and he followed me all the way to the residence. And he was waiting for me, not knowing when I would come out. It was absurd.“That day, he couldn’t go in, but today he came… Did you really feel comfortable? Wonder if you’re really comfortable, or if you’re pretending to be okay, pushing yourself.”So, the story goes that he couldn’t leave in front of my house and ended up following me after I came out.“…You came to meet President Jung today too?”“….”“It’s been resolved well, hasn’t it? It got better. But why? Why are you coming out alone in such a state?”While my tension eased a bit, I felt embarrassed and ashamed. I liked Jung Yiyeon, and that led to a messy situation. It was genuinely embarrassing to appear in such a pathetic state, following his calls and leaving as he asked. I felt so embarrassed that I even laughed at myself.“You must know that this isn’t something you’ve done once or twice.”“….”“I told you I would quit first, but how many times did we contact and meet after that?”Jaeoh’s jaw moved very slightly up and down. It was a sign of affirmation. Damn, frustrating.“…Did you bring the car? Let’s go to my place.”I was too embarrassed to continue the conversation. I tried to gently nudge his shoulder as a sign to go, but before my hand could reach him.“…I can’t.”Jaeoh hugged me.It was late, and the rain was pouring, even though there weren’t many people passing by. But we were standing in the middle of an open street.I tried to push him away, thinking, ‘What are you doing?’ But I couldn’t.“Am I… Am I really hopeless…?”Trembling shoulders.“It was going well, and I tried to give up… But if you’re like this…”A quivering voice.“I really didn’t make you cry, did everything you asked, never said no to anything…didn’t even let it rain on you.”…In his agitated voice, there was a pitiful affection directed towards me.“…Are you crying?”“I’m not crying?! Is that what you’re saying now?”He shouted, his voice so loud as if he thought my eardrums would burst. Yet, soon after, while holding me even tighter, Jaeoh lamented with a sorrowful murmur.“Yeah, crying…I’m crying because I’m sick of begging you, damn it… Why do you like such a jerk, you… Damn it, really…”He, who usually didn’t swear much, was spewing curses. Almost as if he wanted to cry in my place. It was kind of cute.“Sigh…”Today, I was rejected by Jung Yiyeon. I heard him firmly stating that we had no special relationship.Jung Yiyeon probably had no intention of dating anyone, and it seemed my belief that I was special to him was just my delusion. When it rained, he occasionally experienced a drop in mood… So maybe he just wanted someone to be by his side for a moment.Still, it was a bit confusing. He came to my house without knowing why, promised a meal next time. But again, I expected too much and misunderstood. I fantasized about talking casually today, imagining meeting again at his place. But all he really wanted from me was sex. I deluded myself again, expecting something that wasn’t there. Tonight, I thought about having sex while enjoying the night view. I even thought I would meet him at his place again. Yet, we had nothing more than a physical relationship.But really, it’s strange.Every word and action of Jung Yiyeon suffocated me and caused unbearable pain in my chest. I kept falling into an abyss, shattering my body and experiencing an endless agony. I loved Jung Yiyeon so much, and hated myself so much. The pain was so intense and persistent that I couldn’t regain my sanity for days. I was so hurt and in pain because of my deep affection for Jung Yiyeon and my intense self-loathing. I couldn’t remember what it felt like to have a painful sensation in my chest.