Chapter 75 - Extra (13)
Karel’s fingers began moving in and out again, making wet sounds as they did. The teasing, shallow thrusts made Sasha’s legs feel weak. A sense of unease washed over him, though he couldn’t quite pinpoint why. Despite Karel’s evident arousal—his breathing had quickened—he was still trying to maintain a calm facade, which only added to Sasha’s anxiety.“…You’re not going to do it? Even if I say it hurts?”“I’ll stop if you ask me to.”“And you can really hold back?”“Hmm…”Sasha asked while slowly lowering himself onto Karel’s bulging arousal. As his body settled over the heated firmness, Karel let out a low groan, his brows furrowing.“Do you really think I’m best at causing pain?”“So, you’re not?”Karel responded with a strange smile.“My greatest skill is restraint.”In that moment, Sasha’s world seemed to darken.It couldn’t be true, yet Sasha knew Karel meant every word. Frustration welled up inside him—he’d given Karel the switch because he wanted to be with him, not just to endure the pain. It would be an enormous waste if things stopped here without getting to the main event.“Don’t do that. Don’t hold back, Karel.”“……”Sasha spread his legs wider and fully sat down, pressing his body against the hardness beneath him. The firm pressure and heat under the fabric made him swallow dryly. As Sasha slowly moved his hips while holding Karel’s neck, Karel unconsciously gripped Sasha’s waist more tightly.Sasha watched Karel’s expression. Karel, eyes lowered, was staring intensely at Sasha’s moving hips, while the fingers still inside Sasha grew rougher. Sasha, with one arm wrapped around Karel’s neck, lowered the other to unbuckle Karel’s belt.As he unzipped Karel’s pants, Sasha briefly caressed the firm abdomen and waist beneath. When their eyes met, Karel hastily kissed him. Teasingly, Sasha slowly pulled down the underwear, revealing Karel’s large, erect member. It was so thick that Sasha couldn’t fully grasp it with one hand. Despite being partially soaked, Karel continued to hold back, letting Sasha take the lead. He only let out a low moan when Sasha rose and aligned himself with the tight entrance.“Ugh…”“Yes… Karel…”As soon as Karel’s swollen head pushed into the entrance, Sasha threw his head back. The thick shaft plunged deep inside, and Karel, sensing Sasha’s legs weakening, wrapped his arms around Sasha’s waist to support him.Sasha panted, trembling slightly as he clung to Karel’s neck. Karel, noticing Sasha’s reaction, tenderly swept Sasha’s disheveled hair back and kissed his small ear and nose in turn. Sasha was so sensitive to the initial penetration that he often climaxed just from the feeling of being filled. As Sasha experienced the aftershocks of his orgasm, the involuntary contractions of his inner walls provided a pleasurable sensation for Karel.“Ha… Ha… Let me do it.”With those words, Sasha began to slowly move his hips on his own. Even at a shallow depth, it was overwhelming. The entrance, swollen from earlier, seemed even tighter.“Yes… It feels so good… Ah…”“How did you hold out for two weeks?”“Hmm, hmm… I dreamed about you… Ah…”“…In your dreams?”Karel felt a pang of jealousy toward the version of himself that had intruded into Sasha’s dreams. Gently, he brushed Sasha’s hair back and asked insistently.“What did I do in the dream?”“Hmm, I don’t remember… Ah…”“Think hard. Was it good?”“It was… good.”“What did I do?”Karel’s persistence was a sign that he was on the verge of becoming rough. Sasha, momentarily forgetting this, could only cling to Karel’s neck, overwhelmed by the sensation.“You did it inside me. And then, hmm… on my face too… Ah!”The words had barely left Sasha’s mouth when he felt the world spin. Just moments ago, he had been sitting atop Karel, but now he was suddenly lying on the bed, with Karel pinning him down. A shiver of exhilaration ran down Sasha’s spine.“Inside?”This was the look Sasha wanted to see—the face of someone ready to abandon all restraint and lose himself in the heat of the moment.“Ugh…”As Sasha inhaled, Karel thrust his massive shaft deep inside, pushing through the swollen entrance without mercy. The blunt tip slammed into Sasha’s depths, striking somewhere beyond his lower back. Throughout the intense penetration, Karel never took his eyes off Sasha, his gaze filled with a desire to devour him whole.Just as Sasha had reached the brink of arousal while being whipped, Karel, too, seemed to be burning hot from the small act of violence. More accurately, it was Sasha’s trembling in fear of Karel and his submission despite that fear that had ignited Karel.“Ah… Ah… Oh…”The sensation of being repeatedly driven into made it hard for Sasha to breathe. As his body shook uncontrollably, Karel pressed down on Sasha’s chest to hold him still, increasing the speed of his thrusts. Unlike usual, where he would take his time tormenting Sasha with the first penetration, Karel this time raced quickly toward climax. With a final, powerful thrust, Karel drove himself fully into Sasha, pushing Sasha to the edge first.“Ugh…”The intense contractions and tightness inside Sasha made Karel release his load deep within him. As he climaxed, Karel bit down hard on Sasha’s delicate earlobe and let out a low groan directly into his ear. The combination of pain from the bite, the sound of Karel’s groan reverberating in his ear, and the sensation of being filled repeatedly by Karel’s release made Sasha tremble and close his eyes.Sasha felt Karel’s hot breath still lingering over his face. Karel’s forehead was damp with sweat.“Now that I’ve done it inside…”Karel traced the outline of Sasha’s face with his fingers. It was a graceful and well-defined face. As Sasha, his pupils dilated with arousal, tried to look up at Karel, Karel softly added:“Next, I’ll do it on your face.”Sasha looked up at Karel with an expression that was a mix of fear and faint anticipation. As Karel’s hand slowly caressed the contours of Sasha’s jaw and neck, Sasha’s throat visibly tensed. Karel was familiar with the sensation inside that soft, tender throat. Whenever Sasha took him in fully, the movement of Karel’s length was clearly visible through the slender neck.Sasha, sensing what Karel desired from just that touch, trembled with fear.Understanding that Sasha didn’t want to take him with his mouth, Karel reluctantly lowered his hand from Sasha’s neck to his chest, which rose and fell in a deep sigh of relief.“Don’t worry. I won’t make you do it with your mouth….”“Do you want to? If so, you can do it. You’ve held back for so long.”“It’s fine.”Instead, Karel regretfully kissed Sasha’s open mouth, pushing his tongue deep inside. He gripped Sasha’s jaw firmly, forcing his mouth open wide and pulling at the very root of Sasha’s tongue. Karel’s tongue moved as if it were invading, touching Sasha’s palate and the inner lining, making Sasha feel as though even his mouth was being violated. Saliva, which Sasha couldn’t swallow, dripped from his wide-open mouth. The kiss, violent and intrusive, eventually made Sasha tear up.Karel watched Sasha intently, all the while suppressing his desire by imagining burying himself inside that soft, tender throat. He continued slowly thrusting below, where the semen from earlier had already begun to trickle out, wetting Sasha’s perineum.“Haa… haa….”When Karel finally pulled back, Sasha tilted his head back and gasped for air. His chest rose and fell, swollen with deep breaths. Karel casually groped the smooth chest, which caused Sasha to instinctively lean into the gentle kisses Karel placed on his neck.“Does that feel good?”“Mm….”“How about here?”When Karel pressed down on the taut skin around the stretched entrance, Sasha hesitated but eventually replied.“Y-yes… it feels good….”Karel slipped an arm under Sasha’s neck. This naturally pulled Sasha close, making it so that their faces were nearly touching. Sasha blushed deeply, embarrassed but also excited by the closeness.“How does it feel now?”As Karel slowly moved in a way Sasha liked, Sasha panted and replied, “It feels good. Kiss me more.”Karel, finding Sasha’s clumsy pleading endearing, willingly kissed him tenderly while continuing the slow rhythm. As he teased the inner depths that Sasha liked with delicate precision, Sasha felt like his spine was melting, causing him to tilt his head back helplessly.As Karel’s thrusts grew faster, Sasha began to moan unconsciously, his focus slipping as he tried to keep up with the sensations below, where the sounds of wetness from the earlier ejaculation echoed. Karel was nearing his climax again.“Ugh, mm… do it on my face.”“Ugh….”“Huh? Like in my dream, do it like that.”At those words, Karel swallowed a groan and asked, “How did I do it? Gently?”“No, you did it forcefully….”No sooner had those words left Sasha’s mouth than he felt his hair being grabbed, pulling him up. The pain in his scalp, combined with a thrilling sensation, sent a shiver down his spine. Just like in the dream, Karel was forcefully ejaculating onto Sasha’s face. Reflexively closing his eyes, Sasha felt the liquid run down his eyelids and cheeks. The ejaculation was long. The hot, slick head of Karel’s member rubbed against Sasha’s lips. Sasha, without being told, parted his lips slightly to lick it.“Who said you could do that?”“…You did, in the dream….”Seeing Sasha timidly start licking with his tongue, Karel sighed softly.“Was I that much of a jerk in your dream?”Sasha couldn’t deny it. However, it was also true that Karel’s rough behavior in the dream had aroused him so much that he had a wet dream like a young boy. Silently, Sasha licked up all of Karel’s semen. After reenacting what happened in the dream, he felt a strange sense of satisfaction.As always, Karel held Sasha close, gently caressing him and kissing him repeatedly until he was satisfied. This moment after climax was always the best. Sasha rubbed Karel’s warm bare skin after unbuttoning his shirt and asked, “But didn’t it feel good when you hit me?”“…What do you think of me?”Sasha unintentionally felt relieved at that response.Perhaps it had been a shock for him to think that Karel was a true sadist who enjoyed hurting people. But now that Karel denied it, Sasha felt his concerns melt away, leaving him at ease.“How could something like that feel good?”However, Karel’s completely unexpected reply left Sasha’s face drained of color. Karel’s expression also darkened as he observed Sasha’s reaction.“Wait, so you did that to make me feel better?”“…….”“You didn’t want to be hit?”There was a hint of confusion in Karel’s voice. Sasha pressed his lips tightly together, thinking that it might be better for Karel to continue misunderstanding the situation. At least then, Karel had matched his actions to Sasha’s level. Otherwise, who knows what could have happened….“After trying it, I think… it’s not for me. I liked it when you hit me before, though.”Saying this, Sasha lifted Karel’s hand to his cheek. He recalled how, during their encounters, Karel would sometimes cover his mouth with his large hand to muffle his moans or slap his face in a rough, teasing manner, and how he had actually enjoyed that.“Next time, just hit me five times… no, two times.”“What’s that supposed to mean? Just tell me not to do it instead.”Seeing Karel grumble quietly, Sasha grew anxious and asked, “Is it because I can’t keep up? Are you not satisfied with me?”“What?”This time, Karel looked genuinely dumbfounded.“Sasha, I can’t even get it up for anyone else.”“Really?”“Really. With a beauty like you in my life, who else could I possibly notice? You’ve been the only one who’s ever satisfied me.”Sasha burrowed into Karel’s embrace. He had never really thought about his appearance before, but knowing Karel loved his face made him feel incredibly relieved.“Am I your type?”“How many times do I have to say it?”But because it was always nice to hear, Sasha planned to keep confirming it in the future.“So from now on, don’t call me ugly.”“Sorry….”“Maybe you don’t realize because of how you look, but hearing that from someone really handsome and pretty can be surprisingly hurtful.”‘He really was upset,’ thought Karel, who was usually confident about his appearance. Sasha felt genuinely relieved that he had taken the initiative to make up.Before leaving the study together, Sasha grabbed a branch and secretly hid it in their bedroom.* * *“Young master, it’s time for breakfast.”To wake me up after I’d overslept until breakfast time, Mrs. Laurent herself knocked on my door. I had been lying there, drooling, but quickly sprang up.“Has Dad come down already?”“Yes, he’s waiting to have breakfast with you.”Hearing that, I didn’t even wash my face, hurriedly grabbed some clothes, and rushed out of my room. If I was late for breakfast after oversleeping, I was sure to get scolded.When I ran downstairs and stood in front of the dining table, I saw a strange sight.“Dad…? Sasha? Good morning….”I forgot to sit down, staring blankly at them, and Sasha, blushing, replied, “Uh-huh, sit down quickly. Charles….”Sasha was sitting on Dad’s lap, nestled in his arms. Although it was something I often saw, it was surprising to see them so inseparable even during breakfast.As I glanced at them repeatedly while taking my seat, Laurent came by with the dishes. I kept looking up at her silently. But she showed no reaction, as if Dad and Sasha’s behavior didn’t surprise her at all.But…Doesn’t Laurent see this?Dad has Sasha sitting on his lap and is feeding him?No matter how much they love each other, isn’t this too much?“Laurent….”“Hurry and eat your breakfast. You need to grow up strong, just like your father.”Indeed, this is the same Laurent who wasn’t fazed when Sasha broke a bottle of alcohol, when Dad left the house overnight, or when they were always tangled up like one body.I tried my best to stay calm despite my confusion.But it was hard to ignore how much it bothered me. They kept whispering to each other right in front of me, and Sasha didn’t even drink a glass of water by himself. After barely eating three spoonfuls of soup, I finally gathered the courage to speak to Sasha.“Sasha.”“Hm?”“Why… why are you… why are you sitting on Dad’s lap like that…?”When I couldn’t finish my sentence, Sasha eagerly jumped in as if he had been waiting to explain.“I-I’m hurt right now, so sitting in a regular chair is really painful. Karel said we should do it this way until I heal.”“Dad said that?”“Yeah, I told him it was fine, but….”Sasha’s cheeks and ears were still red. Even though he said that, it was obvious he was enjoying it.Regaining my composure, I resumed eating. But I couldn’t help thinking it was unfair. Finally, I slammed my fork down with a loud clatter.“Dad? What you’re doing is totally different from what you always tell me.”“What do you mean?”“You’ve always told me to be on time for breakfast and to sit up straight while eating. Is it okay for adults to do whatever they want?”“If you feel it’s unfair, you can hold onto something too.”Dad spoke confidently, but I could see it—he wasn’t meeting my eyes.Unbelievable. I was completely at a loss for words in front of these hypocritical adults.So, for the next meal, I brought a teddy bear to the table, but it didn’t make me feel any better. After all, I had outgrown stuffed animals long ago.For the next three days, Dad insisted that Sasha hadn’t fully recovered yet and kept him on his lap wherever they went. Even though there were soft cushions available, Sasha refused to sit on them, preferring to stay close to Dad, who indulged his playful behavior. I felt a bit resentful, knowing Dad was going easy on him.But what exactly is wrong with Sasha? Where did he get hurt?I asked them multiple times, but neither Sasha, who blushed, nor Dad, who avoided the question, would ever tell me. That remained a mystery to the end.