Shepherd Tantra

Chapter 147 The Reborn Yulia
After dealing with Lily's matter, Aiwass did not go to school with her.

Anyway, today's leave has been exhausted, so it's better to have a rest at home with Yulia.

When Aiwass was at home before, Yulia would hug her puppet from time to time and come to Aiwass to sleep with him.

Her body was always very hot at that time, and she didn't even need to hug her, just lying beside her was like a stove emitting steam.Winter was fine, but summer would make Aiwass miserable.Even Aiwass, who occasionally roasts, has a parched mouth and cracked lips.

But he never refused Yulia either.

Because Aiwass deeply understood that the pain he endured was nothing compared to Yulia.The two supported each other from the orphanage period to this day, and they have long had a deep relationship.

But Aiwass couldn't share Yulia's pain.Since she was six or seven years old, she has been suffering from fever, and she is almost always in a weak state.

If it was another person, maybe the soul would become withered like a flower.Depression, anxiety, and rage are all mild. It is normal to get angry at family members, throw things, or even want to commit suicide because of unbearable pain.

But Julia was never like that.

The more painful and melancholy she is, the brighter her soul will be.

Yulia took all the pain she was enduring and channeled it all into a thirst for knowledge.

Mathematics, physics, architecture, geology, history, alchemy...

She likes things that give her something to think about.The knowledge that allows her to feel the profound texture of the whole world without leaving home.

When Aiwass visited Yulia in her bedroom, she was either dismantling electrical appliances bought by her adoptive father at a high price-at least in Avalon, many electrical appliances are scarce, and families with access to lights and telephones are also rare. Not many.

But Yulia, who was only eleven or twelve years old at the time, had already successfully disassembled and put back together an electric fan, a radio, a telephone, an electric iron, a phonograph and a camera.

At that time, Aiwass hadn't recovered his past life memories... He often sat next to Yulia and watched her assemble those electrical appliances.Watching those fragments reintegrate into a whole in her dexterous hands, you will marvel at this magic-like skill.

And at that time, Yulia would smile lightly.Like an elegant little lady.

A contented smile will appear on her delicate little face, and her eyes will shine brightly like jewels.

Compared to Yulia, who was so smart that she could see it with the naked eye, Aiwass deeply felt his lack of talent.When Yulia was in pain, he could do nothing but look at her and comfort her in a low voice.

Later he realized that Yulia did not need consolation.She's strong enough to adjust herself... all she needs is company.

So whenever Yulia was in extreme pain, Aiwass would accompany her for a night.When Yulia woke up with a headache, Aiwass would gently squeeze her hand or touch her head, and whisper to her "I'm here, don't be afraid".

- until today.

Aiwass sat quietly on the bed, flipping through a book beside Yulia.He leaned against the pillow, tucking his left leg.Holding the spine of the book with his left hand, he gently placed the book on his knee.

On the cover of the book, "Six Classics Tongjie" is written in the language of golden irises.

The room was extremely quiet, only the occasional sound of pages turning and the almost inaudible sound of Aiwass' breathing.The afternoon winter sun shone on the table by the bed and on Aiwass's head, making Aiwass's hair slightly hot.His white-blonde smooth hair showed a golden outline in the sun.

When Yulia woke up, this was what she saw when she opened her eyes.

She opened her eyes wide in a daze.

No more headaches...

Even the skin and bones all over the body are pain free.

The body is no longer weak, and the hands are no longer unable to clenched tightly.Her breathing no longer burns her windpipe, her heart no longer dulls, no longer panting.The auditory hallucinations that sounded in my mind from time to time also disappeared.

Julia felt hungry.It was an appetite she almost never had.

Yulia's body is so thin and weak. A large part of the reason is that she has never had an appetite, and even has anorexia.

Is this...a healthy body?
At that moment, tears flowed from Julia's eyes.

Aiwass suddenly heard a slight sobbing sound, he immediately closed the book and put it aside, and asked with concern: "What's the matter, Yuli? Is there any other discomfort?"

Yulia shook her head vigorously, and then threw herself into Aiwass' arms.

The small sobbing sound suddenly became louder, but it was muffled in Aiwass's arms, and only Aiwass could hear it.It seemed that the grievances that had been accumulated for more than ten years poured out of his brain.

Lily, who had been quietly sitting on the sofa reading a book, also raised her head and looked at Yulia lovingly.

Only at this time, they, the members of the Moriarty family, can truly realize... Miss Yulia, who seems to know everything and can learn everything, is just a 15-year-old girl after all.

Aiwass felt Yulia's releasing emotion.Relieved, he exhaled.

He hugged Yulia tightly, put his chin lightly on the back of her head, and closed his eyes.He patted Yulia on the back like he used to put her to sleep.

After a long time, she finally calmed down her mood.

She pulled it out of Aiwass' arms silently, took out a handkerchief and lowered her head to dry her face seriously.

"I'm so happy, brother..."

She made a soft voice, but it was no longer as soft and waxy as before.That fluttering voice was not her own voice, but the patient's sense of weakness caused by her anorexia and weakness.

"It's not because you cured me, but because I can continue to be with you. I won't leave you suddenly at a certain moment.

"Really. I had a vague feeling before that that day might not be far away from me..."

Talking about pessimistic topics, discussing his previous death.

But Yulia's eyes seemed to be shining: "But now, I can finally live on... Great."

For the first time, he was completely away from the shadow of death.

At this moment, Yulia is like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon.Difficult to break free from the cocoon shell, spread the butterfly wings, and finally be able to fly with wings.

There was a bright and hopeful radiance on her whole face.It makes her look so beautiful.

"A 15-year-old girl, at her age, should take it for granted, live happily and hopefully."

Aiwass touched her head and said softly: "This is what the world owes you. I took it back for you."

And Yulia didn't respond.She just squinted her eyes like a puppy, lowered her head and rubbed Aiwass's hand earnestly.

Finally, Aiwass hugged Yulia again, took a deep breath, and looked up at the sky.

"I'm actually scared too."

Ai Hua calmly replied: "Because I'm actually not sure whether I can seal the phantom in your body. I don't know whether you will be safe and sound...

"But I also vaguely feel that you may have reached the limit. That kind of ominous premonition made me anxious and anxious. I didn't use other people to experiment, so I used the first opportunity directly on You on your body.

"Thank you, Si Zhu, thank you Father Snake... and thank you to Falling Tiansi to some extent. I really succeeded."

This was something he never dared to say before the ceremony began.

That may damage Yulia's confidence, and it may also make him cringe - strictly speaking, what he has experimented with is only the phantom card made by extracting phantom power, not the big sin card that seals the big sin beast.

It is possible that it will fail when the Sin Tiansi has not yet fallen.

Aiwass simply transcended this fear of failure and accomplished it with the will to win.

But now that he has won, he can calmly go back and take stock of his mental journey.

Aiwass sighed: "What scares me the most is that I saw in the ceremony that you have indeed reached your limit. If you lose control again, you will no longer be able to seal it safely... The Butterfly of Flame will completely devour your life. And after the seal, the lighting technique told me how bad your body has become.

"Your body seems to have been gnawed into an empty shell by the flame-challenging butterfly. It's like a butterfly's cocoon, the nutrition inside has almost been drained."

But in this case, Yulia's life can burst out with such a bright fire...

Aiwass truly admired his sister.

Yulia was now free from the dangerous yoke which clung to her fate and intended to kill her.Her soul, which is talented in balance, wisdom, dedication, and transcendence, will also burst out with her own brilliance.

She can be an alchemist, or a mage.Because Yulia's body still has some flames left by the flame-defying butterfly, which makes her flames naturally more blazing than others.

And when the Flame Butterfly is fully developed and out of its juvenile stage... Aiwass can reinfuse its power into Yulia's body.

The pastoral law will not cause Aiwass' own power to be permanently weakened, but he must choose his limited pastoral places carefully.

Just like Lily is very suitable for the power of Shadow Fiend.

The one who is most suitable for the power of the Butterfly of Flame is undoubtedly Yulia.

"By the way... Where's Dade, brother?"

Yulia suddenly thought of her strange stuffed bear.She felt a little out of place when she was away from her puppet.

Dud is a character from the popular Avalon children's comic "Chief Brown".

It is white, with a round face like a bear, but with big ears hanging down like a jackrabbit.Its face is pierced with a series of large forks that run through the entire face like sutures, and the two eyes are small forks.It looked like it was screwed up.

This is a villain like a fool in that comic.Aiwass also accompanied Yulia to read the cartoon.

It is set to be an undead monster like Jason, who will hunt down the protagonist with a butcher knife - the protagonist is a brown bear named "Brown", an inspector general.But Dade is so weak that he burps immediately every time he meets him.So much so that it became a funny character.

But for some reason, Yulia liked it very much.Aiwass also asked her before, but Yulia always avoided answering.

Now that Aiwass asked this question again, Yulia finally gave the answer.

"...There is no special reason. If you insist, it is a kind of superstition."

Yulia felt a little embarrassed as she touched a strand of hair that hung down at the corner of her forehead.

"I just think... I look a lot like it, both white. The eyes are all red, and the body is all tattered."

The girl whispered: "I hope I can have a vigorous vitality like it, and I can't kill it even if I kill it."

——That's just the girl's incomparably simple desire to live.

This is an extremely strong desire to survive that Yulia has never shown in front of Aiwass and other family members.

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