Chapter 8: Growing resolve..
My heart hammered in my chest, the weight of the book I had just dropped lying forgotten on the cold stone floor. The faint sound of it landing echoed in the silence, but the tension between us was so thick, I couldn't breathe.
I forced myself to stand tall, despite every instinct telling me to run. Why does he look so... intense? His gaze, always guarded, now felt like a trap—his every move calculated, his presence suffocating.
"What are you doing here, Lady Angelica?" His voice was low, steady, but there was an edge to it now, a hint of suspicion that made my skin prickle. His eyes flickered down to the book at my feet, then back up to my face. "You're not here for light reading."
I couldn't let him see how nervous I was. I took a deep breath, forcing my voice to stay even. "I could ask you the same thing, Your Highness."
Alistair didn't flinch at my response. Instead, he stepped closer, his boots making soft clicks against the stone floor. The distance between us was shrinking with every step, his presence like a looming storm, waiting to break. "You should be careful, Lady Angelica. There are things in this palace that are better left untouched. Things that could harm you."
His words didn't just hang in the air—they wrapped around me, tightening with every breath. I could feel the weight of them pressing down, urging me to leave. But my curiosity burned brighter than my fear. "I'm not afraid of a few dusty old books, Your Highness."
Alistair's eyes narrowed. He was standing so close now, his presence overwhelming. "It's not the books you should fear."
I froze. It's not the books? My mind raced, piecing together the strange sense of foreboding that had been steadily building since the moment I arrived in this world. Was he warning me about something else? Something more dangerous than the archives or their secrets?
"I'm not afraid of the truth," I said, trying to sound confident even as my insides twisted. "I'm here because I need to know what's really happening. The western border attack, the mysterious forces—everything seems connected. And I'm not going to just sit by and wait to die."
Alistair's lips parted, but no words came out for a long moment. When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter, almost resigned. "You have no idea what you're getting yourself into."
His words stung, not because they were harsh, but because they were true. I didn't know. I didn't understand the depth of the conspiracy, the forces at play, or the web of lies that held the kingdom together.
"I'm not afraid of a challenge," I said, more to myself than to him. "And I'm not afraid of you, Alistair."
His eyes locked onto mine, a flicker of something—fear, concern, or maybe regret—passing through his expression. It was gone so quickly that I wondered if I had imagined it. He straightened, his jaw setting as he glanced at the book on the floor.
"I never said you should be afraid of me," he said, his tone colder now. "But you should fear the things you're not meant to know. There are forces beyond your comprehension, Angelica."
I shook my head, unwilling to back down. "I'm not the villain you think I am, Your Highness. And I'm not going to let you play the hero alone."
Alistair's face hardened. "This isn't your fight."
"I beg to differ," I retorted, stepping closer, meeting his gaze with more strength than I felt. "The attack on the western border affects the entire kingdom. And if we're going to survive whatever's coming, we need to work together."
For a long, agonizing moment, he didn't say anything. His eyes scanned my face, as if searching for something. Then, to my surprise, he took a step back, his expression unreadable. "You still don't understand, do you? You never will."
I felt a pang of frustration. Why won't he just tell me?
His voice softened, but there was no warmth in it. "You think you can change things. Rewrite your fate. But in the end, you're just a piece on a board, Lady Angelica. A pawn in a game you don't even know you're playing."
Pawn? His words hit me harder than I expected. I opened my mouth to retort, but before I could speak, his eyes flickered toward the far end of the room. I turned instinctively, following his gaze.
A figure had appeared in the doorway.
I didn't recognize them at first—their silhouette was too faint, and they moved too quickly for me to catch a clear view.
Alistair's posture stiffened, his eyes narrowing in warning. "Get out of here, now," he said, his voice low and urgent.
I didn't need to be told twice. My instincts screamed at me to run, but my legs felt frozen. Who was this person? And why did Alistair look so... on edge?
Before I could move, a sharp, chilling voice broke through the tension.
"You're both too late."
I whipped around to see who had spoken, and my blood ran cold.
It was the mysterious woman—the same one I had encountered earlier in the records chamber.
She stepped into the light fully now, and her eyes met mine with a mix of pity and something darker. She wore a cloak that obscured most of her features, but her gaze—piercing, cold—was enough to send a shiver down my spine.
"This is no longer just your kingdom to save, Lady Angelica," she said, her voice thick with an unmistakable sense of finality. "And you've just made things far more complicated than you can imagine."
Alistair tensed beside me, his jaw clenched. "Leave. Now."
But the woman didn't move. She didn't even flinch at his command.
"You can't stop what's already been set into motion," she said softly. "You're all just waiting for the inevitable."
My mind raced as I turned back to Alistair. What was she talking about? What inevitable?
And just as I opened my mouth to demand answers, she spoke again, her eyes narrowing dangerously.
"Fate is a cruel thing, isn't it, Lady Angelica? But you're not the one holding the reins."