Chapter 86
[82] My brother is a pathological Ciscon.
“Welcome home, you’re very late. How was your first school life?
If you go back to the apartment you rent near the school, your brother Yuzul will greet you.
“Yeah, we’re all good people and we’re going to make it.”
He grabbed his wrist as he tried to pass beside it as he leaned down to hide his swollen eyes by crying.
“… is something wrong?
Yuzuru’s voice with certainty.
“Nothing! More than that, I’m tired already today, so I guess I don’t need dinner. Stay asleep!
I just tried to escape to my room, but I couldn’t get out of that hand.
“If you’ve got a problem, tell your brother, Yayoi. My brother has the hardest time seeing you suffer.”
Yuzuru took my hands and knelt on the floor.
He stares at me like he looks up to me and tries to see through my mind.
“I know Yayoi is carrying something he can’t tell his brother. What’s the purpose of coming to this school? Because it seemed like Yayoi was obsessed here.”
Say it, and Yuzuru gently urges you.
It might be a little easier if you spit out the sprouts that are in your heart right now.
But I felt sweet on the run.
I’ve done terrible things, so I should suffer.
“It’s all right, brother”
You can’t rely on anyone that far.
If it was sweet, I was going to hate myself.
This is the seed I have sown.
“… something I can’t tell my brother?
Yuzuru speaks with a sad face.
It hurts my heart to see that.
I also felt distressed that Yuzuru was hiding something from me that was worrying me about Yayoi.
“Maybe it has something to do with Yayoi not being Yayoi… after all”
Open your eyes to Yuzur’s words.
I had no idea you had noticed.
“You don’t have to look so surprised. I knew it from the beginning. Yayoi’s soul was not strange whenever it disappeared. So just to make sure it was there… I always kept Zern’s magic.”
Laughing a little sadly, Yuzl told him.
The magic of dark attributes Zern is the magic of seeing and touching things that are normally invisible, such as ghosts.
It seems Yuzuru has been using Zern for a long time, trying to pull it off when Yayoi’s soul, which was hanging on death, leaves.
When I heard that, I remember when I first met Yuzul’s body was covered in a thin dark membrane of light.
“I thought if I could see my soul, sometimes I could be stopped just before it disappeared. I couldn’t do it after all.”
Yayoi’s soul vanished before Yuzur’s eyes.
Apparently my soul came in from somewhere there.
Yuzuru watched it closely.
“I also realized that you were trying to behave for me as my sister. But I got sweet on that. I didn’t want to admit… that Yayoi was dead.”
Slowly Yuzuru growls.
The feeling, I felt, was painfully clear.
Neither did I, because I didn’t want to admit that Ixis or everyone else was dead.
“I don’t want you to cry. I don’t want you to feel hard. So tell me what I can do. Anything will help. I knew I was your brother.”
“Yuzul…… brother”
The back of my chest warms up to the gentle words.
Yuzuru told me I was still his sister, someone else who had no idea.
We’ve spent four years together, and you’ve always been on my side.
A worthy, sweet brother Yuzl.
I’m too close to think of myself as someone else, and I have feelings.
“Look, tell me. Because my brother will take out everything that clouds your face.”
He’s smart, he’s got motor nerves, he can cook, he can do chores.
Even though everything looked perfect, Yuzr was too weak and sweet for his badly made sister.
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“Well, your real name is… Meiko.”
If you tell me what’s going on and tell me your real name.
Yuzuru squeaks, as he bites.
Meiko, I spoke to make sure with Meiko, and laughed happily.
“So what does Mako want to do now? My brother’s always on your side.”
“Thank you, brother. It’s enough that your brother listened without surprise and accepted me.”
Returns a grin to my brother, who asks kindly.
There are just really good people around me.
What I want to do now.
As I spoke to Yuzl, it came together a little bit.
I want to apologize to everyone.
If I can go back then, I want to start over.
That’s my real wish.
But – I know very well that there’s nothing I can do about it because I wanted to go back in time.
That day, if you hadn’t, he might not have died.
I just thought that, nothing would change.
… I remember when my father died.
My father seemed ill that day.
If I had recommended it more strongly when I left the company.
If I had at least told you to take the bus, not the bike.
– My father could have died in an accident.
How much I regretted that didn’t mean anything, and the reality doesn’t change anything.
I just apologized, and I regretted that I should have done this then, and the dead won’t come back.
– I can’t start over.
Then I should think about what I can do now…
“I want to see with my own eyes what’s going on with the mansion”
I don’t want to admit that everyone’s dead.
But if I wasn’t sure, I couldn’t move on.
If I stop crying, I’ll hate myself.
It’s hard, and I have a duty to face the reality that I’ve led.
I squeezed my right hand much harder so as to arouse my weak self.
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The next day I had transferred, I decided to take a long holiday and travel.
On the face of it, I asked Yuzuru to make it a name for me to go to the hospital for a test because of the recurrence of the illness.
“Is Meiko going to leave his brother?
I can be pulled over by Yuzuru at the front door.
He was weak when he looked like that.
“This is my problem, let me go alone. I’m sorry. I told you myself, I let you go to this school.”
“I don’t care about that.”
Hate to sweeten or get involved. If you say so, Yuzul looked like he was going to cry.
“Hey, don’t leave me. My brother will die without Meiko.”
“My brother doesn’t have to be without me. This is where I was, and it’s only annoying, and my brother should be more free to live without me.”
I say to Yuzuru, who tells me to beg, that I want him to understand.
Yuzuru had many talents.
Yuzuru, who does nothing, is the so-called genius skin.
The arms of the sword, the arms of the bow.
I could do more than just the talent of ommio doe, but also flowers, tea, calligraphy, painting and anything crowded.
Not only that, Yuzuru was good at studying.
It was Hilda. It would be nice if I could read and write the language of this country, an exotic one for Yuzl.
Yet Yuzuru remembers it lightly, and even though he was originally a teacher, he arrives in the same position in an exotic country and takes a teaching whip.
A brother that everyone envies.
That’s Yuzuru.
But Yuzuru throws away anything for his sister.
Even during the tournament to compete in the arms of the sword, while being named a representative athlete, it came down lightly because it was my birthday.
A lot of people work hard every day to become that player.
Even the teacher’s job was a small school teacher in the area because he had an offer coming from a better school but didn’t want to leave me.
I sincerely think the treasure is rotten.
There must be more for Yuzuru to break his heart.
That’s what I’m saying, but Yuzul never listens to me.
“Without Meiko, freedom and everything are worthless to my brother.”
I don’t see how you can say that out of the question.
Yuzuru always says with such clear eyes that he thinks he’s scared, I couldn’t tell him that it’s Meiko, not Yayoi, until now.
“Why is your brother… so obsessed with Yayoi?
“Now, I feel a little different about Yayoi… but I haven’t had anything I could get into for a long time.”
If you mouth the question you’ve always thought, Yuzuru squeaks like a bitter laugh.
The troubled face with the eyebrows in the letter (c) was cute even though he was an adult man.
“I’m not proud of you, but I could do anything. With all the hassle, I just wanted something that I could be obsessed with. So I asked my parents. He wants siblings. Then, after a while, my parents followed my baby Yayoi.”
With a happy face, Yuzuru speaks.
As Yuzuru truly wanted it to be.
“Yayoi was very sick and I thought I had to protect him. It was just cute and cute. Taking care of Yayoi filled my heart.”
No more yayoi, Yuzuru mutters in a sad voice.
“I am – I want to be baking someone’s care. I want to be troubled, wielded, and annoyed as much as I want. Otherwise, my life would be amazing.”
Yuzuru looks me straight in the eye.
“It doesn’t matter who it is. Mako would have relied on me and thought of me, wouldn’t he? It was comforting to be thought of by Meiko… and most importantly, with Meiko, there was a commotion and I don’t have time to get bored. It annoys me a lot. Every time I bite Meiko’s brother’s happiness.”
Squeeze with a tranced look.
I knew Yuzuru was weird.
It has a high potential at the corner, but somewhere is off.
And in the dark Yuzuru… no, it sounded like he was saying I was a troublemaker as much as he wanted.
I want to deny it, but I’m sad I can’t deny it.
“I want to be Mako’s brother for my precious sister. If you think of my brother at all, rely on him?
A voice that sounds so sweet tries to waste me.
You can’t rely on me, I think I’ll cause trouble.
Yuzuru complains with her eyes and voice that Yuzuru wants it the most.
“No, you can’t. You shouldn’t.”
Still, I hesitated.
“What’s wrong? If Meiko can’t count on me, my brother…”
If you shut up, your emotions suddenly disappear from Yuzur’s voice.
I saw a dark light dwell behind those eyes.
Oh, this sucks.
By the time I realized from previous experience…… it was too late.
From Yuzuru, something like a dark aura rises.
“Brother, calm down!
“… Mako doesn’t need a brother? Then my brother… it doesn’t make sense that I exist.”
My voice hasn’t arrived.
Like a solitaire, Yuzuru shrugs with dark eyes.
Aura goes dong diffuse and flows towards the school road.
This apartment is located near the school.
Right there, I saw the students heading to the school.
Yuzuru’s aura stretches out like a plant crawl, and its tip touches their bodies.
“Me… I wonder what you’re living for”
A boy hit by Yuzur’s aura suddenly crouches in the middle of the road.
He looked desperate when he was supposed to sing about his youth by doing something so flattering: going to school with a girl holding hands.
“What’s wrong all of a sudden! Are you okay!?”
Even to the girl who raised her voice worried, Yuzuru’s aura stretches out and tangles.
The girl sat down beside the boy, in slow motion.
Hold your knees and nod your face there.
“Oh… I wish the world were doomed tomorrow”
She said something very noisy in a low voice.
“You don’t feel well? Are you okay? Get a teacher… you don’t even have to come… do you? I don’t care about anything anymore…”
The child who hastily tries to help also touches Aura’s violin, and the child also stops working and crouches on the spot.
The damage keeps spreading.
In front of the apartment, which is the way to school, a group of crouching students was forming.
It’s a very unusual sight.
Besides, this is on the way to the main road to the school.
Later students were being eroded by the power of Yuzuru in an interesting way.
“Brother, hold on! If I stay like this, I’m gonna close my class before I rest!
“Hold on… because I’m not firm… I wonder if Mako can count on me…”
Huffled and powerless, Yuzuru laughs.
Whatever I said to Yuzuru in this state, I just took it negatively.
The biggest drawback of seemingly perfect yuzuru.
That’s this negative infection.
If your emotions are too depressing, the magic of dark attributes leaks out of your body.
I get around – into negative thoughts.
I was worried that Yuzuru would be in a straight line with Siskon, so I told him to leave it alone once.
Yuzuru activated this power at that time, and has become like a habit since.
You’re right if I reject you.
By the way, Yuzuru, the offensive target of the original maiden game The Crown of Dusk, could not use such a weird move.
“Brother, because I’m super reliant on you about my brother!
Hold my fist for a long time and say so.
Please, I want you to do something about that aura.
I saw a teacher rushing out of the school in this state of affairs try to run over here noticing Yuzl, where Aura came from.
But I’m starting to paint with my index finger on the ground as Aura’s bait.
“… but you can’t rely on me, can you?
Yuzuru looks at me with a stubborn look, including sweetness.
For some reason, this negative aura didn’t come to me alone.
I mean, I’m the only one who can stop it.
“Rely, rely! You have to have a brother!
“Really?”
Desperately speaking, there were signs that Aura had stopped on the spot.
“It’s true! Even I would be comfortable if my brother helped me! I just said no because I didn’t want to bother you and I didn’t like to sweeten you!
This was my feeling not to lie.
Yuzuru is a very dependable brother. That was, for sure, a fact.
“Hey, please, brother. If only your brother could help me, would you?
This move, which imitates Rabbit Beast Man Betty, has been used since he became a Yayoi, has had an effect on Yuzuru opponents.
The dark aura disappears from the happily hung Yuzuru.
Break your face so much that you can see the hallucinations of flowers blooming all around you.
“Yeah…… of course, Meiko. Because I’m your brother. My brother exists to be relied upon by his sister.”
My brother, who is too sweet for my sister, hugs me to the point where he makes a gushing noise.
Normally, I almost push it back when it’s hot and bitter, but it is left behind.
“Oh, if Meiko stays by my side and relies on me… that’s all my brother is happy with”
Rubbing his cheeks with a scratch, Yuzul shrugged inadvertently.