Chapter 117
[Outside Part 3] Dear Elliot and Hilda 2 (Elliot Perspective)
I was having tea in the garden with Master Hilda, and the dragon ixis came.
Looks like they’re fighting.
It seems that Ixis did something wrong and angered Master Hilda.
“Hey, he said it was bad. Hey, you’re hearing me. Ignore me, Meiko!
Ixis sometimes calls Master Hilda Mako.
Previously, Master Hilda called him Heath about Ixis, and he wasn’t close.
Ixis only showed up sometimes, so I don’t know much about Ixis.
“I’m telling you it was bad. Get back in the mood.”
Ixis peeks into Master Hilda’s face.
Tung and Master Hilda deflect their faces.
The distance between them is quite close.
We’re fighting, but I think we’re good friends.
We’re both talking differently than before, and the atmosphere we’re drifting in is different.
Previously on Hilda, he held Ixis from the top.
Ixis felt like he just didn’t like it, he was just defiant.
Yet now there was no hesitation in the conversation, and the two felt equal.
“I just didn’t think you’d be so angry with me for about kissing you. You apologize so much. Time to forgive me.”
To the words of Ixis, move your ears with prickliness.
Forced, Ixis kissed Master Hilda.
So Master Hilda seems angry.
“… I’m scared of your eyes. Besides, it conveys rubbed emotions. Why do I get in a bad mood every time I apologize? Come on, Meiko.”
Ixis looks angry and stares at Master Hilda.
I stood up to shelter Master Hilda from such Ixis and stared at Ixis.
“Hey, what’s up?”
……
Ixis looks at me like I’m in trouble, like I’m surprised.
Draw Master Hilda’s hand and follow him to the root of the tree.
Always a place to take a nap.
Jimmy is the only one who can kiss Master Hilda’s lips.
You can fill your cheeks, body and hands, but not your lips.
Ixis, who is not always close to Master Hilda, didn’t seem to know that.
– Master Hilda, something nasty has been done.
So angry.
“knee pillow, do”
“… uh, excuse me for that”
I’ll give you a knee pillow, just like Master Hilda always does for me.
I’ll stroke your head.
I knew it would make my mind flutter and calm down.
To forget the unpleasant, sleep is good.
But Master Hilda doesn’t close her eyes.
He’s staring at me, surprised.
“Only when it feels good and you’re asleep. Disgusting things…… can be forgotten”
Maybe he doesn’t know about it.
If I told you, for some reason, Master Hilda distorted his face.
Then suddenly he gets up and hugs me all the time.
“Really cute already! Thanks for the consolation, Elliot!
Happily, Master Hilda says that.
It was sudden, so I was surprised.
“… painful”
“Oh, I’m sorry! Too powerful? Not broken?
With a word like that, Master Hilda was in a hurry this time.
He touches my body and looks worried. [M]
And the back of my chest is warm and fluffy.
For some reason, Master Hilda looked me in the face and opened her eyes.
“What’s going on?
If I tilt my neck, I can hug you all over again.
“Elliot, that’s cute!
Calling cute, Master Hilda hugs me like I’m excited.
I didn’t know why I was happy or why they said I was cute.
But that’s how he says he’s embraced.
Something overflows from the back of my chest.
I reach out from myself just a little bit and hug Hilda to make sure she doesn’t let that feeling get away with it.
That’s all, Master Hilda laughed happily.
Somehow, watching it made me feel happy.
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“You’re coming, Elliot. I’ll be right back, leave a message!
That said one day, Master Hilda went out to the kingdom of the beast man.
After your morning studies, go to the table in the garden.
Always have tea and chat there, play and later take a nap with Master Hilda.
Come to the place where you can see the table and remember.
… Even though Master Hilda isn’t here today.
I know, I was listening.
I wonder why you’re here.
I should have slept in my room.
Feel it sink in the dark, go to your room.
I slept like that.
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“Elliot, it doesn’t mean you searched because your sister is in the Land of the Beast.”
Rabbit beast Betty tells me.
I know that.
I’m restless that there’s no Master Hilda anywhere, and I walk around the mansion.
If you’re looking, I think you might be somewhere.
I know you’re not here.
But if you were still a big, well-listened kid.
I felt like Master Hilda would be gone from sight, like your husband.
Sleep on foot.
I liked to sleep.
I hope this happens soon.
Then Master Hilda must be back.
But the next day and the next day.
Master Hilda did not return.
Even if you sleep and wake up, Master Hilda is gone.
I hated that.
Over and over again, I don’t want to be disappointed in anticipation anymore.
I got scared of sleeping.
Wake up in the morning, there’s no Master Hilda.
If it were a repetition of the same thing that you slept all the time and everywhere.
Tomorrow and the next day.
Like your husband, what if he doesn’t come?
Look all the way around, look.
He said he was coming home. It was past the day I was due.
– Dumped?
That can’t be right. I’ll be back.
It’s okay. I’ll be back.
I thought so, but it was painful and painful.
Long time without Master Hilda, makes me want to run away.
But it scares me when I sleep like I run away and know I’m not there when I wake up.
I wanted you to stroke my head quickly and call me by my name.
Even tomorrow, it will just be painful to imagine that there is no such thing as Hilda.
I nod holding my knees still where I used to take a nap with Master Hilda.
“That’s how you shouldn’t be obsessed with people, okay? He dumped you once, and you haven’t punished him yet?
At some point, a cat beast, Dio, lay asleep on a tree branch over my head.
“People and beasts are different, Elliot. We’re pets, so if we get tired of our owners, we get dumped. It sounds silly how you get hurt so many times, doesn’t it?
Rather than disgusting, it’s as if that’s what you’ve been through.
If you look up, you have golden eyes and eyes.
Dio, who usually has a funny look on his face, looks serious.
I felt those eyes shake somewhere painfully.
“Dio, has someone dumped you, is there?
……
Was that something you shouldn’t have heard?
I think after I put it in my mouth.
Dio was frowning.
He came down in front of me for a moment with a face that contemplated something like he was angry.
Being an adult, Dio crouches in front of me.
“Someone obsessed me and threw me away. If I don’t forget. Elliot’s the one who feels hard, isn’t he? You’re going to be in pain, like me all the time. That’s why I’m trying to tell you not to.”
In the manner of advice, Dio speaks.
“… Dio, you could have grown up?
“Well. This is what happened when people obsessed me and dumped me. And yet I still like it, so this is how I can transform it. You’re not getting paid, are you, Elliot? I can’t look at you like I used to.”
In a gentle tone if you ask, Dio says.
Dio was worried about me, though it was hard to understand.
“You just have to chase the fun stuff. You can’t even break a contract and like them more than you need. Elliot’s having a hard time again, huh?
To Dio’s words, I think it might be.
Until this time it was easy.
Go to sleep, just chase what feels good.
But – it’s so painful now.
Still, I thought it was a contract that Master Hilda had done for me.
I couldn’t let go of all the feelings that could be directed at me.
Happy or happy?
It wasn’t until this time, feeling fluffy.
In exchange for my current hard feelings, he came back into me.
“Do you think Dio should have liked it?
“-!”
To the question, Dio distorts his face.
The face even looked a little crying.
“… because I don’t think so, it remains painful! It’s true, Elliot’s a fool.”
That said, Dio left before me.
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“Duh, what’s going on, Elliot?
I’m confused. I hug Master Hilda.
Master Hilda came home properly.
But I can’t feel it, and if it disappears, I don’t like it.
I had to be scared even though I was hugging you.
“My sister hasn’t been able to come home, so I thought she’d dumped me again. Elliot is.”
I can hear Dio making a fool of himself.
“There’s nothing wrong with being obsessed with people. How can you not punish me?
I said so like I had advised you, and there was a sign that Dio had gone somewhere.
“Elliot, I’m home”
A voice calling his name.
The word “now” sounds special.
A stiffness crept up in the back of my throat.
“… I thought they left me”
He came home.
I wasn’t left behind.
That’s enough, I’m happy.
It was buildup in my chest. Painful or lonely melts and disappears.
“I’m sorry, Elliot. You made me anxious. It’s okay. I’m not leaving Elliot behind.”
That’s what I said gently, and Master Hilda hugged me.
Warm muddy, I felt my body lose its strength.