Chapter 7: A sense of power
Satori sat back in his chair, staring blankly at his faintly glowing hands. The faint spark of Reiryoku he'd been struggling to muster flickered and dimmed.
"Maybe I'm going about this all wrong," he muttered under his breath.
The Chibi guide tilted her head, floating closer. "What's that, Host? Need more pointers?"
Satori shook his head, the guide's words fading into the background as he retreated into his thoughts That dream.
The school day blurred by in a haze of half-heard lectures and fleeting conversations. Satori walked home in silence, the bustling energy of Karakura Town a distant hum in his ears. His mind was elsewhere fixed on the dream that had haunted him with its quiet beauty and unsettling depth.
The image of the lake and the moon's reflection lingered, etched into his thoughts. Why does it feel so important? He wondered, his steps slow and measured.
Satori entered his room, closing the door behind him with a soft click. The usual hum of household life—his sister chatting on the phone, the clatter of dishes in the kitchen—faded into the background as he sat cross-legged on the floor. His mind returned to the image of the lake, the moon's reflection shimmering on its surface.
"This… this has to mean something," he whispered to himself, closing his eyes.
He began to focus, not on flames or energy, but on the serene image from his dream. His breathing steadied, his body relaxed, and the faint sensation of Reiryoku within him began to stir. It was like a ripple spreading through still water, faint but undeniable.
The image of the lake grew clearer in his mind, and suddenly, he felt a strange pull—like a thread tugging at the edge of his consciousness. The sensation was disorienting, but he leaned into it.
Before he realized it, he was standing once again on the surface of that impossibly still lake, the silver moon hanging high above. The reflection in the water rippled faintly, distorting as if alive.
"Back here," he muttered
Satori stood on the shimmering lake, the stillness around him amplifying the pounding of his heart. The moon above cast its serene light, and yet, the tranquility unsettled him. The reflection in the water shifted slightly, the calm ripples spreading outward like a heartbeat.
"Why do I keep coming back here?" he whispered, his voice trembling, as though the dreamscape itself demanded reverence.
A soft wind stirred, though there was no breeze. The lake responded, glowing faintly
Satori's breath hitched as the lake's glow intensified, the ripples coalescing into shapes that seemed almost tangible. The moon's reflection shimmered and fractured, revealing glimpses of something beneath the surface a dark expanse, swirling with faint threads of light.
A voice broke the silence, soft yet commanding.
"You seek answers, yet you do not ask the right questions."
Satori whirled around, his eyes scanning the empty horizon. "Who's there?" he demanded, his voice echoing across the still waters.
The reflection of the moon twisted again, and this time, it wasn't his own face
The reflection coalesced into the form of an older man, standing tall and imposing despite his ragged attire. His tattered robes, black as the void, swayed as if caught in an invisible breeze. His face bore the hardened lines of someone who had seen and endured countless trials, yet his blank, pupilless eyes were the most striking feature unblinking and inscrutable, as if they had never known defeat.
Satori's body froze, an inexplicable pressure crushing the air from his lungs. The man's gaze bore into him, though his eyes held no pupils, no focus. The weight of his presence alone made Satori's knees tremble.
The man tilted his head, an expression of faint amusement crossing his otherwise stoic face. His voice, deep and resonant, cut through the silence like a blade.
"You may be the master of this place, boy, but you lack the right to truly stand here. Your foundation is weak, your will untempered." The man's voice boomed, the words heavy with authority, as if they carried the weight of countless lifetimes. "This is a place of truth, of clarity. And you, standing here, are nothing but a shadow, grasping at what you do not understand."
Satori's breath caught in his throat, his heart hammering wildly. The man before him felt like a mountain, an immovable force. Satori had never felt so small, so fragile.
"Who are you?" Satori forced the words out, though they trembled on his lips. "What do you want from me?"
The man's expression remained unchanged, as if Satori's words held no weight. "I am nothing but a reflection," the man said, his voice low, a faint sorrow in the depth of it. "The truth lies within you, but you cannot see it. You seek to harness power without understanding your own nature, your own soul."
Satori felt a shiver run down his spine. There was something about this place, something suffocating. He felt as though the very air around him was pressing in, as if the lake itself were judging him. The man's words echoed in his mind, each syllable carrying a heavy burden.
"Power?" Satori whispered, struggling to find his voice. "I just… I don't understand. I've been trying to access my Reiryoku, trying to learn how to use it. But it's not working. I don't know why."
The man let out a deep sigh, as though he had expected this response.
Satori felt a wave of confusion crash over him. His mind raced, trying to grasp what the man was saying. "I don't understand... What do you mean? How can I understand my power if I can't even control it?"
The man's blank eyes, infinite in their depth, seemed to pierce straight through him, seeing far more than just the surface. "You are trapped by your own doubts, your own fears," he said, his voice calm yet commanding. "Your power is not a flame to be wielded or a weapon to be controlled. It is an extension of you, a reflection of your soul. It cannot be harnessed through force; it must be nurtured through understanding."
Satori's knees weakened, and he sank to the ground, feeling the weight of the man's words pressing down on him. The shimmering surface of the lake mirrored his turmoil, the ripples echoing his inner conflict. "But how do I understand myself? I don't even know who I am. I'm not the same person I was before... I'm someone else now. I was a nobody, just some guy on the fringes of life. What does this power have to do with me?"
The man didn't respond immediately. Instead, the reflection in the water began to shift, the moon's glow intensifying. Slowly, the image of a boy smaller, younger emerged beneath the surface. The boy's face was unfamiliar, yet Satori recognized something about him. A part of himself, buried deep within. The boy's eyes were filled with sadness, longing, and uncertainty, and for a moment, Satori felt a pang of recognition.
The older man spoke, his voice softer now, yet still holding an air of undeniable authority. "This is you,
The older man's eyes seemed to soften, though his presence still held the weight of timeless wisdom. He spoke slowly, each word carrying a deep truth, "That boy you see, he represents your past, the parts of yourself that you've left behind or perhaps, the parts of you that you've forgotten."
Satori stared at the image of the boy in the water, his reflection stirring with an emotion he couldn't quite place. The boy's eyes seemed to reach out to him, filled with something raw and untamed. A forgotten sorrow, perhaps? Or regret?
The man continued, his tone quieter now, yet no less profound. "You cannot ignore the past, Satori. It is the soil from which your soul has grown. Without it, you would be nothing. That boy he was you, but he is not who you are now. He is part of the foundation that you stand upon. If you seek to move forward, you must come to terms with him. You must understand why he is there, why he exists."
Satori's heart tightened. The boy in the reflection seemed to whisper to him without words, as though pleading for something. "I don't... I don't know how," Satori confessed, his voice thick with emotion. "I'm trying so hard to change, to be more than what I was. But every time I try, I keep failing. I feel... lost."
The older man's gaze deepened, and the air around them seemed to still. "You cannot change without embracing what you were. Power, true power, comes not from denial or escape, but from acceptance. Accept the boy you were, and you will understand the man you are becoming."
Satori clenched his fists, trying to suppress the surge of conflicting emotions. Was it that simple? Was it really about accepting the past the mistakes, the regrets, the fears? He had always thought that shedding his old self was the only way to grow, to find his place in this new, unfamiliar world. But now, as he stared at the boy in the reflection, he realized that he had been running from himself all along.
Tears begin to fall rippling through the lake.
To be continued.....
SATORI SHI - STAT SHEET
Name: Satori Shi
Age: 17
Race: Human
Class: None
Stats:
Strength: 5
Speed: 6
Intelligence: 9 (+1)
Spirit: 6 (+3)
Charisma: 5
Abilities:
Basic Knowledge of Electronics (Level 2)
Martial Arts Fundamentals (Level 1)
Language Proficiency (Japanese, English, Spanish)
Basic Knowledge of Reiryoku (Level 2): Allows better awareness and faint control over spiritual energy.
DAILY QUESTS
1. Attend School: Complete the school day without skipping classes.
( completed)
Reward: +1 Intelligence