Chapter 71
Chapter 70
“So you think seniors think too much?”
“That’s not true.” Wen Mingyi looked down at the bed sheet, “I just think I am too sorry for him. I shouldn’t be like that back then. He must have been very uncomfortable at that time.”
“The things of the year are over, and it’s useless for you to regret it, so it’s better to look forward and get along with your seniors in the future.”
“I know.” Wen Mingyi said melancholy, “I just thought that we would have to separate in the end, I was afraid he would be uncomfortable.”
“Are you just afraid that he is uncomfortable?” Li Yuanqing temporarily parked the car on the side of the road, planning to concentrate on calling him, “Are you uncomfortable?”
“Of course it’s uncomfortable, but is it time to consider my mood? I only care about whether he is uncomfortable.”
Li Yuanqing had a headache inexplicably. He thought about it and said to Wen Mingyi, “Obviously, modern social communication is very developed, especially if you two still live next door. As long as you don’t move and he doesn’t move, even if you two are married, each You can see it every day when you have become a family. Taking a step back, even if you both move and your new home is not together, then you can still visit each other, as long as you are not like high school, you either avoid seeing each other, or It’s noisy when they meet. In fact, there is not much difference if they are not separated.”
“It’s like Yunfei is going to university in City B now, and sister Yun Chang is here, but they will still contact by phone, and they will also meet after Yunfei comes back from the winter and summer vacations. This does not affect their feelings, they are still in a good relationship. Isn’t it his sister and brother?”
“But…” Wen Mingyi opened his mouth, trying to say something, but didn’t say it.
Li Yuanqing waited for him for a while, and when he saw that he had no more information, he continued, “Whether family members or friends, they will stay with you for the rest of your life, but they may not be the closest person in the rest of your life. The seniors treat you well and do you too. You have done a lot and you are very dependent on him, but you can’t live together all the time. You will always leave. But leaving is not to see each other again. If you think about this, you can feel better.”
“And he, if he is very resistant to this matter and wants to do something to ease his mood at the time, you can also let him do it, you…”
“But I don’t want him to be so alienated from me.” Wen Mingyi interrupted, “We finally reconcile, I don’t want him and me to keep a distance because of these things that haven’t happened yet. Anyway, we are not married yet, We are the most important people to each other, why do we deliberately alienate ourselves for the future?”
Listening to what he should say, Li Yuanqing laughed helplessly, “Of course you don’t care, but didn’t you just say it? The senior has already had a psychological shadow on this matter, and you don’t let him take preventive measures at this time. When the day of the final separation comes and he cannot accept it, what should you do? What should he do? Don’t you think about his mood at this time?”
Wen Mingyi was taken aback for a moment.
Li Yuanqing said sternly, “You can’t do this, it’s too selfish, and it’s too unfair to him.”
Wen Mingyi was silent.
He was holding the phone, but at this moment, he didn’t know what to say.
Li Yuanqing sighed and comforted him, “In fact, your relationship is very close. Even if you are a little bit distant, it will not affect anything and will not change much.”
However, Wen Mingyi was unwilling. He looked at his sheets and did not speak.
Li Yuanqing couldn’t help him, “You don’t need to change now, just take your time, or you can go to a relationship and divide your time with others.”
“I don’t want it. I don’t want to fall in love before my brother, he talks to me again.”
“Then you can supervise and supervise the senior, he just puts too much energy on you, cares about you too much, so there is no time to look at other people’s personality charm.”
Wen Mingyi didn’t want to either.
Li Yuanqing asked him, “Why don’t you speak?”
“Because I don’t want to.” Wen Mingyi said bluntly, “I don’t want him to fall in love now. I just reconcile with him not long. I don’t want others to intervene between us at this time.
“You don’t want this either, then you don’t want to, then what do you want?” Li Yuanqing asked him, “Do you want to stay with the senior without being separated forever?”
Wen Mingyi stopped talking again.
Li Yuanqing felt that he was particularly twitchy tonight, “What does it mean to speak, not to speak?”
“I want to sleep.” Wen Mingyi changed the subject.
“Why are you sleeping at this time? Why are you so awkward tonight, what do you want, what are you talking about?!”
Li Yuanqing feels that he is now the emperor who is not in a hurry to die as an eunuch, and Wen Mingyi, who is emotionally slow, is still thinking about sleeping? I’m almost anxious to death for him, okay!
“I only want to know what I want!” Wen Mingyi said depressed, “I just don’t know, so I don’t know what to say or how to say. I don’t want to be separated from my brother, I don’t want to talk now. In love, I don’t want anyone to intervene between us, but it’s impossible! Brothers will be separated, let alone ours?”
“Of course I know that at this time, if I keep a distance from him, it will not be so uncomfortable to be separated in the future, but I can’t do it! He is the person I depend on most, the person I trust the most, and I have become accustomed to living with him. Together, I don’t want to be separated from him.”
“It was not me and Song Shuhan that my godmother wanted to match at first, but my brother and Song Shuhan. I watched my godmother and my mother clean up the room for her, thinking that in the future, I would move out and my brother’s room would I feel annoyed and depressed when I live in other people. But what can I do about this kind of thing? I still have to accept it!”
“No matter how good the relationship between Yun Chang and Yun Fei is, when Yun Fei grew up, he had parents, other relatives in the family, you, and other friends, but I am not. For a long time My parents, family, friends, and relatives are all priests. I have no one else, I only have him!”
Wen Mingyi was very aggrieved, “I don’t want to be so selfish or unfair to him, but what should I do if we separate? He has never left me behind, even if I ignore him during the rebellious period, I know He has been paying attention to me silently. But afterwards, when I move out and others move in, he cares about others. What should I do?”
“It is impossible for you and Yunfei to be by my side all the time, and my parents are not by my side either. If he is not there anymore, I will be the only one left!”
Wen Mingyi felt sad for an instant, “So I don’t want him to fall in love, but it’s not fair to him, so I don’t fall in love. Isn’t that possible? He will spend a long time with others in the future, half a lifetime. At that time, it would naturally alienate me, so why alienate me now? What I want to cherish is only this period of time before we get married.”
Li Yuanqing listened quietly, vaguely heard the crying voice mixed with his words, “Are you crying?”
“No.” Wen Mingyi retorted, “I just feel uncomfortable.”
Li Yuanqing sighed, not knowing what to say for a while.
Wen Mingyi didn’t know either.
He had never said this to anyone, even if it was a priest Jundor. He seems to have always been very fearless, afraid of nothing, caring nothing so much.
In the relationship between him and the priest Jundor, he seems to have always had the upper hand, unscrupulous. When the rebellious period came, he left Priest Jundor aside. After the rebellious period, he returned to Priest Jundor. It seems that the priest Jundor is not that important, and he is not necessary.
But only Wen Mingyi knew that he was so confident about everything he had because he knew that Priest Jundor had been paying attention to him.
He knew that even if he left and he moved out, the priest Jundor cared about him. He knew that the priest Jundor would not leave him behind, so he dared to be willful.
However, once he realizes that he may no longer be the only priest Jundor, and that his gaze may shift to other people when the priest Jundor sees him, all his sense of confidence will end, and he will be replaced by panic and incomprehension. Measures.
Wen Mingyi remembered when he was standing in front of this house and rang the doorbell again three years after leaving the house after he was in college.
At that time, University X had just started school, and the weather in September was still very hot. He and Zhang Heng finished class and bought food to go back to the dormitory. When approaching the bottom of the dormitory, he heard many girls whispering and heard the name of the priest Jundor. When he approached, he saw the priest Jundor’s car not far from the dormitory building.
Wen Mingyi looked at him coldly, thinking that he should have come to see him, after all, this is the alma mater of the priest Jundor, and he is here now.
He thought about a hundred ways to disregard Priest Jundor, and then he saw another person running out of his dormitory next door, ran to Priest Jundor’s car, and knocked on his car. Window, the priest Jundor opened the co-pilot’s door and let the other person sit in.
Wen Mingyi’s footsteps stopped instantly.
He watched the priest Jundor’s car move and turned around to get out of campus. But in his mind only the person who just got on the bus, the person who ran out of the dormitory next door, was also a student.
He stood on the way Priest Jundor left the school. Priest Jundor seemed to have seen him, and he did not seem to see him. He did not stop, just so directly, passing by him without hesitation, and driving out. School gate.
At that moment, Wen Mingyi was like falling into an ice cellar.
He didn’t eat all night, instead he inquired about the person who got into the priest Jundor’s car. That person was Jiang Zimo, a few levels higher than him, who was also in the journalism department, and it was said that he would go to Si’s for an internship.
Si’s internship recruitment is over long ago! At this time, you want to enter the Si clan, and the relationship between who is gone is simply clear at a glance!
Wen Mingyi was angry and angry, but couldn’t help being afraid.
He was afraid that the patience of the priest Jundor would reach the limit, so he abandoned him. He can be kind to his neighbor’s younger brother, and naturally he can be kind to his alma mater’s younger brother. Especially, this schoolboy is much more obedient than him.
Therefore, he kept investigating and staring at Jiang Zimo, staring at Jiang Zimo’s every move, and staring at every meeting between him and Si Junduo. He looked at Jiang Zimo’s different faces in front of Wen Bo and Shi Jundor, and watched his courtesy and considerate words to Shi Jundor.
He asked Li Yuanqing, if someone said these things to me and did these things to me, how would that person feel for me?
Li Yuanqing didn’t even think about it to reply directly: “Of course I like you, you can’t see it, it’s really slow.”
Wen Mingyi did not speak, but asked Bian Jinyuan with the same question, and emphasized that the other party was a boy.
“It’s not that you have never seen homosexuality. If you can do this, you must be like you, and the other person is a boy. However, if you don’t like the other person very much, I don’t recommend you stay with him.” Bian Jinyuan was very sincerely admonishing He said, “This is not a good way to go. Yunfei and I are together because we like each other very much. But if you don’t like each other very much, but just have a good impression, then you can take an easier way. .”
Wen Mingyi thanked him and sat silently in his rented room.
For a long time, he stood up and angrily kicked over the table in front of him. He never thought that one day, there would be a boy who would like the superior Jundor, and he did not expect that the superior Jundor would allow him to stay by his side!
What qualifications does Jiang Zimo have! What qualifications does Bai Lianhua, who can’t fart, drag his brother another way! He is not worthy!
Wen Mingyi returned to his familiar villa area that night. He stood in front of the gate of the priest Jundor’s house and rang the doorbell. He looked at the lighted villa and waited for someone he knew to open the door for him. .
When he waited, Priest Jundor walked out and was stunned when he saw him, but quickly walked down the steps, crossed the courtyard, and opened the door for him.
Wen Mingyi looked at the people in front of him. After three years, he finally came back again.
He didn’t know what to say for a while, so he could only stand quietly.
The priest Jundor didn’t seem to know what to say. They had too many quarrels. Each time, they started with the concern of the priest Jundor and ended with Wen Mingyi’s bad words. As a result, Si Jundor sometimes faced him without even knowing what to say, how to say, what tone and opening remarks should be used to make Wen Mingyi less resistant to him.
So this time, Priest Jundor just asked him, “Do you want to come in?”
It was the first time that Wen Mingyi realized that there was indeed a gap between them. From his birth to the present, he has been in and out of the priest Jundor’s home countless times, and every time he was confident and unscrupulous, as if he were going home. general.
But now, the priest Jundor asked him, “Do you want to come in?”
Not “Come in”, not “Come back”, but, “Want to come in?”
As if he was just a passer-by, he accidentally rang the doorbell. The owner opened the door, but he didn’t know the other party’s intention, so he asked politely, “Would you like to come in and talk?”
But he is not a passerby, he obviously should be a returning guest.