Chapter 437 The unknown is the hardest thing to deal with
"Don't worry, as long as you don't mess with her too much, she's not the kind of ignorant person." Uncle Lu reminded him interestingly.
Qin Zichuan: "I'm just afraid that she will be sensible."
Being sensible will not stop him from doing what he wants to do, but it is two different things than sacrificing yourself to wait for him.
Uncle Lu... What you said makes sense, so why don't you say it or not?
In the afternoon, Lin Jie's family of four also came over in large and small bags, and the originally lively little courtyard now seemed a little crowded.
However, Lin Jing had made arrangements from the beginning, clearing out the living room on Kang Xiaojun's side so that the two brothers Zhao Lei and Zhao Ming, as well as Lin Rui, were kept in Kang Xiaojun's room, and Lin Fang was also kept in her own room, otherwise there would be so many It’s really hard for people to live there.
Lin Min sighed with a sympathetic expression on her face: "It feels like there are boys' dormitories, girls' dormitories, and wedding dormitories. There are so many things going on."
Lin Jing felt the same way. It was lively when there were many people, but there were also many things to do, many issues to consider, and many things to prepare. People were all here as guests, so of course she, as the host, had to make arrangements.
So next year she must go to Nandu to celebrate the New Year, and she will be a guest.
for sure!
"Second sister, I only thought Chinese New Year was fun before, but it's only when I look at you that I realize how hard it is to celebrate Chinese New Year." Lin Min was full of sympathy.
Although she was doing all the work like making the bed, sweeping the floor, etc., she felt that it was very hard for the second sister.
Lin Jing hummed, and then asked, "Mom used to work more alone, didn't you see?"
Lin Min was not blind. "My mother used to have grandma during the Chinese New Year. During the Chinese New Year, at most, my second uncle's family would come to our house for dinner. After the meal, they would go back to their own home to sleep. There was no need to prepare everything."
"Aunt and uncle are just here for one day during the Chinese New Year. There is no need to prepare anything else. In fact, there are only three more uncles and aunts in the family. They are not as hard as you."
That said, in fact, her mother and sister still do a lot of housework, otherwise she would never have any free time.
Chinese New Year is more tiring than studying and making money.
But she still liked to hear what her sister said. "It's good to know that your sister is working hard."
Then Lin Min concluded: "Besides, you are not as capable as your mother."
Lin Jing, who has always felt that she is better than her mother, is a little confused... The key point is to grasp it, but it is not necessary to grasp it.
After careful consideration, Qin Zichuan finally plucked up the courage to tell her his thoughts after dinner.
His face was filled with anticipation for the unknown and a hint of nervousness. His eyes shone with desire for the future, but he was also deeply worried about how the person in front of him would react.
Lin Jing asked: "What's your expression? You're not planning to break up with me because you're worried that I won't be able to think about it anymore, are you?"
The courage that Qin Zichuan finally mustered up was like a hole in a round balloon, and he quickly lost most of his courage.
"No."
"You can't be suffering from some terminal illness, right?"
"No."
Lin Jing's doubtful eyes deepened: "Is there anything else that you can't say?"
Qin Zichuan took a deep breath, and then slowly said the words that had been hidden in his heart: "I want to go abroad after the New Year."
Although his voice was not loud, Lin Jing felt as if her heart was hit by something, violently shaking out of its normal orbit. She had never thought about this problem at all.
Qin Zichuan looked at her, waiting for her response. He knew that this decision was not only related to his own future, but also to the relationship between the two of them.
He wants to go abroad and maintain the relationship between the two. He is a little greedy, but he doesn't want to lose it.
She looked at his eyes, and her heart suddenly surged. She admitted that she was moved by him, but before he said he wanted to go abroad, Lin Jing didn't actually feel how important he was to her.
It's just an object that I think can be developed.
But she knew that his decision meant for her that he had to experience a new life, leaving the familiar environment and facing unknown challenges. "Do you want to study abroad?"
Qin Zichuan nodded and said: "Our current technology is too backward. I want to study abroad in the United States for a Ph.D."
"Are you ready?" Even when she applied for a visa, she was still refused. He wanted to go abroad to study for a Ph.D. It couldn't be just a matter of words.
Qin Zichuan nodded. "The school has been contacted."
"You've already made up your mind, what are you talking to me about?" Realizing that she cared, Lin Jing was a little angry at his indifference. She went abroad for the Chinese New Year and now she said to herself, what do you think of yourself?
But she also understood that this was his dream and the future he wanted to pursue. Without going out to learn and working behind closed doors, you would not be able to build advanced cars.
Qin Zichuan was very embarrassed. He wanted to explain but was worried that he said the wrong thing. "I... don't know how to tell you."
She looked at his eyes that didn't know what to do, and felt a little funny. Was she a tyrant? What are you so nervous about?
Can't you just say a few nice words to coax yourself?
Lin Jing felt that she was very unsure, but she was deeply moved by his eyes, and felt that her heart was being pulled by his eyes.
The love for him in her heart seemed to suddenly begin to expand and amplify, and her normal thinking was affected by hormones. She couldn't help but ask: "Will you come back?"
Qin Zichuan did not answer directly, but put his real estate certificate, bankbook, and a box of jewelry into her hands, "If I don't come back, these will all be yours."
As expected of you, you can still speak in such a rigid and formulaic way when you should be warm and affectionate.
Lin Jing said angrily: "Aren't you afraid that I will take the money and abscond?"
Qin Zichuan said seriously: "You can't."
"How do you know I can't."
Qin Zichuan: "The money is too little."
Lin Jing... "Then give me more."
Qin Zichuan blushed slightly: "I only have so many possessions, and the remaining money is reserved for basic expenses abroad."
Forget it, just such a high emotional intelligence and love is not that deep.
Accept that the man in front of you is your own choice. Not being able to sweet talk or tell lies is not a shortcoming, and you are not a perfect person either.
After all, he can give himself all the possessions in the country. At least his feelings for him are sincere at this moment. If he changes his mind the next moment, he will pay the price.
Lin Jing knew that him going abroad meant that they would experience a long separation and face the test of time difference and distance. She didn't know if she could bear this kind of separation. After all, she was somewhat indifferent to love.
At the same time, she is also full of expectations and worries about his future. She knows that studying abroad requires a huge effort and time cost, and she wonders whether he has enough determination and perseverance to face these difficulties.
The known is fine, but the unknown is the hardest to deal with.