Chapter 422 Lin Yan’s tangle
What's more, I have tried my best to provide better conditions for my children.
If you don't do well enough, that's because there is no upper limit in the material and spiritual world, and it's not a reason for children to resent themselves.
After rebirth, Lin Jing reconciled with herself on one point.
After all, dying at the hands of a child you worked so hard to raise is something that everyone needs time to digest.
Fortunately, after her rebirth, she had a lot of family and friends, so she didn't need that little bit of mother-child love to express her feelings that had nowhere to go.
As for the two children, Lin Jing was relieved. Maybe their feelings were not balanced, and she did not deliberately seek revenge on those two children.
Not seeing each other again is the best arrangement for herself, and she doesn't want to worry so much about others.
Lin Yan was stunned for a moment, then felt that what her sister said made sense, and nodded, indicating that she understood.
"Why did sister suddenly ask this question?" Lin Jing asked.
Being able to live a step-by-step life, Lin Yan actually does not have high requirements for herself. She just wants to give the best to her children and raise them well.
owe?
Qian Yong died tragically, but he really had nothing to do with her eldest sister. He didn't even have to bear the guilt of divorce. How could he have such an idea?
Lin Yan hesitated for a moment, then pretended not to care much and collected the cabbage leaves in front of her and said, "Before coming to the imperial capital, Liu Hui introduced me to a person. I don't know whether I should go."
"Is there anything you should or shouldn't do? If you want to find someone, you can go. If you don't want to, don't go. Isn't it just up to you to decide?" Lin Jing felt that there was really no need to worry about this issue.
Doing everything internally will make you age faster.
Lin Yan felt that this was not the case, and even sounded a little angry: "You don't have children, you don't understand. I have to consider Xiaojian's feelings, right? What if that person treats Xiaojian badly?"
Well, well, well, I don’t have children and I don’t know.
She doesn't understand why she hasn't given birth to a child in her two lifetimes.
"Isn't it first up to you whether you like it or not?" Lin Jing felt that there was something wrong with Lin Yan's point. "If you have to find a man to rely on to raise Xiaojian, you might as well rely on me and eldest brother. We are all born to the same parents, and it is more reliable for us sisters to help each other than to find a man who does not know his character."
"If you want to find a partner to start a family, don't look at Xiaojian's young age. This is not contradictory at all. Can you just tell him no?"
"Besides, a meeting is just a meeting, not a deal, let alone a marriage. Why don't you give yourself a chance? If you really can't handle it, just try another one."
If you don't do anything, just think hard in your mind, how tired you are if you can't live with yourself.
Lin Yan was still hesitant: "Yeah. I'm just afraid."
Lin Jing understood how she felt. She wanted to find someone to start a family, but Qian Dayong was her own choice. He was a scumbag to her children and to her.
Instinctively, she was afraid of meeting another scumbag.
Even if she is her biological sister, Lin Jing doesn't want to take care of it all by herself. After all, she doesn't know whether such a thing is right or wrong. The final choice still depends on her. "This matter is not that complicated. It depends on what you think." Just come."
Unexpectedly, her sister's attitude was neither support nor opposition, and it was returned to her hands. Lin Yan rubbed the corner of her clothes and said after a long time: "Mom wants me to find someone else."
Lin Jing rolled her eyes. It doesn't matter what her mother thinks or what her son thinks. The key is that she actually thinks it.
It's just that if she remarries with children, it's fine if she gets married well, but if she doesn't get married well, she'll have to bear more pressure. She wants to shift this responsibility to Zhang Cuiying.
If she has a bad life in the future, she will probably say that this mother asked her to find it, right?
Realizing this, Lin Jing didn't want to get involved anymore.
Lin Yan didn't know what her sister was thinking, and she even thought that her sister could persuade her to listen to her mother's strong approval of this matter.
She chose Qian Dayong herself, but she made the wrong choice. Now she wants to listen to her mother, but she doesn't know if it's right or not, so she is very conflicted now.
Although she can make her own money to support her family, and her family members can help with the burden, Lin Yan still has a traditional heart - she can't live without a man in the family.
Maybe when Qian Dayong died, she still felt that she had finally jumped out of the pit and could raise her children independently without a man.
But now, after listening to too much "persuasion" from people around me, I feel that my family still needs a man, and I feel that my son cannot grow up normally without his father's love.
But if I find another person, I am afraid that he will not be good to my son, and I am also afraid that he will not be good to me.
It's very contradictory, and outsiders can't explain it.
The two sisters stood in front of the stove, relatively speechless. They had finished cooking the cabbage, so let's wash the onions.
Lin Jing didn't give her sister any feasible advice. She had been in a mess for half her life, and it was impossible for her to reach a professional level when she could give advice to others.
She didn't participate or advocate for things she didn't understand, even if she saw Lin Yan's expression a little disappointed.
Su Qing came over the next day.
She came less often after returning home for the holidays, unlike Kuang Rulan who always came over for meals and brought them some semi-cooked food or delicious snacks.
Su Qing's red eye circles looked a little swollen, as if something bad had happened to her.
"What's wrong? What happened?" Lin Jing asked with concern. In her mind, Su Qing was not the kind of person who would be bullied casually.
Su Qing's eyes turned redder, and Lin Jing burst into tears while holding her in her arms.
This made Lin Min, who lived in the same room as Lin Jing, a little anxious, "If you have anything to do with Sister Su Qing, please tell me first. Maybe you will feel better if you tell her."
Yes, I learned half of the skills from her sister - it's one thing whether it can help or not, but it can provide mental comfort.
Lin Jing poured Su Qing a glass of water with dried feverfew and rock sugar in it. Drinking something sweet can relieve her mood when she feels uncomfortable. There is no need to worry about whether it is good or bad.
It took a while for Su Qing to calm down and tell Lin Jing the whole story, "I just heard you and Xiaolan say that buying a house is good, and I was thinking about buying a house."
"Yes." Lin Jing knew, and quickly asked worriedly: "Aren't you satisfied? What happened now? Is the landlord a fraud?"
Don't blame her for thinking of fraud immediately. There were too many such things in the past. If she encounters it, she must call the police as soon as possible.
"No." Su Qing was stunned by Lin Jing and almost forgot why she came.
Lin Min asked thoughtfully from the side: "What is it that makes Sister Su Qing so sad?"
Compared to fraud, it seems less serious, but more sad.
There was no problem with the house. Everything was fine. "Today my grandma came to my house. When she heard that I bought a house, she said that a girl like me shouldn't buy a house."
"Then you won't cry, right?"