Chapter 81
Chapter 80 There is no end
Suddenly, Su Zhen pulled Rong Shao up from the chair and slammed on the table. Rong Shao’s forehead was smashed and blood flowed.
“Don’t you think I’m so naive, I don’t even know if he is still in this body.” Su Zhen snorted coldly, “You are right, your existence is torture to me. Torture you It doesn’t make me happy either.”
Rong Shao was stunned.
“I’m tired, Rong Shao.” Su Zhen grabbed Rong Shao’s hair, leaned him against her, rubbed his forehead against his blood, “I’m really tired. Why not end here.”
“What…what do you want…” Rong Shao smiled stiffly, “I will win in the end.”
Su Zhen stretched into her pocket and took out two pills.
“You choose, one is a vitamin, the other will kill you.”
The two pills are exactly the same in length.
“Even this trick is played… You are really in a dead end, Su Zhen… I have never beaten you in my life, but this time I won completely…” Rong Shao smiled triumphantly, as arrogant as ever. “Would you not accompany me to eat another one? Between me and you, is it that I die except you die?”
“I will eat you and pick the rest. But even if you are alive, what do you have?” Su Zhen smiled mockingly, spreading his palms in front of him.
Rong Shao didn’t even think about it, just grabbed one and put it in his mouth, “How about you? Su Zhen? Do you have such guts?”
Su Zhen smiled, “You are such an idiot, why should I play an idiot with you?”
Rong Shao was stunned there, his head dizzy.
“You said that after you die, what should I do?”
“…This…Both pills are…”
“Ah, yeah, they are all poisons. How could I take poison to commit suicide with you? Do you want to see, die with you, don’t you want to ruin my reputation?” Su Zhen said amusedly, “You are all online. I’m famous, I died with you, didn’t I tell everyone that I was also your guest on the scene?”
“Su Zhen…” Rong Shao tried to spit out the pill, but his head became more and more dizzy.
Su Zhen strangled his wrist and lifted his chin.
“You are dying, Young Master Rong. But before you die, we might as well imagine what the result would be if you were alive?” Su Zhen smiled mockingly, “As soon as you walk out the door, everyone will point to you and say this. Isn’t this young Rong who has been on the Internet? Think about the eyes of those directors and producers, think about Lin Yuwei, who was trampled on by you like a dog… They should be very proud to see you now, right?”
“Don’t tell me…” Rong Shao trembled, his head becoming increasingly unconscious.
“Oh, you probably won’t be able to enter the gate of Rong’s house again. Think about Rong Jingyan’s expression when he sees you, shouldn’t it be wonderful?”
“No… he is my father…”
“He can have me, I’m much better than you.”
Rong Shao leaned on the bed, his fingers were no longer able to move slightly.
Su Zhen covered Rong Shao’s ear and whispered, “You have not even known what you are expecting. Now for you, isn’t the happiest thing over?”
Everything calmed down, and only Su Zhen was sitting beside Rong Shao and watching his drooping eyes.
Nolia pushed open the door, looked at Su Zhen’s figure and sighed, “Do you regret it?”
“Why do you regret it? He is right. I have nowhere to go for all this.”
“What if Rong Fei still can’t wake up? Are you going to lock yourself up again?”
“Noria, do you know that’getting’ is a terrible thing, because once you get it, you will be afraid of losing.” Su Zhen tucked her lips, “I have exhausted all I can catch him. How to…”
But Rong Fei only felt that he was sinking and sinking all the time. He couldn’t open his eyes and didn’t have the strength to struggle, as if he was locked in an endless black hole.
He told himself to go up instead of falling, but even up…how far is the water?
Su Zhen picked up Rong Fei, put in hot water, and took him a bath carefully. Even those dirty marks, he wiped it away for him.
Noria ripped off all the sheets, replaced them with clean sheets full of the smell of the sun, and put away all the horrible utensils.
Su Zhen flew Rong out of the bathtub, pulled a bath towel and carefully wrapped him up, gently put him on the bed, and dried his hair.
“When will the effect of the medicine pass?” Su Zhen asked.
“In order to achieve the effect, the content is a bit high, but you can rest assured that you will not turn him into a fool or hurt his nerves.” Nolia sighed, “What to do, I am also your accomplice. Even I am afraid The moment he woke up, it was still the Rong Daxiao.”
Su Zhen did not answer her, but leaned down to cover Rong Fei’s forehead, “He is feverish.”
“Nonsense, you’ve been so rude to him these days, the bottom must be torn. I’ll give him two shots.”
Rong Fei’s heat didn’t fade until the evening, but he was still groggy.
“Rong Fei… when are you coming back?” Su Zhen raised his hand and kissed his finger lightly.
It seemed that some power grabbed Rong Fei from the bottomless water, and Rong Fei struggled desperately. The more he went up, the more warm he could feel.
I want to live! I want to live!
I still have too many things to do!
I… there are still people who can’t give up!
Rong Fei waved his arms and shouted loudly, “Su Zhen——Su Zhen——”
Su Zhen watched Rong Fei’s continuously closing lips calling his name, and stood up, shaking Rong Fei’s shoulder, “Rong Fei! Open your eyes! Open your eyes!”
Hearing the familiar voice, Rong Fei opened his eyes vigorously and saw Su Zhenman’s expectant look.
“Su…Su Zhen…Where is this…” Rong Fei finally focused, his gaze ran into Su Zhen’s eyes.
Su Zhen opened his mouth, but didn’t say a word. His fingers stroked Rong Fei’s hair, which contained the joy of cherishment and recovery.
Rong Fei took a breath, “Here… why is your room…”
Su Zhen hugged him tightly, “Great, you are back.”
Rong Fei stupidly hugged the opponent back, his memory was a little confused, and he couldn’t remember how he came to Su Zhen’s room.
His voice was hoarse, his body was weak, and his lower body was almost numb in pain.
“Su Zhen…Did you do something to me?” Rong Fei frowned, remembering that he was living with Su Zhen while filming “Gun God”, and the other party had a high fever because he lost control.
At this moment, Nolia walked in, and saw Su Zhen holding Rong Fei tightly and smiled, “Rong Fei! Are you awake right?”
Su Zhen kissed his forehead, his cheek, and then he held his lips, it was an overwhelming kiss.
Rong Fei, who had no energy at all, was kissed by him and could hardly breathe.
Nolia quickly stepped forward and held Su Zhen, “Hey! Do you want to kill him?”
Su Zhen could only let go of Rong Fei, but kept holding his fingers.
Rong Fei faintly felt that something happened during the time he lost consciousness.
“What’s wrong? Can any of you explain to me what the **** is going on? Why don’t I have any impression?” Rong Fei recalled vigorously, but could only think of something long ago.
“You got drunk in Golden Rose, you were pushed down the stairs by Lin Yuwei, bleeding a lot, and you went into the operating room.” Su Zhen asked softly, “Don’t you remember these?”
Rong Fei frowned, and the scene of himself when he fell appeared in his mind, “Um…it seems like this…but shouldn’t I be in the hospital? Why am I here?”
“After you woke up, your temperament changed drastically, causing trouble everywhere.” Su Zhen stretched out his hand and held his forehead with an extremely distressed look, “Uncle Rong and Auntie have nothing to do with you.”
Rong Fei was there, he was silently wondering… Could it be that during the time he passed out, the original Rong Shao… did he appear? Rong Fei tried hard, but still couldn’t remember anything.
“They don’t know what happened to you, they did various checks on you, and you didn’t find any problems, so I wondered… if the operation had any impact on your character, so I invited a An American psychologist came to diagnose you. He is chatting with you these days. I have also heard your yelling and yelling. The doctor said that you have personality dissociation symptoms…”
Although Rong Fei knows nothing about psychology, he knows that the so-called dissociation of personality refers to multiple personalities. But is it really just a mental illness?
Between accidents, he can often hear another person’s voice in his mind. Is this because of the lack of capacity in his body or because of the so-called dissociation of personality?
“The doctor said that the way to heal you is to get rid of your secondary personality, especially when this personality exists for a short period of time.”
“You mean…you got rid of Rong Shao…no… another personality of mine?” This sounds a little strange to Rong Fei.
“It should be.” Su Zhen reached out and rubbed Rong Fei’s head, “I’m very happy, you are finally back.”
Rong Fei looked at Nolia suspiciously, “Is this true?”
“Yeah. You don’t know how sad your attitude towards me when I came to see you. Looking at you now, it’s a lot more normal!”
“Are you hungry? Would you like to eat something?” Su Zhen asked.
“I don’t feel hungry, but… even talking is very tired…”
“There is still porridge in the kitchen, feed him a little, otherwise his stomach will not be able to stand it.” Nolia reminded.
“Yes, Rong Fei, would you like a drink?”
Rong Fei only felt that Su Zhen’s voice was extraordinarily soft, and he looked thinner. Nolia brought the porridge in, and Su Zhen carefully fed it bit by bit. Rong Fei wanted to vomit after drinking three or four sips. Nolia said that it was normal, so Su Zhen helped him to sleep.
Coming out of the room, Nolia raised her eyebrows with her arms, “This lie is a bit big. I only used personality dissociation to treat Rong Fei and Rong Shao co-existing in the same body. But you unexpectedly Just use this as a guise, how do you plan to explain to Mr. Rong and Mrs. Rong? How do you make Rong Fei believe? Obviously he is suspicious now!”
“If you let him know, I killed Rong Shao…he will feel guilty for a lifetime, and his character may not be willing to be with me.” Su Zhen closed his eyes and leaned against the sofa.
“This is a battle for survival. Either you die or I die. Survival is cruel. He should be glad that he is the last one left.” Noria took a breath, “Are you sure you killed Rong Shao?” He won’t come out suddenly when you and Rong Fei are happy.”
“Then… let him go to **** again.” Su Zhen said coldly.
“You are a total lunatic.” Noria sighed. “It seems we still need to find an actor to pretend to be the so-called’psychologist’.”
“Find a medical school, don’t wear help.”
“Su Tianwang, can anyone act better than you?” Nolia said sarcastically.
Rong Fei slept for a long time this time, and Noria added some nutrient solution to him while he was asleep.
When the mood was relaxed, exhaustion completely swallowed Su Zhen. He was lying next to Rong Fei with his clothes, and soon fell into a coma.
In the middle of the night, Rong Fei woke up, and he saw Su Zhen beside him.
Everything is quiet, and the light is not bright. Rong Fei stretched out his hand to touch Su Zhen’s eyes, and the other party was sleeping very heavily, with no reaction at all. But because Rong Fei had slept for too long, he didn’t feel sleepy when he closed his eyes, so he stared at Su Zhen.
Although he has no memory, he vaguely knows that during this period of time when he is not conscious, Rong Shao must have appeared. Even if I regain control of this body now, it is impossible to rely on a psychologist to exclude another soul in the body.
What if Tolerance reappears again? What kind of harm will it bring to Su Zhen?
Rong Fei thought maybe it would be better to separate himself from Su Zhen? At least what ridiculous things Rong Shao will do in the future is irrelevant to Su Zhen. It’s just that Su Zhen has done a lot for himself. If he just said that breaking up, it would still hurt him.
In fact, the easiest way to solve a problem is never concealment, but fact. They would not be happy if they were to associate with Su Zhen or leave with secrets themselves.
Because what is broken is broken after all.
I am a man, not a tragic heroine in a Korean drama. Why not be more honest and be brave.
Since I occupy other people’s lives, why don’t I even have the courage to take it?
Suddenly, Rong Fei’s heart felt a lot lighter.
When it was about to dawn, Su Zhen’s throat let out a soft murmur, and when he turned sideways, he found Rong Fei looking at him.
Su Zhen stretched out his hand and gently hooked Rong Fei’s finger, “Have you been awake for a long time?”
“Well, I’ve been awake for a long, long time…” Rong Fei smiled faintly.
Su Zhen hugged him and brought him into his arms, “It’s really relieved, I was still scared, and it’s another person looking at me.”
“Su Zhen…actually, there is one thing I want to tell you…I want you to listen to me…”
“You want to tell me who you are, right?” Su Zhen’s lips filled with a smile.
“You really know me, but maybe you can’t guess who I am, I am actually…”
“You are Rong Fei, aren’t you?” Su Zhen asked softly.
Rong Fei opened his mouth and suddenly didn’t know how to continue.
“You are worried that another Rong Fei will come out suddenly, you are worried that I can’t handle all of this, are you worried that I will be hurt?” Su Zhenqing took a breath, “Rong Fei, there is no turning back between me and you. So don’t go. Thinking of’if’ and’what if’. If you disappear and another Rong flies out, then I will use my way to find you back. But if you start to reject me because of this, then I still can only Go down this road. Your refusal is meaningless.”
“If I say…I’m the stuntman Rong Fei?” Rong Fei asked cautiously. Even if Su Zhen was so vowed, he still needed an affirmative answer.
“I know you are.” Su Zhen said lightly.
“Ha? How do you know that I am?” Rong Fei raised his upper body and asked with his eyes widened.
Su Zhen pursed her lips and smiled, “After fifty years, I will tell you how I knew.”
“Su Zhen! Su Zhen! Get up for me!”
“Su Zhen… are you laughing at me? You don’t really believe me at all!”
“I believe you 100%. So I ask you to believe me 100%.” Su Zhen reached out and dragged Rong Fei’s face and let him look at herself, “I know who I love, and I know I will not give up. .”
Rong Fei swallowed. It was the first time that Rong Fei saw Su Zhen’s determined expression.
“I want you to let me hold you for a while, okay?”
“Yeah.” Rong Fei stopped talking. Su Zhen neither laughed at him, but listened very calmly to what Rong Fei said. This made Rong Fei guess that maybe Su Zhen really knew that he was not Rong Shao.
Although he still has many questions, he knows that not every question has to be answered.
He now only needs to be hugged by him quietly.
Three months later, at Perini’s new product launch conference, An Kaiwen still swept the audience like two or three points of sun.
Rong Fei sat in the audience, feeling the madness and surge of fashion reporters.
The moment An Kaiwen turned around, he saw Rong Fei. Although a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, he still walked through the show calmly.
At the end of the catwalk, An Kaiwen changed clothes in the background,
The air was filled with a faint fragrance of flowers, and as soon as he looked up, he saw Rong Fei’s figure leaning against the door holding a large bunch of flowers in the mirror.
“Didn’t you say that I am a pervert and disgusting?” An Kaiwen put on his clothes indifferently.
“I’m also a pervert, very disgusting. So are we even?” Rong Fei asked.
An Kaiwen turned around and hugged his arms, frowning, “Your apology is really not sincere at all.”
“I have brought flowers.”
“I don’t like flowers.” An Kaiwen turned around to continue packing.
“I also bring oatmeal cookies and nonfat coffee.”
An Kaiwen put his luggage on his shoulder and passed Rong Fei, Rong Fei grabbed him.
“Well, I can only tell you my most important privacy.”
“What privacy?” An Kaiwen snorted softly.
“It’s not me who said those things to you.”
Rong Feiton was there, waiting for An Kaiwen’s response, he could not continue to explain to him the reason for “not me”, because it was so absurd that no one would believe it.
“I know it’s not you.” An Kaiwen closed his eyes and smiled helplessly, “Because only this explanation can make me feel better.”
“An Kaiwen…”
“Rong Fei, you said that I am your mentor and your friend.”
“Yes it is.”
“Well, at least the mentor and the friend are a strong relationship. It is the place I was placed in your heart.” An Kaiwen grabbed the flower held by Rong Fei and walked to the door without looking back. .
“Did you forgive me?” Rong Fei asked from his back.
An Kaiwen didn’t answer, just waved the flower in his hand, still chic.
At night, Rong Fei and Su Zhen sat on the London Eye, bowing their heads and it was a bustling light.
“Haha, I was drunk the last time I sat on the London Eye with you.” Rong Fei covered the glass with his hands, nodding at everything under his feet.
“Well, so I kissed you.” Su Zhen’s chin rested on Rong Fei’s shoulder.
“Huh? You kissed me?”
“Yeah.” Su Zhen looked like nothing else.
“You actually kissed me when I didn’t know?”
“Yeah.” Su Zhen smiled, “Do you know how difficult it is to find you in this world.”
“Well, I forgive you for kissing me when I didn’t know.”
“It is not easy to find you, and it is not easy for you to stay by my side.” Su Zhen hugged Rong Fei and pierced the hustle and bustle of the city. “It is even more important to enjoy time quietly like now. It’s not easy.”
“Yeah.” Rong Fei’s heart suddenly felt warm.
Su Zhen lightly kissed his forehead, “So I want to keep these difficult moments.”
Standing on the banks of the Thames, the London Eye revolves round and round, with no beginning or end.