Rebirth 95: The campus goddess is awesome!

Xia Yutong raised her head, supported her chin with her palms, and looked into the distance with empty eyes.

"I have a lot of fears...

I am afraid that no matter who I choose, the other person will be hurt. They are the most important people to me besides my family. If anyone is hurt, I will be more sad than them.

I am also afraid that their brothers will turn against each other. If my existence will affect their brotherhood for so many years, then I would rather never know them.

I am also afraid that they will be disappointed in me. When we are friends, I can be rational and clear-headed, but once the relationship changes, women in love will become stingy and careless, and may even get jealous and lose their temper at every turn.

Can they still accept me like this?

I'm even more afraid of starting but not getting results. If I fall in love with someone and get to know each other, but end up breaking up for one reason or another, then I will lose not only a lover, but also the most intimate good friend.

I can't afford such consequences! "

Ji Yanran patted Xia Yutong on the back with some distress, but the words she said were not comforting.

"Tongtong, do you know what your biggest problem is?"

Xia Yutong came back to her senses, turned to look at Ji Yanran, and asked, "What is it?"

Ji Yanran: "Too rational and clear-headed! Too fond of random thoughts!"

Xia Yutong was confused: "What do you mean?"

Ji Yanran: "Generally for girls of our age, when love comes, most of them are confused and almost completely follow their hearts.

In this way, you may be hurt or sad, but you will definitely not taste the sweetness of love.

As for you, on the contrary, you have not tasted the beauty of love, but you think about the bitter consequences of love first. This is a very bad idea!

Whether you use your sobriety in your studies or your career, it will be beneficial and harmless.

But it cannot be used in love alone, as it will greatly reduce the beauty of love.

What you should do most now is to empty your mind and let yourself follow your heart!

Also, Jiang Muyu and Han Nuo are not kids who don't understand anything. They can solve the problems between them by themselves.

Don't always take everything on yourself. If you are really worried, go have a good talk with them. There is a solution to everything.

This is better than struggling with pain alone!

Furthermore, if one day you can compete with them and be jealous, I think those two people will be so happy that they will go crazy, do you believe it? Are you actually afraid that they will be disappointed in you? What do you think?

And, most importantly, who are they? They are Jiang Muyu! It's Han Nuo! You are the person who cherishes you the most in this world!

If you can’t trust others, can’t you still trust them?

No matter who can chase you, they will only cherish and love you more, and will they think of breaking up with you? What are you thinking about? !

To put it bluntly, even if you wanted to, they wouldn't agree! "

Some of the two people eavesdropping upstairs couldn't help but nod in agreement, feeling that Ji Yanran was particularly cute today, and what she said was particularly pleasing to her heart.

Xia Yutong looked at Ji Yanran in shock, as if it was the first day she had met this person.

"Yanran, your eloquence and ability to analyze people's hearts would be wasted if you don't become a psychologist."

After hearing this, the smile on Ji Yanran's face dimmed.

"Who is born to understand this? It's just that they have experienced too much suffering and realized it on their own."

Xia Yutong and Xu Shuangshuang looked at each other, obviously at a loss for such a fragile Ji Yanran.

Ji Yanran smiled sourly, and comforted them in turn: "Don't be nervous, I'm fine. It has been many years, and no matter how much pain you have, it will be smoothed away."

Xia Yutong grabbed Ji Yanran's hand, wanting to give her strength and care.

She had known for a long time that something must have happened to Yanran, otherwise she would not be the same character she is now, let alone avoid boys.

Ji Yanran's somewhat hollow voice sounded again.

"I've never told you about my family, right?

Actually, my parents divorced when I was nine years old.

The union between them should be regarded as the marriage expected by the elders.

At the beginning, I heard my grandma talk about how they also had a happy time.

But the two are a combination of interests, and they don't have much affection or understanding. Once the sweet period after marriage is over, there will be endless quarrels.

They have been like this since I can remember. They have a small quarrel every three days and a big quarrel every five days. There is almost no peaceful time at home.

After my sister was born, the atmosphere at home became even more tense.

My grandma was looking forward to having a grandson, but after her mother gave birth to two daughters one after another, she began to treat her mother’s eyes as her eyes and her nose as her nose.

In this way, the quarrels at home become even more intense.

I remember that I was nine years old and my sister was only three years old.

My mom and dad had the biggest fight ever and even got physical.

My house was smashed to pieces, and I could only hide in a corner and cry secretly alone.

At that time, everyone in the family was in a fuss, and no one heard the voice of my sister upstairs crying for her mother.

When we reacted, what we saw was the scene of my sister missing the mark and rolling down the stairs.

At that time, my mother was so frightened that she rushed to save people, but it was too late...

When my sister rolled down, the back of her head hit the solid wood shelf that was pushed to the top of the stairs...

My sister was silent at that time...

He was gone before he was sent to the hospital...

This is a pain for all of our family, and it may never get better in this life.

Later, I heard that the reason for the quarrel between mom and dad was because dad seemed to have an affair with the nanny at home... but dad never admitted it...

What the facts are, it is impossible to verify.

Anyway, the nanny at the back was sent away, my parents got divorced, and my mother took me back to my parents’ home.

As for my father, he has never remarried...

I really want to hate my father, but although he is not a good husband, he is a good father. He loves my sister and me very much.

When his sister died, his temples turned gray overnight...

I really can’t hate him..."

"Yanran..." Xia Yutong didn't know how to comfort Ji Yanran like this. She suffered such pain when she was young, and it was a shadow that would run through her entire life.

Ji Yanran has gradually calmed down her emotions.

"Don't worry about me. It's been several years. If I can tell you this, it means that the wound is gradually healing, right?"

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