one day you'll love me

207 Chapter [-]

However, when he disappeared again and she couldn't find him anyway, she suddenly realized that happiness is always only short-lived.

When this illusory world where she thought there would only be happiness forever shattered quietly, she realized that in the illusory world, she was so fragile, so vulnerable.

She hates that kind of self, that kind of self who can only wait for others to redeem and sympathize, damn it.

Once such a self leaves protection, it will become nothing.

She began to miss the self who was never willing to be swayed by fate in reality, the arrogant, unscrupulous self who swayed enthusiasm, and who still worked hard towards her goal even if she stumbled.

Hovering on the edge of dream and reality, she couldn't make a choice for a while.

"Xia Yuxun, be more sober..." She tried her best to say this to herself, and then resolutely jumped into the water.

The icy lake water instantly stimulated her to wake up from the long dream, and at the same time made her exhausted, until the man she had been looking for for a long time, until the man she had given up on hugged her in his arms, she finally fell asleep with peace of mind.

I just remember that in that dream, she was madly doing things that she would never dare to do in the real world. She wanted this man, wanted to guard him every step of the way, her man.

Now, the dream is awake.

She wished she could smash her head with a hammer, and even more wished she could dig a hole and bury herself alive!

OMG!She foolishly hugged a pillow and called him "Achen", and even fed him!
ORZ!She actually clings to Leng Sichen, even going to the toilet, taking a bath, and sleeping!

ORM!She actually asked him to kiss him without shame, let him sleep with her, let him...

Oh my god!She is really ashamed to face people, look, look at what she has done!
Xia Yuxun didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Amidst such wild thoughts, before he knew it, it was almost dawn, and Xia Yuxun was still going crazy.

What to do? What to do? What to do!At dawn, it means that she has to face all this!
She caressed Leng Sichen's well-defined facial features in the dim light guiltily, "Ah Chen, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! I didn't mean to be sick, and I didn't mean to make you do so many embarrassing things. But, I'm really happy for you Didn't leave me alone. Enough is enough..."

Ah Chen, senior, these days, the two of them have already broken their hearts because of her.

Suddenly, I felt that I was so useless, I just fell into a slump after encountering this little setback, and I also caused so many people to worry about her and get hurt because of her.

Thinking of Leng Sichen's gunshot wound, Xia Yuxun couldn't help trembling.

Oh, sure enough!Xia Yuxun, apart from causing trouble for him, you have never done a single right thing!
Be content!He has condescended to let you fish and meat here for so many days, no matter how much friendship he has, he has exhausted it.

Leng Sichen's breathing gradually became heavy, Xia Yuxun moved her body very carefully, and finally got out of bed, her body felt limp the moment she got up.

Quickly changed clothes, closed the door, and ran out...

She knew that as soon as she got well, he would leave.

Please, give me some time to sort out my mood at last. I still can't face your departure when I wake up in the morning.

Leng Sichen was extremely unaccustomed to the sudden emptiness in his arms. Finally, he finally woke up in an uneasy groping, and suddenly found that the person in his arms had disappeared at some point.

(End of this chapter)