Old Feelings

Kaminari
10 years have passed, and Jirou was more beautiful than before. I don't remember her being this... sexy: or my inner kid was just too blind and fucking dumb to see her beauty in all her shyness. Right now, we are sitting in front of each other in some restaurant and I can't look away from this woman who is wearing a fucking dress.. a tight dress. Seems like she knows or has no idea how to press my buttons but oh boy were they pressed: against my shorts. I hate to admit that a woman was able to put me like this but life has its own way to surprise you. I was a personal trainer: I've seen my fair share of gorgeous women wearing tight clothes and I did not feel a thing. But right now, it seems like I was paying my sins from a previous life where I fucked no one.
- Not happening Denki. I'm not going to the gym not even in your wildest dreams. - she said, looking me straight in my eyes. - And especially not with you.
- What is wrong with me? - I asked pretending to be shocked at the statement. - There is absolutely nothing wrong with me.
- Yeah, like I believe. - she rolled her eyes. - Not even if we were in high school would I go to the gym with you. No way Denki. You can always dream tho.
- If I dream with anything related to you, the gym would be the last thing Kyoka. - I laughed as I watched her get red in the cheeks. My hints were a bit obvious, but I always loved embarassing her.
- Kinda perverted no? In high school you were never like this. What happened? - she asked.
- Life happened and I matured. I'm 28 years old, not 17, Kyoka. And my first sexual experience was good, but I want more, and better. - I passed my eyes through her, examining everything.
- Yeah, don't even try, nop. - she said.
- What? You didn't even let me finish the sentence. - I laughed hard. She knew exactly what I was trying to say and cut me off.
- Like I don't know what you were about to say. I was dumb once, not anymore. - she relaxed in her chair and allowed me to examine her better.
- Tell me one thing: don't you like me now? I mean, I'm not the dumb kid anymore, I'm the hot personal trainer now. - I smiled.
- Sometimes I miss the dumb kid you were. - she paused. - The innocence and the dumb laughs when you tripped somewhere and fall in the ground. I used to love that, but, as you said, there is no more of that, I'm afraid. - she forced a laugh. She looked me in the eyes. What I saw was the young Kyoka who flirted with me all the time. Did she like me back then?
- Let me ask you something. Back then when we used to flirt all the time, did you really like me or it was just for the joke? - I asked, literally shaking in fear of the answer.
She smiled and started playing with her earlobes. She always does this when she's nervous.
- I did not like you. It was way more than that. - I stared at her with my eyes wide open.
- Did you... lo- she cut me off.
- Yes, but do not say it out loud. Keep it down Kaminari. - she said. - And yes.
- Yes what? - I was confused.
- Yes, I do think you're hot now. - she said. - But I don't feel nothing, don't worry. - I was speechless. This was way too much information for my brain. So she did like me when we were 17. I stayed serious.
- So, did you have boyfriends over the years? - I asked. She looked surprised by my question. Deep down, I was kinda pissed.
- To be honest, I didn't have any boyfriends, I had some fun, if you know what I mean. - she said. I did not know neither does she look like the type to "have fun". I relaxed a bit.
- Oh, I didn't know you like that "fun". - I said.
- Sometimes, someone has to make me happy, even if the happiness lasts 2 minutes. - she rolled her eyes. I laughed harder than I should have, and she joined. - What? I don't know why they all last 2 minutes, I'm concerned for them tho.
- Oh my god Kyoka, really? You had a bunch of guys coming up to you asking for sex? - I laughed.
- What's the problem? And not "a bunch", it was less than 10 for over 10 years so it was like 1 every year. Not much tho, I don't really have that thirst for sex or whatsover. - she rolled her eyes.
- It was sex nonetheless tho. And I can understand why the guys were coming up to you, if you get me. - I winked at her. - If you let yourself more loose, it was way more than 10 guys... - I smiled.
- Oh, there were a bunch of guys who wanted but I refused every single one. - she crossed her arms. - I could get more, I simply don't want. Lately I've been to more bars but I never want more than a 5 minute conversation. - she sighed. - The man are just so bland it makes me want to puke.
- So, if for a twist of events, you happen to meet some crazy hot yellowed hair guy in some of those bars, will you make out with him? - I asked with my eyes glowing but sill relaxed in my chair.
- Well well well, couldn't be more clear than that? Just say your own name already. - she laughed.
- If you want I can say it. - I smiled.
- Say it Kaminari. Hearing you say that you got the hots for me will make my night worth every second. - she laughed.
- What if I have? What about if my dick is begging to be let out just because you are here? There is nothing wrong with being attracted to a woman. - I said waiting for the redness in her face. And yep, there it was. All of her face went red and I bet everything that her blood went rushing in between her legs. It's not everyday that you meet a man who says those kinda of things with a straight face.
- No shame runs in your blood or what? - she said.
- If my blood runs it's towards my-
- OK, enough, I get it. You really find me sexy. - she said covering her mouth.
- In short, yes I do. - I smiled looking all the way through her detailed sculptured body. "She is crazy hot at 28 years old..". Sometimes my thoughts scare me. I didn't notice when the waitress came to us to ask what would we like.
- For me is a burger with chips please. - Kyoka said politely. - And for you? - she asked me.
- Oh, a beef and mashed potatoes please. - I said with a smile. I noticed the female waiter winking at me and leaving me a napkin. In the napkin was her number and a text "call me when u want ;)".
- What's up Kaminari? - Kyoka looked at me. The waitress was still there.
- Nothing nothing, sorry I zoned out for a second. - I said.
- For drinks, what would you like? - the waitress asked.
- Coca-cola for me. - Kyoka said and pointed to me, waiting for my response.
- Oh, lemonade please. - I said.
- I'll be right over with the drinks for you. Enjoy your stay! - the waitress winked at me and left.
- Did you notice the wait- Kyoka interrupted me.
- Were you going to ask me if I saw the waitress leaving a note for you and winked on her way to the kitchen? Yes, I did. What is my opinion? A complete bitch. Save your words Denki, I know you. - she toughened her expression. I couldn't resist but laughing out loud.
- Oh my god, I asked you for a short answer and you gave a full text of 10 lines Kyoka. - I was still laughing.
- It's not like she hid it from me, you know? If I could just yell "bitch" I would but I have respect for the others that are dinning here. - she said.
- Well it's true.. - I smiled. - but why you got so worked up over it? It's not like you would want the same thing she wants with me, or am I wrong? - I loved teasing Kyoka for as long as I can remember.
- You're right, but what she did was disrespectful when I'm here too. I don't need to know her sexual needs, do I? - she answered in a kind of shocked way.
- You're right but hey, the way she walks tells me that she hasn't seen a good dick in a while. - I said hearing a gasp from Kyoka.
- Completely unnecessary for you to say shit like that Denki, what the fuck. - she laughed while covering her face. - Are you saying your dick can satisfy her?
- Hm, I think I can make her want me forever tho. - I smirked.
- Oh yeah, of course. I should have known that your new name is Kaminari Fuckboy. - she rolled her eyes.
- I'm not joking. I'm somewhat of a gentleman myself you know? - I said.
- I'm not paying to see that. - she pressed her eyes.
- You don't want to see because you know you'll fall in love, again. - I said again just to mess with her.
- Funny but no. I would not fall in love with the Fuckboy from the gym. Not my type. - she said.
- What's your type? The 17 year old Kaminari who couldn't walk in a straight line without falling in his face? - I said.
- Exactly. - she mocked me and laughed.
- Ah ah ah Kyoka. I was trying really hard in those days. - I said.
- Really hard to do what? Be an idiot? - she laughed.
- End of conversation Kyoka. - I crossed my arms while I heard her laugh. - You know, you should really give me a chance. I know I'm not the funny guy anymore but I can make you beg. - I winked at her while she hit me in my arm. - Hey hey stop, I was just joking Kyoka. - I laughed.
- You're an idiot. - she said.
- Well, isn't that what you like in men? - I said knowing full well what she meant.
- I'm seeing you after 10 years and in the first 1 hour you made me hit you. Congratulations, that has to have some kind of award. - she said.
- C'mon, say I'm funny because I am. - I said mockingly.
- You are annoying Denki. - she said.
- But hot am I right? - I asked smiling.
- Yeah, whatever. - she said.
- I knew it! I just needed confirmation. - I smiled.
- Fuck you Denki. - she said with a weird sexy voice.
- That voice just gave me the chills girl. - I confessed louder than what I'd like.
- Good. Hope you get a fucking erection so big that the hot waitress can't get rid of that anytime soon. - she said in that weird voice.
- As it is right now, not even you can get it out. - I approached my face to hers. - This is beyond an erection at this point but if you keep talking like that, it can get much worse.
- Not my problem, it's not hurting me dear Denki, it's hurting you. - she smiled.
- Well that's true. I might have to work on myself when I get home. Or somebody else going to do it for me. - I looked over at the waitress who has our drinks and is currently on her way here. - That seems like a nice pair of hands and a good mouth coming over to us.
- If you think so.. but I bet you could do better with all the babes you help in the gym no? - she mocked me and oh boy was I enjoying this conversation.
- With them, I train muscles, but some other girls are trained in other areas, if you know what I mean. - I winked.
- If you say it, who am I to judge.. - she relaxed as the waitress came up.
- Here's your drinks.. - she gave the coca cola to Kyoka and gave her the cold shoulder and turned to me. - and here is your lemonade.. - she was almost on top of me with her cleavage showing. At least she had a good pair of boobs in compensation for her poor personality. - Hope you like it. - she winked at me but did not leave before asking.. - Sorry for the question but it's something I can't get out of my head.. Are you guys dating? - she asked. I almost gagged in my lemanode but what Kyoka said almost made me fell off my chair.
- After all you've done to gain my boyfriends attention, now you remember to stop being a hoe and ask what really matters? - Kyoka said. And if looks killed, poor waitress because she was down on the ground right now. - And you might aswell take this fucking napkin with you before I lose my shit right here. - she grabbed the napkin with the number and the waitress run away for dear life.
- Was that really necessary Kyoka? - I asked laughing my butt off.
- You think it wasn't? Imagine if you were really my boyfriend, what should have I done? Stand by? Ah hell no. The bitch got the treatment bitches deserve. Period. - she said drinking some cola.
- You got spicy didn't you? - I asked still laughing.
- A little yes. I just can't stand people like this. It makes me sick. - she poured herself more cola.
- I don't like it either, I just wanted to see how you'd react and oh boy I wasn't disappointed. - I smiled.
- Die Denki. - she said.
- You wouldn't live without me Kyoka. - I said.
- I lived without you for the past 10 years, what makes you think I could not live the rest of my life like that? - she asked smiling.
- Just admit you couldn't. - I said.
- Oh boy, I could, easily. - she laughed.
- You could live with yourself after calling me boyfriend? - I asked shocked.
- It was just to trick the waitress, don't give me the sad puppy face Denki. Didn't work in high school, will not work now. - she said.
- I thought you changed that part of you, dammit. - I said.
- The cold Kyoka still lives within me, don't you worry. - she winked at me.
- If you wink like that, I might kidnap you and leave you in my sex dungeon. - I smiled as I watched her get scared.
- A sex dungeon? Creepy. Get away from me. - she said.
- I was joking, but if I had one, you'd be the first one. - I smiled.
- Ugh Denki, you're not making it any better. - she said. - Anyways, I'm going outside for a second. Be right back.
- What you're going to do? - I asked.
- This. - from her purse she took out a vape.
- Oh now you vape? - I asked.
- Yes, it releases some stress. - she said.
- You know what releases a bunch of stress and you don't need to waste your money? - I asked.
- What Denki? - she asked. I just made a sexy face. - I swear to god, if you say sex, I'll beat your ass when I come back.
- Then, I'll not say it. - I said and she laughed at my reaction.
- Be right back Denki. - She turned around.
- Wait wait Kyoka. - I left my chair as well. - I'll go with you. - she gave me a doubtful look. - Just for the company, I swear I'll not kidnap you for my sex dungeon.. at least not now, I did not bring my pickup truck. - I laughed while she hit me.
- Fuck you Denki. - she started walking away.
- Fuck me Kyoka. - I said walking behind her.
- THE AUDACITY OF YOU LEAVES ME SPEECHLESS. - she yelled.
- I just speak my mind. - I said.
- Sometimes you have to just NOT SPEAK. Don't you let your mind speak louder because it's fucking creepy sometimes. - she said already off the restaurant. She started vaping, and I do not undertand myself sometimes. Even vaping, this woman was hot. With her arms crossed and that tight dress hugging her all form... I swear I cannot hide my erection. I sat down on the bench and prayed she couldn't see me in my unholy state.
- Why the fuck did you sit down? - she asked.
- I just felt like sitting down. - I said, too embarassed to continue talking.
- Are you sure? Are you ok? - she touched my forehead. - You are not hot enough to be considered sick or anything. Well if you are sitting down, I may aswell sit down. - she sat down. NEXT. TO. ME. I swear, I think she knows how to embarass me. She crossed her legs and almost her all left leg was showing off. "Imma bout to have a fucking stroke holding my erection.". - So have you had any girlfriends over the years? - her question made me forget about the massive erection.
- Not really. Just some fun and that's it. But it was way more than 10. I have needs I want fullfiled and, luckily, all the girls wanted to do that. - I smiled to her as I watched her.
- Are we talking about 50? - she asked looking shocked.
- More. - I said measuring all her body.
- MORE? Damn, 100? - she asked.
- Maybe a little bit more. - I said laughing.
- Your body count is something that I DON'T want to know. - she said.
- I make 150 girls look like a joke. - I said with a smirk.
- Denki what a fucking unnecessary information, goddamn. - she said passing her hands through her face.
- You asked Kyoka, live with that now. - I laughed.
- What a fucking dumb question. - she said. - I mean, your hot but the whole city went down on you.
- Well, you're not wrong.. - I said as I watched her expression changing.
- Agh, you're disgusting Denki. - she said.
- You might want to add "and inexplicably hot and sexy" to that statement. - I said smirking.
- Whatever makes you happy Fuckboy. - she said laughing. We fell on a confortable silence. The only sound, was her vaping. The sky was dark blue almost black. I could swear my inner fuckboy was telling me to take her home with me and have a sweet night of sex, but my conscience yelled not to do that. Even though the sex would be fucking elite, I could not do that with my old crush and best friend from high school. Yes, crush. I never said it to her because I'm always too fucking embarassed to say it. To say that I was once crazy in love with this woman. I was never more pissed than knowing some unknown boys touched her and had sex with her. What was her taste? What did her moan sounded like? What was her face like during the deed? How does my name sound when she moaned it? Goddman it, I wanted to know. I was craving her so hard, I swear I was going insane.
- Do you wanna go inside? I wanna know if my food arrived, I'm starving. - she said.
- Give me 2 minutes Kyoka, you can go inside. I'm just too good here to go inside right now. - the lamest fucking excuse.
- Oh, okay. I'll be waiting. See you. - she closed the door behind her and I could finally release some air from my lungs. The unholy thoughts took over like crazy and my erection was unbearable. "It hurts like a bitch, motherfucker..". I don't know what to do. I started thinking about the most random shit ever just for this to go away: it did not work. I was working on stopping this for over 5 minutes. People would begin to get suspicious and I know the first person to get here was Kyoka, and the last thing I wanted, was for her to find me like this. The door opened.
- Denki? Are you really ok? - a sweet and sexy voice was heard behind me.
- A- I hesitated. - Yes Kyoka, I'm on my way. - I said, almost sweating. The damn erection was nowhere near disappearing. I heard her coming up to me. I know a tear of sweat raced down my forehead.
- You really ok? You said 2 minutes but it has been more than 5 min- she stopped at the sight of me and my fucking unborn and unloved child: my erection who I will know adress to as "Daddy Sauce". - What an interesting sight Denki. - I noticed her eyes glowing. "She is not going to-", my thoughts were interrupted by the hottest thing a woman like her could say. - My house is near. Only if you want Denki. I make up some excuse for us leaving. You just have to say- I interrupted her.
- Yes. - I winked at her. - You have the biggest proof here of how much I want you, I need you and just how much I missed you in the last 10 years. - I said, with almost no air in my lungs. - Give me a piece of you. - I said.
- A piece? I'll give you the whole cake if you want really bad. - she just became more hot, out of nowhere.
- I'll eat that damn cake until there are no crumbs left baby. - I said.
- Wait here Denki. I'll go get our things. - she said smiling. -
- I'm not going anywhere Kyoka, believe me. - I said. I just couldn't believe what was about to happen. How hot did she get? Not even a minute later, Kyoka got out of the restaurant with our things in her purse. I never noticed, but when she walks, everything in her, bounced and was perfectly coordinated and in the right measures. "Goddamit.. no wonder the other motherfuckers lasted 2 minutes..". - You're just too hot to be true dear Kyoka. - I said getting out of the bench and walking towards her.
- You haven't seen anything. - she winked and walked past me like the woman she is. I walked right behind her to appreciate what was about to be mine. I could be the hottest of the guys, but Kyoka stood in the 1st place with a fucking distance from the other girls.
I was about to fuck my ex bestfriend, and I would enjoy every second of it.