Noreading

078 Confidence of an old virgin

Ling Mo admitted that he was playing a little bit of trickery.

He had indeed acted very cowardly in this relationship that could not be called love, which was in great contradiction to his inherent strength, but that came from his inferiority complex, when he faced the huge gap between Xia Xinyan and Xia Xinyan. low self-esteem.

The more inferior you are, the easier it is for people to become cautious, and even afraid to make any small mistakes or negligence.

But after all, he was just an ordinary person, and he was a coward who was afraid of ghosts.

So the moment he made a fool of himself in front of Xia Xinyan, his inferiority complex pushed him to an extreme.

He made a mistake in front of Xia Xinyan , which almost broke the self-esteem he had built up in front of her before.

　　For someone like him, it was a fatal blow.

The difference is that some people will choose to take the initiative to withdraw after this kind of thing happens , close themselves, never contact anyone related to it, and continue to maintain their poor self-esteem, and some people ... will be reborn in nirvana.

　　It may be an exaggeration to say this, but to put it bluntly, it is just a matter of the hurdle in the heart. When it is in front of you, it is really difficult to have the courage and determination to cross it, because no one knows what will happen after crossing it. Turning around and walking seems to be a safer option than taking a risk, that is, escaping.

Ling Mo had never thought of this moment before, so he was forced into the desperate situation he created without any precaution. He only had a few seconds to choose whether to be left or right. You can't procrastinate.

But he was unwilling to give up.

He didn't want to lose this hard-earned warmth, and he didn't want to push away Xia Xinyan, his ideal girlfriend.

It is also possible that the adrenaline after being frightened at the time played a role, and at that moment he finally made a decision and took that step.

After that ... everything is much easier.

People's mentality is so strange. Before they do it, they have infinite fear. After they really take a step, they will feel that the previous fears don't matter . For example, many people are afraid of giving speeches in elementary school and feel that they will make a fool of themselves. Will be laughed at by classmates. But when you actually step on the podium and say your first words, it feels like ... no big deal.

Anyway, if you are on stage, you will be laughed at if you are laughed at, and you will not lose a piece of meat.

So Ling Mo is in this state now.

He figured it out, he wanted Xia Xinyan to be his girlfriend.

She must.

So he will try to make up for all his shortcomings for her, at least in the game, to become a strong man worthy of Xia Xinyan.

But as Xia Xinyan said , it is selfish to pay blindly, so ... should he ask for something in return?

At the same time ... it 's also giving back to Xia Xinyan, right? After all, what she's showing now is to stick to her own sister, so her kiss can be regarded as a reward for her.

Ling Mo felt that there was nothing wrong with his scheming.

Unfortunately, that kiss seemed too shallow.

He should have stayed a little longer.

　　Gee, it's still too thin-skinned.

However, while Ling Mo was immersed in his previous memories, Xia Xinyan next door lost sleep.

She was still struggling with the question of the kiss ... No , it should be the problem that the kiss extended.

She didn't know what was going on with her, obviously the memories of more than 20 years before her rebirth were still there, but she didn't have the slightest disgust or disgust for Ling Mo's actions. Perhaps the theory that Frog said that the soul has no gender has some truth, but this is not the focus of her attention.

What she was concerned about was whether Ling Mo really regarded herself as a girlfriend.

Maybe she can accept the fact that she has been assimilated by this body, but she will never sell herself to Ling Mo. She has said from the beginning that at most she will help Ling Mo find a candidate.

She couldn't imagine what kind of memory she would have when she changed back to Ling Mo if such a thing really happened.

[The host doesn't have to think about things so far away , really]

　　"... what do you mean? "

[This system ... ]

　　" You won't change back, will you? "

[Of course not, this system never lies]

　　" Really? "

[only bugs ]

　　"... I don't care what you know, " Xia Xinyan was lying on the bed, her tone a little dangerous, " if you want to change me back then, I will burn you and you. "

[This system can migrate data to the original system and overwrite it]

　　" I'll drag him to die for love by the way. "

[? Why doesn't the host try to experience it? Does it matter if it's male or female? This is just an objective influencing factor of a process]

　　" Okay you can shut up now. "

Xia Xinyan didn't want to mess with this guy anymore.

She felt that the more she spoke, the darker the future.

But she was sure of one thing, if Ling Mo really regarded her as a girlfriend and crossed that hurdle and started to become angry, then she would have to find a way to change the relationship between the two.

After all, he's been around for so long than that guy, it's impossible to really be overwhelmed by that guy.

Then she would be in vain.

At this moment, Ling Mo's voice suddenly sounded outside the door: " Xinyan, are you asleep? "

Xia Xin said , " No, is there something wrong? "

　　" may i come in? "

　　"... good. "

Turning on the light in the room , Xia Xinyan looked at the door strangely.

　　What is this guy doing here at this time?

　　——Then she watched Ling Mo swing in with a quilt and a pillow .

　　"... ? "

Xia Xinyan frowned .

She really couldn't understand Ling Mo's operation: " You ..."

　　" I was wondering if you would be afraid to fall asleep because of the previous dungeon, so I thought about it, and I came to sleep with you. " Ling Mo smiled a little silly — it might be fake, but Very skillfully paved the floor, then lay down, " Don't worry, I won't do anything. "

Xia Xinyan: "..."

　　Definitely this guy is scared, right?

　　Absolutely, right?

Wouldn't he blush when he came to rub the room with this excuse ?

is the skin thicker than her ?

So it must have been stolen, right?

[ ... ]

The frog only made a faint tone, perhaps too lazy to explain.

Ling Mo was still smiling.

Xia Xinyan guessed right , he was indeed a little scared, after all, he was still a normal person, this kind of psychological weakness could not be completely overcome by making the next decision, but he didn't come here for this reason.

　　After all, they are all adults, and it is too exaggerated to watch a ghost movie and be scared to sleep alone. Whether he was afraid or he thought Xia Xinyan was afraid, it was just an excuse. The most important thing was that he could use this excuse to draw in the relationship between the two.

Sleeping in the same room for the first time - the meaning of this event is completely different from the several times in the game, even if it is not the same bed, it is enough to be called a leap.

After crossing that hurdle, the strength of Ling Mo's nature has gradually been revealed.

He's going to take the initiative .

Only in this way can Xia Xinyan be slowly circled. Even if she wants to run, she probably won't be able to run away.

He didn't know where his confidence came from, but he just had confidence.

Maybe this is the newborn calf of a young virgin who is not afraid of tigers.