Chapter 57: 〈Episode 57〉 Eun-jeong
"Ugh... Ugh."
This was a moan that came out of my mouth.
Just as Jiyoung explored my body, Eunjeong's hands moved mercilessly and dazzlingly, searching for sensitive areas, and when she found them, she continued to tease only those areas.
"good?"
"..."
Perhaps because she had been watching me having sex with Jiyoung for the longest time, she too, with a seductive yet sinister expression and atmosphere similar to my girlfriend, asked me.
I only care about Jiyoung. Even though I wouldn't be able to feel my heart racing for any other woman, right now my heart is racing for Eunjung.
Did I really fall in love with another woman besides Jiyoung, the one I decided to love for the rest of my life?
"Why can't you tell me?"
She put her hand inside my pants as if urging an answer, feeling as if she was going to get a positive answer.
Her hand entered his panties without hesitation and grabbed his erection.
"Why can't I just say that I'm fine like I usually do?"
Normally, I would say "good" if I was feeling good and "bad" if I was feeling bad, but I suddenly kept my mouth shut and kept my words to myself, which seemed even more pleasing to the eye, and the corners of my lips, which were split long to the side, didn't even think about lowering.
"It's okay. You don't have to say it. It must be confusing. I was confused too, between you and Jiyoung. I understand."
Eun-jeong also gently patted my head as if she knew well how I felt in the past, when I only liked Ji-young, just like I do now, and then I came into existence in the gap.
"It's going to be hard to accept. That's love."
As if nothing had happened, he looked at me with a very kind expression and smiled.
"Even though I long for love like this, I don't look back at it at all, so the object of my love has completely changed, but unfortunately, it doesn't seem like that will happen to you.
"..."
I had a rough idea of what she was talking about.
First of all, Eun-jung liked Ji-young during her high school days, but she was just a friend to Eun-jung. There were no feelings beyond that in the first place.
So, should I say it was easy? Or should I say it couldn't be helped? Her heart, which had been full of Jiyoung, was easily taken over by me.
This means that love is not easy to change, but it can be changed quite easily.
However, since my girlfriend has a nero-like disposition, she doesn't completely drive away Eun-jeong who approaches me, so if I just have time, she will be able to move my strong heart.
In addition, if Jiyoung liked me rather than hated me and loved me like she always did, there was a possibility that I would become a womanizer who truly loved many women.
Human greed is that hard to control. As proof, the way I look at Eun-jeong has changed without me even realizing it.
And let's think about what she said to herself earlier.
'That was right. You're changing little by little. At first I thought it was crazy.'
At first, it was bound to be difficult to understand.
So when I asked what it meant, the answer I got was, "My girlfriend. I told you to ask Jiyoung."
"You've been doing that a lot lately."
Come to think of it, Jiyoung has been going home alone quite often these days.
I really couldn't understand why, even though we didn't fight or do anything to upset each other.
Of course, that was to be expected. When I returned home, she would greet me and ask if I had a good trip, then climb into bed and spend a hot night with me, so I had the dominant feeling that there was no such thing as a rift between us.
Even if I think about what kind of play it is, I still have no idea what kind of play it is.
no way.
"Are you thinking of going to the Middle East?"
I held my forehead, which was starting to hurt.
Now I understand.
The reason I kept lending myself to women, including Eun-jeong and Noona, was because I wanted to share my feelings of 100% love directed only at her with other women.
It was a bit of a crazy plan, but stupidly, I fell for it.
"Huh? Did you notice?"
"Did you know that?"
"Of course, my sister knows too, not just me."
"..."
They say Eun-jeong wasn't the only one who knew that fact.
Why does it have to be me? Why can't these pretty, kind, and great women date me, even though I have neither looks nor money?
Of course, as a man, I couldn't help but be happy that a pretty woman was asking for my love.
But if you think about it long term, polygamy is prohibited in most countries except for the Middle Eastern countries, and there are countless additional problems that come up, such as whether I can make them all happy until I die alone and whether I can support them all alone.
In addition, when I thought about the eyes of those around me, it was quite a headache.
"What the hell am I saying?"
"Well, it's nothing."
Eun-jeong nodded at the monologue.
"But you know what? If there's nothing special, what's the big deal? I like you, I love you. Even if I have a lover or someone I'm planning to marry, I can't give up on you, so what can I do? But the fact that I like you and love you doesn't change."
I let out a sigh as I couldn't control my mind, thinking that it was still crazy.
"are you okay?"
"No. That's not okay. What woman would want to be in love with a man who has had numerous lovers?"
"then..."
"Don't tell me to find another man. I mean, I haven't met one before."
She glared at me with sharp eyes.
"How can I like it when I can see that they are all just trash whose only purpose is my body?"
When a man sees a woman, the first thing he naturally looks at is her appearance.
He couldn't help but look at her, but Eun-jeong seemed to think that his gaze was only intended to explore her body.
There may have been some men I actually met who were like that, but it was hard to believe that all men were like that.
Or, in the former case, you only meet bad men.
"Isn't that kid next door the same?"
That seems right. Men really have bad luck.
Even me.
"Rather, the more I meet you, the more I like you, so I think I'd rather have one of your many women."
A firm determination was evident in his expression.
At this rate, it seemed difficult to change her mind no matter what I said.
"By the way, my sister thinks similarly to me."
Even my older sister is here. It's crazy.
"Haa... I'm going crazy."
Should I drop out of college and get a job that pays well?
I think it's too late to say that all the feelings I have now were fake.
I feel sorry for Jiyoung... no, I was too nice to her, but I also had special feelings for Eunjung, and I was aware of that fact.
It was impossible to push it out.
Because, it was just too late to realize it, but I had felt this way for a long time. Trying to ignore it brought about great trouble.
"Why? Isn't it good? Isn't it every man's dream?"
You could see it that way. But I never wanted that.
"I don't know why I'm like this either. Really."
Eun-jeong sighed and laid down next to me, seemingly losing the desire to have sex.
"If it were just me, I would think I was crazy, but with Jiyoung and my older sister next to me, I started having ridiculous thoughts like, "Isn't this normal?" and that's how it ended up happening."
"What should I do now?"
"I don't know. It seems like Jiyoung has a lot of thoughts."
"Polygamy?"
"Uh. I don't know exactly, but I heard she's making money."
"...?"
What? Money? Jiyoung?
"No?"
I denied it.
You could think that sleeping every lecture was like working at night for money.
But that's because I spend hot nights with her at night. And it didn't make sense that I, who lives with her, couldn't find any trace of her going out to work.
Even if it was a modeling job, I've never seen her leave the house alone or come home late.
No matter how perfect a person was, it was natural that he would show suspicious things to me, his roommate, as time passed.
Jiyoung is no exception.
"That's right. What is that... Coins? And stocks? You say you made money with that?"
"What...? How much?"
"I heard that she made tens of billions in coins and was already a shareholder of a famous conglomerate in terms of stocks?"
"..."
It's driving me crazy. No, how can you become self-made at the age of twenty?
If this was a novel, it was clear that the author was writing without a brain.
You're probably laughing dirty right now as you write this, thinking, 'Hehe. This will make it a little easier to tell the story later without any problems.'
"So, she said there was no need to worry about money."
"You're capable."
"That's another problem. If you don't have money, you can just increase the number of women. Now that you have more money, won't you have more women?"
"ha..."
It's strange. Something is strange.
As a man, I had no intention of having more women, but the number of women around me kept increasing.
"But they say they'll give me the position of second wife."
Why did I have a second wife without knowing it?
"Ah... shit. I don't know."
The more I thought about it, the more I felt like my head was going to burst.
No, was I the type of person who was good at thinking about what Jiyoung did in the first place?
I just followed her wishes, and I believed her like a fanatic because she couldn't possibly do anything wrong. I never questioned her, but this time, for the first time ever, I kept having doubts.
I swore with a distorted expression on my face.
"Huh?!"
I climbed on top of Eun-jeong's body lying next to me.
Her pupils, which were already large for an Asian, grew even bigger in surprise.
"Okay. Let's do it. Fuck. Let's do a harem."
I said it with a sense of despair.
Even though I already have more women in my life, I can't say that I only see Jiyoung now.
If I had only looked at her from the beginning, would I have slept with another woman even if I had a netorase tendency?
Actually, I wasn't satisfied with just her, so I held other women in my arms. I was protecting myself, thinking that was what Jiyoung wanted.
"Hehe."
Eun-jeong, who had been clearly surprised, listened to what I said and exclaimed with a satisfied expression.
"Then do you love me?"
"Oh. I love you. I love you!"
I rushed at Eun-jeong like a beast.
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