chapter 3
Started rehabilitation exercises. properly.
Of course, I had been doing it steadily before, but now I really worked on rehabilitation with all my heart. To the extent that the therapist watching was worried. I want a healthier body than ever before.
because of the later years. Thanks after the year.
Because this is what I look like, there are people who are better than me. I didn’t want to concede while talking nonsense like that.
The face is unavoidable, but the legs are turned back. I decided to believe I could get it back.
I want to hold hands again and walk the streets. I want to go on a date again, even to places I’ve never been, no, I’ve been.
I want to share more stories with you.
I want to enjoy everything that lovers can do, not just kissing, like other lovers. Without hesitating like an idiot, I want to talk about the future together.
After listening to Yeon-hoo’s feelings, I gained more confidence, but on the contrary, I also became anxious. Yeonhoo was a good person and a good man. If you get to know each other a little deeply, anyone would know. Before even one more person knew about it, I wanted to stand properly again.
He’s my boyfriend, so don’t touch anyone.
Instead of lying in the hospital and talking, I want to stand next to him and shout.
puffy
He clenched his teeth and whipped his legs, which were still not moving properly.
“Oh hey… Han Yeon-hoo. Are you really okay with her? Look at her eyes. It’s scary…”
“Mu, of course… It’s Heena. It’s good to work hard, but wouldn’t it be better to lose some energy…?”
“Don’t worry, I’ll do it in moderation! Oppa will be staying for a while later.”
I didn’t like the sight of my brother talking nonsense next to Yeon-hoo, but it was good for Yeon-hoo to be close to my family.
From now on, I will see you for the rest of my life.
‘Cause I’ll never let you go
—
One year has passed.
The results of the rehabilitation exercise were evident.
It’s not like I can walk normally like others, but it’s been possible to cover it to some extent with crutches rather than a wheelchair. It is said that it is almost a miracle that he has recovered to this extent.
Fortunately, he wasn’t completely paralyzed, and he was in a state of incomplete paralysis that was hard to feel, but still had faint sensations.
And the precious time mechanically rehabilitating was not in vain, but because it kept my body from hardening.
When I left the hospital room on crutches for the first time, Yeon-hoo was as happy as he was.
Originally, I was going to enlist when I was 22 at the latest, that is, when I was in my third year of university, but even that was postponed for me.
To be honest, I just wanted to show you a better image when I was discharged after working hard in rehabilitation, but I didn’t have the confidence to do it that hard.
to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing
No matter how hard it is, even if it feels like crying.
I was able to get this much strength because I have Yeonhoo who watches over me with a smile.
to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing
Now, the next goal is to fatten up the skinny legs a little.
So when I show it to Yeonhoo, I can be a little less embarrassed.
—
Another month has passed.
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Most of his time is devoted to rehabilitation and exercise.
Also, I was able to meet Yeon-hu’s parents.
They said hello once when they were dating, but it was the first time since the accident.
…I wasted a lot of time after dating, and I was fidgeting with my long bangs so that I could cover my face. I asked Yeon-hoo hundreds of times if he was okay now.
But such worries are negligible.
He greeted us with a smile just like when we first met. I was worried about you having a lot of trouble.
I just have to show you a good side.
In the end, after only weeping, I made a promise for the next one.
—
Rehabilitation has progressed enough to be able to go out on crutches, and he has developed a lot of stamina. Finally, I was able to go on a date with Yeonhoo alone, not with a wheelchair and assistance from my family.
Of course, the long time is still hard, but tomorrow is the second day we’ve been dating. I wanted to celebrate those anniversaries again from now on.
Instead of meeting in the hospital room like we did when we went on a date, we made an appointment outside the hospital. I grabbed my friend, my mom, and my brother, thinking about what to wear for a long time.
I wanted to show you the most beautiful side of my life.
Even after finishing the preparations, I couldn’t sleep for a long time with excitement.
After counting up to two thousand sheep, he barely fell asleep.
I woke up in the morning and slept less than 5 hours, but I finished preparing with a clearer mind than ever before.
I get out of the house listening to my dad’s compliments that my face is brighter than flowers.
Arrive at the meeting point and wait.
3 hours.
While constantly leaving missed calls to Yeon-hoo.
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My brother ran to me with a pale face.
Yeonhuo is dead.
—
I don’t know how much time has passed.
I didn’t even want to know.
cried
I drained everything that was inside.
Tired of crying, I fell asleep.
to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing
No i was stunned
When I opened my eyes, I was sobbing because of opening again.
I don’t even know if I’m alive anymore. When I came back even for a moment, only bad thoughts filled my head.
Yeon-hoo said he was hit by a car while rescuing a young child.
I wish I hadn’t just saved a child I didn’t know.
I wish I didn’t insist on that day.
I wish I could do the rehabilitation on my own and send Yeon-hoo to the army.
Before that, I wish we had just parted because of gratitude and regret.
I wish I hadn’t been sick in the first place.
Or, I’d rather just die that day.
Having a good time helping me, I wouldn’t have died.
He would have been alive after that.
Only now, I was able to live in love again.
God…please…
please
Help me.
After years…
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Miss you…
—-
opened my eyes
It was cloudy in front of me because I shed tears while sleeping.
There was no reason and no will to live without a relationship.
I think I’d better just die.
Without even organizing his messy brain, he got up. The moment I looked around to see if there were any cutlery around me, I felt a sense of incongruity.
The field of view was wide.
It was not the world I had only seen with one eye for two years. A wide field of vision that I can’t even remember when I saw it, and my room, which I haven’t been able to return to many times since the accident, came into my eyes.
bang!
“Uhahahahaha!!! Lee Hee-na-!! Your brother is on vacation!! Where are you still sleeping… Are you crying?”
The one who came in with a loud noise was an older brother wearing a military uniform with short hair and short hair compared to other soldiers who were no different from baldness.
I was discharged before I even entered high school.
—
It was a series of confusion.
On the face, on the leg.
Only after running around the house like a crazy bitch.
It wasn’t until I saw my parents and my brother looking seriously worried.
Only then did I know
Back to when I was 18. Maybe everything I’ve been through so far was a dream.
to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing
No, it wasn’t a dream.
He calmed his trembling hands and dialed the number he remembered.
[The number you are calling now is a number that does not exist – ]
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My heart pounded at the sound of the guide, but I soon remembered what Yeon-hoo had said. He said that he changed his number once when he entered university and changed his phone. While I was in the hospital, I was able to recall the conversations I had with Yeon-hoo quickly.
I was going to visit the house, but he said that the house had also moved. Of course, I didn’t know the address before that. What I remember is high school.
I clearly remembered the name and location of the male high school, which was a bit far from the girls’ high school I attended.
—
I visited Yeonhoo High School on a weekday.
Then, one by one, I thought carefully about the conversation I had with him.
to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing
Not wearing glasses until after graduating from high school. I didn’t study much until my sophomore year in high school, but I never missed a palm.
However, it was forced until 8 o’clock in the school, and only those who wished to do it until 10 o’clock, always returned at 8 o’clock.
I gathered such fragmentary information and organized it in my head and waited.
A little far from the school gate, where many students pass through. Wearing a hat, I wandered around looking for Yeonhoo with my eyes.
So every evening, I went to the school for a few days.
finally.
I finally found it.
Compared to when I was in college, my hair was a lot shorter and I wasn’t wearing glasses. could be seen at a glance.
that it is later.
The day I found it, tears flowed as soon as I saw it. I wanted to go hug him right away, but I barely suppressed my heart.
‘Cause you don’t know me now
It broke my heart that Yeon-hu didn’t recognize me, but at the same time I thought it was an opportunity God had given me.
I got to know him two years earlier than when I first got to know him. I was able to spend more of the time Yeon-hoo wasted on me loving him.
I calmed my mind and slowly got to know him.
secretly chasing after
on his way back
the house he currently lives in.
His voice talking to his friend.
His smiling face is not that different from when he was in college.
about ten days.
He waited for time to be alone on the way home.
Feeling your heart beating like it’s about to explode.
As if tired, I approached him, who was walking a little helplessly.
what to say
How to start loving again.
How can I make myself look a little prettier?
There were many things I thought about all day, but when I saw Yeon-hoo’s face looking back at me, my mind went blank.
I wanted to start as soon as possible.
our love, our love.
“Would you go out with me?”
“Shincheonji, trouble”
…I wasn’t expecting this kind of reaction.
Still, no matter what happens, I will never miss it.
I love you, Yeonhuya.
Until now.
in the future.